If God is affectionate, forget him

When Li Wen came to find Julian, he was undergoing rehabilitation training under the guidance of the coach. He seemed to hate crutches, and the ground was banging loudly.

"One good news and one bad news, Mr. Lo, which one do you want to hear?"

He frowned, "Both. I never evade any questions."

"The good news is that the car you ordered - a gift from Mr. Hua - a white handmade Morgan, will be packed in the UK next week, and it should arrive soon."

"Very good. Next."

"Another news is that Brother Biao has found it."

"Found it? Why bad news? Huh? Let him come to see me."

"The bad news is that he said it's not convenient for him to come see you."

He showed obvious surprise: "Where is the other person?"

"Changzhou."

"Changzhou? I thought it was Antarctica! What's wrong with him? Did he break his leg like me?"

"It's like this. There is a missionary seminary in Cheung Chau."

"Ok?"

"He's in there. He's in seminary. He's going to be a priest."

Julian raised an eyebrow, "You mean, he's going to be a monk?"

Li Wen admired his straightforwardness and ability to summarize, "Well, yes, so to speak."

"Nonsense, is he that material?"

"Tell him, tell him to come to see me, or I will tear down his monk temple. Anyway, I am a person who has been to hell, and I am not afraid of their Lord's punishment."

Li Wen turned around with a wry smile, and he suddenly stopped him again.

"Tell him, it's impossible for him to pretend to ignore this world, unless," a wicked smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, "unless he's afraid that he doesn't have enough faith to withstand the temptation of the devil."

A Biao is here.He had a crew-shaven head and wore black robes.He seemed to be in good spirits, and his face was a little rounder than before, looking simple and kind.

Julian squinted at him, disgusted.

"Hello, Brother Julian."

"What did you ask me to do?"

"Brother Julian..." Julian grabbed the cup next to the bed and threw it at him.A Biao moved quickly and took the cup in his hand. "God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life." (John 3:16)

A second cup flew over.He continued to catch it, and his mouth still didn't stop: "To those who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God." ("John 1:12")

Julian raised the third glass, but put it down suddenly, and laughed out loud, "Then what should I call you? Brother Bill? Huh?"

"Brother Peter, I am called Peter now."

"Peter, Peter." He shook his head. "That's the dumbest name I've ever heard."

There was a moment of silence in the room.

He looked up at him, "When did you come out?"

"It's been almost two months since I came out."

"Why didn't you come to me?"

"There is a time for everything, and a time for everything under heaven...a time to seek, a time to lose, a time to keep, and a time to forsake." (Ecclesiastes 3:1)

"Abandon?" Julian's gaze suddenly became cold and sharp, "Would Jesus abandon the suffering people? Would people who believe in God be so ruthless?"

"The Lord is with you, Emmanuel." A Biao said, his eyes were as calm as water.

Julian watched him in silence for a moment.

"The weather in Amsterdam is very suitable for you," his voice softened. "I have many companies, and you can choose whatever you like... It doesn't matter if you don't want to. Now there are many professional managers. I will put them under your name. Let someone else take care of it.”

"If you don't like Holland, you can go to another city. How about Zurich? I have a company headquarters there. And a house by the lake."

"Or, London is fine too, it's closer to your hometown...Although I don't like London, it's always foggy."

"..."

"Geneva? Bahamas? Paris? Nowhere? Nowhere do you want to go?"

"Here I am, I have found joy and peace."

Julian glared at him.

He suddenly seemed to think of something, his eyes sparkled, "Peter? Peter, I promise you to deny me three times, but only three times, I will not give you more chances."*Note

"You know that I will never deny you." Ah Biao said slowly, the expression on his face was both gentle and solemn, "But you already have the Almighty Lord, and only in the arms of the Lord can you find peace."

"I don't need a walking Bible. You go."

Julian closed his eyes wearily and stopped talking.

He knelt by his bed and prayed softly.

A Biao walked out of the room and saw Hua Gangsheng in the corridor.

He pressed the elevator button, and Hua Gangsheng walked slowly towards him. "Julian needs you."

"No, it's enough for him to have you."

The elevator stopped with a "ding", and the door opened, but he stood still and didn't go in. He pressed the door and looked back at him.

"Please love him," he said, "treat him well, and don't let him down again, otherwise," he raised his right hand, gestured for a gun, and let out a soft "bang" from his mouth.

"What I once said is still valid now, and will always be valid."

After speaking, he walked into the elevator.

Hua Gangsheng walked into the room lightly, dusk had come, and the twilight was coming together, but the lights in the room were not turned on.

Julian sat quietly in the dark.

"Am I a sinner?" he heard him asking.

"Everyone is guilty. More or less."

"My birth was a mistake. I have no friends, no relatives, and no one loves me since I was a child." His voice was full of tiredness. "Even Ah Biao abandoned me."

"It's not like that, Julian," he said softly, walking up to him, "He loves you more than you know. Everyone loves you. You just don't know it."

He hugged Julian, resting his head against his chest.

"I've done a lot of wrong things in my life," Julian murmured, "at the beginning, to prove myself, for hate, for revenge, then for money, for ambition, and then - don't laugh at me - for Love. I love you."

Proud Julian, pretty Julian, genius Julian, Julian who has just about everything.

Lonely Julian.

"Don't leave me." His voice sounded like the whimper of a wounded beast.

He kissed the top of his head, "I'm not leaving you. Never."

"Come with me back to Holland."

"it is good."

"Come with me to Bermuda."

"it is good"

"Come with me to Mars."

"it is good."

Julian buried his head on his chest and burst out laughing. He laughed harder and harder, his shoulders twitched and he couldn't stop laughing.

Hua Gangsheng patted him on the back, afraid that he would choke on his laughter.

It took a long time before he stopped laughing and raised his face in his arms, "Brother, look at me."

He looked at him without hesitation, his eyes were frank and firm.

"I have a bad temper," he said.

"You've never lost your temper with me," he replied.

"I used to be a jerk."

He smiled, "You still are."

His eyes dimmed, "Do you blame me?"

Hua Gangsheng said softly: "Do you know what I thought after you fell into the water on the boat that day?"

He looked at him without taking his eyes off him.

"If you die, I will not live alone."

"I will accompany you to any place, heaven, or hell. As long as it is where you go."

"Whether you are a bastard or a devil, I will not leave you."

"In this world, no one is more important than you."

Julian stared at him blankly, his breathing was a little ragged, and something sparkled in his eyes.

"Will you accompany me to any place, heaven, or hell. As long as it's where I go?"

"Yes."

"In this world, is there no one more important than me?"

"Yes."

"Whether I'm a bastard or a devil, you won't leave me?"

"Yes."

Slowly, almost word for word, he repeated what he had said to him, in an unbelievable, dreamlike tone.

His voice and body trembled.

He pressed his face against his chest, and heard his heartbeat, solid and powerful, but his heartbeat was messy and rapid, as if it was about to burst out of his chest.

After a long silence, he said in a hoarse voice: "Brother, hit me harder, let me know that I am not dreaming."

Hua Gangsheng stretched out his hand, and the palm of his hand stroked his face gently like a breeze.

He hugged him tightly with all his strength.

Hua Gangsheng was in pain from his hoop, almost out of breath, but he still hugged him tenderly, resting his chin lightly on top of his head, and closed his eyes.

On those starry nights, when he watched the starry sky alone in an old hotel on the north coast of Scotland, he drank whiskey without ice, which was his favorite drink before, and he imagined the way he poured it— —fingers caressing the rim of the cup, with a faint smile on his lips—like him drinking it with his head up, the wine is very fragrant and strong, burning his throat and heart, like the unquenchable flame in his eyes, It burned him.

Ye Shouxin doesn't drink at all, but at this moment, he is a Huagang student.

He is more like himself than he has ever been, but he is no longer there.

He drank what he had, remembering that he had done that too.He'd been so careful, even flattering, to please him—that's him he'd never seen—but all he wanted to do was escape, escape from everyone and everything.

After many years, after experiencing countless pains and struggles, he finally understood that everything he had done for him, the look of despair when he watched him leave, the look of determination in his eyes when he finally went to die, He was, and always will be, an unhealed pain in his heart.

He finally hugged him, so real.Time stands still and heaven descends.This is a unique grace.

After an unknown amount of time, a terrifying siren sounded in the kitchen.

Hua Gangsheng looked out the window, it was completely dark, he stroked Julian's head, "Wait for me, there will be something to eat soon."

He struggled a bit, but didn't break free.He still hugged him tightly.

"Julian?"

He muffled "um", but didn't let go of him.

"If you don't let go, the gas in the kitchen will explode, and we will die here."

"You're just making a soup, what kind of alarm is installed, it's like a neuropathy."

At dinner he asked him, "Can I have a glass of wine?"

"No," Hua Gangsheng said softly but firmly, "You can't drink any alcoholic beverages until you get the doctor's permission."

He smiled resignedly and called him "my ruthless queen".Hua Gangsheng gave him a supercilious look.

He squinted at him, smiled broadly, and forced himself to drink a glass of lemonade to appear half-drunk.

"Ah Gui," he suddenly called him softly.

Hua Gangsheng turned his head.

He is laughing.The smile on his face is still the same as it was more than 20 years ago, bright and warm, like the first ray of sunshine after the snow, illuminating him.

Just like that day, when he walked into his room for the first time, he raised his face and smiled innocently.

Everything starts with the first sight.

(End of the article)

*Note: The Bible records that Peter denied the Lord three times.Scripture: Immediately the rooster crowed a second time.Peter remembered what Jesus said to him: Before the rooster crows twice, you will deny me three times.When I thought about it, I cried. (Mark 14:72)

But Peter finally repented in the Lord's word.After Jesus was resurrected, he went to the sea to look for the disciple Peter who had denied Him three times, and once again gave Peter a divine mission. (So ​​the name of Biao here is meaningful. He compared himself to Peter who did not recognize the Lord. Julian also thought of this point, but what he didn't know was how deeply Biao had feelings for him. Biao's departure, in fact It’s a different way to protect the person and that relationship in his mind.)

PS I like the A Biao I wrote very much.In fact, Julian is happy, he has a lot of love.So stop saying I abused him, I love Julian. )

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The author has something to say: The author has something to say: It's finally over.I was a little bit reluctant.This is the first time I wrote Danmei, I was as lazy as me, and I didn’t abandon the pit, it’s really because I like these two so much.So in the future, I may write a postscript, character summary, side story, daily life and so on.The key is. . .car!Hahaha.Because the positioning of this article is Qingshui, there is really no place to add meat, so I plan to drive outside.A long time ago, I wanted to reproduce the two cars in the original drama, and I also wanted to write about the classic car after the reunion. Which one should I write first?