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Cheng Lixue didn't expect that the opportunity she was thinking of would be so fast, and in this way, she would decisively push Jin An to a place where she had to move forward.Cheng Lixue had mixed feelings, and she didn't even know what to do or what to say.After a long time, she asked Jin An if he had enough money and if he needed any help.

Jin An shook his head: "I have savings." She emphasized again that when she saw Cheng Lixue's frown, Jin An thought for a long time, and took a step forward to hug Cheng Lixue, "Thank you."

This hug was released at the touch of a button, Cheng Lixue's nose was sore, she turned her face away, and said nothing more.

Jin An watched Xiang Yang finish the transfusion, and then took a urine test. As expected, Xiang Yang's protein content had risen. The doctor prescribed a lot of medicine, and made an appointment for the next examination. Jin An wrote down all of them.She was very busy, handing over to Yu Li, and dealing with Xiangyang's father's funeral. With all the money spent, Jin'an's savings were running low, but Jin'an didn't show it.

On the day of the burial, according to the custom of his hometown, Jin An put up a black umbrella to cover the urn and the sun.Xiang Yang raised her head, she was wearing a small black dress, her headband was white, hanging down on both sides of her hair, like a little fairy boy.Xiang Yang put the urn in the tomb according to the request of the staff and Jin An.She knelt beside the pit, stared at the dark urn, and finally patted the box, as if patting her father.

Jin An was worried that Xiang Yang would cry, so she squatted beside Xiang Yang, clutching the handkerchief tightly.But Xiang Yang didn't cry, Jin An asked, "Shouldn't you say something to Dad?"

Xiang Yang lowered her head, she thought for a while, and then seriously said: "Dad, you should have a good rest."

Jin An waited for a while, and seeing that Xiang Yang didn't say anything else, he reached out his hand to her, and Xiang Yang stood up with her hand.The two stood aside, watching the staff seal the tomb.They put up flower baskets, looked at Xiang Shucheng on the tombstone and smiled quietly in a daze.The main reason was that Jin An was in a daze. She had no sense for her landlord, and generally felt that he was a poor and good man.But for Xiang Yang, this is probably completely different.

Jin An let herself go, she still has a lot of things to think about, such as finding a job, her current income is simply not enough to support her and Xiang Yang, and it is impossible for her to let Xiang Yang eat instant noodles with her, with her little savings left It can last for less than three months. The money was accumulated bit by bit since she was in college. She thought it was already a lot of money.Unexpectedly, in the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, they couldn't afford the expenses at all.

Jin An felt that her sleeves were being pulled, she lowered her head, Xiang Yang was looking at her, the little girl's eyes seemed to still have some wetness in her eyes: "We can go now. Sister Jin An, you don't need to hold an umbrella .”

Jin An poked his head out of the umbrella and looked at the sky outside. The sunshine in June was so bright that it fell on the person, making Jin An, a young man who hadn't seen the sun all year round, a little dizzy for a moment.Jin An hurriedly withdrew his head: "Let's hit it. The sun outside is a bit bright."

"Sister Jin'an is afraid of the heat." Xiang Yang laughed.

"Yes." Jin An replied, her free hand dropped, and Xiang Yang naturally held her.The body temperature of the two people blended together immediately.In fact, touching is not a big deal, if everyone is as cute as Xiang Yang.Jin An thought absently, and tilted the umbrella slightly in the direction of Xiangyang.

"I like the sun." Xiang Yang didn't notice, she was still talking, just like when her father was still alive, playing like a small trumpet, "Dad said that if you get more sun, you will feel better. Dad said little Children need to get more sun exposure, but don’t get sunburned, because I’m a girl, so I can’t be too dark.”

As Xiang Yang talked, his voice dropped, and he didn't say anything in the end.Xiang Yang suddenly realized that he really talked too much, which is not good at all.Because Xiangyang's mother always disliked her for talking too much, only her father did not dislike her.

Xiang Yang recalled that sister Jin'an didn't seem to like her talking either.

"What else did Dad say?"

Jin An's soft voice came, low and gentle, without the slightest bit of impatience.

Xiang Yang stopped and did not move, and Jin An also stopped.Xiang Yang looked up at Jin'an, and Jin'an also looked at her tenderly, as if she could be willful no matter how willful she was.Moisture accumulated in Xiangyang's eyes, she lowered her head, tears fell on the ground, bit by bit.

The gentle adult in front of him knelt down and wiped Xiangyang's tears with a handkerchief.But Xiangyang was like a faucet turned on and couldn't be stopped no matter what.In the end, Jin An hugged Xiang Yang in his arms and patted her. Xiang Yang put his arms around Jin An's neck.

Xiang Yang let out an ahhh in fright, in exchange for Jin An's laughter.Xiang Yang couldn't see Jin An's smile, but heard her laugh shaking her chest and spreading to her, making her feel as if she was laughing along with her.Xiang Yang was stunned, and then laughed too.

"Crying and laughing at the same time." Jin An said, holding an umbrella and supporting Xiangyang with one hand.Xiang Yang rested his head on Jin An's shoulder, and put his two calves around Jin An's waist in an unladylike manner.

Jin An's shoulders are very thin, and his waist is also very thin, completely different from his father.Xiangyang put her face against Jin'an's neck, and she felt Jin'an's main artery beating vigorously. The woman's fragrance and soft skin brought Xiangyang comfort.

"Sister Jin'an, you are so warm..." Xiang Yang said softly.

Jin An wondered if Xiang Yang had caught a cold, but the skin temperature of the two of them told Jin An that everything was normal, and it seemed that he had to go back to have Xiang Yang take his temperature at night.Jin An carefully planned, but heard the little girl lying on his body snoring softly.Jin An laughed, she tightened her arms, and walked forward slowly, counting the money along the way.

Life is always pressing.

Xiang Yang woke up on the subway, she looked around blankly, and yawned.Jin An put a mask on her in time. The little girl opened her mouth halfway, her eyes were sleepy, and the mask was suddenly covered. She opened her eyes and looked at Jin An, and Jin An also looked at her, with a smile on the corner of her mouth.Xiang Yang touched the mask, was tired of Jin An, and continued to sleep with his arms around her waist.

Jin An also calmed down, turned on his mobile phone, and scanned the recruitment information.Although she also took some certificates in college, they were of little use. The only thing she could talk about was writing essays.Jin An took Cheng Lixue's suggestion into her heart, and she started looking for game-related positions, applied for a few, and searched online forums to learn in advance what this profession needs to know.

Jin An was a little apprehensive.Jin An likes to play games, and of course he knows the attitudes of the people around him towards games, most of them are playful.When Jin An was studying, a friend who played games online called her to be a farmer.The so-called farmer is to create an account in the game and exchange the game currency for RMB.When Jin An was studying, World of Warcraft was just emerging. At that time, 1 gold was equivalent to 5 yuan, but the good times did not last long. The inflation in the real world also existed in the game world. It's also becoming less and less valuable.

Jin'an's friend, who is also the guild leader in her game, took her over the wall and went to a foreign wap game to make money. She could earn at least 100 yuan a week, but the day and night were reversed, and there were always foreigners guarding "killing" If people like them are killed, their body will explode, and everything will have to start all over again, so it is very hard.Jin'an had already moved out of the dormitory at that time, and she didn't dare to communicate with people in reality, but there was no obstacle to communicating with friends who were separated by the network cable.As soon as the president yelled, she went and worked hard for a long time, saving enough for her first pot of gold to come to Beijing.

At that time, Jin An was about to graduate, and every day she would receive calls from her parents, scolding her for being unfilial, berating her for playing games, even if she made money by playing games.

"How do you want me to go out and tell others!" My mother's words came through the phone, piercing my heart.

Thinking of this, Jin An couldn't help shivering.She thought the air conditioner was turned on too early and it was too cold.She looked down at Xiangyang, who was sleeping peacefully and peacefully next to her.Jin An took out the coat from the bag and put it on for her, then lowered his head and continued to look through it.

Jin An didn't receive a reply, she sighed a little, and shook Xiang Yang again when she arrived at the station.When the two returned home, Xiang Yang quickly turned on the lights in the house.Jin An thought about the electricity bill, but still did not stop Xiang Yang's behavior.These days, Xiang Yang always hoped that the house would be bright, and Jin An followed her all the way.

Yu Li came over early to take away her things, Jin An tidied up Xiang Yang's clothes, and buried Xiang Shucheng, and Xiang Yang was going to school tomorrow.Jin An didn't know if Xiang Yang's books should be sorted out. Does she still need to read her homework?Jin An was a little at a loss. She looked down at her phone. When she asked for leave for Xiang Yang, she told the teacher that she was Xiang Yang's temporary guardian. Added QQ group.

Jin An hadn't opened QQ for a long time, and after adding it, she put it behind her.Now... After thinking about it, she still opened QQ, and the messages in it instantly crashed her phone.Jin An hurriedly restarted, and waited for a long time before seeing the messages spit out by QQ.Jin An filtered out the messages from those people he knew before, and saw the laughing and joking in the parent group, talking about the children's homework or other things.Jin An found the teacher, she tremblingly knocked on the teacher's private chat, and asked about tomorrow's class schedule.Fortunately, the class teacher's attitude was not bad, and he readily gave Xiang Yang the class schedule.

Jin An chatted casually for a few words and quickly went offline, perhaps because the little girl is now in the hands of the head teacher, which made Jin An trembling and cautious towards the head teacher through the network cable.She let out a breath, feeling that she was about to suffer from social phobia on the Internet.Teachers are indeed the scariest thing in the world.

"Sister Jin'an!" Xiang Yang came over, Jin An raised his head and looked at Xiang Yang standing there in his pajamas.

"Have you washed it?" Jin An asked, waving at Chaoyang, and when Xiangyang came over, he touched her hair to see if it was dry, and then checked whether her clothes were properly put on.Xiang Yang looked at Jin An with a sunny smile, raised his hand from time to time according to Jin An's instructions, and then turned around.

"Okay, go to sleep." Jin An patted the bed.Recently, the little girl is always afraid at night. Jin An has slept with her for several nights in a row, and gradually got used to it, so he no longer drives the little girl back.

Xiang Yang obediently climbed onto the bed, lay down in it, and covered herself with the quilt. She watched Jin An tear off her hair rope, turn off the light, and climbed onto the bed. She quickly rolled to Jin An's side and hugged her waist.Jin An habitually patted Xiang Yang on the back.The two of them are very quiet, and the outside of the community is also very quiet, only occasionally, the headlights of a car will slide past, bringing a short period of light in the quiet and dark room.

"Sister Jin'an." A kitten-like voice sounded in the darkness, "You are so kind."

"Are you still asleep?" Jin An was a little surprised, she looked at the kitten hugging her tightly in her arms.The kitten looked at him with a pair of big eyes, and there was attachment in it.

Jin An feels that she enjoys this attachment, which may be the reason why she got into such a big trouble.In fact, the most selfish person is yourself.I want to grasp an excuse that there is no way to retreat but can only move forward, I want an existence that is attached to myself and will not hurt myself, I want a reason that I can live in this world instead of being abandoned.

"You're the best one."

Jin An said softly, she hugged the little girl in her arms, both of them laughed softly, and fell asleep together.