Life is like a journey

"Director Lu, it's not me who said that you don't know how expensive the American-made erlotinib is. Our research center has spent a lot of effort and paid a lot of money to develop it, and it has passed clinical trials..."

Lu Qingshi pointed to the report on the table: "It's true that the experiment passed, otherwise I wouldn't dare to buy your medicine, but the data doesn't seem to be very good either."

The face of the man on the opposite side froze for a moment, and Lu Qingshi didn't give him a chance to breathe, and continued: "Compared to American products, the price is indeed reasonable, but you also know that the medicines that are not included in the medical insurance, for patients and hospitals, our doctors have more More or less you have to take risks, how about this, I don’t want your commission for a box of 1000 yuan, and provide you with clinical data for free, how about it?”

The Indian generic drugs on the market cost about [-] yuan to buy. Lu Qingshi was really talking about it.

The female secretary who was following Yakuyo's eyes widened and was about to open her mouth when the man stared back at her.

"That's fine, then turn around..."

Lu Qingshi sat up straight from the chair: "Go back and report the bill to the medical office, and give me two boxes to try the effect first."

The woman took four boxes of medicine from the briefcase with a pained face and handed them over. Lu Qingshi weighed them in his hands, was quite satisfied, and was about to get up.

"Well, don't forget to bring me that gemcitabine, I'm in a hurry to get a combination of drugs"

Erlotinib and gemcitabine are currently one of the best targeted drugs for pancreatic cancer on the market, and they are also the key products of Lunan Pharmaceutical. In order to develop a perfect domestic alternative drug, the company spent a lot of money to poach Having become an expert, several generations of people have worked hard for decades before successfully passing clinical trials. Lu Qingshi's mouth is not only a lion's mouth, but also a mouth full of blood.

The woman's heart was bleeding, but the man was often seen in the big wind and waves in various hospitals. Even so, the corner of his mouth twitched slightly. Seeing that she was about to leave, he quickly stood up and saw her off.

"For the clinical data, please ask Director Lu..."

"Okay, don't give it away, I'm so tired." Lu Qingshi took out a stack of RMB from his wallet and put it on the table: "The medicine is good for the patients, and I will naturally take care of the data. I won't let you, Mr. Huang, pay attention to this meal." please, goodbye"

After she finished speaking, she took the medicine and threw the backpack over her shoulder, and left.

The female secretary also stood up, resentful: "This Lu Qingshi is really a penny-pinching cock"

The man looked at the stack of money on the table and smiled: "He is much more noble than us, come on, you can go back and do business, as long as Erlotinib can be listed, what is the money you are losing now, and you will earn it back sooner or later."

"Wu Xinyuan, are you feeling better today?" As usual, Yu Gui will go to the ward to make an inspection in the afternoon, and as soon as he stepped into the door of the ward today, a sour smell came to his nostrils.

She was used to this smell, but Wu Xinyu, who was patting her sister on the back, was a little embarrassed: "This... my sister has been throwing up a lot these days... and I can't spit out anything... it's all clear water..."

One of the typical symptoms of pancreatic cancer, Yu Gui's eyes darkened for a moment, and when she finished vomiting, she helped her to lie down: "Come on, don't move, I'll check it out for you"

Teacher Lu had instructed in the morning to pay special attention to the patient's jaundice. Sure enough, his face was sallow and his tongue was covered with jaundice, so she quickly took notes.

"Doctor... What's wrong with me... Isn't it just that I was hacked a few times? This injury is almost healed..." After vomiting, the whole body collapsed, and Wu wished to lie on the pillow He turned his attention to his sister and doctor for help.

Coincidentally, both of them looked away at the same time. Although the patient has the right to know, Yu Gui still didn't want to expose the cruel truth. Pancreatic cancer is the king of cancer.

Even with resection, the survival rate within two years after surgery is less than 5%. Difficult to find and difficult to cure is its sign. Everyone wants to be that 5%, and more people just contribute data to the mortality rate.

Wu Xinyu comforted her with red eyes: "You just need to stay for two more days! Only when the injury is completely healed..."

Wu Xinyuan became excited and half straightened his body: "The medical bills are so expensive, you treat it like a hospital or a hotel!"

As soon as the words fell, there was a sharp pain in her abdomen, and she fell back suddenly, falling heavily on the bed, her eyes went dark.

Wu Xinyu shook it twice and said nothing: "Sister... sister?!"

Yu Gui quickly brushed the person away: "Hurry up, hurry up, push the ultrasound at the bedside! Nurse, where is the nurse!"

"Here we come, here we come" Hao Renjie rushed over pushing the medical cart.

Yu Gui swung the stethoscope from his neck and pressed it on her chest, while ordering: "Open the venous access, a dose of pethidine for pain relief, call Teacher Lu, and ask her to come back for consultation."

After taking the painkiller, the situation over there temporarily stabilized, and Yu Gui went to see other patients. Hao Renjie followed her and muttered: "Hey, you know, the one we rescued from the shopping mall last time. They should have been transferred to the oncology department a long time ago, but they refused to accept them for a long time. They reasoned that the beds were full and they forced them back to the emergency department. As long as their beds are tight, we are not nervous? Is it because we are afraid that patients have no money to default on medical expenses, which makes us It's like doing charity..."

She went to the ward when she had nothing to do. She knew a little about the situation of the two sisters. When she was young, her father went out to work and was killed by a falling brick on the construction site. The payment did not arrive.

My mother worked at home to help the two sisters go to school, and then she also got a sudden illness and went away. The older sister studied well, and the younger sister dropped out of school early to work for the older sister to go to school. They have been dependent on each other until now.

As for what kind of job this is, how can outsiders judge right from wrong.

Yu Gui is not a saint, he can even feel the pain of being cornered.

After paying this week's medical expenses, Wu Xinyu only had four coins left on her body. She took a shriveled wallet and sat down on the bench in the corridor. She was rejected before she sent it out, and she went through several contacts one after another. It was the same. Those men who used to say they loved her to death seemed to disappear overnight, and some even came after her to collect debts.

The young girl's thin shoulders shook violently, and she silently covered her eyes.

After sitting for half an hour, Wu Xinyu got up and went back to her and her sister's cramped rental house. A few old newspapers and her sister's certificate of merit were pasted on the mottled walls, and the colorless table was full of sundries. The cheap cosmetics and her sister's notebook were placed side by side. She shook off the dust on it and picked it up. When she opened it, her sister's delicate handwriting came into view.

"On June 6th, after paying the tuition, the money saved by the tutor still has a balance, so I can buy a new dress for Xinyu."

"On October 10, I took Xinyu to eat Haidilao, which she really wanted to eat. She was very happy. I really hope that she can not rely on anyone."

"December 12th, Xinyu's birthday, but she didn't come back, and she was still hanging out with those men. We had the biggest quarrel in the world. I'm sorry that I beat her. I regretted it afterwards. As a sister I didn't fulfill my responsibility to love her, but let her bear a lot of wind and rain alone. She became what she is today, and I also have my responsibility..."

After writing this, the tears blurred the ink, and after drying it turned into a crumpled ball on the paper. Wu Xinyu looked at it and covered her lips, new marks were added to the dried ink.

"Doctor Lu, that medicine...let's use it for my sister..." In the afternoon when Lu Qingshi had just started work, Wu Xinyu came to the office to look for her with a pocket of colorful change.

Lu Qingshi raised his eyes and glanced at her, then continued to lower his head to write the medical records: "It may not be effective if you use it."

Wu Xinyu gritted her teeth: "Surgery can't be done, and medication may not be effective. Are you going to let my sister wait to die?!"

Her anger seemed to hit the cotton with a fist, and the person opposite folded his hands on his chin, and looked at her quietly: "You can spend the last time with her."

To be honest, she doesn't have much affection for this kind of vines that depend on others to live. Why should they live so worthless and dignified if they have hands and feet.

Wu Xinyu bit her jaw tightly, her masseter muscles bulged out, her eyes were red, and she looked like she wanted to eat Lu Qingshi alive.

But unexpectedly, this woman with a bad temper who has been around nightclubs all year round miraculously suppressed her anger at this moment.

She has seen too many people like Lu Qingshi, and when looking at people, she will unconsciously look down from the top, which is a habit developed by those in positions of power all the year round.

Because she has seen too many life and death, the doctor's eyes are calm and indifferent. There is no decoration on her body, and she only wears a watch on her wrist. At a glance, she recognizes that it is a global limited edition of a certain Swiss brand.

She had seen it in Enke's window, but her wrist was empty, and now only a circle of watch marks remained.

Wu Xinyu caressed her nose sorely, and knelt down slowly: "Doctor Lu...you may look down on people like us...but my sister is really outstanding...she hasn't graduated from university...she's still very young... The last time or something..."

Tears fell drop by drop on the floor: "I didn't think about it at all, I just want her to live, she is my only relative in this world"

"I just want him to live, he is my only relative in this world"

Facing the man's roar at that time, she only said this sentence calmly and with tears streaming down her face.

As if going back in time in an instant, there was a crack in the perfect expression of the aloof doctor.

When she was about to kowtow, Lu Qing got up and avoided her.

"Death rate is 95%"

Wu Xinyu was stunned for a moment, unable to recover, Lu Qingshi repeated again: "The mortality rate is 95%. I won't tell you the survival rate after combined medication to reduce the tumor diameter and surgical resection. The mortality rate is 95%."

Wu Xinyu smiled slowly with tears in her eyes: "I'm willing to give it a try for the 5%"

"Doctor, doctor, come and see what's wrong with him! Doctor!" Two young boys suddenly poured into the crowded outpatient hall, one of them was dragged away, his limbs were twisted into a weird position, and the whites of his eyes were rolled up Then, foaming at the mouth.

"Damn it!" Hao Renjie stood up from the triage table: "Yu Gui, Yu Gui, quickly push a gurney!"

"Here we come!" Yu Gui ran out pushing the gurney, and together with the boy wanted to put someone on the gurney. With a howling sound, I don't know where the strength came from to push them away, and then rushed towards the people around me.

The woman who was thrown down screamed, and the crowd became chaotic. Seeing that the situation was not right, the security guards rushed over, and several tall and strong men barely held her down.

Yu Gui had lingering fears: "My God, is this rabies?!"

Another boy who came with the boy also looked anxious: "Impossible, he is my classmate, and he hasn't been bitten by a dog recently!"

The young man who was pinned down by the security guard started to twitch, his limbs bouncing on the ground, and the security guard didn't know whether to let him go or not.

Yu Gui put on his gloves and moved over to touch his carotid artery. Before his hand touched it, the boy seemed to feel it, and suddenly turned his head. Yu Gui was shocked. Those eyes could no longer be called human pupils.

The originally clean whites of the eyes turned red, the pupils dilated irregularly, the eye sockets were sunken, the cheekbones protruded, the mouth was foaming, and the teeth were still bloodshot.

Yu Gui felt a chill rising from the soles of her feet to the top of her head in an instant. Just as she was in a daze, the boy bounced up his upper body in a strange posture, and threw himself at her throat with his teeth bared.

"Be careful!" A strong force came from behind, Yu Gui was pushed away and fell to the ground, but Lu Qingshi had no time to dodge, the boy bit her hand.

"Teacher Lu!"

In the end, when the boy was pushed down on the ground with all his hands and feet, two rows of deep tooth marks were left on the back of Lu Qingshi's hands, which were bruised and red, swollen to a high degree, and faintly oozing blood.

Looking at the two rows of teeth marks, Lu Qing frowned slightly.