He gave me a rabbit

Ruan's mother and Ruan's father also quarreled fiercely, but they would not quarrel in front of Ruan Bi, and always remember to let him go back to the room. When Ruan Bi was a child, he would stick to the door to listen to the movement outside. They lowered their voices, but quickly suppressed it. He couldn't stop walking to Gaoli, and the young mother Ruan's temper was even more violent. The worst time had reached the point of igniting at one o'clock. He didn't know why Ruan's mother was arguing, but he was terrified because he was eavesdropping in the room.

At that time, he was bullied and fought every day, and he dared not go home when his skin was broken. He found a bandage and blew the wound. It was fine in winter, but it was easy to see in summer.

The person who fought with him said that your parents will definitely get divorced if they quarrel every day.

That's how the parents of the person who bullied him broke up after arguing and arguing, so Ruan Bi and the person fought harder, alarming both parents.

Surprisingly, Mother Ruan and Father Ruan quarreled less after that, not to say that there were no conflicts, there were still conflicts that should have occurred, but they were not as severe.

Ruan Bi broke the desk lamp, which reminded him of Ruan's mother when she smashed the glass. Ruan's father didn't let anyone let her go. I have to explain a truth to you. It's far less leisurely than it is now, just open your eyes. Open-minded with eyes closed.

The couple has worked hard for decades, and gradually developed the most suitable look. In his memory, even if the quarrel was dangerous, he really thought they were going to break up. Separate words come.

He clearly understands that the parents are still together now and not for the sake of the children as others said. In his opinion, after years of separation, every time he goes home, the affection is not shown by the seemingly incompatible couple.

So what about him and Mr. Guan?

What can this conflict bring to the two of them?

Ruan Bi thought that he could not take a breath when he reflected on himself. This matter may sound simple to outsiders, and there is no need for such a big temper. Walk in the wrong direction.

He knew there was no way to tell right from wrong due to various reasons, but to find the point where two people insisted on each other, whether it was arguing or talking calmly, and venting out those things could make further progress.

It's just that he couldn't forget that before Guan Wenjiu left, he seemed to be a lot stranger, so he put down his blunt words and said that it was my decision.

mine.

He played with the two words between his lips and teeth, and finally licked the more bitter core, and he couldn't even cry.

Fragments of the desk lamp were scattered on the ground. Guan Wenjiu was very angry when he left, and crushed one piece into powder.

Ruan Bi got up after sitting enough. Without a broom, he took a napkin and wrapped the bulb residue in the paper towel.

In the morning, he asked the nurse Dr. Guan.

The nurse said that she didn't pay attention to Dr. Guan, and he asked what about Dr. Yu. The nurse said that Dr. Yu would come in the afternoon.

He said he got it, and when the nurse left, Ruan Bi called Guan Wenjiu. After the first call, it rang many times but he didn't answer. The second call rang halfway and suddenly hung up, and the third call turned off the phone.

Ruan Bi closed his eyes, was stunned for a while, and called the store manager.

Guan Wenjiu went to the hospital with Lao Yu, and the corner of Lao Yu's mouth was still bruised, and he couldn't open his mouth when he woke up in the morning. Mrs. Yu said he deserved it, so don't meddle in other people's affairs.

Old Yu couldn't say anything, so he was naturally reluctant to let Guan Wenjiu leave. His first reaction was to know that this person made a sudden decision for Ruan Bi's sake, which was like a child's play and not worth it.

Don't you think your decision was hasty?

Guan Wenjiu glanced at him, and Lao Yu continued: "Before you suddenly told me that you wanted to be with a boy without any preparation, and I accepted it, brother, why can't I support you, seeing that someone wants you , I am also happy that the talk was good, but this matter is different, this is your future, oh, you are going to resign for this reason? Don't you think your brain is broken?

"Even if it's good, I have no objection, but Ruan Bi is a man, not a woman, and he is not so delicate. He will be gone when the wind blows. Isn't he okay now? He doesn't need your protection, he doesn't need you to resign, Find an idle job, let me put it harshly, so what if you change another job? There will be no problems between you in the future? Could it be that every thief who comes to your house in the future is deliberately targeted? Then every time the same thing happens, you have to blame yourself again, should you just stay at home?

"What kind of people do we work in the past? We are in the past, we are now, and we will probably be similar in the future. They don't know better than us? This is the choice of both parties. We knew it clearly from the beginning. There is no need to do this at all, do you understand?"

"I understand." Guan Wenjiu was very plain. Old Yu saw him asking for a lighter, and the smell of strong smoke. He remembered that when he was in college, Guan Wenjiu also suddenly smoked a cigarette for a long time, and he didn't look at it again. been.

"You smoke?"

"I don't smoke much." Guan Wenjiu pressed the lighter, letting a cluster of fire shine in his eyes, "I can't remember whether I smoke or not, and you can't remember either."

Lao Yu tossed a few times, and said: "Okay, I don't understand you very well. I don't know what you think for so many years. You always think that this is your own decision and has nothing to do with me. What about Ruan Bi? If it wasn't for me I asked, probably he is still in the dark after you resigned."

"So why are you talking so much to him?"

Lao Yu looked at Guan Wenjiu, and Guan Wenjiu looked at him with the same indifferent eyes. After a while, he finished smoking one cigarette, and he lit a second one to continue smoking. The cloud of smoke buried his face. Stopped, like a person who has never spoken, the meaning expressed, the eyes, and the small movements cannot be peeped one or two.

Lao Yu licked his inner teeth, and there was a long paragraph of words that he couldn't say for some reason.

"I..." Old Yu said.

Guan Wenjiu twirled the cigarette, and said back, without explaining a word.

The nurse rushed to tell Guan Wenjiu that Ruan Bi was about to be discharged from the hospital, and when she went to see her again, she had already left.

"He went alone?"

"I asked and said that a woman came to see him at noon."

Guan Wenjiu said he understood, and he walked back, and the quilts on the original hospital bed were all folded.

He walked in, and there were pieces wrapped by Ruan Bi in the trash can. The nurse looked at the door and asked, "Doctor Guan, I'm really sorry, we really didn't expect to leave by ourselves."

He was a little tired, "It's okay, I know where he went."

Lao Yu thought he would be absent-minded, but Guan Wenjiu didn't say a word until he got off work, and he still did a thousand times better what he should do.

Guan Wenjiu drove back and went to Ruan Bi's room. After a while, he stood on the balcony and smoked one, two, and the third bit the cigarette holder violently. The metal weight in his heart is still stacking up at this moment, and he has to take a deep breath.

He charged up his phone and contacted the store manager, who answered the phone and said that Ruan Bi had fallen asleep.

"How many clothes did he bring?"

"I didn't bring a few."

"I see. I may trouble you to come to the hospital tomorrow. I'll give him some things. He didn't bring some of the things he usually uses. If he doesn't have them, he will feel uncomfortable."

"I'm talking about Dr. Guan." The store manager said, "Are you planning to let him live as long as he wants?"

The store manager interrupted him: "I don't know why you and I are arguing. Of course, everyone has been in love. It is clear that lovers and husbands and wives can quarrel about anything. I don't comment on this." Who is right and who is wrong, I only know that the result of each quarrel is either to make the two people better or to have nothing to do with each other. Just these two, which one do you want?

"Although he didn't cry today, in fact, I personally don't think it's a big deal, and I don't want to see him so much. I hope Dr. Guan can come and see him. No matter how awkward he is, it's over when he's vented." , You have to take action before you can continue? One shrinks his head, and the second also acts as a shrinking turtle. What does it matter?

"I see that you are doing it for his own good. You are so pampering and tolerant, but you have to do it when necessary. I am with my husband. It's not uncommon. No one can spoil anyone at this time."

Guan Wenjiu hung up the phone. Although he has lived to this day, he does not understand many of the reasons, but it is difficult for others to abide by them all the time. He thinks that not all lovers can always remember, and all kinds of reasons are the most straightforward. Bai is just the two of them stumbling in this direction, there is no distinction between right and wrong.

He drove to the store manager's house and sat there until dawn. There were already a few waste cigarettes in front of him. The store manager waited until the sun was in the sky to appear, yawned, and knocked on the car window.

"Doctor Guan, don't be angry. Although you have something to say, you can't prevent you from venting your anger. But I told him that I can no longer have such a life-and-death attitude when I go up. I will go there now. Eat a meal, go shopping, I hope you will go home after you come back."

Guan Wenjiu said thank you.

He went upstairs, and the store manager gave him the key just now. It is a spare at home, and it will be put away for her when the time comes.

Ruan Bi turned his back to him, heard his voice, was walking over, and covered him with a quilt, Ruan Bi pursed his lips, a little sour.

Guan Wenjiu said that he didn't answer the phone on purpose yesterday, and he really didn't notice it. In the end, the phone ran out of battery. The most taboo between couples is that they can't contact anyone, and if they think about it for a second, they will cause trouble.

Just like the two of them, before the old problems are resolved, new things pop up again. The two people who are angry with each other and can't get in touch with each other, there is no unreal heart-to-heart connection, they will only chew on their unintentional mistakes, and finally chew on It's a muddy mess.

Ruan Bi turned around, and after a day, he had to be careful even with a slight touch.

"Then where did you go yesterday?"

Guan Wenjiu told him the truth: "I am a little sullen and have been smoking."

"Are you still smoking when you come to see me?"

"I'm sorry." Guan Wenjiu pursed her lips.

Ruan Bi closed his eyes and opened them again, now it's not a question of whether to smoke or not.

"Do you still want to resign?" He asked, Guan Wenjiu replied: "Yes, yes."

Ruan Bi was disappointed for a moment, and suddenly asked: "Because of what? Because of this incident?"

He would rather a man say that I just don't want to do such an irresponsible reason, and not because it is his own sake. Somehow, this will put a kind of burden on himself. The result is that there is such a step, so what is it?has no meaning?

Guan Wenjiu said that I can't lie to you, if I want to comfort you, I will lie.

"I don't want you to do this. I'm angry, a lot of angry, I think you are unreasonable, don't discuss it with me, you say it's your own business, then you don't need me, you don't tell me but you think I might Objection, after all, whether it is your motivation for resignation or what happened later, most of it is up to me, I don’t really want to do this, I like you as a doctor.”

"But for me, work is necessary, but it's you who matter."

"Don't you feel unwilling? Don't you have any unwillingness?" Ruan Bi interrupted him and asked eagerly, how could someone give up their work for many years so easily?That's hard work.

But the man's face didn't show like that. Ruan Bi couldn't understand it, and felt anxious. He thought the man was really bad, and he was buried well, so he didn't want to say anything.

"I'd rather you just think about work all the time."

But this is Ruan Bi's own wishful thinking. Guan Wenjiu understands that perhaps this decision was made hastily, but he knows that the reason for this decision is not just for fun.

"I know, I know it after you say it, so can you listen to my thoughts?"

He nodded, and Guan Wenjiu continued: "I love you, I confessed my love to you, and I proposed to move to live with me, and you didn't have any doubts. You never asked me too much, and I didn't ask you too much. I know who paid more, but there is one thing, I feel sorry for you, I am busy with work, and sometimes I can’t even see people, although I am surprised by your tolerance, I don’t feel unhappy, so sometimes I feel sorry for you. I'm a little bit ecstatic that such a person who never cares about me is by my side, even if I have to disrupt other plans because of work, so every time I tell you that I won't go home or work overtime, I feel that after the fact Compensation to you can also be forgiven, justified. But tell me about this matter, it can’t be forgiven by compensating after the fact, I reflect on myself, whether you have gradually become a little irresponsible by you, maybe I will think about that It's not my fault, I don't want it, it's an accident, no one can think of it, let you go through such a thing, but in fact, I have to be responsible, I always leave you at home alone, thinking that you will come back suddenly I will give you a surprise, that is a deeper love, no."

"But that's because of work!"

"No." Guan Wenjiu said, "We can't attribute everything to work."

"I'm just going to choose another path."

"No..." Ruan Bi wrinkled his nose, he refused everything Guan Wenjiu instilled in him, but the man's voice was so firm, he could only say no over and over again.

In the end, Guan Wenjiu patted him on the back, and no one said a word. Ruan Ni felt panic and uncertainty turning in his mind. He was not sure whether the decision made on this matter was right or the right way, if It is not good, so can the self who caused this incident forgive itself?

He clenched that pitiful bit of willpower, a bit of stance, and almost fell.

Guan Wenjiu patted his head and said, "Don't be afraid, because I have to be responsible for myself, and I can't blame other people for this."

"No." Ruan Bi shook his head, "It's the two of us. When we are together, we must be responsible for each other, and we cannot shirk it, no matter what happens."

"We." Ruan Ming emphasized again.

"Yes, it's us." Guan Wenjiu repeated in his ear.

"Come on, Niu." Guan Wenjiu turned his back, Ruan Ni watched for a while and finally decided to climb on his back.

Guan Wenjiu said that I want you to worry about me again, am I self-willed?

Ruan Bi nestled in the hollow of his shoulder and said he wanted to go home.

He carried Ruan Bi down the stairs, didn't make trouble with him, didn't tease him, drove home, hugged each other and fell asleep, and then went to pick up Da Ya and Wan Wan who were in foster care, and Da Ya and Wan Wan went to bed, especially Big teeth, jumping on the bed all the time.

They slept again, a long, sweet sleep. After waking up, Guan Wenjiu kicked the quilt again. Ruan Ni was sleepy and pulled up the quilt, like Guan Wenjiu had done many times, covering Live two people.

Day by day, Ruan Bi woke up suddenly when he heard the sound at night, then he looked up at the door, and later crawled into Guan Wenjiu's arms, the sleeping Guan Wenjiu woke up suddenly, bowed his head and kissed his Eyes, touch his back, is it cold from the quilt?

In the past winter, Ruan Bi no longer woke up in the middle of the night.

One day, Guan Wenjiu said that we should move.

Ruan Bi looked at him, okay, where are we going?

Guan Wenjiu took him to a place, covered his eyes, and let him fumble with the key to open the door. Ruan Bi threw himself into the man's arms excitedly.

He also saw a pear blossom in the yard.

Guan Wenjiu left the hospital, and Lao Yu didn't say anything in the end. After a while, he looked at this wayward person and bumped fists with each other.

On the day they moved, the big general bloomed, and the little fat man also bloomed. Ruan Bi excitedly told him to see, and the flowers appeared overnight. He held two pots of cactus and sat on the passenger seat.

Regarding the choice, it doesn’t matter whether it’s stupid or wise, because that’s what the prophets do. They usually make choices and reach a consensus with each other, which is enough to support them to go on, and then new problems arise. Five years, ten years, 20 Years.

Then use the new porcelain clay to continue refining into porcelain. Whether they will become something that two people own each other, I don't know.

They drove to their new home, along the newly expanded road, to the red-roofed house at the end of the ramp.

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The above is all the content of the main text. After all the calculations, this should be regarded as my second article to finish the main text. At the beginning, I was influenced by the rabbit’s stalk, and I wanted to write a full-day article, which resulted in I and I. Mr. Guan.

I officially started writing in October last year, and it has been almost ten months since August 8rd. I wrote very slowly, and I didn’t have an outline. The whole article was written in an environment of uncertain direction Yes, I didn't think about many interesting things, very exciting plots, and I was prepared for cold writing at the beginning.

Generally speaking, you and Mr. Guan are happy. Under the factors that I am not sure, you seem to be a lucky boy who was pampered and grew up, innocent and carefree. , As for Mr. Guan, he is older than him, so he seems to be more tolerant. I feel like I am writing an urban fairy tale, because these two people are unreal in reality.

To be honest, my writing is not very good in all aspects, what is wrong, I am afraid that you will feel uncomfortable after reading it, I always feel that the writing is not good, sometimes the mood will be very low, and when the depression is over, I will open the document again and die, come in I am very grateful for the bookmarks and comments. There are not many comments, but they are all warm.Looking back, I think everyone has the courage to bookmark and comment.

There are also many plots full of bugs or immature thoughts of the author himself in the article. Maybe when I look back a year later, I feel embarrassed and change my mind again.

Then this immature and naive article ends here, and there will be irregular updates on the sidelines. In places I can’t see, Mr. Guan and Mr. Guan will continue to live for three or five years after moving to a new home. Ten years, and then a long time.