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Not long after hanging up the phone, Cheng Lixue called again in a hurry, full of apology: "I'm sorry, Hu Fan read my address book. I didn't expect her to call you. I didn't intend to tell you , the news of her coming..."

Jin An stopped Cheng Lixue's words wearily: "It's okay, it's just that I don't want her to bother me anymore."

Cheng Lixue's voice was full of worry: "No, I won't bring her to see you."

"Thank you."

Jin An said.The two were speechless for a while, and after a long time, Cheng Lixue spoke cautiously: "Is everything Hu Fan said true?"

Jin An smiled: "What did she say? Did I seduce her? Or did I like women? Is there something wrong with me? Did I make her lose face in front of everyone, or did her parents kneel in front of me Beg me, so she has no choice but to do it?"

"Jin'an..." Cheng Lixue called Jin'an's name with pain in his voice.

Jin An is familiar with this pain, when Hu Fan grabbed her and said he had no choice but to see Hu Fan and other men standing there holding hands and smiling like flowers.When Hu Fan asked her to get married normally and keep the relationship.When her affairs were publicized, everyone isolated her, laughed at her, and spoke behind her back.When Jin An's parents loudly told her to go away, saying that she had lost their parents' face.

Jin An's breathing began to become rapid, and Xiang Yang, who was quiet at the side, hurriedly grabbed Jin An's hand, and held her firmly.

Jin An glanced at Xiang Yang, and her mood became calm again.

"Those things have passed. Lixue, I have been here for seven years."

Cheng Lixue understood what Jin An meant.Here she is now, in a new place, with a whole new life.Jin An doesn't want the past to bother her.Cheng Lixue closed her eyes, then opened them again: "I understand. Jin An, you are the most important thing."

"...Thank you." Jin An's voice finally brought a smile.

"You're welcome..." Qianyan Wanyu finally fell silent, turning into a helpless polite sentence.

Cheng Lixue hung up the phone, looked at the woman in front of her with complicated eyes: "She doesn't want to get entangled with the past, why are you doing this?"

Hu Fan smiled, she is the typical petite and cute look in their hometown, she is very good at dressing up, and she looks charming when she sits there.

"She left me there and ran away by herself. Of course I can't make her feel better."

Cheng Lixue's face tightened. She was glad that she booked a hotel for Hu Fan instead of taking her back to her own home, otherwise she would not be able to resist driving him away: "You have a boyfriend and are going to get married. You betrayed her."

"Then what should I do! Do we have to live like this for the rest of our lives? We are all women! How can we do without men! Can't we be as good as before after we get married! So many people have lived like this for a lifetime, getting married and having children , play as you like. Why is she so hypocritical!"

Cheng Lixue didn't want to say anything to Hu Fan anymore, she kept the face of her old friend, put the keys and the fruit she brought on the table: "I'm very busy recently, I don't think I have time to take you around .You can go to the Great Wall of the Forbidden City by yourself. I will give you the phone number to book a car, and you have a driver's license, so it is convenient to go anywhere."

Hu Fan sneered: "Cheng Lixue, don't you just fight for Jin'an? She doesn't know what you think about Jin'an, but I can see it clearly. You have been cowardly since you were a child, but you are still cowardly now."

Cheng Lixue bit her lower lip: "I don't know what you're talking about."

Hu Fan didn't seem to care: "It's okay if I don't know. I used to look down on you and think you were cowardly, but now I really envy you..."

What are you envious of?Cheng Lixue didn't ask.But without asking, she knew.Her thoughts on Jin An have always been kept in her heart, and she never said a word.Just because she didn't say anything, she could stay by Jin An's side confidently all the time, and because she didn't say anything, she could have a way out at any time.

For a moment, Cheng Lixue looked at Hu Fan's exhausted appearance, and felt a bit of sadness in his heart.

"Do you still like her?" Cheng Lixue asked with a low voice.

"I don't like...what am I here for..." Hu Fan also replied in a low voice.She covered her face, and the previous arrogance turned into a low whimper, "It took me a long time to find out that she came to Beijing. I knew she would not see me, she is such a dog-tempered person who goes forward... ...Being so selfish..."

It makes people feel distressed and envious.

Hu Fan didn't say that, and the two remained silent.After a long time, Hu Fan asked hoarsely, "How is she doing?"

"It's pretty good. I raised a little girl for someone else, bought a car, and depending on the salary level, I'll probably be able to buy a house in a few years."

"It's quite capable." Hu Fan laughed, and then cried softly after laughing.

Cheng Lixue sighed, the previous anger towards Hu Fan and the anger of being pierced by the other party dissipated.Cheng Lixue sat beside Hu Fan, pressed her shoulder, and patted her lightly.

"I don't want to give up either...but I can't be so selfish. My parents knelt down in front of her and begged her...her parents treated me as an enemy. I can't help it, I really can't help it."

Cheng Lixue closed his eyes when he heard Hu Fan's incoherent words.She knew what Hu Fan was thinking, because she was the same person.In their eyes, love may be beautiful or important, but there are too many important things in life.Parents, other people's eyes, one's own career.They are all people living in this world, and it is impossible to live without giving up other things.

The only difference is that Hu Fan tried and failed.Cheng Lixue knew from the very beginning that it was not feasible, so he hesitated.In fact, it's not like hesitating, there was a moment when Cheng Lixue wanted to give it a try, so she said it.He was only interrupted by Xiang Yang, so he lost his courage.

Now that she saw Hu Fan, Cheng Lixue didn't know whether she should be grateful for Xiang Yang's call back then, or regret it.

Hu Fan came and went, but Jin An didn't know about it, and Cheng Lixue didn't mention it to Jin An.

On the appointed day, Jin An took Xiang Yang to the temple fair.Wang Annan was the first to arrive. He was very formally dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and he had a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

"At this time, the flowers are not cheap!" Xiang Yang held Jin An's arm, laughing until the flowers trembled.

Jin An patted Xiang Yang, telling her to restrain herself and stop talking nonsense.Wang Annan didn't mind. He patted his head, nodded to Jin An, and apologized a little: "I'm sorry, Miss Jin, I didn't understand my thoughts before, and I caused you a lot of trouble."

"Don't be so polite, didn't you agree that we are friends?" Jin An replied with a smile.Wang Annan also laughed, and the two were in harmony.Xiang Yang looked at him coldly, she was still a little unhappy, but she knew that Wang Annan had no interest in Jin An, so she endured it.

When Cheng Lixue came over, what he saw was this scene, handsome men and beautiful women, one of them was holding a flower in his hand, which clearly meant to confess.Cheng Lixue's face paled slightly, she called Jin'an, and seeing the two of them looking at her at the same time, the tacit understanding made her purse her lips tightly.

"You..." Cheng Lixue pulled a forced smile.

Wang Annan tidied up her clothes, and strode forward: "Lixue, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you before. But, forgive my abruptness... I want to say, you can be my girlfriend, give me a chance, let me Can I take care of you?"

Cheng Lixue stayed where she was, she looked at Wang Annan who was full of sincerity, and then looked at Jin An who was smiling.

At that moment, Cheng Lixue felt that she had thought a lot, but at the same time felt that she hadn't thought about anything.From those hazy good feelings when he was a teenager, he persisted in the unnecessary confrontation with his family for so many years.There are also Hu Fan's sad words, the expectant eyes of her parents, and the convenience brought by being a "normal person" in her career, it seems that two extremes are pulling her and splitting her in half.

You don't even dare to confess, what are you still insisting on?Would she be moved by it?Or do you expect her to take the initiative to like you?

Is it not good to accept Wang Annan?He is a decent man and a returning elite with excellent resources.Such a man, parents will rest assured.What else are you dissatisfied with?

Cheng Lixue gritted her teeth, and Wang Annan's expression changed from having the chance to win to being a little apprehensive.He whispered: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to. Can you give me a chance to pursue you? I will impress you with my actions."

Cheng Lixue's eyes wavered during the meeting, and finally settled on Wang Annan's face.She laughed suddenly, and took the flowers in Wang Annan's hand: "Okay, Mr. Wang. You said that."

Most of Wang Annan's heart was relieved, and he regained his composure, but the joy on his face could not be concealed: "Of course, thank Miss Cheng for giving me a chance to pursue."

There will be no more matters about Jin An and Xiang Yang.The passers-by watching a good show couldn't help applauding.Xiang Yang likes to join in the fun, laughing and clapping along.Jin An looked at Xiang Yang's happy appearance, and when she thought of Xiang Yang's sexuality, she felt a layer of gray in her heart.

Cheng Lixue and Wang Annan didn't stay with them for too long, they just set a time for their next meeting.

"Come on, Uncle Wang." Xiang Yang said happily.Wang Annan didn't care about Xiang Yang's address either, and nodded with a smile.

"Wang Annan is not bad, we can make friends with each other." Jin An said to Cheng Lixue.Cheng Lixue was still in a daze, and forced a smile at Jin'an.

The two drove back slowly, Xiang Yang got interested and insisted on going to Houhai.Jin An had no choice but to agree.In winter, Houhai freezes over, and someone is skating on the ice. Xiangyang looks at it happily, like a child.

Jin An followed behind Xiang Yang, watching her sway from one end to the other, she didn't run away, but she still looked energetic.

"You saw Wang Annan." In a free time, the two of them lay on the fence and looked down. Jin An said, "Heterosexuality is a matter of course to pursue and propose in public. But homosexuality, at least in our country, is currently It’s a very difficult existence to accept.”

Xiang Yang turned his head and looked at Jin An.Jin An's voice was soft: "Xiangyang, have you really thought about it?"

"Of course." Xiang Yang's nonchalant laughter reached Jin'an's ears, "I don't have parents, only you. The teacher helped me and took me, but you also helped me find him. My most important person It's you, as long as you don't object, what does it matter if the whole world objects? I only care about your opinions and feelings."

Jin An's eyes turned red, and she turned her face away slightly.Xiangyang is a child, she always thinks simpler than adults.But Xiangyang has grown up gradually, and she knows that often only those closest to her will cause harm to herself.

Just for a moment.

"...Suddenly I'm envious of Tang Mengmeng..."