He gave me a rabbit

The roar of my cousin and mother could be heard in the whole building, and she was the only one who refused to let go. In fact, others couldn't quite hear what they were scolding. They only knew that they added another sentence in their hearts.

She has been in trouble for a long time. It is normal to pinch the tip and be strong, and she is often unreasonable. People who live in this area are old neighbors. There are many people who watched her grow up. As she got more and more serious, she always felt like a shrew in the market, and no one could associate her with her youth.

How did this spoiled little girl become like this?

Cousin's mother naturally knew what the neighbors in the neighborhood thought on weekdays. She was upset and felt that it was unfair. Everyone was like this. Mother Ruan was also a housewife like her. Why did she only talk about her, but always praise Mother Ruan?Her daughter is beautiful and has good grades, except that her husband is a bit dissatisfied with her, but when she was young, she was also very handsome. When she married him that year, I don't know how many other young girls' hearts were envied.

She was very proud at that time and often showed off, Ruan's father advised her to restrain herself and not be too greedy, but she didn't think so, she just wanted to show it off and show off to everyone in every circle.

She has been proud for ten years, and she gradually feels dissatisfied. How much effort has she put into this family, which one is not thoroughly managed by her from the inside to the outside?From a delicate girl who doesn't touch the spring water with her ten fingers, to an ordinary woman who wants to find a cheap price for a few cents, the change of the cousin and mother is like a setting that cannot be returned to the factory. The only way to go is to enter A She can’t choose B again, she thinks so, and enjoys it that way, but when she looks back one day, her cousin’s mother envies Ruan’s mother for no reason, sometimes she thinks that’s the same thing, but sometimes it’s just like that. I think it's one nose and two eyes, what's so good about it?

Ruan's mother gave birth to Ruan Bi, but she was still as light as a cloud in the sky. It seemed that nothing had changed, but she had obviously suffered from the smoke and fire in the kitchen, and she was also pregnant in October. After eating and vomiting and stuffing them in like this, the life trajectory of the two of them is the same, and they have embarked on the fate of most women of that era.

They were also good friends who talked about everything, and there was a relationship of relatives in it. The cousin mother wanted to call her sister-in-law.

Envy and jealousy are double-sided tape with strong adhesive force. When Ruan’s mother was still unmarried, she was wearing an oil-stained apron one moment, and the next moment she sprayed perfume. Concerts or to see a new movie imported from abroad.

Compared with the waistline that could not get thinner, she was born with fat-like jealousy, and secretly competed. Fortunately, Ruan Bi was not as good as her daughter since she was a child, so she was very relieved to let her daughter play with Ruan Bi. It will be more eye-catching when they are together. Similarly, those who are smart and beautiful and those who are not so smart, and those who are ordinary, will be more proud and satisfied without burden.

My cousin and mother never tire of competing with themselves, with their daughter, with their husband, and with their sister-in-law. When they become bewildered, the result of being bewildered is to become like the crazy and violent woman she was when she was a child and pointed at the vegetable market with a milky voice.

——That aunt is so scary, is she the shrew that mother said?

The elder brother covered his younger sister's mouth and hissed, don't talk, be careful to hit you.

The younger sister nodded obediently, and whispered to her elder brother, let's go quickly, I don't want to become such an adult.

Just like Ruan Bi said, are you sick? If she wasn't sick, how could she become like this?

But when she was dragged away, her husband's disgust and disappointment fueled the flames, completely burning the baby girl to death.

She threw down a cruel sentence and scolded all the neighbors who were poking around.

I have nothing to be ashamed of!

You are simply unreasonable!

I think you have no conscience!

Her unilateral victory, except for a moment of paralyzing joy, was followed by a long period of depression, weakness, and even the urge to cry.

But how she is, what her thoughts are, whether she has regretted it in a moment is really something that only her living body knows.

Ruan Bi went back to the room with a depressed head. He pushed his cousin and mother, who was also his aunt.Top-heavy, Guan Wenjiu came in and stretched into his undershirt, sweating profusely on his back, the body underneath was shaking, seeing the man coming in, Ruan Bi buried his face.

Guan Wenjiu knew that he needed some time to recover. In fact, what happened just now really happened in an instant. No one would have expected it to become like this, even Ruan's mother couldn't react.

Probably an unhappy ending.

Guan Wenjiu didn't expect it either, so he could only sit by Ruan Bi's small bed and feel the slightly trembling body under his hands.

"Go to sleep, you're sweating."

Ruan Bi ignored him, after a while Guan Wenjiu stuffed the rabbit and the dog on Ruan Ni's bed, bowed his head and said, "If this makes you feel better."

Ruan Bi turned over and looked at the man without speaking for a long time. Guan Wenjiu felt that the boy was going to say something to him, but in the end Ruan Bi pursed his lips and kept silent as before.

Guan Wenjiu rubbed his hands, wanting to wait a little longer, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't say anything, he has a lot of patience, so even if he couldn't help it for a moment, he held it back, there is nothing better than warmth The child's cold hands are more important.

Ruan Bi looked at his hands wrapped in each other's big hands, he felt that holding each other's hands was an expression of intimacy, guilt welled up in his heart, but he breathed a sigh of relief.

"I want to hold you to sleep."

"what?"

Ruan Bi raised the volume and repeated.

Guan Wenjiu smiled and said yes, and said a little quail.

Ruan Bi flinched, he didn't always have to refute a few words like before, he felt that the little quail seemed to mean something, so he closed his eyes and didn't reply.

The man came back after going out for a while. He drew the curtains first, and the room sank. The corners of the tables around the floor were stained with old colors, a little faded. Ruan Bi rolled aside to make room for Guan Wenjiu to lie down. He leaned back again.

The wall is also old, old white, and the handle of the closet is copper, which is also old. Guan Wenjiu touched the hair of the man in his arms, talking nonsense. He didn't talk about today's events, but asked about this Things about the room, such as the traces of posters left on the wall, that trace is especially white, and the marks left by the pencil for measuring height behind the door, which have not increased since college.

He talked a lot, but Ruan Bi didn't answer, but Ruan Bi would see wherever he asked, and finally Guan Wenjiu stopped asking and fell silent.

Ruan Bi felt that he should say something, so as not to make Guan Wenjiu feel cold, but he was too tired, his body was cold and trembling, the strange thing was that he was already lying on the chest of his beloved But he still couldn't stop, the arms around his back were strong and strong, hugging him even tighter.

"Go to sleep."

Ruan Bi obediently closed his eyes.

At night, Ruan Bi was still sleepy and didn't eat much. The food was left over from the lunch. Mother Ruan pulled herself together and apologized to Guan Wenjiu. She didn't have the energy to get some new ones. Jiu nodded and didn't say much, he was only worried about Ruan Bi's condition, it was like a stuffy stove now, just a little dizzy because of a cold, but he was afraid that Ruan Bi would wait for a certain time to burn completely, During the time they were together, they had never seen a sick person. He was afraid that Ruan Ni would have a physique that would collapse as soon as he got sick, and he was afraid that if his face would be burned, it would also burn Guan Wenjiu's heart.

He originally planned to let Ruan Bi go to sleep for a while after eating, and then he could go to the nearby pharmacy, but after receiving the bowl, Ruan's mother stopped Ruan Bi, and if he had something to say, Ruan's mother embarrassed Said: "Xiaoguan, I'm really sorry, I have to talk to you about something, it may take a while, I want you to wait."

Guan Wenjiu shook his head and said it was fine, just happened to be going downstairs for a stroll.

Ruan Bi raised his head a little reluctantly, Guan Wenjiu patted his hand and said that he would be back soon.

Ruan Bi followed Ruan's mother into the room, and even Ruan's father didn't let him in. Ruan's father frowned and whispered, "Don't scare him, I don't think he's doing well today, just say a few words."

Ruan's mother squinted and closed the door.

The mother-child relationship between the two has been passed down in one continuous line. Ruan's mother asked him what was wrong today, and Ruan Bi was just like when he was a child, and refused to say what was wrong.

In the past, Ruan's mother would have been in a hurry. If she wanted someone to admit her mistake, she would have to see the result. However, her son resisted and fought coldly.

Ruan's mother calmed herself down. Now that she is older, it should be an equal conversation, so Ruan's mother is still patient: "Don't say anything, I will ask you, is it reasonable for you to push your aunt?"

Ruan Bi looked up and said nothing.

"I know your bad temper is coming up again. You must want to say that nothing major happened anyway, and you think it's all the other party's fault, don't you?"

"Isn't it?" Ruan Bi spoke with a hoarse voice.

"What about you? No matter how much the other party goes too far, he is also your elder. It's just that nothing happened to you today. If there is really a problem with the release, do you think it's over like this?"

Ruan's mother was a little angry when she saw that Ruan Bi was not afraid of boiling water. First, she was angry that the child didn't know how to measure it. Bai grew up so big that she hated iron for steel. Second, it was really hurtful that he ignored his past affection. The unconvinced son said: "No matter what she did today or what ugly words she said to make you angry, mother understands and knows that you are for me and your father, but have you forgotten that when you were young, you went to your cousin's house and had a high fever?" , who carried you to the hospital in the heavy rain without a car? Didn’t your aunt work so hard to take you two naughty children when your parents couldn’t take care of you? You were bullied in kindergarten, no Dare to go back and tell us, is it because your aunt found the other party to settle accounts for you? It is true that she has become more and more eccentric in recent years. You’re having a hard time. We spoiled you when we were young. Did your aunt’s family spoil you too? If you have a share with your cousin, you also have one. Is it because you are her nephew that she treats you so well? This is taken to someone else’s house. Go, at most, I will greet you during the New Year and holidays, give you candy, give you red envelopes, but what about your aunt? She really treats you as her own child, no matter what she thinks, you tell me this, you can erase it ?"

Ruan Bi shook his head.

Ruan's mother was very relieved. Although her son looked confused with his head down, she still held back her soft heart and said seriously: "No matter what, you can go to your aunt's tomorrow to apologize."

"Why?" Ruan Bi looked up, Ruan's mother frowned, and he continued, "Shouldn't my aunt apologize to you first? Even so, shouldn't it be my aunt first? Mom, even if you are an elder, you can't because She is an elder, one step older than me, so no matter what, I have to express it first? I and her get rid of the round of seniority, and in the face of mistakes, shouldn't we be equal in terms of apology? Why should I apologize first? ?”

"Then do you apologize?" Mother Ruan asked.

Ruan Bi firmly said no.

"You!" Ruan's mother said angrily, "What the hell are you arguing about? Is it so difficult? Did you lose face?"

"Then why should I go first?"

Ruan Bi didn't let go, Ruan's mother frowned even more, and took a deep breath: "I don't care what you think, you have to apologize first, otherwise we won't talk about it."

"I'm not going." Ruan Bi pursed his lips. He looked at the angry mother Ruan, knowing that there would be a silent cold war, which made him a little scared. It was the fear of breaking up the relationship. What will be the direction?Such bad things, insubstantial things, cold and sticky, always make Ruan Bi feel that there is a hole in his heart, that he is stepping into the void, that he is descending, the emptiness without things.

He was afraid, but still refused to let go, so the best way was to turn around. He didn't apologize, and Ruan's mother also had her own position. Just as Ruan Bi thought, there was indeed another cold war between mother and child.

This is more sad than any cold war in the past. As soon as he walked out the door, his heart began to tighten. He ran back to the room without looking at Father Ruan. He climbed into bed. Crying on this unreliable place, weeping tears quietly, being hung up and unable to stand on the floor is uncomfortable, without warm arms, at this time a huge backlash hits me, just like the cricket I saw before, being caught by a needle Died from the air injection, so sick, wanted to get my heart out so I wouldn't feel like I was constantly falling.

After a while, he heard footsteps in the suffocation of self-abuse. The man walked in. He thought the child was asleep and wanted to kiss the back of Hei Liuliu's head, but he turned around and hugged him tightly. Come back early, I ran all the way, sweating all over my body.

"What's wrong? Is it burning?"

Ruan Bi buried it even tighter, shaking his head.

"I am fine."