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When Jin An realized this, she couldn't help shaking her hands. In the evening, after eating with Xiang Yang, she sat back at the desk.Her habit is to write it on paper first, and then type it on the computer. The reason is also very simple, in order to save Internet fees.

Xiang Yang is a well-behaved child, when he saw Jin An sitting at the desk, he consciously went to the living room to watch TV.Jin An stared at the paper in front of him.

Half an hour later, Jin An found that he couldn't write a single word.Jin An doesn't like to write outlines. When she writes, she immerses herself in that world.At the beginning of writing, Jin An treated this matter as if it was a game.They will temporarily take Jin An out of this world, which is a means for Jin An to escape reality.

Just like Peter Pan never wants to grow up, Jin An also resists this fact.But the self-examination in her bones always calmly reminds her that she is escaping from reality, escaping all the responsibilities and pressures that come with growing older.

But escaping is easy, and immersing in the world of nothingness makes the spirit feel happy.Jin An can't get rid of the spiritual pleasure brought to her by this illusory, but also feels deep self-blame for her repeated indulging.She once talked about her mentality to friends online.

"You're just thinking too much." The friend replied, laughing again, "It would be nice if the Master of Thunder and Lightning gave me an electric shock."

"Master of Thunder and Lightning" is a joking name for Yang Yongxin by netizens.He used electroshock therapy on children with Internet addiction. It happened that World of Warcraft was popular all over the country at that time, so he got such a "nickname".

Jin An smiled, it's not like she hasn't thought about what it would be like for her to jump into reality one day.She was an introverted child since she was a child. Before she met Cheng Lixue, she had almost no friends.And because her parents have to go out to work, they often lock the young Jin An at home.She often wanders around the house alone, reads a lot of books, plays games alone, or writes, directs and acts in short stories by herself.

For a long time, she was alone.

Reality is like a layer of frosted glass to her.It's within reach, but it seems to be separated by something.Whether it is my parents, friends, or many people, they all seem to be separated by a layer.Jin An sometimes feels like a chick enclosed in an eggshell, and the psychological enclosure makes her feel safe.Sometimes Jin An is afraid, because one day, this world will be clearly displayed in front of her, allowing her to fully integrate into it.

It's just that Jin An didn't expect that this day would come so suddenly, so that people were caught off guard.

Jin An tightened the pen cap, sighed, and walked out of the room.Xiang Yang, who was concentrating on watching TV, immediately turned his head, looked at Jin An and smiled: "Sister Jin An finished writing?"

"No." Jin An replied, sitting next to Xiang Yang, his eyes were empty, "I have no inspiration."

"What's the inspiration?" Xiang Yang asked.

Facing the curious child, Jin An frowned: "Well... it's... your idea... When I write, I need to click it, like the feeling of a light being turned on in my head."

"Oh." Xiang Yang nodded, as if I understood it well, "It's like sister Jin'an."

"What?" Jin An didn't understand.

Xiang Yang nodded his head triumphantly: "Every time I think of Sister Jin'an, my mind is like a light snapping, and it's all on! Sister Jin'an is my inspiration."

"........."

This is an amazing kid.

Jin An covered his face, buried his hot cheeks in his palm, and said in a weak voice, "What, what...why it lights up when you think of me..."

It was so embarrassing.Jin An thought, how many people will this child have to tease when he talks like this in the future?Jin An raised his eyes and saw that Xiang Yang was still looking at him, so he tried hard to keep a straight face: "You can't say such things casually."

"Why?" Xiang Yang pouted, not happy.

"If you say something like this, you will be misunderstood in the future. You are still young. When you grow up, it will be bad if people misunderstand that you are interested in them." Jin An followed the temptation.

"Interesting?" Xiang Yang blinked, and Jin An felt that he was bald, and he hesitated how to explain things like love to Xiang Yang.Xiang Yang suddenly showed an expression of enlightenment, "I know! It's the relationship between men and women, right?"

Jin An blinked, not knowing what to say.Xiang Yang replied with the look of you making a fuss: "It's okay, I won't even look at those stinky boys."

Jin An felt that her heart was beating a little fast, she pressed her chest with difficulty: "Are there any boys coming to you?"

Xiang Yang snorted and laughed: "It was a classmate who said that there was a boy who liked me. It was ugly and his grades were not good, so I didn't like him. It didn't take long for him to fall in love with the girl at the same table."

ok, ok.Today's elementary school students are really limitless...

Jin An felt like he was about to have a heart attack.She frowned: "It's not okay for a boy to be good-looking and get good grades. You are not allowed to fall in love early!" These words were very serious, Xiang Yang shrank his neck, nodded like a pounding garlic, weak like a little chicken.

Xiang Yang's obedience did not make Jin An feel at ease, she suddenly realized another problem was approaching her.Xiang Yang will be 11 soon, which means that puberty is also approaching towards Jin'an.

What does puberty mean?

The height skyrocketed.

Breasts that are beginning to develop.

Aunt of the month.

And then there's sex education.

Jin An scratched her head, she looked at the hair falling between her fingers, and suddenly felt a bit of inexplicable vicissitudes, she started to lose her hair at such a young age.What makes people feel hair loss is sex education, how to explain it to Xiang Yang?

In Jin'an's memory, they had never experienced systematic learning.In the first year of junior high school, the teacher mysteriously drove the boys out, and each distributed a book on physical hygiene, which contained many things, such as girls' development, and the teacher said a few words symbolically, and then So we went back to our respective homes, and each went to find our respective mothers.

As for other knowledge, Jin An was not dragged by his roommates to watch movies when he was in college, let alone... Jin An squinted his eyes and thought about it.As soon as the memory came up, she immediately pressed it down.Later, Jin An found many channels to find out about it, and finally got to know all about it.When facing Xiang Yang, Jin An felt that he couldn't let Xiang Yang follow his old, confused path.

If you don't understand anything and you are deceived by a little boy, this is absolutely impossible!

But as for what to say... Jin An looked at the ignorant Xiang Yang, opened his mouth, and finally used her parents' old way - to scare.

"Your here, and here, and here, don't let boys touch it." Jin An pressed Xiangyang's mouth, touched Xiangyang's chest, and pointed to the bottom of her.Xiang Yang felt itchy and twisted her body to laugh, but Jin An hurriedly held her down, speaking righteously and very seriously.

Seeing Jin An's seriousness, Xiang Yang didn't dare to laugh anymore, nodded, and said, "I know, Dad taught me not to let uncle touch me."

"Not even auntie!" Jin An hurriedly added, "Not even boys. No matter who it is!"

Xiang Yang frowned, feeling a bit embarrassed: "Why, why?"

"If you touch her, you will get pregnant with a baby!" Jin An spared no effort to scare Xiangyang, "Our Xiangyang is still a baby, do you want to have a baby?"

Xiang Yang clutched his stomach and shook his head like a rattle.Jin An quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Then, what does the doctor want to check?" Before he finished breathing out, Hundred Thousand Whys began to ask.

"You have to get the consent of your mother or sister Jin'an." Jin'an replied.

"Then, what about the teacher?"

"That requires the consent of my mother or sister Jin'an."

Xiang Yang thought for a while: "What about sister Jin'an?"

"Sister Jin'an wouldn't do such a thing!!" Jin An felt that his pure heart was being questioned, and hurriedly expressed his opinion.

"You touched it just now!" Xiang Yang retorted immediately.

Jin An's face flushed red.She finally knew what happened to her parents' ugly faces when she pestered her parents to ask questions when she was young.I want to fight, but I can't bear it.Don't fight, I feel bad for beating.Jin An looked at Xiao Xiangyang who needed a beating, and narrowed his eyes.Xiang Yang blinked his eyes and let out a flattering smile.

"Did you do it on purpose?" Jin An asked.

"Hey hey." The little villain rolled into a ball, then threw himself into Jin An's arms, laughing like a big meat ball, "I'm just joking. Sister Jin'an is the best to me. You can do whatever you like."

Jin An shook his head, and answered solemnly: "That's not okay."

"Why not?"

"This is wrong." Jin An looked at the little thing in her arms, she hugged Xiang Yang, shook her, and Xiang Yang squinted comfortably.Only then did Jin An lightly touch Xiangyang's hair, "You are still a child, and you will only understand many things when you grow up. So you can't do things that you will regret later when you are a child."

Xiang Yang didn't quite understand the meaning of Jin An's words, she just felt that there seemed to be a lot of things hidden in Jin An's eyes.Xiang Yang hugged Jin An, and suddenly laughed again, hehehe, like a little idiot.

"What's wrong?" Jin An asked.

"Sister Jin'an will stare into my eyes now, and will take the initiative to hug me." Xiang Yang replied happily, "You didn't let me touch you last year."

Jin An was stunned for a moment, she thought about it, and then laughed.I don't know when she started to get used to the existence of Xiangyang, and she felt the long-lost relaxation in front of Xiangyang.This kind of ease was not even brought to her by Cheng Lixue.But Xiangyang is different. Jin An feels that he is tolerant of Xiangyang, but on the other hand, why isn't Xiangyang tolerant of him all the time?

This person likes to escape, has little experience in life, doesn't know the ways of the world, and can't bring Xiangyang a good life.

Jin An touched Xiang Yang's hair.Ever since she realized that there is a layer of frosted glass with the real world, she has been thinking that one day, this glass will shatter and she will really come into contact with reality.It's just that they didn't expect that this layer of estrangement was not shattered with blood, but melted silently like ice and snow under the sun.

Before he knew it, Jin An had already stood firmly in the world.