Life is like a journey

When she returned to the observation room of the emergency department after smoking two cigarettes, Lu Qingshi was already awake, with her coat on her knees, the fluid had been transfused, and she was about to pull out the needle herself.

Gu Yanzhi hurried over and held her down: "Don't move, let the nurse come"

"I'm a doctor, it's totally fine..." Lu Qingshi's expression was still sluggish, there were bruises around his eyes, but the morbid flush subsided a little, and he looked better.

Gu Yanzhi was still worried, pressed the back of her hand to keep her from moving, and rang the bell directly.

The nurse came over quickly, pulled out the needle for her, and carefully pasted adhesive strips to stop the bleeding.

"According to the doctor's order, there are still two days of liquid, and Doctor Lu, don't forget to come for the infusion on time tomorrow."

Lu Qingshi nodded: "Thank you."

After finishing speaking, he coughed twice again, Gu Yanzhi put his coat on her body, and helped her to walk out slowly.

"Say no..."

"Give me the car keys" before he finished speaking, he was interrupted, Lu Qing subconsciously handed over the keys.

She opened the door and stuffed him into the passenger seat.

"Now you are a patient, talk less and rest more." Gu Yanzhi glanced at her, fastened his seat belt, and set off in gear.

Lu Qingshi looked at the street lights slowly passing by, the night is the soul of the city, and the soul is recovering.

The red light was flashing, Gu Yanzhi slowed down the car, subconsciously turned his head to look at her, since this person has been very quiet since just now.

The dim car lights hit her side face, Lu Qingshi looked out the window, there were some fine lines at the corners of her eyes that revealed her age, but also added to her the charm accumulated over the years.

She said softly: "You don't have to be so nice to me"

Gu Yanzhi clenched the steering wheel: "You were also very kind to me when I was hospitalized."

"That's what I do as a doctor"

Is it really?

Lu Qingshi closed her eyes, she used this reason to convince herself.

"That's what I should do as a friend for you." She said frankly and righteously, but she was a little confused. Do you really just want to be friends with her?

she does not know.

"Everyone treats me well and wants to get something from me. What about you, what do you want?"

Her parents treated her well because they wanted her to not disgrace her family and become the second Lu Xucheng.

Fu Lei treats her well because her clinical data can help him complete his thesis and get an impact factor.

Dean Meng treats her well because she is a malleable talent, in other words, someone who is useful to him and the hospital.

She doesn't mind others taking advantage of her, life must be valuable, otherwise it is no different from death.

Gu Yanzhi was slightly startled, and then laughed lowly.

"What are you laughing at?" The doctor was annoyed.

The red light was very long, so long that Lu Qing didn't come back to his senses for a long time after she finished saying that sentence.

The red light was very short, so short that when she wanted to savor the meaning of the sudden light in her eyes, she had already turned her eyes away.

She had only seen that kind of extremely gentle eyes on the face of Fu Lei who was in love with her.

She said: "I don't know what kind of environment Dr. Lu grew up in, and I don't know what you have experienced to create your extreme values, but I am different from those who hurt you. , I just want to be nice to you, without any purpose, please don't guard against me, because you are worth it"

After she said this, she concentrated on driving, leaving the aftertaste for her to chew slowly.

Finally came to a conclusion: Gu Yanzhi is a bit stubborn.

But it seems that he is still a good friend?

Thinking of this, Lu Qing slightly curled the corners of his lips.

When she got home and she went to take a bath, Gu Yanzhi consciously got into the kitchen of her house, there was a ding ding bang bang, the warm water from the shower washed over her body, Lu Qing raised her head, suddenly feeling unreal.

It was the first time that outsiders who did not belong to her came to her home, and it was also the first time that there was a smell of fireworks in the world.

By the time I came out of the shower and brushed my hair, the food was already on the table.

Taking care of her illness, the dinner was very light. Vegetable porridge, multigrain steamed buns, oily lettuce exudes a fragrance, and fried shredded potatoes served with rice. The salted duck eggs opened with chopsticks flowed out golden yolks, which looked delicious .

Gu Yanzhi wiped his hands on the apron and sat down: "I have been wronged for two days, there is no meat, let's be vegetarian."

Lu Qing nodded, this thank you is very sincere: "Thank you"

While chewing the vegetables, she only felt that the taste was lingering, very sweet, and at the same time she was a little curious: "Why don't you get married?"

Her craftsmanship is definitely very popular in the blind date market.

Gu Yanzhi added another half bowl of porridge for her: "I am a person whose life hangs on the tip of a knife, so there is no need to cause trouble for others."

Although it is better now than before, it is not much better. It is still a day less life, and maybe one day it will not be able to come back after a mission.

Lu Qing thought for a while: "It makes sense, doctors are the same, maybe one day they will be in danger when they go to the emergency scene, and they may be stabbed to death by patients with malicious intentions in the outpatient clinic."

Everyone lives according to the day, but even so, they are all living seriously. Lu Qingshi never gave up the pursuit of ideals, and Gu Yanzhi lives a cheerful, confident and optimistic life.

Living is not difficult, and life is not difficult. It is rare to live with dreams and pursuits, and most importantly, to see through the essence of life and still love life.

From this point of view, Gu Yanzhi is a role model.

"You go home." After dinner, Lu Qing moved around for a while, lying on the bed and reading a book.

Gu Yanzhi played with the human skeleton in her room: "I'll leave when you fall asleep."

Lu Qingshi smiled: "I'm not that fragile yet."

The person in front of him raised his hand and looked at the time: "Ah, it's time for you to take your medicine."

thud thud thud ran to the living room and brought in her large pack of medicines, poured them into her palms one by one, and put the warm boiling water into her palms.

Looking at this pile of colorful pills, the doctor blinked innocently: "Can I not take so many?"

Gu Yanzhi shook his head: "No, hurry up, I'll leave after you take the medicine and fall asleep."

Lu Qing had no choice but to twist a red tablet and stuff it into his mouth, frowning, swallowing several mouthfuls of warm water.

Gu Yanzhi looked amused: "Are doctors also afraid of taking medicine?"

"...Doctors are not gods." Lu Qing muttered in a low voice, "That's why I don't like to go to the outpatient clinic, prescribing medicines all day long, it's annoying to watch."

Those pills are so bitter and not easy to swallow. It would be great if you can have surgery for a cold.

"waiting"

Gu Yanzhi disappeared from her sight, went home and brought candies, and went into her kitchen again, and came out with a tray after a while of clanking.

The pills were ground into powder, mixed with sugar, and placed on paper bags by category.

Gu Yanzhi held candy in his hand: "Eating candy at night is not good for your teeth, but I still want to make you sweet."

Lu Qingshi laughed: "In this way, the medicine will have no effect."

"Hey?" The young fire instructor scratched his head, with a look of panic on his face that he had done something wrong: "Then... what should I do then? You should stop eating, I'll give it to you again..."

Lu Qingshi took it over: "However, I think it should be useful"

On Monday morning, the routine summary meeting of the departments turned into a meeting of the whole hospital. Every time she sat in such a meeting place, the hospital leaders were high above her. She could only sit next to the wall, and Yu Gui felt a little apprehensive.

Everyone knew in their hearts who the meeting was for today.

First, the medical department issued a report on He Miaomiao's death accident. Liu Changsheng cleared his throat and said, "After careful investigation and analysis by the expert group, we reviewed He Miaomiao's past medical records and verbally asked all the medical staff involved in the operation. The following conclusions—”

Yu Gui's heart suddenly twitched, and Hao Renjie poked her: "You said that sister Lu is too unlucky, no wonder she fell ill, so who can stand the continuous investigation and investigation!"

Yu Gui's eyes dimmed. Doctors nowadays are regarded as god-like existences, and no mistakes can be tolerated. However, there is no standard answer in medicine. Cases vary in thousands of ways, and sometimes doctors can't do anything.

"Patient He Miaomiao died of reperfusion injury after cardiac ischemia. The chief surgeon, Lu Qingshi, did not violate the rules during the operation and saved the patient's life twice, so he will not be held accountable."

Yu Gui covered his face: That's great, Mr. Lu.

But the seat in the first row with her name written on it was still empty.

"But..." Liu Changsheng's eyes fell on the place where she was absent: "During the operation, Lu Qing contradicted his colleagues many times, and his attitude was extremely arrogant and bad. It is a complete display of personal heroism! Therefore, she is disqualified from this year's evaluation. , I hope that members of all departments will take warning"

As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the conference room was pushed open with a "click".

Lu Qingshi was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown and a white coat, and walked in slowly with an infusion stand in his hand, and sat down in his seat, not knowing what he had just said about her bad attitude How much, anyway, there is no expression on that face.

Liu Changsheng was choked for a moment. He wiped away the unnecessary sweat on his forehead with a handkerchief, and hurriedly changed the subject: "This... I'm going to invite Dean Meng to speak next."

"We are not gathered here today to fuck someone." Meng Jihua stood up, and Hao Renjie applauded along with the crowd.

"See, one sings red face and the other sings bad face, it's an old trick"

The corner of Yu Gui's mouth twitched, and then he saw him take the microphone, walked to the front of the stage, and bowed deeply to the audience without letting anyone help him.

"To thank everyone"

The sparse applause fell silent, and everyone was a little confused, so they stared at his face.

"Thank you for maintaining your original aspirations in such a harsh medical practice environment, whether it is Director Lu, Doctor Yu, every member of the OPO team, or nurses in the emergency department, ICU, anesthesiology department, and operating room..."

His eyes were full of hope—sweeping across the young or immature faces in the audience, it was an elder's love and affection for the younger generation.

"Everyone tried their best and didn't give up until the last moment. There are some things that we may not succeed if we do something, but we will definitely fail if we don't do it."

"As doctors, when we encounter difficult cases, we must dare to fight, dare to fight, and we must not reject patients because of fear of failure. At the same time, we must be prepared to face surgical failure or even lawsuits."

"Actually, to be honest, I don't think facing a lawsuit is as serious as facing the death of a patient who failed an operation, because the death of a patient hits your benevolence as a doctor, and you will have serious self-doubt. You will feel that you are not I am really suitable for this job, will I kill someone again next time? I have seen many doctors who have become timid and left their posts like this. To be honest, they are all very good, so I am very sorry and very sad. the result of"

Dean Meng's words hit the most vulnerable corner of her heart, Yu Gui pursed his lips and clenched his palms into fists.

"It is not easy to train a doctor, and it is even more difficult to train an excellent surgeon. Failure should not be an excuse for you to shrink back, but should be your strength to forge ahead. Our Renji Medical University will hold a hospital-wide meeting for every death case The reason for the discussion is not to criticize anyone, but to let everyone remember this lesson and remember the way life disappears before their eyes. When the same case occurs next time, we can learn from each other's strengths and find a better way to deal with it. A cornerstone of medical progress”

"I'm old and can't hold a scalpel. You are the hope of the future of Renji Medical University, the hope of patients, and the hope of our country's medical and health industry."

"Finally, thank you again for your hard work. Even though some patients will forget, as the dean, as a doctor who has been on the front line for 40 years, I am really, really, very touched."

After he finished speaking, he stooped and bent down again, and did not straighten up for a long time.

Yu Gui clapped his hands vigorously, the two slaps were painful and he didn't stop, this time with tears in his eyes from the bottom of his heart.

Maybe she, who is ignorant, can't fully understand Dean Meng's words now, but his words ignited a weak fire in her heart.

She wants to stay in Renji Medical University.

And it was Lu Qingshi who fueled this flame.

After the meeting, she stopped her mentor in the corridor.

About three or five steps away, Lu Qingshi turned around: "What's the matter?"

The young doctor hesitated for a while, but still confessed: "Mr. Lu, if you do it again, will you still operate on Miaomiao?"

The doctor was silent for a moment, then raised his head slowly, the dusk light fell on the tips of her hair.

"Yes" she answered firmly, the backlight prevented her from seeing her expression clearly.

"Why, aren't you afraid of failure?" she pressed.

"Of course I'm afraid. If I fail, the patient will die. Life is a one-way street and doctors won't have the chance to repent. But I'm more afraid of regret than failure."

"The feeling of doing nothing and watching the patient die in front of your eyes is much worse than failure"

After she finished saying this, she limped to the emergency room with the help of the infusion stand to change the dressing. Yu Gui stood there for a long time, when the young doctor suddenly jumped up, scaring the passing Hao Renjie half to death.

"I have decided, I will stay in Renji Medical University after the regular training is over!!!"

Hao Renjie directly punched her on the head and pushed her down: "Wake up and stop dreaming! Do you know how perverted the examination of Renji University of Medical Sciences is?! The admission rate is one in a thousand, which is lower than the probability of being a civil servant. Just like you, Guipei is lucky to be able to come in!"

Yu Gui jumped in anger, chased and beat him: "Sister, good man, shut up!!! Hey! That's not right! How did you get in with such a perverted assessment?!"

Hao Renjie winked, and raised his orchid finger while hiding: "Don't look at me like this, I'm also a top student in the nursing major of Central South University~"

Lu Qingshi pushed the closed elevator door open again: "Are you sure you didn't send money to Xu Qiankun?"

Hao Renjie was heartbroken: "Sister Lu, it's in vain that I'm so infatuated with you..."

Before he could finish his sentence, the elevator door closed again and then quickly slid down.

Yu Gui laughed out loud, and the two got into a fight again.