Life is like a journey

This is the second person around Yu Gui who died. The first one was Fang Zhiyou's mother. At that time, she was helpless, but she felt the same way.

What about now?It is self-blame.

If we can find something wrong with Director Xu earlier, will there be a chance of survival?

Every minute in medicine has opened up the distance between life and death, and she has never hated her incompetence so much.

It was only now that she remembered many details that she hadn't noticed before. Although Xu Qiankun is very happy, greedy and lustful, but compared to other departments, the equipment and medicines in the emergency department are the best.

A few times she went to Lu Qing's office to submit medical records, and as the administrative director, he would be busy until late at night.

When the Changping Tunnel collapsed, he, who was Lu Qingshi's deadly enemy, also left and returned, and the words he said in the heavy rain once shocked her heart. At that moment, she recognized this leader from the bottom of her heart. .

But she didn't recognize him as a human being, and the power harassment he had carried out against her also existed.

Yu Gui hugged his head with his hands, sat on the rails, and burst into tears silently. She didn't understand how people could be so complicated and changeable.

For a moment she didn't know whether to hate him or respect him.

It was this kind of contradictory mood that made the young man feel overwhelmed and uncomfortable.

A wounded person who was nursing at hand died of respiratory failure again. The old man who was over sixty years old knelt on the ground and cried loudly, and the white-haired man sent the black-haired man.

Hao Renjie's eyes were red when he saw it, and he rushed over madly, grabbed her by the collar and shouted: "Do you think we are not sad that Director Xu died?! Who the hell is not sad! You are a doctor, you are not an ordinary person During the period when you were sad, several wounded died, do you know?! Do you know?!"

Seeing her red eyes and depressed appearance, Hao Renjie let go of her hand in a dejected way: "Yu Gui, you let me down so much."

"Fuck the doctor! I'm just an ordinary person! An ordinary person! I'm not as good as Teacher Lu... I can't save so many people like Director Xu...I'll do anything No one can save her..." Yu Gui choked on his sobs, wiped away his tears with his sleeve, and turned around so that no one would see her in such a mess.

Hao Renjie clenched his fists: "I really want to beat you for Sister Lu"

He took a step forward, and Yu Gui closed his eyes subconsciously, but his fist didn't land on his face.

Hao Renjie picked up the first aid kit that fell on the ground and threw it over his shoulder: "But I still have other things to do now. Sister Lu is right, you are just a child who has not been weaned."

"From now on, we don't want to be partners together anymore. After returning to the hospital, I will apply to my superiors to be transferred to another team. You are not worthy!"

Doctors and nurses are never separated, especially at the emergency scene. The high efficiency of a team of two can ensure the safety of the wounded to the greatest extent. A good nurse is like a tiger with wings added to a doctor.

Yu Gui stared blankly at his leaving back: "Good lady..."

As an excellent nurse in the department, Hao Renjie actually has many choices. Why did he keep following her? There must be other reasons besides Lu Qingshi's arrangement, but it definitely wasn't because of her skills. Trouble.

Why is that?

Yu Gui clenched his lower lip, sniffed, raised his foot to catch up with him, tore off the two first aid kits on his back and threw them on his shoulders.

"Let's go, let's save people"

It's because they have expectations for her, both Lu Qingshi and Hao Renjie hope that she can grow up as soon as possible, and of course, it's because of the love they play together every day.

After Yu Gui figured this out, he suddenly understood, and ran ahead with a first aid kit on his back.

No one expects from a person with no potential, and she doesn't want to disappoint anyone's expectations.

Director Xu died, and died in her own post. She deserved her death, and she did not live in vain. She will live on with this expectation and save more people.

Hao Renjie watched her back merge into the snowy sky, smiled wryly, his eyes were a little sad.

Director Xu died, and Sister Lu's time was running out. Yu Gui was not the only one who was vulnerable when he broke Lu Qing that night, he was also standing outside the door, and the men's locker room was separated by a wall.

Today's emergency department is not as good as it used to be, it has already reached the point of being out of service, idiot, you still have to grow up as soon as possible.

Although, the process of growing up is so painful.

The lights in the operating room came on, and the little girl lying on the gurney was pushed in, followed by Lu Qingshi.

"Get ready for bed, one, two, three, get up!"

The accompanying emergency doctor spoke quickly, like a cannonball: "Girl, six years old, unknown name, unable to find parents, tempered glass pierced into chest, because of congenital dextrocardia escaped unharmed, doctor Yu has done it It’s easy to deal with, please.”

"it is good"

The equipment attached to the girl was removed, and the anesthesiologist connected a new one.

The "surgical gown" nurse put on the protective clothing for her, and Lu Qingshi grabbed the gloves and put them on by himself.

"X-ray pushes over"

If the glass breaks into the body, it cannot be ruled out that there are other debris flowing along the blood vessels to all parts of the body, and the child's dextrocardia does not rule out the possibility of vascular malformation. Departments combined major surgery.

"Director Lu, Doctor Li said he couldn't come." The nurse hung up the phone on the wall.

"Where's Dr. Zhao?"

Without raising his head, Lu Qing used surgical scissors to cut off Yu Gui's stitches, and picked them out with tweezers.

"A joint operation with the outside of the heart?"

The "chest opener" Lu Qingshi put down the tweezers, and took the chest opener to stretch the ribs.

Her expression remained the same, but she frowned subtly. Except for the heart shift, other organs were normal. There was a serious cardiovascular deformity. The surgical navigation showed that there was also a defect in the atrial septum, which required surgical repair.

"Director Lu..." The little doctor on the same stage called out weakly. It was the first time he saw this kind of case, and his legs and feet were a little weak.

A thin trace of sweat oozes from Lu Qingshi's forehead: "What are you doing in a daze, do it"

As soon as the words were finished, Dean Meng also ran in wearing a hand washing gown, and tied the belt of his surgical gown.

"I heard that there is no one here, I will help"

"Okay" Lu Qingshi nodded, and when he was about to give up the position of the chief surgeon, Meng Jihua stood opposite her.

"You are the chief surgeon, I will be the assistant"

In principle, he has the highest professional title and the most senior qualifications, but the two looked at each other, and Meng Jihua nodded slightly.

Lu Qingshi stopped hesitating and grabbed the tissue scissors: "The anesthesiologist closely monitors the vital signs and must maintain the blood pressure."

"Don't worry, Doctor Lu"

Halfway through the operation, bleeding still inevitably occurred. Dark red blood poured into the blood storage tank, and a thousand blood was gone in the blink of an eye.

"Hemostatic forceps" Lu Qingshi's hands seemed to be fished out of blood, a thin trace of sweat leaked from his forehead, and the nurse stood on tiptoe to wipe it off for her.

"Anesthesiologist, prepare for extracorporeal circulation." Meng Jihua seemed to be exhausted, and closed his eyes slightly.

Lu Qing glanced at him: "You..."

Meng Jihua shook his head: "Go ahead, nothing can go wrong at this juncture"

The anesthetist presses the timer: "Extracorporeal circulation, start"

The blood pump started to run at high speed, and the anesthesiologist turned on the oxygen flow meter to the maximum.

"Gimme Mosquito"

"vascular forceps"

"Pull a little further to the left, you can't see the bleeding"

The second assistant almost tore apart most of the chest cavity with the muscle hook.

"Damn it..." Lu Qingshi wore a magnifying glass, shook his head slightly, put down the vascular forceps, and directly inserted his hands into it.

"Speed ​​Up Drainage"

"Can the blood pressure still be controlled?" When Meng Jihua turned back to ask the anesthetist, the instrument screamed sharply.

Lu Qingshi stretched out his hand: "Prepare for cardiac arrest, stop the blood transfusion"

"What?! Stop now and she'll die!" someone retorted loudly.

Meng Jihua looked at her and gradually tightened the corners of his lips: "Are you going to do atrial septal repair under the condition of hypothermia where the heart stops beating?"

Lu Qingshi nodded his head: "Yes, bring the pericardium slices."

The equipment nurse hurried out.

The palms of the anesthesiologist holding the timer were sweaty: "3 minutes, no more."

Lu Qingshi has already started to operate: "No problem"

The anesthesiologist pressed the instrument, the room fell silent, the heart stopped beating, and the little girl's face quickly turned pale.

The ultra-low temperature saline in the incubator was pushed in, and the nurse hung the liquid.

Everyone was sweating. This is a very rare and even extreme operation plan. Meng Jihua would never agree to such an outrageous plan in the past, but looking at the female doctor opposite, his expression remained unchanged. Looking at the magnifying glass, it is difficult to block the sharpness and seriousness between the eyebrows and eyes.

Standing on the operating table, Lu Qingshi is a well-deserved king.

An excellent doctor like him, like his teacher Lu Xucheng, has a wealth of knowledge and skilled skills, but he doesn't have the courage of Lu Qingshi.

A courageous doctor dares to risk the world's disgrace, such as Yu Gui, but he doesn't have her skills.

Meng Jihua's wrist trembled slightly, and he sighed in his heart: Teacher, what kind of monster have you cultivated?

The continuous high-intensity work made the string in her head start to ache again, and the nurse standing behind her handing the equipment found that her back was completely soaked.

"land……"

"4.0 Absorbable Thread" Lu Qingshi didn't care about wiping the sweat, and quickly took the needle holder over, opening and closing the fingertips, threading the needle, making people dizzy.

Time passed by, and a nameless restlessness spread in the cryogenic operating room, so that beads of sweat hung on everyone's forehead.

The anesthetist even stood up: "Director Lu, time is running out, there is one minute left"

After he finished speaking, five seconds had passed.

Lu Qingshi blinked, changed the line, and another five seconds passed.

Meng Jihua was able to keep up with her speed at the beginning, but in the end he was left far behind by others, threading needles and threading knots in one go, smooth and smooth, with a cruel beauty.

If it wasn't for the increasingly severe pain in her head, she should have been able to go a little faster, Lu Qing frowned, biting her lips with the teeth under the mask, until the smell of blood gradually woke her mind.

"ten"

She heard the anesthesiologist's voice.

"Nine"

She swore she had never hated the anesthetist so much.

"Eight"

Meng Jihua also speeded up.

"Seven"

"Fuck..." Another needle failed to come out of the muscle, Lu Qing cursed secretly.

"six"

It's the limit.

The chest hurt more and more, and Meng Jihua's body shook slightly.

The electronic numbers on the wall passed by for another second.

"Fives"

Both of them gritted their teeth and persisted.

"Four"

Beads of sweat rolled down her cheeks.

Lu Qingshi put down the needle holder, panting heavily: "Thread cutter"

"three"

Meng Jihua took a step back, closed his eyes and stabilized his body slowly.

"two"

Lu Qingshi cut off the excess thread with a pair of scissors.

"one!"

The timer goes off.

Lu Qingshi put down the scissors and shouted loudly: "Prepare for blood reperfusion!"

The normal saline was poured into the chest cavity first, the blood pump resumed its operation, and the pale heart began to turn red.

Lu Qingshi looked back at the life monitor, and Meng Jihua was still standing with the scissors.

Everyone stared at the screen nervously, until the green line representing life lit up, and the heart let out a faint sound.

"Bang bang—"

Everyone cheered, Lu Qingshi heaved a sigh of relief, sweating profusely, leaning on the operating table, panting.

The person standing opposite her took a step back, as if to laugh, but blood seeped through the mask.

"Dean?"

She straightened up.

"Principal?!" The old man, who had passed his sixties, fell on the cold floor like a heavy mountain collapsed in an instant.

Lu Qingshi rushed over, his eyes blushing slightly: "Hurry up and get the stretcher! Send it to the operating room next door!"

The mask fell off his face, and the old man grabbed her wrist tremblingly, before he could take off the gloves, blood stained Lu Qingshi's sleeves red.

"No...not allowed...Lu Qingshi...I order you...continue...continue to save patients..."

"No!" Lu Qingshi roared, and blue blood vessels popped out on his forehead: "You have to listen to me, listen to me, let me open your chest... thoracotomy surgery and exploration... I will operate on you... I will give you You have surgery!"

"No...it's useless..." Meng Jihua smiled, coughed up blood from the corner of his lips again, Lu Qingshi reached out and touched it, it was a piece of meat mixed with internal organs, the young doctor suddenly felt like a stick in his throat, and her eye sockets were sore from irritation, Gripping his wrist tighter and tighter.

"Why... why?!!! I can... I can definitely... no matter how complicated the operation is, I will definitely succeed... Stretcher! Stretcher!"

"Ahem...this is an operation that even your grandpa can't do..."

"I don't believe it! Don't talk...don't talk..."

Meng Jihua held her hand, and an old doctor and a young doctor held hands together.

"Be obedient... Qingshi... go save other people... no... don't waste... waste medical resources on me... you're still young... I'm old... go save more people... go... ..."

Seeing him being sent to the ICU after only the most basic life support system was done, Lu Qingshi slowly slid down with his back against the wall, propped his forehead with his hand, his head hurt from the very beginning, clinical The pain is divided into ten grades, and labor pain and cancer pain are tied for the highest grade.

Lu Qingshi's eyes began to blur, and she shed tears unconsciously, but the remaining sliver of clarity told her that she must not fall down at this moment.

Absolutely not.

She stood up slowly while leaning on the wall again, and walked towards the operating room step by step.

"Is there any surgery plan?" Lu Qingshi put all his weight on the triage table, his forehead was sweating, and his face was pale.

The nurse picked up the medical records and took a look: "It's gone for now, the next batch of wounded hasn't come back yet."

Seeing her complexion, she wanted to reach out to help her, but was brushed away: "It's okay, I'm going to sleep for a while, I have something to call."

"it is good"

The nurse watched her leaning on the wall, hunched over, and slowly moved into the dressing room.

It is not a good habit to take medicine for a long time, especially opioid analgesics, it is easy to develop drug resistance and even become addicted, so Lu Qingshi has been strictly controlling the dosage, but at this time she can't care so much, open the storage The locker took out the medicine bottle inside, tremblingly poured a handful into the palm of his hand, swallowed it with cold water, and slid down his throat like ice slag, the sky was bright outside, the snow finally stopped, and the doctor leaned on the cabinet Panting slightly, waiting for the effect of the medicine to take effect.

She wanted to just sleep with her eyes closed, but she still took out her mobile phone from her trouser pocket and turned the volume to the maximum. She was afraid of missing the call from the hospital.

Lu Qingshi put the phone on the seat, and after doing all this, she shrank back, buried her head in her knees, and curled up tightly.

She didn't know when the next surgery would come, she had to hurry up and rest, she had already fallen a Dean Meng, she must not, never fall again.