Xiangyang gl

Cheng Lixue is very busy.When Jin An saw Cheng Lixue raised his hand to look at his watch, he resigned knowingly.Cheng Lixue reluctantly pulled Jin An's sleeve, looked into Jin An's eyes until Jin An moved away because of anxiety.

"What's the matter, remember to call me, don't bother me, you know?"

"Ok."

Jin An nodded.Cheng Lixue didn't know if Jin An took her words to heart, she wanted to sigh, but she held back in front of Jin An, and finally she patted Jin An on the back vigorously: "Then see you next week."

"See you next week."

Jin An watched Cheng Lixue's back disappearing into the crowd in a hurry, without Jin An's slow steps, Cheng Lixue walked like flying, and soon disappeared.Jin An slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and squeezed the shoulder strap.Cheng Lixue was a warm light in Jin An's past, Jin An thought, but he still dragged her down.

The way back was just as boring as when she came here. Jin An felt a little tired. She calculated her saved manuscripts and decided not to go to the Internet cafe to update and go home directly.Jin An opened the door, and Xiang Yang poked her head out from her room. When she saw Jin An, she grinned at Jin An, and then turned her head: "Father! It's not Mom, it's sister Jin An."

An indistinct man's voice came back from the room. Xiang Yang didn't care about her father. When she saw Jin An walking straight over, she opened her eyes in surprise: "Sister Jin An, do you want to say hello to me? You are still the first Say hello to me for the first time!"

This child is too straightforward, and a straightforward child is not cute at all.

Jin An frowned, looking at Xiang Yang with the embarrassment of being exposed.Xiang Yang also looked at Jin An, with yearning in his big eyes.Jin An felt that this look was a bit familiar, and she frowned and thought for a long time before retrieving this scene from her memory.It was Jin An when he was a child, Jin An who was locked at home, had no playmates, and could only look at himself in the mirror.

Jin An sighed, moved her fingers, but still didn't reach out.Jin An bent down: "I have something to tell your father, can you call him?"

Xiang Yang blinked, staring at Jin An as if thinking.Jin An avoids Xiang Yang's gaze, and still maintains a stooped posture without moving.

"Okay." Soon, the girl's cheerful voice came to her ears.

Jin An breathed a sigh of relief, took a step back, and took out the business card from her backpack. She rehearsed in her mind what the two of them were going to say next, and then cheered herself up again, then raised her head pretending to be flat.

Xiang Shucheng quickly walked out of her room. Jin An smelled the smell of smoke. She frowned and took another step back, deciding to overthrow everything she wanted to say before handing over the business card.Xiang Shucheng took it and saw the name of the law firm written on it, his eyes lit up, and he immediately pulled a smile on his sad face.

"Xiao Jin, thank you, thank you."

Jin An nodded, and walked towards his room with an indifferent look.But the hem of her dress was quickly pulled.Jin An turned his head in silence, and smiled at Shang Xiangyang: "Sister Jin An, can I sleep with you today too?"

Before Jin'an could speak, Xiang Shucheng hurriedly pulled his daughter over: "Baby, don't keep pestering sister Jin'an, will you sleep with your mother tonight?"

"Mom hasn't come back for several days." Xiang Yang twisted his body, and seemed to want to pounce on Jin An.

"Then let's sleep with daddy..." Xiang Shucheng said, Jin'an heard a little choking in his voice, but it soon turned into a forced smile, "Mom will come back, baby believe in dad, okay? "

Xiang Yang pouted and covered his nose with his hands, feeling unhappy.

Jin An turned around, Xiang Shucheng looked at Jin An apologetically.Jin An's eyes wandered, and he grabbed his pants: "Xiangyang doesn't like the smell of cigarettes. You smoke less, and it's not good for the children."

Xiang Shucheng was taken aback, nodded, looked at the humming daughter in his arms, and rubbed his chin full of stubble apologetically against his daughter's smooth forehead: "Baby, I'm sorry, Dad is in a bad mood recently, I'm sorry, Dad Stop smoking."

Xiao Xiangyang snorted, and when she raised her head again, Jin An had already returned to her room.

In the next few days, Jin'an's life was still the same as usual, without any changes.She wrote stories one by one with a pen and paper at home, and then went to the Internet cafe to face the dusty screen and type out words one by one on the greasy keyboard.After clicking send, Jin Anhui let out a small, disappointed breath.

Most of the Internet cafes around here are young people around her age, most of them are men, everyone has their backs bent, and their heads are stretched forward as much as possible, wishing that the whole person can be stuffed into the screen.The light here is very poor, the air is also very poor, and it is always full of smoke.Even in the daytime, the Internet cafe is still dark, and the white screens reflect sleep-deprived, pale faces.

Jin An doesn't like to be in contact with people, but in Internet cafes, although everyone is in the same room, they are actually in another world mentally, without contact with each other, which makes Jin An more relaxed than communicating with each other on the street or face to face.

Jin An can run into Yu Li occasionally, and every time Yu Li looks glamorous.Occasionally Yu Li would look Jin An up and down, but most of the time she would turn a blind eye to her.Sometimes there would be quarrels, and Jin An heard the ins and outs from the quarrels.Xiangyang's disease is hereditary. Unfortunately, her father, Xiang Shucheng, fell ill. He also suffered from nephritis. The difference is that Xiang Shucheng suffered from glomerulonephritis. The recurrence rate is extremely high, and even kidney transplantation is possible. None of the sex.

This made it difficult for Yu Li to accept that Xiang Shucheng was sick and couldn't work hard. He was not a high-end job, but needed to exchange his physical strength for money.Now that the money is gone, I have to spend a lot of money every month for the father and daughter.

The quarrel between the two couples escalated, and even the weekly health check was absent.But Jin An still cleaned the living room diligently. She was free when she wasn't writing, and it didn't matter if she did anything.On the contrary, Xiang Shucheng was very embarrassed, thanked Jin An from time to time, and asked Xiang Yang to bring some fruits over from time to time.

Jin An ate all the fruits Xiang Shucheng sent to Xiang Yang, and she didn't pay much attention to Xiang Yang.The little girl babbled a few times, seeing Jin An quietly doing her own thing and ignoring herself, she closed her mouth aggrieved.Every time Jin An saw Xiang Yang's flattened mouth, he thought that Xiang Yang would never come again.But Xiang Yang still came over on time, and sat on Jin An's bedside to watch Jin An write, but the little sparrow turned into a small log.

One Monday, Jin An received a call from Cheng Lixue.

Cheng Lixue is usually very busy. The law firm she works in is not well-known, and she is a newcomer, so she has to put all her energy into it. The once-a-week gathering is actually a time out of her busy schedule.Jin An knew that Cheng Lixue probably knew what Xiang Shucheng was going to do.

"Jin'an, your landlord is asking about the house." Cheng Lixue said, she has professional ethics, she can't elaborate, and can only give a rough range.She paused on the other end of the phone, and then said again, "Do you want to move in and live with me?"

"No need." Jin An rejected Cheng Lixue again.

"Okay...you must call me if you have anything to do." Cheng Lixue said, she didn't know what happened to Jin'an's landlord, but Chinese people rarely transfer children's houses first, which made Cheng Lixue feel uneasy.She still wanted to tell Jin An something, but a colleague called from not far away, Cheng Lixue replied, apologized to Jin An, and hung up the phone hastily.

Jin An put away her phone and looked out the window.Her window is next to the bed, so it is a pity that she cannot look out of the window.Jin An likes to lean against the window, and also likes to open the windows to let the wind blow on his face.When she was little, her parents would lock her at home because no one was taking care of her.Jin An could only lean against the window and look at the outside world.

Jin’an’s hometown is not the same as Beijing at all. The sky there is always gray, and when I recall it, there are few sunny days. Even in summer, the sky is always covered with heavy clouds, and the stars will Reluctantly, it emerges from the gap between the clouds.If one looks out from the window, the end of the line of sight is the rolling hills. Jin An once looked at the lush hills day after day until the new tall buildings completely blocked them.

This is not a good memory. When flipping through the memory, although I don't feel sad, I feel a little lonely for no reason.When Jin An was young, she had no companions of the right age, she always stayed alone quietly, just like now.

Jin An heard the sound of the door opening outside, followed by the sound of small footsteps, which was Xiang Yang's voice.Only then did Jin An realize that it was past five o'clock, and Xiang Yang had already left school.Jin An waited for a while, she remembered what Cheng Lixue said, and also remembered the quarrel between Xiang Shucheng and his wife.

Jin An opened the door a little, and the sound from outside became more obvious. The sound of putting the schoolbag down, followed by a crash, and the little girl yelled shortly.Then there was the sound of the pen being placed on the table, the flipping of the paper, and some messy sounds that Jin An couldn't distinguish.

Jin An waited for a while, then she stepped out the door, and the scene in the living room unfolded in front of her.Xiang Yang was lowering her head to do her homework, and from time to time she bit the pen tip with thin tooth marks. She looked very distressed, and the soft curly hair on her forehead was about to stand up.Her brows were locked together, she didn't smile in front of anyone, and she looked a little indifferent.

Jin An doesn't like to be in contact with people, and she recently treated the little girl coldly.But at this moment, she still felt a little guilty.Xiang Yang, who was alone, was so similar to Jin An, who was alone.Jin An knows what it's like to be alone, and knows that without a playmate, he can only watch the pain outside the window.

What's wrong with Xiangyang's yelling?She was just a lonely child, when there was no one around, when Jin An treated her with indifference, her quietness made Jin An see her past self.

Jin An didn't know what was going on in her mind, but she did feel the sourness in her heart, Xiang Yang's figure seemed to overlap with her original self.She took another step, and the slippers made a small sound as they rubbed against the ground.

Xiang Yang heard the voice, she raised her head and saw Jin An at a glance.Jin An didn't dodge, she also looked at Xiang Yang, saw Xiang Yang's eyes widen, and then those big eyes were bent again, together with the small nose and the small grinning mouth, formed a silly smile.

Too stupid.

As Jin An thought about it, she lowered her head, with a slight curve on her lips.She walked towards Yang, and Xiang Yang quickly moved his little butt to the side, looking at Jin An expectantly, like a well-behaved puppy. A dog tail like a fan.

Silly.

Jin An thought, she sat down next to Xiang Yang, then bent down, leaned in front of Xiang Yang's textbook, and tapped on the textbook lightly: "What don't you understand?"

"Do you want to help me with my homework?" Xiang Yang shouted in surprise.

"No." Jin An ruthlessly broke Xiang Yang's beautiful expectations, and then said, "But I can teach you." Jin An was a little nervous. If she didn't help Xiang Yang with homework, would the child be dissatisfied?If Xiang Yang is dissatisfied, what should she do?Is it the first time to run back to your room?

"Sister Jin'an, you are amazing! Are you a teacher!?"

It is still an exaggerated tone and praise that is inexplicable and unfocused.

It's still a familiar formula, and it's still a familiar tone.Jin An lowered her head and smiled, she met Xiang Yang's big round eyes seriously for the first time, and knocked on the textbook: "I'm not a teacher, but I have a teacher certificate, are you afraid?"

Under the teacher's natural suppression of the students, Xiang Yang shrinks into a small quail.