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Tang Mengmeng finally stopped making trouble, Xiang Yang felt relaxed, she turned her head to look at Jin An, Jin An still had a relaxed smile, looked around, and asked Xiang Yang what he wanted to eat.Jin An will go back to work soon, and it is already a luxury to be able to eat together.

Jin An looked around, the kind of crooked shop that was facing demolition was open, filled with the aroma of cakes, chestnuts and roasted sweet potatoes, and the door was crowded with people.The other shops are well-behaved, but walking on the street, you will also smell the smell coming from inside, if there is nothing like it.

There were people coming and going on the road, especially the teenagers wearing the same school uniform as Xiangyang. They gathered together in twos and threes, laughing and fighting from time to time.

"It's been a long time since I saw this." Jin An's face was full of nostalgia, "We used to be like this."

Looking at Jin An's plain expression, Xiang Yang tightened her hands and asked, "Is it the same in Jin An's hometown?"

"Huh?" Jin An turned her head and looked at Xiang Yang.The little girl was already taller than her, but when she walked beside her holding her hand, she was still a child full of attachment.Thinking of this, Jin An's eyes softened. She nodded, shook her head again, looked up at the sky, and even her voice became longer and longer.

"My house is not the same as here. Everyone's stalls are placed outside. There are noodles, barbecue, cut fruits, and spicy and delicious snacks. If you start from the school gate, you can eat all the way, Eat until you get home."

Xiang Yang's eyes seemed to be shining when he looked at Jin An.Those eyes were unfamiliar to Xiang Yang, full of nostalgia, full of nostalgia for good memories.Xiang Yang felt that his heart was stuffy.

Jin An is a foreigner, although she never said it, but Xiang Yang can also tell that she is not used to many places in Beijing.I never eat ten dumplings on the day of Shousui, but I can eat a lot of glutinous rice balls the next day.People in the north eat less glutinous rice, and if they eat too much, they will not be able to digest it, and Xiangyang is the same.But Jin An liked it very much, but he was only worried about Xiang Yang, and never wanted more.

And Xiangyang was also gradually influenced, for example, when cooking, he would inevitably add soup.She was so looking forward to Jin An's real integration here, but seeing Jin An's eyes at this moment, Xiang Yang knew that all previous efforts had failed.

Xiang Yang has never understood the meaning of his hometown to a wanderer.She was just a little annoyed, and a little inexplicably angry.She doesn't like Jin'an being too far away from her, it will make Xiangyang feel as if he will be abandoned at any time.But Xiang Yang wanted to know about Jin An's past.

"Why are you suddenly interested in my hometown?" Jin An asked.

"It's just..." Xiang Yang rubbed the soles of his shoes, lowered his head, "I've known sister Jin'an since I was ten years old, and sister Jin'an knows so many things about me. But I don't know about sister Jin'an. No, it's not fair."

"How can this be compared?" Jin An laughed out loud. She saw a shop, dragged Xiang Yang into it, and ordered a few more dishes.At this time, every store is overcrowded, and there is a need to occupy a seat to order food, so the conversation between the two of them is over.

"I'll order food, you find a seat."

Jin An patted Xiang Yang on the shoulder, Xiang Yang nodded obediently, looked around, and luckily found a relatively quiet seat.Xiang Yang sat on the seat and wiped the table over and over again. She looked up at the crowded people around her, and she found Jin An from inside at a glance. Among a group of tall and burly people, Jin An was short Short, like a student, kind of, cute.Xiang Yang couldn't help laughing.

After laughing, Xiang Yang felt a little melancholy again, she lied to Jin An just now, what she cared about was not fairness, she just wanted to know everything about Jin An, including the past that she kept silent about.

But how can we know?

Xiang Yang rested her chin and let out a long sigh.

Just in time, Jin An came over with a tray, and seeing Xiang Yang's appearance, she couldn't help but scold him, "Don't sigh, children." After she finished speaking, she hurriedly changed her words, "Little girls, don't sigh, either."

Xiang Yang swallowed all the words of rebuttal, moaned, and took the tray from Jin An's hand.The two passed the bowls and chopsticks without saying a word, but they were unusually familiar and harmonious.

"Why did Sister Jin'an call Tang Mengmeng?" Xiang Yang was still worried about this matter, and now that she was seated and started eating, she couldn't help it.

"Isn't she your classmate?" Jin An replied with a smile.

"But I always feel that you are playing charades." Xiang Yang said bitterly, and frowned at Jin An again, "Sister Jin An, you told me not to have puppy love, you, you don't allow it, no..."

Jin'an was in that year, there is nothing wrong with falling in love, of course it can't be regarded as puppy love, after thinking for a long time, Xiang Yang gritted his teeth: "You are not allowed to fall in love with minors!"

"Pfft." Jin An laughed and sprayed her rice, she hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe it off, and looked at Xiang Yang reproachfully, "What nonsense are you talking about. You're underage or not."

"Then you are so nice, what if Tang Mengmeng wants to chase you!" The more Xiang Yang thought about it, the more he felt that what he was thinking made sense, and he became anxious, "Although Tang Mengmeng looks like that, she is a little girl. Don't be fooled by her."

Jin An listened, put down her chopsticks, and stared at Xiang Yang.Xiang Yang felt a little guilty, but felt that this was a major event in Jin An's life, and he must not back down!Xiang Yang looked back at Jin An with his neck straightened, full of fearlessness.Jin An looked at Xiang Yang's appearance, pursed his lips, and his expression became serious: "What Tang Mengmeng looks like is her freedom. She is a little girl, and she admits it herself, but she likes to dress up in whatever way she likes to cut. What kind of hair, what kind of life to lead, are all her business."

When did Jin An speak to Xiang Yang so seriously.

Xiang Yang Yanyan lowered his head, feeling very wronged again: "Then, if she chases you...she is a little girl, you, you are also a girl..."

"That's a matter between me and her." Jin An replied, her voice was so firm that Xiang Yang was speechless.

How can it be counted as Jin'an's affairs?Isn't Jin An's matter Xiang Yang's matter?

Xiang Yang felt that there was water vapor dangling in front of her eyes, but she stubbornly bit her lower lip to prevent tears from falling.After getting along for so many years, how could Jin An not know Xiang Yang's mood at the moment?Jin An sighed, and said: "Xiangyang, you are an adult, haven't you always said that you have grown up? The so-called growing up means separation, and you need to understand where the boundaries between people are. We have a good relationship. Our relationship is also very good. But you are you, and I am me. If one day..."

If one day, Xiang Yang fell in love and came back with a boy, even if Jin An was reluctant, he could only say his blessings.Jin An shook his head, dismissing this imagination.

"You will have your life sooner or later, and it will take you to face the world alone."

Growing up is brutal.Because the world is so big, so wonderful, and at the same time so cruel and lonely.When you grow up, you have to face the whole world alone.

"I...I...I just don't want you and Tang Mengmeng..." Xiang Yang was sobbing, and finally couldn't help it, tears fell down.When she thought of what Jin An said, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart. Why did she want to separate from Jin An?She can respect Jin An's decision and hobbies, but why should she separate?This is not what she wants to grow up, she wants Jin An to be by her side all the time.

Jin An sighed, feeling that it was really too early to say these things.After all, the children will grow up, and now they still live together, and they will separate when they go to college, and Xiangyang will still work in the future.And Jin'an still has a long, long time to let Xiang Yang be independent in a gentler and more automatic way.

Once this kind of thinking arises, the toughness just turned into regret and self-blame.Jin An sat beside Xiang Yang, put his arms around her, and wiped her tears: "Why are you staring at Tang Mengmeng? Don't you like her? Or don't you..." Jin An frowned, "Gay?"

Xiang Yang shook his head sobbing.

Whether Tang Mengmeng likes girls or not has nothing to do with her, she just doesn't like Tang Mengmeng likes Jin'an.Not only Tang Mengmeng, no matter who it is, male or female, she doesn't like them like Jin'an.

Xiang Yang grabbed Jin An's clothes, buried her head in her neck, and took a small breath of Jin An's scent quietly.The smell is so captivating, it makes one feel happy and at peace.Jin An didn't move, she patted Xiang Yang on the back, but breathed a sigh of relief.

It wasn't until Xiang Yang stopped crying that Jin An greeted Xiang Yang to eat.

Neither of them mentioned what happened just now.Jin An watched the people around him come and go, maybe some people just realized that there was a little girl crying here, but no one would stop because of this.Indifferent and ruthless, it makes people feel relaxed.

"I'll take you back. Then go to work." Jin An said, looking at Xiang Yang, "OK?"

"Hmm..." Xiang Yang nodded.

On the way back, Jin An found that Xiang Yang had been holding her tightly. She sighed and said softly: "Xiang Yang, I like you very much, and I don't hate you. It's just... there is a reason, I hope you can understand .”

"Knowing that you and I are different people, this will not affect our relationship." Jin An looked at Xiang Yang, and Xiang Yang was also looking at Jin An, with a little fear and bewilderment in those big eyes.Jin An said patiently, word by word, "I know you are a smart child. You can think slowly. You don't need to think clearly now. You still have a long time, so you can take your time."

"Okay?"

Xiang Yang seems to understand but not understand.She instinctively wanted to shake her head, but she nodded inexplicably as if she was being bewitched by Jin An's eyes.

At that moment, Jin An's smile hit Xiang Yang's eyes.This is a pure smile, looking back at Xiang Yang's memory, it seems that he has never seen Jin An's smile like this, it is very relaxed and comfortable, and there is no burden.Xiangyang heard his heart beating like a drum.

dong dong dong, dong dong dong.

A fast heartbeat makes the blood flow quickly.

For such a smile, Xiang Yang felt that even if he died immediately, it was worth it.