opposition

The room is not very messy, there are few things, just a bed, two bedside tables, an old desk, and a folding wardrobe, but they are all neatly arranged. What is shocking is the wall of Zhou Yan's room.

On the yellowed wall, there are densely written curse words, and there are some dots or small patches of blood, which are very penetrating at first glance.

It makes people feel breathless.

"This..." Qin Ting frowned slightly, and said with difficulty, "...how did you do it?"

The lights in the room were not turned on. When Qin Ting looked at Zhou Yan, most of his face was hidden in the shadows. Qin Ting couldn't see his expression clearly, but somehow felt that Zhou Yan was a little... gloomy?

"It's all accumulated little by little over the years," Zhou Yan's voice was very calm, "but after they died, there was no continuation."

Qin Ting frowned even tighter.

"I'm sorry," Zhou Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and his voice was a little cold when he spoke again, "I should have covered it up and shouldn't scare you, but I thought I would have to remind myself in the future, so I couldn't bear to cover it up."

With a "snap", Zhou Yan slapped the switch on the door, and the dark room immediately became brighter, and the traces of extreme discomfort on the wall became even more invisible.

He stood upright in front of the closet, bowed his head, and remained silent. Qin Ting noticed that his thin and thin figure was trembling.

At that moment, Qin Ting felt as if he could see all the suffering and despair that Zhou Yan had experienced in the past through him with a cold expression and the terrifying and dark wall.

Qin Ting's heart tightened suddenly and began to ache. He raised his foot and took a step forward, giving Zhou Yan a warm hug.

The pungent smoke, the vicious curses, the empty room, the bleeding fingers, the boundless darkness and loneliness... At this moment, these unbearable memories are all crushed by this hot hug Now, Zhou Yan's somewhat slack eyes began to focus, and he slowly pulled himself away from the abyss of memories.

"You are really the first person to be so close to me," Zhou Yan slowly raised his hand and hugged him back, "I... I don't know how to get along with people, I don't know how to get close to a person, I ..."

"It's okay," Qin Ting followed his back repeatedly, and kept saying, "It's okay, it's okay, those are all over, it's okay, don't we get along well, I will always be behind you, I will always be so close to you..."

"Don't you ask me what happened before?" Zhou Yan raised his head buried on his shoulder, looked at him and asked hoarsely, "When I watch TV, usually at this time, I should break the casserole and ask It's over."

God how can this person be so cute.

Qin Ting involuntarily raised his hand and rubbed his black and soft hair, and said softly, "Then let me ask now, do you want to talk now?"

"Just tell me if you ask." Zhou Yan said.

"Do you want to say it, or do you say it to please me?"

Zhou Yan was like a child who was asked a question by the teacher. He rolled his eyes and thought about it seriously for a while, and finally his face turned slightly red: "Then let's talk about it next time."

He is so cute, Qin Ting thought.

So he couldn't help touching his head again.

Zhou Yan's heart beat faster after being touched by him, he quickly pushed him away, turned his head and said, "Don't touch me."

"...Ah? Ah!" Qin Ting's face flushed instantly, "No, I'm sorry! Yes, yes, I'm sorry!"

Did I just overreact?Did he think I was angry?But I'm not angry.He shouldn't have apologized, it's all my fault for overreacting, Zhou Yan's brain circuit was a thousand miles away, and he made himself feel guilty: "No, I didn't mean that, just... I'm not angry, you are very annoying when you touch your head. Comfortable, but, but I, I will, have a reaction."

Have a reaction?

There is a reaction!

Qin Ting's head was filled with yellow waste for a while, and his eyes also looked at Zhou Yan's body sinfully.

Not hard.

No, it seems to be a little raised, but it must be held back so it's not too obvious.

My God, I won't be hit by my mother.

How patiently he is willing to teach me to please me, maybe not to repay me.

Does he like me?

Then what should I do?It doesn't seem appropriate to just reject him so directly, doesn't it hurt?

But I don't like men either.

Thinking of this, Qin Ting looked at Zhou Yan with fiery eyes. The latter also had a light blush on his face, his sharp canine teeth biting the corner of his lips, and his thick and slender eyelashes covered his dark and deep eyes.

Strangely beautiful.

Qin Ting whispered in his heart, if it was a girl, it must be a beautiful little girl, or the one he likes quite a bit.