Life is like a journey

When Lu Qing came out after changing his clothes, Gu Yanzhi had been waiting in the corridor for a long time, seeing that she was wearing thin clothes, he immediately tied his scarf on.

"How's it going?"

"Sent to the ICU, the follow-up anti-infection treatment is still a problem." When the warm scarf was tied around the neck, the whole person warmed up, and Lu Qing smiled slightly.

"It's been a long time, let's go home"

"Okay" she said as she was about to drive, Lu Qingshi stopped her, "I haven't ridden on your locomotive for a long time, I want to ride today"

Gu Yanzhi originally wanted to refuse, because if the weather is cold, the wind will be very strong if he rides a bicycle, and he is afraid that she will freeze, but then he thought that it is rare for her to make a request, so he agreed, handed her the helmet, took off his coat and let her go. Wrapped tightly.

"Hey... no... I'm not cold..." With that said, the hot air he exhaled instantly turned into a white mist, and Gu Yanzhi patted the back seat.

"Okay, come up, you are tired today, let's go home early and rest"

Lu Qing gently wrapped his arms around her waist, rested his chin on her shoulder, said nothing, the locomotive started, and silently merged into the long river of traffic and lights.

I remember that a long time ago, she deliberately made troubles to speed up in order to get her a hug. Now that I think about it, it is naive, but thanks to those naivety, she has the sincerity and sincerity of today.

"It's snowing" A icy coldness fell on his forehead, Lu Qing raised his eyes, and snowflakes fell down one after another.

"What's the matter, are you not in a good mood today?" Gu Yanzhi observed her expression in the rearview mirror while driving.

"Is it because of Qin Xuan? I think she will recover..."

Lu Qingshi's arms around her tightened slightly, his voice lowered: "It's not entirely because of her, I just think, maybe... I'm too selfish..."

What Yu Gui said was right, Gu Yanzhi liked her so much, but she couldn't accompany her for the rest of her life, fulfilled her desire for companionship, but dragged her into a situation where she could never recover, it was cruel and unfair to her.

Gu Yanzhi held the handlebar of the car without turning his head: "Let's not talk about this first."

"Huh?" Lu Qingshi was puzzled.

"I'm driving, I'm afraid I'll drive into a ditch soon, let's have a good talk when we get home"

No matter what time it was, she could always make her somewhat gloomy mood better, Lu Qingshi slightly raised the corners of his lips, and pressed it against her back.

"it is good"

In the dead of night, Xiang Nanke pulled out the needle by himself and got off the hospital bed, quietly opened the door, followed the memory of the day and stumbled to the door of the ICU. Qin Xuan was lying there, except that his body was covered with tubes, he seemed to be asleep.

The police officer, who had always been tall and straight, hunched his back slightly, and gently traced her outline on the glass with his other intact hand.

On that cold winter night, she stood in hospital gown for a long time, and she also figured out something. When she recovered, she had something to tell her.

Qin Xuan, you must get better.

"Here, this month's salary." Shangshan Ruoshui dealt her game currency face to face: "Take it and exchange it yourself, I'll play it later"

Recently, she is often not online, appearing like a ghost, and the affairs of the gang are also handed over to her.

Fang Zhiyou took the money and hesitated: "What happened to you?"

The man smiled faintly, it was the first time she heard her speak, her voice was crisp and pleasant, with a hint of weakness.

"No... It's a pity that I can't accompany you to participate in the national championship game"

"Is that so? It doesn't matter, we will definitely win the national championship."

The young man vowed to type this line, behind her was a teammate with the name of the same power who was ready to go.

"An Ran, it's time for injections and medicine." In a high-end nursing home in the suburbs of Jinzhou City, a nurse gently pushed the door open, and the girl half-sitting on the hospital bed closed the computer.

"it is good"

"Is there really no other way?" The girl's parents outside the door were discussing her condition with the doctor, and An Ran's mother leaned on her husband and burst into tears.

The doctor shook his head: "Renji's neurosurgery department is very good. I suggest you go there. However, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis is a problem all over the world. I still suggest that you be mentally prepared."

Gu Yanzhi came out of the shower and wiped his hair with a towel, walked to her side with his slippers on, and lay on his back on her lap like French fries.

Lu Qingshi turned a page of the book in his hand, and naturally picked up a towel to rub her curly hair, resting his fingers lightly on the back of her head, with moderate strength, someone narrowed her eyes in satisfaction.

"Youth"

"Ok?"

She stopped and looked at her, her eyes met, soft love flowed in her eyes, Gu Yanzhi reached out to caress her cheek, and opened his mouth with a slight sigh.

"Which do you think is more painful to have had or to have never had?"

The doctor frowned unconsciously when he was thinking about the problem. After a long time, she shook her head silently.

"It's all painful"

"No... You also said that the time with Lele is irreplaceable by anyone. If there is no Lele, you will not have the pain later, but you will not experience the joy of being a mother either."

Every time he mentioned this, the doctor's eyes would be slightly red, and Gu Yanzhi grabbed her hand and interlocked his fingers.

"It's the same for me. You are an irreplaceable time for me. No matter how difficult the future will be, as long as I think of you once vividly appearing in my life, I will be full of hope again." The power of action, I will always remember you, and I will live on your behalf to fulfill those dreams that we are too late to fulfill."

"If...if there is such a day..." Those amber pupils were filled with tears. I don't know why the fire drill instructor who is very strong in front of others is always as fragile as a child in front of himself.

But Lu Qingshi likes this kind of softness and her occasional childishness, but it doesn't mean she likes her tears.

"Stop talking..." The doctor stretched out his hand to cover her eyelids, feeling the warmth in his palm, and the warmth flowed into her heart, moistening the dry land.

What a pleasure to meet you.

She leaned over slowly and gently kissed her lips.

In fact, I am not very good at kissing, and I have never been in love with girls, so the first feeling when I kissed was: so soft.

The smell of mint made people intoxicated, Lu Qingshi slightly closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and the base of his ears were a little red.

The person beneath her seemed to be frozen, not daring to move, her long hair fell down, brushing her collarbone numbly.

It was like a cat's paw scratching in her heart. Lu Qingshi had never experienced such an itchy feeling in the first half of her life. Instinct prompted her to suck it lightly, and Gu Yanzhi stuck out her tongue reflexively.

The doctor woke up suddenly, his face flushed, and he got up hastily, wanting to pour cold water on himself to cool down.

God!What is she doing? !This is... too embarrassing!

But Gu Yanzhi didn't give her another chance to escape, he hugged her waist and pressed her down, turned over, and successfully turned from defense to offense.

The French fries ran away from her arms, the book in Lu Qingshi's hand fell to the ground, only the sound of the TV was still humming, and an arm with a healthy complexion stretched out from the sofa to turn it off.

The room fell into silence, and the sound of whimpering water was amplified infinitely. Lu Qingshi struggled to escape from under her lips, grabbed her clothes, his eyes were wet, like a panicked deer in the forest.

The suspender skirt has been torn to pieces, and the shoulder straps have slipped onto the arms, exposing the thin collarbone and round shoulders.

She frowned slightly and whispered to her, it was an unconscious seduction.

"Today is very tired..."

"Retire tomorrow, I'll stay with you at home." Gu Yanzhi leaned over.

Lu Qingshi helped the man's head up again: "But..."

There was a playful smile on the corner of the fire drill instructor's mouth, and his eyes were shining in the darkness. I would like to see if you have any reason to reject me.

Lu Qingshi cautiously said: "Auntie hasn't left yet..."

The fire instructor screamed and fell on the sofa, woo woo woo, this is too miserable, I have been abstinent for 29 years, and now I am about to eat meat, the cooked greens fly away, ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! !

"Hey—" The man still looked sullen until he was lying on the bed. Lu Qingshi poked her on the shoulder, but there was no reaction, so he poked again.

"Hey - don't be angry"

The man simply turned over and went to sleep, with his hairy head buried in the bed, Lu Qing couldn't help imagining how she was biting the pillowcase and saying "I hate!", and laughed out loud.

Gu Yanzhi turned over and scratched her: "You still laugh, don't laugh, look at my white bone claw!"

"Ah~ alright, stop laughing, stop laughing~" Lu Qingshi surrendered first, nestled into her arms, found a comfortable position and closed his eyes.

"Gu Yanzhi"

"Ok?"

"Sleepy." She yawned slightly.

Gu Yanzhi hugged her even tighter, and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "Go to sleep."

"Good night"

"Good night"

"I found you, oh, what's the matter with your roommate, you can hear the sound of playing games, but no matter how much you knock on the door, it won't open"

When Yu Gui came back late at night and met the landlord downstairs, he immediately put on an embarrassing smile: "She may not have heard, I'm sorry to let you go, what's the matter?"

"It's time to pay the rent this month. By the way, I forgot to tell you. Starting from this month, the rent will increase by 200 yuan. Everyone else has paid it. It's up to you, so hurry up."

"Price increase? Didn't you mention it when you signed the contract..." Before she finished speaking, the fat landlady waved her hand impatiently.

"It's ok, don't tell me so much, if you are willing to pay, if you don't want to hand in the paper, get out! I don't think you guys are disturbing the people by playing games every day!"

Yu Gui hurriedly handed over the fruit he was carrying: "Don't be angry, wait two more days, and hand it over as soon as my salary is paid..."

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Yu Gui turned on the light in the living room, only to find out that You were nestling in a chair playing games, with unfinished instant noodles in hand, dirty clothes piled in a mess on the sofa, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and the The bowl was still soaking in the sink, and an unknown fire rushed straight to my heart.

"I know, can you wash the bowl of breakfast right away?! Bacteria will grow if you leave it for so long!"

Fang Zhiyou didn't hear what she said at all, but just raised his head and glanced at her: "Ah, you're back, wait until I finish typing and cook."

"On the left, the mage will make up, yes, yes, the nurse will add blood!"

"Okay, nice job!"

The crackling keyboard sound was mixed with her slightly excited voice. Yu Gui clenched his fists, walked over and slapped the table, but accidentally knocked off the power cord, and the computer screen went black.

"I'm talking to you, did you hear me?!"

There was a sudden blank in the earphones, and the game that could have been won was completely lost because of this delay. Fang Zhiyou stood up suddenly: "Are you sick?! You will lose your temper as soon as you come back!"

"Why do I get angry, don't you know?! Dirty clothes and dirty clothes are not washed! Instant noodles are not poured out! You still smoke when you have no money to eat! I know you every day to play your broken game. We are a family, not a pig." Wo, can you have a snack?!"

"I didn't wash it, did I ask you to wash it?" Fang Zhiyou pulled his lips and sneered: "You are so busy with work every day, how can you criticize me? When you come back at eleven or twelve o'clock, I will cook for you , laundry, why I play games is not because I want to make more money!"

It's okay not to mention the game, but when she mentioned the game, she thought of the female character with whom she was ambiguous, and immediately felt aggrieved and angry, her eyes blushed slightly and shouted: "You don't have to do it if you don't want to, no one is forcing you to do it, you If you like playing games so much, let's spend the rest of your life with games!"

After saying this, she cried, and the tears poured out like a flood that opened the gate. Fang Zhi was stunned for a moment, as if she wanted to say something, the phone in Yu Gui's pocket vibrated, it was a call from the hospital , she wiped away her tears and picked them up.

"Hello? Okay, I see, come right away"

She had never appreciated work so much as a temporary escape from her suffocating home.

Seeing her back turning and leaving without hesitation, Fang Zhiyou sat on the chair, pulled her hair with her hands, took a deep breath after a while, turned on the computer, and regrouped.

By winning this national competition, not only can she get the opportunity to go to a professional e-sports club for youth training, but also a bonus of 5 yuan, not only for the agreement with Shangshan Ruoshui, but also for her own reconciliation. She wants to have a better relationship with her. s future.

Opening the curtains early in the morning, Lu Qing exclaimed, "It's snowing!"

Not long after, the corridor door opened, and a person and a dog rushed out. Gu Yanzhi shouted from behind holding French fries: "Wait a minute, put your hat on!"

Hamburg put his head into the snow, then flung it out violently, splashing Lu Qing's body covered in snow, one person and one dog frolicked together.

Gu Yanzhi threw a snowball at her: "Didn't you live in Beijing before? Doesn't it snow in winter in the north?"

Lu Qingshi threw it back while hiding: "That's different, the snow in Beijing is always mixed with snow particles, it's dirty, and it can't accumulate so thickly, it will melt away in one morning at most."

"Is that so?" She threw another snowball, which just landed on her neck, and Lu Qing's face was so cold that the expression on his face was distorted.

"Hamburg, hate her!" The obedient dog crawled out of the snowdrift and rushed towards her covered in ice and snow, Gu Yanzhi was chased so loudly.

"Ah, ah, ah, who the hell are you, Hamburger!!!"

Lu Qingshi laughed so hard holding the french fries that tears came out.

There have been many snows this winter, but she has never felt cold. She wakes up in her arms every morning, gets up to work together, and comes back together at night. In her free time, she reads books, reads newspapers, pets cats and dogs, and occasionally goes to the movies together. Holding a big bucket of popcorn and falling asleep in the movie theater, Gu Yanzhi picked up a lot of dolls for her, slowly filling half of the study room.

Lu Qingshi would buy fresh bouquets from the florist and put them in vases after pruning the branches and leaves. She would also learn to cook for her, but she was banned after being burned once.

Sometimes when she is not on duty, she will drive the car to the fire brigade to pick her up from get off work. The prickly head has recovered, but he can no longer go to the front line to fight fires. He will open the glass of the sentry box and show his big white teeth. : "Yo, sister-in-law is here to pick up boss from get off work again"

Lu Qingshi opened the car door and took out the presents for him from the trunk, which were some supplements and food: "You are the one who is sweet, remember to check back on time."

Ci'er's head, legs and feet were still a little inconvenient, and he took it with bright eyes: "Wow! It's better for us to be treated well by sister-in-law. Today there is a big competition in the team, why don't you go and see it?"

Lu Qingshi's eyes lit up.

The setting sun covered the building like salted egg yolk, and there was still snow on the eaves in the distance. Her silhouette was blurred by the twilight.

There are several people wrestling on the green field. The fire instructor wearing camouflage short-sleeves is tall and straight, and his movements are chic and smooth. With her every move, the muscle lines of her arms are bulging, powerful but not strong. She is a very beautiful female beauty. .

Sweat dripped from her hair, and Gu Yanzhi picked up a student who was several tens of catties heavier than her and threw it on the ground. She saw her amidst the applause.

The doctor was wearing a light-colored windbreaker standing outside the arena smiling and looking at her, Gu Yanzhi threw down the towel and ran over.

"Captain, is it still better?"

"It's no match!" She picked up her coat and put it on her body, holding her shoulders and walking out.

There was a burst of laughter from behind, and Lu Qingshi handed over a tissue in disgust: "Wipe, it's all sweat"

"Go home and take a bath, go home and take a bath"

The days flowed slowly and silently like clouds in the sky, she almost felt that time stood still, and the pain that bothered her was relieved a lot, she and Gu Yanzhi were still alive intact, she thought this was forever, but But it never occurred to him that Qin Xuan was the one who left first.

"Here, the last can of coffee, Director Lu, I will pay off the debt I owe you."

Lu Qing paused to write, following this slender white hand, it looked like Qin Xuan who had lost a lot of weight. Today was the day she was discharged from the hospital, and also the day she left.

"I'll see you off" she stood up.

"No, I'm afraid I can't help crying, so don't give it away"

She has nothing on her body, with curly hair scattered, and she is simply carrying a travel bag and wearing a large down jacket, which looks a bit empty.

Lu Qingshi clenched the pen in his hand: "I never thought that you would go first"

Qin Xuan stuck out his tongue: "The boss has been waiting for me for more than a month. If I don't go to work, I will be killed."

"Okay, then you... Take care" She almost uttered those two words with some difficulty.

"Take care..." Qin Xuan opened his arms and gave her a simple hug. It was also the first time that Lu Qingshi slowly hugged her back.

Today is the day when Qin Xuan was discharged from the hospital. She got up very early and went to the flower shop to pick up the lilies that she ordered yesterday. She was almost excitedly walking on the way to the ward. When she opened the door, the police officer in uniform was stunned for a moment. .

"Where's the person in the fifteenth bed?" The head nurse who came to clean didn't change the quilt cover: "I was discharged from the hospital last night, don't you know?"

The flowers in Xiang Nanke's hand fell to the ground, and she ran like crazy, searching everywhere, but there was no one, until she stood in the turbulent crowd and burst into tears.

The plane landed in the early morning. Qin Xuan removed the SIM card and threw it into the trash can. As soon as she walked out of the cabin, she took a deep breath of Shanghai's humid air and stretched her waist.

With an annual salary of one million, here she comes!