Spend well

If all this needs an explanation - the desire to kill, it couldn't be simpler.

However, Hua Changle still couldn't fully believe it, or he subconsciously refused to believe it. He doubted the answer, so he stared viciously at the criminal in yellow.

Well, maybe, probably, yes, thank goodness - the answer isn't "I like to kill people" or some other crazier criminal declaration.He still remembered how righteously and disgustingly that guy said "Killing is a luxury experience" last time.

The dog in yellow knew that Hua Changle hated him, he knew it very well, but he insisted on pinching Hua Changle's cheeks forcefully to force her to look into his eyes.It meant nothing but a declaration of power.

"I was born without glands and then the artificial glands broke. I don't want to talk about that shit. Anyway, I hate sex and my sex drive has turned into a murderous drive. I've been looking for a solution for years , such as COFFEE, unfortunately COFFEE is not a good thing, it is different from the official propaganda, COFFEE will kill people..."

"Isn't COFFEE a safe drug?"

"After Ersan's mother retired, she went to Yue's house to find Yue Changyuan. Only then did Yue Changyuan know that Yijiu's mother had taken me away. That's right, my dad, that researcher scum, found me and Yijiu's mother through Luo Baixiang. I was installed as his test subject with artificial glands. If it wasn't for Luo Baixiang, they wouldn't be able to find us."

"What does this have to do with COFFEE?"

"Er San's mother died from the side effect of COFFEE—gland failure. After her death, Yue Changyuan dissected her body, and then he found that although COFFEE is hallucinogenic, it will cause gland failure, and gland failure directly controls the end of life. Later I learned that the TOFFEE secretly developed by Di Ziyang is the real pure hallucinogenic drug, but unfortunately, TOFFEE can't change my desire."

The yellow-clothed dog narrated calmly against Hua Changle's ear. He could have been less ambiguous, but he insisted on trying to respond to Hua Changle.Hua Changle knew that he was in the hands of the opponent, and there was no room for resistance. His way of resistance was hatred in his eyes. This kind of anger is what the dog in yellow longs for——

"Just hate me."

"I know you are miserable, but this is different from killing people. You never repent for taking the lives of others. You don't have this kind of cognition." Hua Changle said it very difficult, as if with another person Species dialogue in general.

"I know." There was an inexplicable excitement in his calm tone, as if something was on the verge of breaking out, he said: "I repent, to be honest, I have tried many methods, taking medicine, chemical castration, brain wave equipment, It didn't work. I thought TOFFEE could suppress my desire, but it couldn't, I used it for Mojo, and I used it, and then I still wanted to kill. I couldn't control myself, at the beginning of the heat mechanism, I just wanted to kill Her, pheromone medicine can slow down the desire to kill, but it can only be suppressed for a while. The pheromone stock solution can make me not be controlled by estrus for a relatively long time, but the pheromone is too strong during pregnancy. Sorry, I didn't kill Fang Zhengyi on purpose , At that time, I was out of control. If I didn't kill people to extract pheromones, I would turn into a beast without reason. If I became like that, my instinct would still kill people. There is no solution. I try my best to reduce the damage, but once and for all There is only one way, I die."

"Yes," Hua Changle said, "you should die."

He said: "I deserve to die, but I don't want to die, I think maybe I can be saved."

Hua Changle sneered, "Most criminals would say that, especially those on death row."

He said: "A person has to tell more lies to cover a lie. I was wrong, but I really, really love you."

No, there is no love——Hua Changle said after thinking about it: "I don't need it anymore."

The man looked at the ceiling, and after a while, he whispered, "I'm sorry."

"No need to apologize, it's unnecessary." Hua Changle didn't care.

However, after hearing this, the guy choked up a bit, as if he had been robbed by the rainstorm, and became a homeless child.He explained: "Although I inherited the cold-blooded and ruthless sick gene from him, I am different, and I know I deserve to die. But, I'm sorry, Hua, I really... really want to live, you read from the book When the restaurant rescued me, and when Di Ziyang tried to kill me in the elevator, I really wanted to be with you."

It's a pity that it is a ridiculous trick to justify crime with love - or false love.Hua Changle thought, he knew it himself.So he just gave the criminal a contemptuous look without saying a word.

"Heh, do you have to kill me just because my estrus is the desire to kill? In this way, what is the difference between you and the bastard who killed my sister?"

"Don't change the concept," Hua Changle said, "You don't have the right to kill just because you have the desire to kill."

"I am just a biological sample for Yue Changyuan's experiment. I am alive, so I have to let others die. This is Yue Changyuan's physical modification to me. He wanted to create his own gland controller, but he failed. I am a waste."

Hua Changle felt that his self-deprecating appearance was a bit pathetic—it was pitiful to make people laugh, he really laughed, and then boasted maliciously: "I think you are excellent, you are an excellent scum."

"Yeah," said the murderer, "you can't understand me, you're not me, you don't understand."

--joke.

Hua Changle was full of resentment, and could only twitch ridicule and rejection in her throat: "Why should I understand a murderer, sorry, the name 'Yue Wuyuan' is dead in my mind, I can't heal you, I can't redeem you , I can't understand you, and I can't love you anymore."