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Jin An and Cheng Lixue had a meal nearby, but they didn't eat for too long.Jin An is not quite used to the taste of Beijing food.But Cheng Lixue was silent, not knowing what he was thinking.Jin An didn't care too much about it. Cheng Lixue was a very focused person. When she was studying, once she focused on her studies, she would turn her ears off and know nothing.

After eating, Cheng Lixue picked up the car keys on the table: "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Cheng Lixue's cars are not expensive, and the sum is only about [-]. She has just started working and cannot afford a good car. Her parents bought it for her.Just like a house, Cheng Lixue paid the down payment and repaid the loan conscientiously.

Jin An can't drive, and she hasn't been in Cheng Lixue's car a few times.Cheng Lixue sat in the driver's seat, watched Jin An hesitate for a moment, got into the car, fastened the seat belt, and said with a smile: "Be careful driving, I don't want to spend my life with you to test the car."

After speaking for a long time without hearing the familiar joking voice, Jin An turned his head and saw Cheng Lixue staring at him intently.Jin An moved his body a little uneasy, avoided Cheng Lixue's sight, looked ahead, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Is something bad at work?"

"It's nothing." Cheng Lixue turned his head and turned on the ignition with a flat voice.

Hearing what Cheng Lixue said, Jin An became even more worried. She frowned and considered her words: "If you are unhappy, just tell me. Things at work...sometimes are quite difficult..." Jin An Recalling her short work experience, she belongs to research and development, and she is surrounded by young people.Even if her job made her feel unbearable, Cheng Lixue had to face and deal with all kinds of people, and the pressure would be even greater.Jin An lowered his head, picked at his fingers, and searched for words of comfort.

"It's only now that I know that work is not always so smooth and easy. I couldn't help but excuse myself and asked for leave for a few days. It was very embarrassing." Jin An didn't know how to comfort others, so he could only talk about his bad things. I hope Cheng Lixue will be happier with this.

"What? Asking for leave on the pretext of something at home?" Cheng Lixue was indeed distracted, she turned the steering wheel, drove up the driveway, mixed into the traffic, turned her head again, and glanced at Jin An who was covering his face as if embarrassed, A smile finally appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Unexpectedly, Jin An. How can you be so awesome?"

"Nor...not..." Jin An replied subconsciously, realizing that Cheng Lixue's words were not a compliment to her.Jin An's face turned red again, and she put her hands on her cheeks, thanking silently that it was dark now.And Cheng Lixue glanced at her, reached out and turned on the air conditioner.

The weather in June and July began to be hot and dry, and the air conditioner was not turned on high, but it also relieved the temperature on Jin An's face, allowing her to breathe comfortably.

"I just want to escape for a moment. You know, I'm always like this, always on the run."

Jin An's voice fell into Cheng Lixue's ears softly, just like the voice of a girl in the summer of her youth, like water, she remembered it for many years.Cheng Lixue clenched the steering wheel tightly, and she laughed: "No, Jin An, you are very brave, you have always been. When you were young, do you remember? I took you to play with Zhao Yong and the others, you obviously don't know each other They did well, too.”

Cheng Lixue's words brought back Jin An's memories, and the corners of Jin An's eyes stretched out, outlining a pleasant smile: "It's all because of you. Lixue, you always took me with you back then. Without you, I may not even have the courage. I may not have the courage to come here."

"What stupid things are you talking about?" Cheng Lixue chuckled.Her eyes narrowed.This city is huge. When the traffic is moving, the lights of passing cars converge into rivers of light, which can dazzle people's eyes.This place is completely different from the small city in my hometown.There weren't that many vehicles in that city, and at night, everyone was drinking and drinking, and they all wandered around the streets and alleys by walking.

Jin An returned a smile, and she heard Cheng Lixue's nonchalant voice.

"Why didn't you tell me when you asked for leave? Jin'an, I can help you. No matter what it is, you can rely on me."

Jin An didn't answer.

From the corner of Cheng Lixue's sight, Jin An lowered his head, fingering the pattern of the seat belt.Most of the time, Jin An's character is very soft, he can almost be called a good guy, and he doesn't even realize when he is being bullied.But sometimes, Jin An would be unexpectedly stubborn and would not listen to anyone.It's like raising Xiangyang.Thinking of the little trouble Jin An took over, Cheng Lixue wanted to sigh.

"Lixue, you are my good friend, but I can't rely on you for everything."

Jin An's voice came.Cheng Lixue opened her mouth and closed it again. She held the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator a little harder.But soon, Jin An's frightened expression fell into Cheng Lixue's eyes.Jin An looked at the turntable from time to time, wanting to remind himself, but he didn't dare to remind himself, it was really rare.Cheng Lixue couldn't help laughing out loud, and her feet became lighter.

The vehicle gradually returned to its previous stability.Cheng Lixue coughed and apologized: "I'm sorry, Jin'an. You are my friend. I hope you can rely on me a little more... I can also make you depend on me."

"I already rely on you very much, and I often trouble you."

Jin An laughed, but Cheng Lixue could still hear the wordless resistance in his words.Cheng Lixue didn't speak anymore, now Jin'an was more defensive than he remembered.Cheng Lixue always felt that she didn't know what to do.She thought for a while, then laughed again: "But you look much better now than before."

"Really?" Jin An also smiled, praise always makes people feel happy, "Probably because I have something to worry about."

care……

Cheng Lixue turned the steering wheel and turned into a small road: "Don't you regret it?"

Jin An was silent, and after a while, she replied with a shy voice: "I regret it, I was too rash at the time... But, since I have been burdened..."

"I don't want to run away again."

If you run away again, where can you escape?Go to the other side of eternal darkness, eternal chaos?Jin An closed her eyes, she had already been there once, and she didn't want to go there a second time.She wants to live well, to be able to bathe in the sun forever, to be able to talk and laugh with others freely.

Cheng Lixue didn't speak either.

Far away from the bustling city, the number of vehicles on the street is gradually decreasing, and the light of the street lights is intermittent, probably because some of them are broken and have not had time to be repaired.The orange lights gently spread on the ground, illuminating the way home, as if with warmth.

Cheng Lixue parked the car downstairs in Jin An, Jin An thanked her and got out of the car.She opened the car door and subconsciously looked up upstairs, where the room belonging to her family was lit.Jin An thought that Xiang Yang was waiting for him up there, and a smile filled his eyes.

"Jin'an!"

Cheng Lixue's voice suddenly came from behind.Jin An turned his head and saw Cheng Lixue getting out of the car and walking towards him.The moment Jin An blinked, the smell of perfume enveloped her.

"Jin'an..."

This hug lasted for several minutes before Cheng Lixue pulled away, and she stared into Jin An's eyes.Jin An was a little uneasy, she looked away, not daring to look at Cheng Lixue.

"I..." Cheng Lixue spoke, her voice had a hoarse voice that Jin An was not familiar with, which made Jin An feel uneasy like a small animal in danger.

"Sister Jin'an!" Xiang Yang's voice came suddenly.

Jin An took several steps back at once, out of range of Cheng Lixue's perfume, she turned her head and looked at Xiang Yang standing at the stairs, looking at herself and Cheng Lixue.The corridor door was open, and the voice-controlled lights inside were disturbed by Xiang Yang's loud voice before, and turned on a soft light, which also illuminated Xiang Yang's appearance.Just a moment later, the lights went out, and Xiang Yang was also submerged in the darkness, leaving only a vague figure.

"Xiangyang."

Jin An walked towards Yang and stretched out his hand.Xiang Yang also reached out to Jin An and took her palm.The child's palms were dry and warm, and Jin An noticed that his palms were wet and cool.Jin An felt a little guilty, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Xiang Yang smiled and shook Jin An's hand, looking very happy.

Jin An couldn't help laughing at such a childish posture. She stood up straight and turned her head.Cheng Lixue stood there with the lights on and off, making her appearance unclear.Jin An paused and said, "I'm going back, thank you for sending me back, Lixue."

Cheng Lixue hummed, her voice was still soft: "Go back and have a good rest. You have to remember that I am your best friend here, so don't be afraid to trouble me."

It was the same words as usual.Jin An's mood calmed down, she took a few steps towards Cheng Lixue, seeing Cheng Lixue's usual smile, Jin An finally felt safe.She smiled at Cheng Lixue, and felt a little embarrassed: "Actually, I wanted to ask you what you should pay attention to in the workplace, but you forgot."

"It's my fault, I forgot." Cheng Lixue turned around, opened the car door, got into the car, and poked her head out again, "I'll send you a text message when I get back, you have a child with you, you need to rest early."

Jin An nodded.

Cheng Lixue glanced at Xiang Yang, Xiang Yang held Jin An's arm, and stuck out his tongue at Cheng Lixue, looking unfriendly.Cheng Lixue ignored Xiang Yang's naive behavior, she skillfully turned the front of the car, and soon disappeared from the sight of the two of them.

Jin An stood where she was, recalling everything that happened today, feeling a little tired and a little confused.Xiang Yang shook Jin An's hand, Jin An lowered his head and met Xiang Yang's eyes.

"Sister Jin'an, let's go back."

Jin An hummed, and compared Bi Xiangyang's height again: "Have you grown taller again? It's almost reaching my chest. If you continue to grow like this, you will be taller than me."

Xiang Yang immediately beamed with joy: "That's because sister Jin'an, you are too short. When I grow up, I will definitely be taller than you. At that time, I will be the one holding you."

Jin An couldn't help laughing, she rubbed Xiangyang's head, seeing that the little guy was about to become unhappy, and then stopped: "Then when you grow up, you must hold me well."

"Of course! Don't worry!" Xiang Yang replied firmly.

No matter what Cheng Lixue said or what Xiang Yang said, Jin An knew that these were lies, and the promises made before would become blurred with the passage of time sooner or later.It's just that Jin An likes Xiang Yang's words better.Maybe it's because the young man is ignorant and fearless, and the words he speaks are more light and light, without any weight, so Jin An can talk and laugh unscrupulously.

The promise not to be responsible is of course very easy.