Xiangyang gl

Jin An knew he was dreaming.

The eyes are white and bright, with the unique heat in the summer afternoon, and the sound of cicadas makes people irritable.Jin An stood under the tree. She was wearing green short sleeves, and she could see her white sneakers when she lowered her head.Of course, there is also the pair of small black leather shoes opposite.

"Jin'an, let's break up our friendship."

Jin An raised his head, and the girl opposite was against the sun, so Jin An couldn't see her face clearly.But Jin An could feel her lips trembling, and she heard her once immature voice sound terribly dry: "It's me, did I do something wrong?"

The girl paused for a long time, and Jin An tried to see the girl's appearance clearly, but her efforts were in vain.Maybe now she has forgotten the girl's expression at that time.Jin An felt as if he had split into two people.One is the adult self now, looking indifferently at the heartbroken self of the boyhood, waiting for the verdict of the other party.

"No, you're fine," the girl said

Jin An didn't say anything more, she wanted to ask the other party, why did they break off the relationship?Do you know what will happen after this good Jinan?What is the reason for your breakup?

"...Is it because I'm sick?" Jin An finally said in his dream what he hadn't asked before.

But Jin An didn't wait for an answer, the girl's figure melted into the light and disappeared, together with the summer of her youth, the big tree, and the singing of cicadas.

"I know I'm sick." Jin An said softly, but no one answered her.Under the white light, she stood there, as if naked, full of insecurity.She felt that her chest was heavy, and she grabbed her clothes vigorously, her chest was wet, as if bleeding.The heavy, suffocating feeling made her feel suffocated, like a drowning person.

She opened her mouth in desperation, trying to breathe loudly.

Jin An opened his eyes.She turned her neck and saw the sunlight coming through the curtains and falling on her eyes.She thought she finally knew why there was a white light in the dream, and of course, she also knew why it was difficult for her to breathe.

Xiao Xiangyang was sprawled all over, with most of his body pressed against Jin An's chest.The little head was as heavy as a stone, and it was pressing on Jin An's heart. The saliva dripped down and wet a piece of clothes on Jin An's chest.

Jin An turned Xiang Yang's face with an ugly face, Xiang Yang left the warm embrace, seemed a little dissatisfied in the dream, and pointed his buttocks at Jin An.Jin An changed his clothes and opened the door again.It was still very quiet outside the door, and the lights that I forgot to turn off last night were still on, and the debris was scattered on the ground, like the set of a painful youth movie.

Jin An checked the time, it was seven o'clock in the morning, she finished cleaning the living room, and was sweating again.There was no sound from the door, and it was unknown when Xiang Shucheng and his wife would come back.If she never came back, would she have to continue to take care of Xiao Xiangyang?Jin An thought while taking a bath. She washed the pajamas stained with Xiangyang's saliva, and recalled Xiangyang's uncooperative appearance before, and felt a little dizzy.

Children are really not cute.

When Jin An tidied himself up and returned to the room, Xiang Shucheng and his wife still hadn't come back, while Xiang Yang was still lying on the bed and fast asleep.Jin An glanced at the calendar, it was Tuesday, at 08:30 in the morning.Jin An didn't know if Xiang Yang was going to school, she hesitated whether to wake Xiang Yang up, but she still didn't move in the end.She is just a tenant, not someone from Xiangyang, she has accepted Xiang Shucheng's request to take care of the child for one night, she has fulfilled her responsibility, and she has no obligation to send her child to school.

Thinking of this, Jin An pulled out the chair with peace of mind, sat down at the desk, took out a thick book, and wrote and drew on it. She still had a lot of things to do.She is already 22 years old, and it is impossible for her parents to provide her with any help. Jin An has to support himself.

Xiang Yang opened his eyes amidst the regular rustling sound of writing.The process of a child's waking up is always relatively long, and Xiang Yang stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, the rustling voice was always in his ears, weak and always silently announcing his existence.Xiang Yang turned his head and saw Jin An sitting at the desk next to the bed, lowering his head and writing something.

Jin An wore a pair of gold-rimmed glasses. He didn't smile. He had a serious expression and focused eyes, completely different from the Jin An Xiang Yang was familiar with.

Xiang Yang rubbed his eyes, then took another look at Jin An.Jin An didn't notice the little girl, her pen tip was fast, her lips were tightly pressed, there was something... Xiang Yang thought for a long time, but couldn't describe it, but it was...

"Sister Jin'an, you are so beautiful!!"

The familiar exaggerated words brought Jin An back to his senses.Jin An looked at Xiang Yang, and Xiang Yang was looking at her excitedly, his eyes seemed to have light, as if he was saying that her words were really sincere.

Jin An couldn't help laughing, maybe because she slept together, she didn't have the previous resistance and fear towards this child, she closed the pen, and twisted the cap subconsciously, as if thinking: "You Are you awake?"

"Yeah, yeah." Xiang Yang nodded his head, "Sister Jin'an, what time is it?"

"It's ten o'clock." Jin An glanced at the watch on the desk.She put down her pen and stood up, "Your parents haven't come back yet, are you going to get up?"

Jin An poured the water, and noticed that Xiang Yang was silent, she turned her head, and the little girl lowered her head: "I...I didn't go to school today..."

Jin An touched the tip of his nose, and felt guilty about what happened before.She was silent, and the tension that disappeared rose again, and she began to imitate what she was going to say next in her heart irresistibly.Is it for gentle comfort?Or should I admit my mistake and apologize that I didn't wake up the little girl on time?

"It's... really great!" The little girl raised her head, her eyes were shining brightly, full of little stars, her little hands were clenched into fists, and she looked excited.

The tension in my heart dissipated again.

Jin An breathed a sigh of relief, but the little girl was too excited. She looked at the water in her hand, and then at the little girl who almost jumped up and cheered.In fact, the little girl was already on her feet, and she was shaking her arms to show that she was happy, but she didn't jump.Jin An knew why, patients with nephritis could not do strenuous exercise.Jin An looked at the little girl who couldn't hide her excitement expressing her happiness with reserved movements, and felt a little sore in her heart.

"Change your clothes, and then..." Jin An handed the little girl some water and watched her finish drinking.

"Then take the medicine." The little girl took the words.

Jin An smiled again: "Do you know what medicine to take? Do you know where the medicine is kept?"

"I know!" The little girl hurriedly changed her clothes, and Jin An took a look. This time, Xiang Yang didn't button the wrong buttons or put on the wrong shoes.She was relieved, and Xiang Yang pulled her to the medicine box and pointed it out to her.

"One slice of this, two slices of this, and that one, after dinner."

Xiang Yang waved his hand, and his face was very heroic, this is my country.Jin An asked Xiang Yang to wash up, and he read and re-read the instructions of the pills that Xiang Yang said, and after confirming that what she said was correct, he went to pour a glass of water again.

The bathroom is next to the living room, with the sound of water splashing, and the little girl humming energetically.Jin listened quietly, which was completely different from the quiet and empty space he saw when he woke up in the morning.Even though it was the same room, it was suddenly filled with fresh air, as if the room was filled with warm sunshine.

"I'm done washing!" Xiang Yang stepped out quickly, as if facing his father, raised his face to let Jin An take a closer look.But Jin An didn't understand what Xiang Yang meant, and instead gave her a glass of water and a lot of medicine, which can be said to be very cold.

Xiang Yang fell down for a while, but quickly cheered up again.

Jin An watched her take the medicine quickly, she looked completely different from yesterday, she was a little surprised, she was worried that she would have to coax the little girl for a while.

"It's so good to take medicine today." Jin An said.

Xiang Yang nodded hmm: "Because I'm not a little princess anymore."

"Oh...that's it..." This character cognition can be said to be in place.

Jin An glanced at the time, there was still a portion of the medicine, and he could take it half an hour after meals, but Xiang Shucheng and his wife still didn't come back.Jin An looked at Xiang Yang: "Do you want to eat? Do you know what you can't eat?"

Xiang Yang thought for a while, then shook his head, showing a little frustration: "I don't know about this. But it seems that I can't eat anything..."

Jin An also had a bitter face and thought together: "Can I eat noodles?" She remembered that when she came back a few times, she saw Xiang Yang and her father eating a bowl of noodles each.

"This is fine." Xiang Yang nodded seriously.

Jin An nodded, indicating that he understood.She returned to her room, took out two boxes of instant noodles from the cabinet beside her, went to boil water, and laid an egg.Like a chick just hatched, Xiang Yang followed Jin An closely, from Jin An's room to the living room, and then from the living room to the kitchen.Xiang Yang not only followed, but also babbled endlessly.

"Sister Jin'an, your glasses are beautiful, can you not take them off?"

"No." Jin An coldly took off her glasses, she couldn't let the steam from the instant noodles cover her sight.

"Sister Jin'an, what were you writing in the morning? Rustle, rustle, rustle." Xiang Yang tried to imitate the sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper.

"It's... novels, my job." Jin An hesitated, but said, Xiang Yang is only ten years old, and he doesn't understand these things, so he won't exclaim unnecessarily like other people, and ask to see her works.

"Wow!! You have a job!! Mom said you're stuck at home and don't have a job, so you must be gnawing on the old." The little girl exclaimed, and once again missed the point, "Mom is wrong, I want Tell mom."

Jin An silently thought that maybe she should move. She didn't want to hear her children reveal the content of their parents' private chats, and she didn't want the landlord to know her occupation.

When Jin An finally stuffed Xiang Yang's non-stop talking with instant noodles, both Jin An and Xiang Yang fell silent at the same time.The smell of cigarettes in the living room dissipated, replaced by the alluring smell of instant noodles.Although the taste of instant noodles is similar, but the smell is different, always very attractive.

"It's delicious! It's better than Dad's!"

There was only a moment of silence, and Xiang Yang began to marvel.Jin An buried herself behind the bucket of instant noodles. She was really not used to the little girl's flattery, no matter what it was: "Hurry up and eat."

The two bowed their heads silently to eat noodles again.

At this time, the door suddenly made a sound.

The door opened.