"Aying..."
Before he finished speaking, Jing Mo's smile froze on his face, and Bai Ying ran past her without looking sideways, as if he was avoiding something in a hurry.
Something is wrong.
After the trance, Jing Mo suddenly came back to his senses, raised his head, and followed the thin figure with his eyes.
That's not Bai Ying—not the Bai Ying that Jing Mo knew.
The little girl, who was only wearing a coat, ran towards an unknown direction in the heavy rain, stepping on the water with bare feet.
She looked a little panicked, and from so far away, Jing Modu could still hear her heavy breathing.
This Baiying looks very young, only about six or seven years old, maybe even younger—Jingmo has never seen such a young Baiying.
Another black shadow flew past Jing Mo's eyes like the wind, chasing Bai Ying away.
Jing Mo only felt flustered, as if something was about to escape her control and walk towards a dark and strange road.
Without even thinking about it, she stepped into the rain curtain and followed behind them with all her might.
"...Why do you keep chasing me? Did I do something wrong? Let me go—"
"You are wrong, you have been wrong since birth, you owe me this."
This conversation was like misty smoke, which went through countless twists and turns before it penetrated into Jing Mo's ears, and she almost hurriedly followed the sound into a dark corner.
She recognized that helpless voice came from the young Baiying, while the other voice, full of resentment, coincided with a voice in her memory.
"Die."
"do not want!"
Jing Mo's eyes widened in horror, and she ran forward stumblingly. The sound got closer. She walked around the corner and wanted to move forward, but her feet seemed to be rooted, and she couldn't move an inch.
At the end of the corner, there are mottled lights and shadows, revealing a young face, half-shown in the light, with an expression of complete pain——
In front of her, someone grabbed her by the neck and lifted her in the air, then gradually tightened her five fingers.
Jing Mo's pupils suddenly enlarged, and the reflected scene was instantly replaced by the shadow of another Bai Ying.
When she was an adult, Baiying was covered with scars, her eyes half closed, bloodstains all over her body, but she didn't have the expression of pain when she was young, as if nothing in the world could harm her.
She just leaned against the wall, calmly covering the bleeding wound on her abdomen with her hands, then raised her head slightly, and looked in Jingmo's direction.
The moment they met their gazes, Bai Ying opened her mouth and seemed to call out "Jing Mo", but she might not have called, but in the end she just smiled slowly, and her body slowly slid down the wall.
"Aying!"
……
Jing Mo opened his eyes from the nightmare, and overturned the tea set by the bed with outstretched hands in fright.
The crisp cracking sound attracted the servants and woke Jingmo up.
"Miss." The servant called softly at the door.
"...It's nothing, I just had a nightmare and accidentally knocked over the tea set." Jing Mo pressed her eyebrows, but first felt a hand wet with cold sweat, she quickly calmed down, "You guys go down first. "
"Yes."
The silence in the house was quickly restored, and the moon was shining brightly outside. It was midnight, but Jing Mo couldn't sleep anymore, and sat quietly by the bed facing the moonlight pouring in from the window.
Jing Mo recalled the previous dream, and she couldn't remember it clearly after waking up, but this feeling was like the nightmare every night when she returned to this life for the first time, and she knew that she had dreamed about the scene of Baiying's death again.
Except for the lack of reality at the beginning of rebirth, Jing Mo was greatly saddened and joyful, restless day and night, and was trapped by the nightmare of his previous life day and night.
But she was already very good at keeping her emotions contained, and since she had a heart-to-heart relationship with Bai Ying, she never had a similar nightmare again.
The so-called day has something to think, night has a dream.Jing Mo knew that the fact that he would have nightmares again had something to do with the letter he received during the day.
Just a few words easily aroused Jing Mo's inner anxiety, enough to show the weight of "Second Brother" in his heart.
For the news sent by Bai Ying, Jing Mo had already made psychological preparations at Su Ye's place, but when she first heard the authenticity of the news, she could only maintain a calm face, but the turmoil in her heart remained for a long time. Not stable.
Bai Ke should be dead.
Jing Mo lowered his eyelids, and looked at his hands after wandering for a while.
Compared with Bai Ying's hands, her hands are also slender, but they don't look as strong as the other's, as if they can't hold anything except paper and pen. These are the hands of a literati.
But even such a pair of weak hands can do the most ruthless things in the world.
Jing Mo thought again, Bai Po should be dead.
Is there something wrong here?Maybe Bai Po's life should not be lost, and he met a nobleman... Maybe it's God's will to trick people——
No, it should be that he was too young and had a wrong perception of his own physical fitness. A child should not be able to kill a man who is about to grow up so easily.
Jing Mo gradually calmed down, what she was worried about was not the fact that "Bai Po is still alive".
Now in this world, Bai Ying is the only one who can touch her mind.Her past death, her past injuries, and her future safety, these are the things that can move Jing Mo.
……
Bai Po is Jingmo's enemy, and the root of the hatred lies with Bai Ying.
Bai Po tried to kill Bai Ying several times, but he succeeded later.
Before that, the most serious incident was before Jing Mo and Bai Ying met. What happened during that period, Jing Mo also pieced together from Bai Ying's mouth afterwards.
When she was younger, all the gentlemen in the palace praised the third princess for her eloquence. Although she was not overly passionate, she was not a taciturn person either.
But Bai Po didn't like to listen to Bai Ying's speech. To be more precise, he didn't like to listen to any Bai family's speech.
Although he is called the second elder brother, in fact, Bai Po is not the parent and child of the former emperor and empress, and his blood relationship with Bai Ying and others is also very shallow. The only thing that can be said is that his biological mother is a royal princess, and she is also inextricably linked with the royal family. blood ties.
It's just that Bai Po's biological mother died early due to dystocia, and his family was almost wiped out. His biological father had a great kindness to the late emperor and sacrificed his life for the country, leaving only such an infant only son.
The first emperor felt guilty and had nowhere to show favor, so he took the still-ignorant Bai Chi back to raise him, and in order to save him from grievances, the first emperor listed his life experience as a taboo. Ying did not know the secret until several years after he took office.
Perhaps the source is such a subtle life experience.
In the previous life, Jing Mo had nothing to do with Bai Po. When she met Bai Ying, Bai Po had already been sent away by the empress, and news of his sudden death came a few years later.
Of course, it turned out that this was false news.
At first, all Jingmo's understanding of Bai Po came from Bai Ying's other brothers and sisters, but Bai Ying seldom mentioned this elder brother.
In Jingmo's impression, Bai Po is an extremely conceited and self-centered person. Maybe he had thoughts about the throne in the early years, so Bai Yingcai, who was later appointed as the heir, bears the brunt of it, and was almost strangled to death by Bai Po when he was young.
If it wasn't for the fact that her eldest brother passed by by accident at that time, Bai Ying might really have died in an unknown corner.
It was also after the fierce conflict that no one witnessed that Baiying suddenly became silent, and she slowly recovered when she met Jingmo, but she only jumped out with a few words from then on.
It wasn't until after such a huge change that the contradiction between Bai Po and Bai Ying was taken seriously by the empress, but at this time, regrets had no effect.
Baiying's mother was very angry, but her father cared about his loyal ministers, and he had raised him sincerely for so many years. He already had a father-son relationship, and it was complicated for a while.
In the end, the only remedy they could do was to send Bai Jia away.
For this reason, the empress also started the most serious cold war in history.
It was also after this incident that Jing Mo was recruited to be Bai Ying's playmate, responsible for enlightening her, but in the previous life, Jing Mo was young and ignorant, so he didn't need to notice anything.
Fortunately, the two had similar temperaments, and she treated her sincerely, and even by accident, she became close friends with Bai Ying.
Given the chance to do it all over again in this life, after Jingmo accepted the facts, he also regretted not being able to come back sooner.
But after thinking about it, what can she do if she is allowed to come back before Baiying gets hurt? They are all young, and what they can do is limited, not to mention protecting her, even meeting her is difficult.
The story between them starts from the first meeting and runs through each other's life.
Doing it all over again is already a blessing from God, so we shouldn't ask for more.
Jing Mo comforted himself in this way, since the past cannot be changed, another future tragedy must be prevented.
Jing Mo made up his mind early on, and he did it with practical actions.
As of now, they are all well.
Originally, Jing Mo was sure that Bai Po had died in the place of expulsion, and she had seen it with her own eyes, but judging from the news during the day, it was obvious that something went wrong.
Bai Ke should have died, but he is still alive now.
That's okay too.
Jing Mo stared at his hand, his eyes gradually darkened, and he became more and more determined.
That's okay, since he didn't die once, he should die again.
……
every other day
When the fifth princess was still in the palace, someone from the palace came in to deliver the news.
"what's up?"
The fifth princess let go of Songyin's hand, and the latter, as if he had received amnesty, quickly covered his cheeks and hid behind the bed, moaning and trying to make himself disappear in front of the fifth princess immediately.
The fifth princess didn't pay attention to Songyin's small movements, but frowned slightly, turned her head and asked, "Sister Jingmo, what's the matter?"
If there is no urgent matter, no one will come to disturb the fifth princess specially at this time. The fifth princess has a little impression of the person who follows the palace man, and seems to be the person who has been with Jing Mo all year round.
——It is also the person who handed over the letter when Jingmo left the palace last time.
The fifth princess suddenly hated her excellent memory ability, and she had a bad premonition.
Sure enough, the lowered servant raised his head and handed over a letter: "This is a letter from Lord Jingmo to His Highness the Fifth Highness, Your Highness, please have a look."
Fifth Princess frowned, and asked instead: "Where is she?"
The servant buried his head even lower: "It seems that... I went to find His Majesty."
Before he finished speaking, Jing Mo's smile froze on his face, and Bai Ying ran past her without looking sideways, as if he was avoiding something in a hurry.
Something is wrong.
After the trance, Jing Mo suddenly came back to his senses, raised his head, and followed the thin figure with his eyes.
That's not Bai Ying—not the Bai Ying that Jing Mo knew.
The little girl, who was only wearing a coat, ran towards an unknown direction in the heavy rain, stepping on the water with bare feet.
She looked a little panicked, and from so far away, Jing Modu could still hear her heavy breathing.
This Baiying looks very young, only about six or seven years old, maybe even younger—Jingmo has never seen such a young Baiying.
Another black shadow flew past Jing Mo's eyes like the wind, chasing Bai Ying away.
Jing Mo only felt flustered, as if something was about to escape her control and walk towards a dark and strange road.
Without even thinking about it, she stepped into the rain curtain and followed behind them with all her might.
"...Why do you keep chasing me? Did I do something wrong? Let me go—"
"You are wrong, you have been wrong since birth, you owe me this."
This conversation was like misty smoke, which went through countless twists and turns before it penetrated into Jing Mo's ears, and she almost hurriedly followed the sound into a dark corner.
She recognized that helpless voice came from the young Baiying, while the other voice, full of resentment, coincided with a voice in her memory.
"Die."
"do not want!"
Jing Mo's eyes widened in horror, and she ran forward stumblingly. The sound got closer. She walked around the corner and wanted to move forward, but her feet seemed to be rooted, and she couldn't move an inch.
At the end of the corner, there are mottled lights and shadows, revealing a young face, half-shown in the light, with an expression of complete pain——
In front of her, someone grabbed her by the neck and lifted her in the air, then gradually tightened her five fingers.
Jing Mo's pupils suddenly enlarged, and the reflected scene was instantly replaced by the shadow of another Bai Ying.
When she was an adult, Baiying was covered with scars, her eyes half closed, bloodstains all over her body, but she didn't have the expression of pain when she was young, as if nothing in the world could harm her.
She just leaned against the wall, calmly covering the bleeding wound on her abdomen with her hands, then raised her head slightly, and looked in Jingmo's direction.
The moment they met their gazes, Bai Ying opened her mouth and seemed to call out "Jing Mo", but she might not have called, but in the end she just smiled slowly, and her body slowly slid down the wall.
"Aying!"
……
Jing Mo opened his eyes from the nightmare, and overturned the tea set by the bed with outstretched hands in fright.
The crisp cracking sound attracted the servants and woke Jingmo up.
"Miss." The servant called softly at the door.
"...It's nothing, I just had a nightmare and accidentally knocked over the tea set." Jing Mo pressed her eyebrows, but first felt a hand wet with cold sweat, she quickly calmed down, "You guys go down first. "
"Yes."
The silence in the house was quickly restored, and the moon was shining brightly outside. It was midnight, but Jing Mo couldn't sleep anymore, and sat quietly by the bed facing the moonlight pouring in from the window.
Jing Mo recalled the previous dream, and she couldn't remember it clearly after waking up, but this feeling was like the nightmare every night when she returned to this life for the first time, and she knew that she had dreamed about the scene of Baiying's death again.
Except for the lack of reality at the beginning of rebirth, Jing Mo was greatly saddened and joyful, restless day and night, and was trapped by the nightmare of his previous life day and night.
But she was already very good at keeping her emotions contained, and since she had a heart-to-heart relationship with Bai Ying, she never had a similar nightmare again.
The so-called day has something to think, night has a dream.Jing Mo knew that the fact that he would have nightmares again had something to do with the letter he received during the day.
Just a few words easily aroused Jing Mo's inner anxiety, enough to show the weight of "Second Brother" in his heart.
For the news sent by Bai Ying, Jing Mo had already made psychological preparations at Su Ye's place, but when she first heard the authenticity of the news, she could only maintain a calm face, but the turmoil in her heart remained for a long time. Not stable.
Bai Ke should be dead.
Jing Mo lowered his eyelids, and looked at his hands after wandering for a while.
Compared with Bai Ying's hands, her hands are also slender, but they don't look as strong as the other's, as if they can't hold anything except paper and pen. These are the hands of a literati.
But even such a pair of weak hands can do the most ruthless things in the world.
Jing Mo thought again, Bai Po should be dead.
Is there something wrong here?Maybe Bai Po's life should not be lost, and he met a nobleman... Maybe it's God's will to trick people——
No, it should be that he was too young and had a wrong perception of his own physical fitness. A child should not be able to kill a man who is about to grow up so easily.
Jing Mo gradually calmed down, what she was worried about was not the fact that "Bai Po is still alive".
Now in this world, Bai Ying is the only one who can touch her mind.Her past death, her past injuries, and her future safety, these are the things that can move Jing Mo.
……
Bai Po is Jingmo's enemy, and the root of the hatred lies with Bai Ying.
Bai Po tried to kill Bai Ying several times, but he succeeded later.
Before that, the most serious incident was before Jing Mo and Bai Ying met. What happened during that period, Jing Mo also pieced together from Bai Ying's mouth afterwards.
When she was younger, all the gentlemen in the palace praised the third princess for her eloquence. Although she was not overly passionate, she was not a taciturn person either.
But Bai Po didn't like to listen to Bai Ying's speech. To be more precise, he didn't like to listen to any Bai family's speech.
Although he is called the second elder brother, in fact, Bai Po is not the parent and child of the former emperor and empress, and his blood relationship with Bai Ying and others is also very shallow. The only thing that can be said is that his biological mother is a royal princess, and she is also inextricably linked with the royal family. blood ties.
It's just that Bai Po's biological mother died early due to dystocia, and his family was almost wiped out. His biological father had a great kindness to the late emperor and sacrificed his life for the country, leaving only such an infant only son.
The first emperor felt guilty and had nowhere to show favor, so he took the still-ignorant Bai Chi back to raise him, and in order to save him from grievances, the first emperor listed his life experience as a taboo. Ying did not know the secret until several years after he took office.
Perhaps the source is such a subtle life experience.
In the previous life, Jing Mo had nothing to do with Bai Po. When she met Bai Ying, Bai Po had already been sent away by the empress, and news of his sudden death came a few years later.
Of course, it turned out that this was false news.
At first, all Jingmo's understanding of Bai Po came from Bai Ying's other brothers and sisters, but Bai Ying seldom mentioned this elder brother.
In Jingmo's impression, Bai Po is an extremely conceited and self-centered person. Maybe he had thoughts about the throne in the early years, so Bai Yingcai, who was later appointed as the heir, bears the brunt of it, and was almost strangled to death by Bai Po when he was young.
If it wasn't for the fact that her eldest brother passed by by accident at that time, Bai Ying might really have died in an unknown corner.
It was also after the fierce conflict that no one witnessed that Baiying suddenly became silent, and she slowly recovered when she met Jingmo, but she only jumped out with a few words from then on.
It wasn't until after such a huge change that the contradiction between Bai Po and Bai Ying was taken seriously by the empress, but at this time, regrets had no effect.
Baiying's mother was very angry, but her father cared about his loyal ministers, and he had raised him sincerely for so many years. He already had a father-son relationship, and it was complicated for a while.
In the end, the only remedy they could do was to send Bai Jia away.
For this reason, the empress also started the most serious cold war in history.
It was also after this incident that Jing Mo was recruited to be Bai Ying's playmate, responsible for enlightening her, but in the previous life, Jing Mo was young and ignorant, so he didn't need to notice anything.
Fortunately, the two had similar temperaments, and she treated her sincerely, and even by accident, she became close friends with Bai Ying.
Given the chance to do it all over again in this life, after Jingmo accepted the facts, he also regretted not being able to come back sooner.
But after thinking about it, what can she do if she is allowed to come back before Baiying gets hurt? They are all young, and what they can do is limited, not to mention protecting her, even meeting her is difficult.
The story between them starts from the first meeting and runs through each other's life.
Doing it all over again is already a blessing from God, so we shouldn't ask for more.
Jing Mo comforted himself in this way, since the past cannot be changed, another future tragedy must be prevented.
Jing Mo made up his mind early on, and he did it with practical actions.
As of now, they are all well.
Originally, Jing Mo was sure that Bai Po had died in the place of expulsion, and she had seen it with her own eyes, but judging from the news during the day, it was obvious that something went wrong.
Bai Ke should have died, but he is still alive now.
That's okay too.
Jing Mo stared at his hand, his eyes gradually darkened, and he became more and more determined.
That's okay, since he didn't die once, he should die again.
……
every other day
When the fifth princess was still in the palace, someone from the palace came in to deliver the news.
"what's up?"
The fifth princess let go of Songyin's hand, and the latter, as if he had received amnesty, quickly covered his cheeks and hid behind the bed, moaning and trying to make himself disappear in front of the fifth princess immediately.
The fifth princess didn't pay attention to Songyin's small movements, but frowned slightly, turned her head and asked, "Sister Jingmo, what's the matter?"
If there is no urgent matter, no one will come to disturb the fifth princess specially at this time. The fifth princess has a little impression of the person who follows the palace man, and seems to be the person who has been with Jing Mo all year round.
——It is also the person who handed over the letter when Jingmo left the palace last time.
The fifth princess suddenly hated her excellent memory ability, and she had a bad premonition.
Sure enough, the lowered servant raised his head and handed over a letter: "This is a letter from Lord Jingmo to His Highness the Fifth Highness, Your Highness, please have a look."
Fifth Princess frowned, and asked instead: "Where is she?"
The servant buried his head even lower: "It seems that... I went to find His Majesty."
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