Spend well

After leaving the garage, the suburbs were outside, and they found a temporary convenience store by the side of the barren abandoned farmland.

Hua Changle took off the protective clothing, and put the jacket inside on Yue Wuyuan to block the blood on Yue Wuyuan's back.They bought two cans of Coke at the convenience store.I don't know how long that thing has been in the freezer, and when it was taken out, there was still a layer of ice chips on the outside.

"It's really heartbreaking." Hua Changle teased, throwing a can to Yue Wuyuan.He shook his hands, the ice jar made his fingers cold and numb.

When Yue Wuyuan opened the can, piles of bubbles rushed out like crazy, making his hands, body, and face all covered with soda.

Hua Changle held back his laughter, but seeing Yue Wuyuan like this, he couldn't help it.He laughed, as if he was hiccupping from a cold.All the sorrows go away like a bath, and their love explodes in the restless soda.

Yue Wuyuan held Hua Changle's hand and walked forward, drinking coke with his head buried in his head while walking, the sweetener slammed on his tongue with the carbon dioxide, his whole body was washed by cheap and common gentleness, he was free, For the first time in his life, he truly felt "freedom". He was no longer Mark, nor Yue Wuyuan, nor an experimental product. He did not belong to any name. He was just a free existence in the world, able to enjoy love and be loved freely. .

Hua Changle asked: "What should I do next?"

"I don't know," Yue Wuyuan said, "Let's take a step and see."

Hua Changle wiped off the remaining soda at the corner of his mouth, and asked again: "Will you still come to see me?"

Yue Wuyuan said: "You are still a policeman."

Hua Changle shook her head: "I resigned, I don't know how to face Gu Zishu, I want to save you."

"Oh, but I've been saved, I'm free." Yue Wuyuan bounced to the front, turned to look at Hua Changle, and added: "But you have to be a policeman to be happy."

Hua Changle buried her head and smiled secretly: "You know."

Yue Wuyuan also laughed: "How could I not know."

They walked together and came to the familiar ruins.Those uninhabited dilapidated buildings still stand on the dump.Plastic bags, stones, falling wall dust, overgrown mold... They looked at the dark place abandoned by the world of order, and got everything in nothing—each other.

Yue Wuyuan wanted to go upstairs to play, but Hua Changle couldn't hold him back, so he had to go up with him.They kick open roof doors and break rotten locks without scruple.

The roof of the sixth floor is enough to overlook the whole picture below - the unfinished building of the pharmaceutical company, the entrance of the underground warehouse, the path that Yue Wuyuan led the police to enter, and of course, there are many, many unknown paths.Now that Hua Changle has seen it all, he neither condemns nor feels sad, he just faces some moldy spots on the yellowed white paper, and then he drank the Coke again.

Yue Wuyuan said: "I want to atone for my crime, but I don't know how to do it. The previous operation destroyed part of the gland. I don't know if I will kill someone."

Hua Changle said: "Maybe you can try that doctor's suggestion. The gland is the drinking fountain, not the water source. You are the polluted water source."

Yue Wuyuan said: "I don't want to hide and continue to kill people. I want to get better. I want to atone for my crime. Maybe it will take some time, and I can't go home."

Hua Changle said: "Your family still loves you."

"She was a good mother and I was a bad son."

Saying that, Yue Wuyuan handed Hua Changle a note, which said - take good care of yourself.

He said calmly: "This is the amulet."

- There is no magic greater than love.

Hua Changle hugged him and hugged him tightly: "She loves you, loves you dearly, hopes you are well, and I do too."

Yue Wuyuan struggled to find a space to breathe, and he said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Or I'll surrender myself, but then I might be thrown to the next laboratory, and a person like me can't do it well." Take care of yourself..." Grief choked him to the point of crying, and he added softly, "I bet you, if I can't control myself afterwards, I'll turn myself in."

Hua Changle said, "I can't supervise you."

"That's true." Yue Wuyuan lowered his head, buried his face on Hua Changle's shoulder, like falling into a sea of ​​smoke.After enjoying the long lingering time, he broke free from the embrace of love, and persuaded him: "You can die as Yue Wuyuan, so your life will be much better, and the people of Yue's family will help you."

"What about you?"

"I want to change my name and go to the rehabilitation center to see a doctor, and then get treatment. If it doesn't work, I will spend the rest of my life in a lunatic asylum. If I can be cured... I will come to you. Then I want to find the families of the victims and ask them to forgive. The person really wants to die, but I'm also guilty. It's just that I don't know how to face Mo Qiao's parents and Mr. Fang's parents. I really don't know how to deal with this matter." He planned in an orderly manner. Thinking about the future, he thought for a while and added: "Actually, I can escape, but you don't like it."

"I respect your decision, I believe in your remorse, I don't know what the current judicial system will do, my work ethic will only make me want to arrest you, but, the truth is, arresting you and locking you up is not a good idea." Use it, the prison can't reform you, and the research institute can't..."

Yue Wuyuan covered his mouth with his fingertips, smiled softly, and said softly: "You can make me better, you have already done it, thank you." Then, he pressed Hua Changle's lips, and kissed her lightly like a dragonfly. Go up, take advantage of the aftertaste of surprise and happiness, and wait for the opportunity to confess: "I love you."

Hua Changle enjoyed the surprise dully, immersed in love words like drunk.Then he replied, "I love you too."

It sounds so simple and pale, but that's what Yue Wuyuan wants.As long as it is Hua Changle, Yue Wuyuan loves it.

Hua Changle asked: "Why didn't you tell me before that?"

Yue Wuyuan said: "If you love me, you will become bad, and you will be discriminated against, defiled, and excluded because you love a murderer."

Hua Changle asked: "Do people become bad because they fall in love with a bad person? Will I be stained because of love? At that time, I wanted to kill them to save you. I put TOFFEE on my gloves and prepared to kill for you .and then you showed up."

"That's it," Yue Wuyuan thought for a while and said, "It's a coincidence."

They sat on the edge of the roof, next to each other, and fell in love in a dangerous place that no one knew.

Hua Changle drank the last sip of Coke, and then threw the can.He doesn't have to care about norms and morals and is not afraid of hitting innocent people, he is free.

"I no longer know what is good and what is bad, what is perfect and what is flawed, we just hope to live like human beings, we love each other." He said, looking at Yue Wuyuan beside him.He stared into his lover's dark eyes, immersed in Yue Wuyuan's dark world.He knew that there was a voice in his head confronting reality.

— You know, you live here, and you will always live here.Your love, your hate, your laughter and pain will forever be engraved in the reality of this world.Deceit, evasion, and delusions won't solve the problem, you must face the harsh reality.Your lover is a jerk, your world is a rogue, and you're here to stay.You see the many faces of people, you curse, but sooner or later you have to face the truth: nothing is perfect, the world is not perfect, but...

He said to Yue Wuyuan: "I love you forever, and accept the bad and incomplete you. I will wait for you to come back, and then we will live together and be together forever."

The sun's light flooded the ruined city, and the afterimages of dusk gradually faded. They sat on the roof of the abandoned building, touching each other's skin, and fell down under the dim blue sky.They enjoy love and fight against life, and they cuddle up to each other to share love and loneliness.They lived here and they will always live here.The starry night is so quiet, on the contrary, the lights of the distant city are brighter, but the prosperous happiness is not what they expected, the core of perfection is eternal loneliness.

They are just small and free beings in the world - defective creatures.

They love the world cruelly, and the world loves them cruelly.