I have a good relationship with Jinzhu's Bai Yueguang

I confessed to Xu Xiaomo, and Xu Xiaomo kissed me.

But that didn't change the way we got along.

The first day has passed, and the second day has passed, between us we should eat and sleep, and we should go to work...

No sweet talk, no frank relative.

No one mentioned it again, and everything was the same as before.

For a while, I suspected that I was dreaming.One night before going to bed, Xu Xiaomo came to my room to say good night as usual.

I asked him cautiously: "Did you go to the corridor entrance at noon on Monday?"

He hummed without hesitation.

Well, not twins.

I thought about it for a while, and then asked: "Then you...what about you, did you kiss me?"

Without thinking, he hummed again.

Well, no amnesia.

Then I stared and stared at him for a long while, and he showed a little puzzled expression.

"What's the matter?" He asked me puzzled.

No, it's okay, sorry to bother you.

The days are as plain as water. In this peaceful daily life, it is my daily anticipation and uneasy heart.

For example, once I forgot the alarm clock, when Xu Xiaomo came to call me, I was half asleep and half awake and grabbed my hand.After waking up, I faced a handsome face, but before I could feel the joy of successfully mopping up, the other party quietly and gently pulled away my hand.

I was depressed all day.

But that night, when I finished watching TV and got up to go back to my room, there was a sound of opening the door, and Xu Xiaomo came back from get off work.I said it was hard work, when I was about to ask the other party if he wanted something to eat.I saw his eyes brighten up, he came over and lowered his head to kiss the corner of my mouth very naturally.

I froze in place, waiting for the sound of the door closing upstairs before reaching out to touch my mouth belatedly.

Everything seems to be the same, and it seems to be a little different.

When people encounter unknown things, they will inevitably feel fear.Just like I am now, I feel uneasy about Xu Xiaomo's bizarre attitude.

But he is not like Gu Shang, whose attitude is hot and cold.Xu Xiaomo will treat me calmly, but he will not cross the boundaries between friends.Maybe once or twice, but it seemed like a whim.

Inappropriate, I think of a word, scumbag.

I am nice to you, and I will kiss you, but it does not mean that I like you, because I am for your own good, to make you happy.

I can't help but shudder at this conjecture.

After a few days, this life, which was worse than that of elementary school students playing house, finally changed.

Two things happened, neither of which was really good for me.

The first thing is that when I went to look for him in the study, Xu Xiaomo asked me to help him get things.I did as I said, and when I opened the drawer and was about to look for it, I saw a badly torn book on the top.

The degree of dilapidation, it seems that it will fall apart completely with just a slight shake.

The book seemed to have been soaked in water, and the cover was mushy.

I didn't pay much attention and picked it up.This book is too dilapidated, and before I put it aside properly, it scattered a few pages with my movements.

Xu Xiaomo silently looked at the old paper on the ground.

I caught a glimpse of his expressionless face, and I was so frightened that I apologized repeatedly, and squatted down to pick them up one by one.

These pages seemed to be illustrations, and surprisingly, although the colors were old, the content on the pictures was still legible.I saw a red fox and a boy with blond hair on it.

"The little prince?" I blurted out, recognizing the illustration.

Xu Xiaomo seemed a little surprised, "Did you recognize it?"

I nodded, "I saw it not long ago."

Xu Xiaomo stopped talking, and frowned slightly.I remembered that the other party didn't know about this, so I explained to him: "I couldn't understand the book you borrowed from me before, so I went to the bookstore to buy a translated version to read."

"Because you said you like it, I just... I went to buy it." I added, looking at Xu Xiaomo expectantly.

But he didn't show any happy emotion. I don't know if it was my illusion, but his face seemed to be a little colder.

After a long time, Xu Xiaomo hummed, and then his whole body was enveloped by a low air pressure.

I don't know why, I can't figure out why men are angry.

As for the second, it happened on Saturday morning.

That night I had intermittent nightmares, and I opened my eyes before dawn.

I lay down for a long time, and when I found that I was no longer sleepy, I sighed and got up.

To my surprise, the lights on the ground floor seemed to be on.

Xu Xiaomo's voice came faintly from below, one by one, as if talking.

As I went downstairs, I heard the other party's voice becoming more and more clear.

Xu Xiaomo was listening to the phone, standing in the middle of the living room with his back to me, humming from time to time.I couldn't see his face, but I could only hear the man's mood was heavy.

"I don't know." Xu Xiaomo said.

The person on the phone seemed to say something again, Xu Xiaomo was silent for a while and said, "He doesn't know yet."

"..."

"Actually, I'm not sure. You..."

As he spoke, he rubbed his brows in distress and turned around.Then he saw me not far away, his pupils shrunk.

Xu Xiaomo made an unexpected move, the second he met my eyes, he quickly hung up the phone.

Then we looked at each other for a while, and he approached, asking me why I woke up so early in a natural tone.

I also pretended that I didn't hear or see anything, and then poured a glass of water.

When I got back to my room, I thought about what I had heard, and the more I thought about it, the more uneasy I felt.

He doesn't know yet, who doesn't know, me?Do not know what is this……

I suddenly realized that I had guessed wrong earlier.

Maybe he really didn't see me as a substitute for his younger brother.

This uneasiness haunted me for several days. One day when I was packing my clothes, I saw the business card that Xiao Puyun gave me.

I chose an auspicious day, that is, a Sunday when Xu Xiaomo was away, and went to the hospital by car.I was still hesitant when I first arrived at the hospital, but in the end I still called Xiao Puyun.

The phone rang a few times and was hung up.

I persevered and dialed the second one, this time it only rang once, and the other party answered.

Before I could speak, the other party's menacing voice sounded, "Are you regretting it now? Do you want to apologize? Let me tell you, I have done a lot of things like getting out of bed and denying people. Where should I go?" , I won’t answer the call again!”

I was forced to accept this wave of bombing, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, "Huh?"

Xiao Puyun's head became silent all of a sudden.

After a long time, he asked, "Who are you?"

"Ling Jingchuan..."

There was silence on the phone again.

Ten minutes later, I saw him in the dean's office.He sat on a chair with his shoulders crossed, in a casual posture, not serious.

I digested the amount of information I heard in the elevator. I was shocked and frightened. When I saw him, I found that the other party looked indifferent.

He asked me what was wrong.

Then without waiting for me to speak, he said again: "Hey, hey, forget it, don't talk about it here."

Xiao Puyun took off his white coat, and inside was a slim black shirt.After putting on the gray coat hanging on the side, he instantly became a playboy who seemed to be looking for pleasure.

I didn't think too much about it, thinking that the other party was going to take me to dinner.However, when I stood at the door of the bar and watched him hook the waiter's face with ease, I was in a bad mood.

It's not dark yet, and there are no customers in the bar at this time, so Xiao Puyun took me to sit at the bar.He seems to come here often, and I heard the passing waiters call him "Master Xiao".

A few even stared at me blatantly, asking if I was his new crush.

I was taken aback by the word "new".

Xiao Puyun shook his head and denied it, "This is not it."

Not this one?

How many more?

I looked at him in fear, "Who are you bringing here?"

Xiao Puyun heard the meaning behind my words, and he smiled: "You don't have to be so nervous, I'm not interested in you."

"But I'm not afraid to scare you," he said casually, "Actually, I have slept with more brothers than you have ever seen.

I:"......"

Sorry I freaked out.

I moved almost imperceptibly.

He seemed to be in a better mood, fell down on the table and laughed for a long time.

Then he raised his face and asked, "What's the matter with you and that guy?"

I said, "That guy?"

He said: "Xu Xiaomo, I found that you two not only look alike, but also act alike. You usually don't think of me for a year and a half, and you run to me whenever you have something to do."

Hearing the words "looks like", I fell silent.

"Did you fight?" he asked me.

"No..." I said truthfully, "I confessed to him a while ago, and he seemed to accept it, but the feeling is the same as before..."

Xiao Puyun's face was full of black lines, "Are you sure you're not here to show off?"

"No!" I was a little ashamed by the other party's words, but I still insisted, "I really find it strange..."

"What's strange?" He raised his eyebrows, "Did he treat you badly?"

Good is good, but dare not be better.

At this point the bartender came and asked us what we wanted to drink.Xiao Puyun asked me with his eyes, I thought about it and said whatever.Xiao Puyun let out an oh, and then said to the bartender: "I will still serve him a strong glass, the stronger the better."

I was taken aback, and just about to refuse, I heard him say, "Don't make trouble, I'm teaching you."

"Teach me?" I looked at him suspiciously.

"That's right," he said solemnly, "Haven't you heard the saying 'drunk is easy to do'?"

I:"……"

Finally, under my strong objection, he changed his words.

"How do you remember that you can drink?" Xiao Puyun said in a disgusted tone.

"When do I..."

He interrupted me: "Didn't you drink five or six bottles of beer at that time? Tsk, you even smashed glass shards on the floor before you left."

I was shocked after hearing this, "Who did you listen to? Do you know Gu Shang?"

If he knew him, would he...

Fortunately, Xiao Puyun gave me a reassuring answer: "I don't know."

I still feel terrified, "Then how do you know?"

Xiao Puyun gave me a blank look, "I opened that store."

.......

Oh.

"Speaking of which, what on earth are you looking for me for?" He folded his legs boredly, "If you don't talk about it, it will be night. If Xu Xiaomo finds out that I brought you here, then I'm done."

I looked around and lowered my voice when I found no one, "I remember you said that Xu Xiaomo has a younger brother?"

"Ah, I did."

"Then...then does he like his brother very much?"

Xiao Puyun looked at me with interest for a while, "Why do you ask this?"

"Because I thought he used me as his younger brother's substitute..." I stammered, "But seeing how worried he is, I wonder if he is worried about his incest, he may think that I am him younger brother."

"Then what are you going to do?" Xiao Puyun asked me, with a strange tone, as if he was enduring something.

I said seriously, "I plan to go back to my hometown in a few days to check my household registration."

Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, Xiao Puyun burst out laughing, then he was choked by the wine and coughed for a long time.

I sensed something was wrong, and quickly asked, "Aren't you cheating again?"

He was still laughing, coughing and laughing, looking exaggerated.Then he recovered and waved his hand.

"No."

"then you……"

He shook his head, "But it's hard to say, his mind is a bit supernatural."

The more I watched, the more I felt that he was fooling people again, and said in a somewhat blunt tone: "You are just lying to me."

"Your analysis makes sense." Speaking of this, he suddenly suppressed his smile and put on a serious expression.

I couldn't help but sit upright, and pricked up my ears by the way.

"He told me that the person he is looking for has a scar here." He pointed to the top of his right eye, "By the way, where did your scar go?"

I say wash off.

He seemed a little disappointed, "Ah, well."

But then he said firmly: "But don't worry, you are the person he is looking for."

I was still a little puzzled, "Many people have scars here. You have them too."

He froze for a moment, as if he didn't expect me to say that.

The next second, he touched his chin, "Yes, but that person can't be me."

"How do you know it's not you..."

"Did you get your scar when you were a child?" He asked suddenly.

I blinked, rightly acquiescing.

Xiao Puyun continued on his own: "The person he is looking for also has a scar on his head when he was a child."

"I'm different. I was beaten the year before last."

I can't imagine how Xiao Puyun was beaten, "Being beaten?"

"Yeah, it's miserable. To save a white-eyed wolf."

For some reason, I felt that when he said this, he suddenly had some lonely emotions.But before I got to the bottom of it, he put on that frivolous smile again, "However, since you have come to find me in person, I can't let you come in vain."

"Let me tell you something," when he said this, he leaned closer and tapped his finger on the corner of my right eye, "There is indeed a young master in the Xu family, and when the old master Xu dies, the Xu family will be in chaos, and Mingli will fight There are countless people who make trouble in the dark. In the same year, the young master who was just born disappeared."

"The caring people of the Xu family have never given up on looking for him. In the tenth year, this matter finally came to fruition."

Speaking of this, Xiao Puyun showed a smile of unknown meaning.

"Someone said that they saw the Xu family's young master in H Town that year."

I looked at him dumbly, stunned.

Isn't H town my hometown?