Life is like a journey

While the snow was still falling, the doctor just sat there quietly, letting the frost and snow wet her hair and cover her white coat, pinching a can of Coke with her fingertips flushed from the cold, and her eye circles were also red.

She is crying.

Hao Renjie walked over and opened the umbrella above her head.

Suddenly he couldn't feel the snow falling on his face, Yu Gui raised his head: "Lu..."

She closed her eyes again: "Sister good man".

Yu Gui squeezed the can in his hand: "I don't know if I did it right, I feel... I seem to have done something wrong, but..."

She bit her lip, thinking of Lu Qingshi's resoluteness, she couldn't help but shed tears.

"Yu Gui, I know you are sad that Sister Lu is gone, but now is not the time to be depressed"

He scratched his hair, and was also a little distressed: "Too many things have happened these days, Dean Meng may lie in the ICU at any time... Director Xu is gone, sister Lu is gone, we..."

He paused: "It's like a lost dog."

This sentence made Yu Gui want to cry again. She wiped her tears with her cold sleeve and stood up.

"Although I really don't want to admit it, but you are right in one sentence, now is not the time to be depressed"

Hao Renjie turned around and looked at her: "Why are you going?"

Yu Gui waved his hands and ran into the corridor: "Study".

The list of surgical team members was quickly determined, and they were divided into seven surgical teams in the order of heart, stomach, liver, pancreas, spleen, large intestine, and small intestine, with three people in each group. The tumor was removed and stripped in a tray. The chief surgeon in charge of manipulating Da Vinci was Victor, a Russian doctor from the University of Toronto. Both Yu Gui and Liu Qingyun were assigned to the first surgical team, responsible for the removal and stripping of cardiac tumors.

This is the top in China, no, it can be said to be the top technology exchange and collision in the world.

These days, the Renji University of Medical Sciences is always filled with invisible gunpowder. Doctors from Xiehe University and the University of Toronto spoke English and held meetings to determine the operation plan, resection method, how to put the organ in, how long it will take, etc. ...

The anesthesia team composed of anesthesia authorities from top hospitals in the country will escort the entire operation.

The nursing team also had non-stop discussions on perioperative care.

Large and small conference rooms are filled with doctors of different skin colors, speaking different languages, and wearing different hospital badges, but all wearing the same white coat.

Simulated surgeries were also carried out in full swing. During these days, the simulated operating room of Renji University of Medical Sciences was always brightly lit.

The biggest difficulty of this operation is that it needs to race against time. After the organ is taken out, it cannot be exposed to the air for more than four hours, otherwise it will easily cause ischemia-reperfusion injury. This means that each surgical team needs to completely remove the organ within four hours. Tumor and vascular reconstruction, and then docking with artificial blood vessels, this requires extremely high difficulty and ultra-fast speed, as well as extraordinary teamwork ability.

As long as one organ is necrotic, or one surgical team fails and makes mistakes, the operation is not considered a success, and the child may die on the operating table.

Everyone has a string in their brains, especially the first surgery team. Their task is to remove the tumor that surrounds the heart. There is no need to do it.

"It's time!" As the timer rang, Yu Gui put down the scalpel, sweating profusely.

She turned her head to look at the wall clock on the wall. It was four hours and 10 minutes. Sure enough... Is it still a bit reluctant?

Fu Lei also took off his mask, and the nurse wiped his sweat for him: "Okay, let's stop here today."

It was 04:30 in the morning when I walked out of the operating room. Yu Gui walked towards the opposite direction of the duty room. Hao Renjie caught up with her: "Why are you going? I haven't closed my eyes for two days."

"I'm going to the reference room to look at the case." She waved her hand to signal him to ignore it: "I'll sleep there when I get sleepy for a while."

At 05:30 in the morning, the reference room was empty.

The turned-on computer was still glowing with blue light, and the hard-shell notebook in front of him was filled with dense handwriting, Yu Gui couldn't bear it anymore and fell headlong.

With a "bang", her forehead came into close contact with the hard table, she rubbed her head and bounced back, continuing to tap on the keyboard.

The first ray of sunlight shone in through the glass window in the morning. The doctor was sleeping soundly lying on the table, with soft brows and eyes, and a smile on his lips. There were two different surgical plans under his arms. The breeze blew up the white paper. In one corner, the word "time" is faintly exposed.

"Have you decided?" The old man sitting in front of him was wearing a flame blue uniform, with two horizontal stripes on his shoulders and four six-pointed star flowers, and said with a little regret.

"You are an outstanding talent, and you have made many meritorious deeds. In the organization..."

Gu Yanzhi shook his head, raised his hand to his temple, and gave a military salute: "I have made up my mind, please approve it, chief!"

There was a resignation letter on the table in front of him, and the old man took off his glasses: "Tell me the reason."

Gu Yanzhi's lips twitched twice, with a slightly sad look on her face, and her hand hangs down feebly: "I want to accompany my lover through the last journey of life."

The old man leaned back in the seat, rubbed his brows and sighed: "Well then, I'll let you go on a long vacation, and come back whenever you want."

Gu Yanzhi moistened his eyes slightly, and raised his hands to his temples: "Thank you!"

"Come on?" Thorny handed her a cigarette.

The two leaned against the railing to blow the air, but Gu Yanzhi declined politely: "No, quit."

When you are young, you can't smell the smell of smoke.

He thought for a while, and put the cigarette back into the cigarette case.

After a while, it was still stuffed into her hand, together with the lighter.

"Captain, take it. You gave me this lighter when I was promoted to the rank. Keep it as a thought. One day, if you feel unhappy, smoking a cigarette will relieve you. Don't pile up everything in your heart. with"

His gaze fell to the downstairs, where the recruits lined up for drills, wearing half-sleeved blue uniforms, shouted loudly, as winter passed and spring came, those immature faces would eventually become him, Gu Yanzhi.

Gu Yanzhi squeezed the lighter, her eyes were slightly red, she wanted to say a lot, and the thousand words finally turned into a "thank you".

Today was the weekend, and many people went home to visit relatives. She deliberately picked this day to come, and after tidying up her few things, she gently closed the door.

Unexpectedly, when he turned around, the corridor was still full of young firefighters. They were wearing uniforms and hats. Everyone had red eyes and prickly heads standing at the front.

"Everyone has it, take a break, salute!"

Qi Shushu raised her hands to her temples. Many people tensed their bodies and trembled their lips. Gu Yanzhi was one of them, but she never cried out. Wearing a camouflage backpack, she left her favorite job step by step without looking back. and the cutest bunch of people.

When she reached the corner of the stairs, she stopped, and no one followed her. She quickly wiped her tears with her sleeve, bit her arm with her teeth to suppress the sobs she blurted out, and after a few seconds, she collected her emotions and faced the Sunshine strides away.

"Go home and eat!" With the shouts from the neighbors, the setting sun sank into the horizon, and the evening light scattered evenly, reflecting the snow on the ground, and the children playing around the swing set scattered Come.

The swing was still swaying slightly, Lu Qingshi sat on it, Hamburg obediently lay beside his master's lap.

Someone blocked half of the sunlight, casting a sharp silhouette on the ground.

Lu Qing raised his head, the corners of his lips curved into a smile naturally: "You're back".

She didn't go upstairs, and she saw her playing downstairs with a hamburger at a glance.

"En." Gu Yanzhi nodded, Hamburg let out a "Wow" and circled around her.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" She naturally rubbed her head while sitting and standing one by one.

Lu Qing smiled: "No, I just went downstairs too."

She looked at her, her eyes were dark and bright, and she was smiling.

"Handsome"

Realizing what she was talking about, she glanced down at her uniform and laughed too.

"How can you be charming if you are not handsome"

She gently pushed the swing, Lu Qingshi with loose hair, holding the swing up and down with her movements, Hamburg was chasing the ball on the lawn not far away by himself.

"Gu Yanzhi"

"Ok?"

Lu Qingshi lowered his head and didn't look at her: "Sometimes I wonder if I'm too cruel?"

"You mean the child's surgery?"

Lu Qingshi shook his head: "No, I'm talking about you. I have a clear conscience towards everyone in this world, but I have a clear conscience towards you."

The hand holding the swing frame froze for a moment, Gu Yanzhi pulled her back, her back touched her waist, and she just leaned on the swing frame like this.

Lu Qing raised his head and bumped into a pair of gentle amber pupils.

"I know you're afraid." She bent her lips and smiled, a very light, soft, inclusive and understanding smile.

"Everyone in the world is afraid of death, and I am the same, but compared to those, what you are more afraid of is lying on the operating table and being slaughtered by others and dying suddenly without having time to say a word to me, right?"

There was mist in Lu Qingshi's eyes instantly, she pursed her lips and lowered her head.

"I'm a coward".

She has neither the courage to be a patient nor the courage to be a doctor.

Gu Yanzhi came around to her, squatted down, and put his hand on hers. It was cold, but she clenched it tighter.

"In any case, I always understand you, and I respect any decision you make, no matter the result is good or bad, we will bear it together."

"To be honest, I'm also quite afraid that you will leave me without saying a word..."

When she said this, she pursed her mouth and was about to cry, but she held back.

The doctor sat on the swing and threw himself into her arms. She caught her off guard and fell to the ground while holding her, and the last ray of the setting sun shone on them.

Lu Qingshi hugged her tightly: "Even if I can't say anything, there is one thing I must tell you."

"what?"

"I love you"

Gu Yan was startled, wanted to cry and laugh, but finally curled the corners of his lips, hugged her tightly, and rubbed her soft hair.

"I love you"

After a simple dinner, Lu Qingshi went back to the hospital to get things, and Gu Yanzhi went with her, and when she reached the gate of the hospital, she squeezed her hand tightly.

Gu Yanzhi comforted her: "Don't be afraid, I'll go in with you."

"Okay." Lu Qingshi nodded, and the two walked into the clinic hall side by side.

She went to the office to pack up her belongings, all packed into a cardboard box, including a laptop, a few books, two chargers, some precious medical records, and some odds and ends.

Opening the drawer, a photo fell by his feet, Lu Qing picked it up and blew away the dust on it.

It was taken by everyone on He Miaomiao’s birthday a long time ago. The little person was wearing a birthday hat, holding a cake, and she had a little bit of cream on his nose, surrounded by a bunch of naive cartoon characters , like a real little princess.

Her smile at that time was so beautiful.

It's a time that can never go back.

"Qingshi, do you still want these books?"

Lu Qingshi casually wiped the corner of his eyes with the back of his hand: "Yes."

"Okay, then I'll go to the car to get a cardboard box." Gu Yanzhi said, and walked out of the office.

Lu Qingshi put the photo face down and put it in the cardboard box.

Gu Yanzhi walked back carrying the box, but someone stopped her: "Captain Gu".

She turned her head and saw that it was Fu Lei, she immediately clenched her fists loudly: "Why, I didn't suffer enough last time."

Fu Lei took a step back: "No, I'm here this time because I have something I want you to pass on to Qingshi"

"what?"

"Lele's Relic" saw that she had relaxed her vigilance, so he came over and handed her a hard-shell photo album with a USB drive on it.

Gu Yanzhi didn't answer for a long time. Although she didn't intend to hit him, she wouldn't listen to his words easily.

On the contrary, Fu Lei smiled, with a look of relief: "I have been looking for opportunities to give her all these years, but now that it has become like this, I don't even have the face to see her, so please leave it to you, this is Lele A birthday present that was delivered in time”

Gu Yanzhi hesitated, but took it anyway, Fu Lei smiled, turned and left.

"I decided to do Pepe's surgery myself. There is always an adventure in life where the outcome is uncertain. Thank you and I wish you good luck."

Fu Lei gradually walked away, Gu Yanzhi held the photo album with mixed feelings, seeing the figure appearing in the corridor, she put the USB flash drive and the photo album together into the cardboard box, ran over to take the things in her hands, mixed them together and pressed them together bottom of the box.

The two packed up and walked out, when a group of doctors hurried past them like the wind.

"Hurry up, hurry up, ICU, Dean Meng is going to die!"

Lu Qingshi paused, and suddenly turned his head to look in the direction they were running.

She gritted her teeth and took a few steps forward.

"Young time" Gu Yanzhi called her name.

"Huh?" She turned her head, her eyes were slightly red.

Gu Yanzhi took the things in her hand: "If you want to send Dean Meng off for the last time, then go."

After an hour of rescue, 45 adrenaline tubes were used up, and the life monitor turned into a horizontal straight line.

In the late stage of osteolysis, the organs and tissues of the whole body are fibrotic, and the recovery is weak.

Fortunately, Dean Meng walked away very peacefully.

Yu Gui covered him with a white cloth, and the anesthetist announced the time of death.

The young man stopped crying and making a fuss, and walked out silently and quietly.

Passing through the long corridor, the voice-activated lights went out one by one, and Yu Gui's lonely and desolate back dragged for a long, long time.

It wasn't until he threw himself onto the narrow canopy bed in the dark duty room that Yu Gui covered his lips, and suppressed crying filled the room.