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Today was a very good day, Jin An rejected Cheng Lixue's suggestion to send her home, she walked out of the restaurant slightly drunk, Cheng Lixue gave good news, which made Jin An feel very relaxed.

"It's late, and you're tired, go back and rest early." Jin An said to Cheng Lixue.Cheng Lixue was a little worried and asked Jin An to call her when he got home.Jin'an agreed one by one.She watched as Cheng Lixue drove his car into the traffic.Although he knew that the other party could not see.But Jin An waved his hand in her direction as he did in his youth.

Goodbye, I wish you the best of luck.

Maybe it's because of the good news, or maybe it's because of the memory of the boy who made people feel good.Jin An was walking on the road, looking at the bustling street scene decorated on the side of the road, it was already late, and the flower sellers were anxious to sell the unsold flowers.

"Buy one get one free!" A little girl shouted loudly.

Jin An stopped, and she looked at the little girl.Sensing Jin An's gaze, the little girl ran over with flowers in her arms: "Do you want to buy the beauty? It's a big deal. I'll give you whatever you want."

Jin An was caught off guard by the fragrance of the flowers.She looked down at the rose, the thorns on it had been carefully handled, and the flowers were still very delicate and ready to bud.Jin An suddenly thought of the little girl at home.It's also a festival... Jin An thought about it, took the flowers by accident, and asked, "How much is it?"

The bus was still shaking, and there were many fewer people on the bus, but there were also girls like Jin An who held flowers in their arms.Jin An lowered his head and looked at the flowers in his arms and smiled wryly, but probably no one bought them for others like her... Jin An suddenly felt a little regretful. The moment she took the flowers, what did she do? What do you think?She closed her eyes, surrounded by the rich fragrance of flowers, she thought of the little girl standing in the sun, her slightly curly hair, years of inactivity and careful maintenance made her look fairer than her peers.

She is a beautiful little girl, like a budding flower in her arms.

Xiang Yang hadn't slept yet, and his junior high school work was getting heavier, so Xiang Yang's bedtime was also delayed.As long as she is in good health, most of the time, Jin An will not hold her back.When she heard the sound of the door opening, she put down the pen in her hand, and when she turned her head, she was dazed by the bosom of roses.

"Ah! It's a rose!" Xiang Yang was stunned for a moment, then became happy.

Seeing the little girl happy, Jin An also felt very at ease.The previous feeling of regret, or worrying about gains and losses, disappeared without a trace.

"Like it?"

"Yeah!" Xiang Yang nodded, and then thought of something, his expression became vigilant and alert, "Today is Valentine's Day! Sister Jin'an, did someone send you roses?"

Jin An didn't answer, she was looking for a vase to arrange flowers, and she also found it interesting to hear Xiang Yang's guess.It's just that the lively voice quickly became low: "Sister Jin'an...you, are you in love..."

When Jin An turned his head, the little girl's eye circles were red.She hurriedly put down the flowers, walked over, rubbed the corners of Xiangyang's eyes, and sighed: "What's wrong? Even if I'm in love, I won't abandon Xiangyang."

Xiang Yang shook her head, she couldn't tell how she felt in her heart.She knew that Jin'an would not leave her behind, she just, just didn't want another person to join their lives.Xiang Yang sniffed in a low voice, and hugged Jin An.She is now as tall as Jin An, and with her head buried, she can smell the fragrance behind Jin An's ears.The familiar shampoo, the familiar body wash, and Jin An's body temperature all blended into a unique taste in the world.

There is no other person more unique than Jin An.Xiang Yang hugged Jin An tightly.

The girl's physical strength is not very good, even if she exerts her strength, Jin An doesn't feel too uncomfortable.She patted Xiangyang on the back: "If you were taller, when you hugged me, I could only stand on tiptoe."

Xiang Yang thought for a while, and laughed amused by this imagination.She has always looked up at Jin An, and it is hard to imagine that one day Jin An will look up at her, and even be embraced by her, as if the two of them were in reverse positions when they were young.

Hearing the laughter, Jin An also felt relieved. She thought she was too bad, and started to tease the little girl who had been pampered all this time, hurting her heart: "I am not in love. I bought the roses. I will give them to you." of."

The warm embrace suddenly loosened, and Xiang Yang took a few steps back, her face was flushed, and besides that, she had an unbelievable look: "Send it to me?" Her eyes moved to the rose, and then moved to the rose. Xiang Jin'an's heartbeat, which had been quiet for a long time, couldn't help but started beating again, until he heard Jin'an's next words.

"The roses are on sale at night, buy one get one free, it's worth it."

Hehe, as long as you are happy.

Xiangyang puffed her cheeks and looked at the pile of roses.Something sweet was stuffed into her mouth, but Xiang Yang didn't pay attention, and subconsciously rolled it into her mouth.Sweet, yet bitter: "Chocolate."

"Is it delicious? It was given by Lixue." Jin An continued to fiddle with the roses with his head down as he spoke.

The sweetness in the mouth seems to gradually dissipate, leaving bitterness in the mouth.Xiang Yang stood there blankly for a while, then walked to Jin An's side and played with roses with her.Both of them were very silent, Jin An was not used to the small speaker suddenly turning into a small piece of wood.But she wasn't good at asking about this kind of thing either, so she made a different head.

"I asked Lixue to help you find a teacher. If you like writing, you should study hard."

Xiang Yang lowered his head and heard Jin An say.She felt even more bitter in her mouth. She is a child who can't do anything. Jin'an has plans for her, and she wants to refuse willfully.She didn't like Cheng Lixue. She knew from a long time ago that she and Cheng Lixue didn't have a good relationship, and there was always a vague hostility.If Cheng Lixue found the teacher, she would be even more reluctant to go.

But Xiang Yang also knew that if she refused, she would have failed Jin An's kindness.In fact, they have not lived well these years, and Xiang Yang only has a vague plan for the future, which is not clear.She likes to write, but she wants to share some of it for Jin An.

I really want to grow up...

But why does it take so long to grow up?

Xiang Yang looked at Jin An beside him.She is already as tall as Jin An, but Jin An has become more and more restrained and calm over the past few years.Things that once made Jin An feel helpless, gradually Jin An became more and more comfortable handling them.Xiang Yang is working hard to grow up, but it seems that he can't keep up with Jin An's speed.

It would have been nice if I had been born earlier.

It would be nice if I could grow up in an instant.

It's not like now, they are clearly standing side by side, but Xiang Yang is still looking up at Jin'an, relying on Jin'an.

"It is said that he is a good teacher. Let's buy some things and visit him on the weekend. Okay?" Jin An turned his head and looked at Xiang Yang.

Xiangyang quietly squeezed the muscles on his legs, the pain dispelled the unhappiness and unwillingness.She nodded and smiled: "Okay."

Jin An's mood relaxed, she stretched out her hand to rub Xiangyang's head, and felt a little emotional: "If it continues like this, I really won't be able to reach it..."

"I will lower my head." Xiang Yang rubbed Jin An's palm like a coquettish kitten, "No matter how tall I grow, I will lower my head if sister Jin An tells me... um... say Maybe you have to bend down, so sister Jin'an can get it."

"Nonsense, I'm not that short." Jin An laughed, and Xiang Yang also laughed.

The atmosphere suddenly relaxed, and Jin An became even more relaxed.She started talking about things at work, talking about her confusion, and then secretly spurned herself after she finished talking.What's the use of saying these words to Xiang Yang?Xiang Yang didn't understand anything, even if he listened, he couldn't give any good advice.

But when she turned her head, she saw that Xiang Yang was listening seriously, her brows were knit together, her lips were pursed, and she was still asking questions from time to time.Jin An wanted to laugh, but held back, and tried his best to answer Xiang Yang, even if some of the questions were ridiculous.But when he thought of how he was stumbling and ignorant when he first joined the job, Jin An couldn't help explaining clearly to Xiang Yang.

"Sister Jin'an, have you made up your mind? About job hopping." Xiang Yang asked.

"Well... no... I just..." Jin An's hand slowed down, she looked at the roses in the vase, hesitated and didn't speak.

"Don't worry about having no money at home." Xiang Yang grabbed Jin An's hand, "I wrote the composition, and the teacher gave me two hundred manuscript fees!"

"I can also make money. And we still have a house, which can be rented out or sold." Xiang Yang looked into Jin'an's eyes, "Just do what you want. As long as you think about it , I feel that I will not regret it, so just do it.”

Jin An looked at the little girl in front of him, her eyes were clear and firm.She is only a child in the first grade of junior high school. Although she has not experienced hardships, she has not yet experienced the cruelty of the adult world.But really not?She has witnessed life and death, and she has also felt the pressure of poverty with Jin An.But her eyes were still full of determination.

"Sister Jin'an is very powerful. So don't be afraid. If you think it's right, don't worry about choosing the wrong one." Xiang Yang laughed, "Believe in yourself. It's as if I have always believed in you."

Jin An felt that his heart seemed to be beating, driving the blood to flow faster.

So it was like this... Jin An couldn't help but think.She wants someone to affirm herself. She has not learned to believe in herself, so she needs the encouragement and support of others.That's why Jin An couldn't help but tell Cheng Lixue.It's just that she didn't expect that the confidence she thought she would get from Cheng Lixue was finally obtained from Xiang Yang.

Maybe there is nothing unexpected.Because this child has always believed in himself so inexplicably.