I have time

Isita game? (is this a game?)

-No. (Not.)

When will you come back form? (When will you come back to me?)

-I'm not, David. You'll have to be here by yourself. (I'm not coming back, David. You'll have to be here by yourself.)

Alone? (one person?)

-With Teddy. (And Teddy.)

"Still ~ not ~ sleepy~? It's almost midnight..."

Yan Yu hugged Yi Chengfeng and turned himself over, facing him, resting his forehead on his shoulder, closing his eyelids that finally couldn't be opened.

An intelligent projection robot the size of a soda can stood on the bedside cabinet, raised its face and cast a beam of light directly on the ceiling.

The heating is fully turned on, and the humidifier is bubbling water mist. It is so comfortable to lie down and watch a movie. It is like a frog boiling in warm water, and it is easy for people to fall asleep unconsciously.

Yi Chengfeng raised his neck and looked at the clock, then lay back silently, raised his hand to touch Yan Yu's head, his eyes still fell to the ceiling.

Real little boy, over mountains and seas...

holding hands with fairies,

The world is sad, you don't understand.

Travel the world for love, the reward is priceless.

The little boy with artificial intelligence raised his tear-stained face, his eyes were stubborn and persistent, and he said to the blue fairy with flapping wings: I have a wish.Please let me be a real boy so mother will love me and let me stay.

"I set it to automatically shut down, so I close my eyes when I'm sleepy—"

Yan Yu felt that it was unreasonable for him to sleep for more than an hour on the road, but the one driving with staring eyes was so energetic.

In the picture, the little boy David squatted beside the bed, gently lifted the hair covered by his mother, and burst into tears: I found you, Hi...

My mother said, I can't open my eyes, I don't know what's wrong, it's a beautiful day.I love you baby, I love you so much, I've always loved you—

The boy took his mother's hand, lay next to her on the bed, and fell into a deep sleep.

"Shall I light the incense for a while?"

Yi Chengfeng also turned sideways and hugged him, "Baby, I love you very much, I have always loved you—"

"Are you my mother?"

"No, I'm that Teddy."

Yan Yu snuggled into his chest, then suddenly became quiet, "Actually, David shouldn't have existed..."

The reward of crossing the mountains and seas and running to the end of the world is just a dream.

At the end of the film, the ethereal and melodious singing of a female voice floats in the air, like a lullaby.

Yi Chengfeng turned back and pressed the robot's off button, the room was completely dark, and the night light at the foot of the bed sensed the change of light and dark and slowly emitted a soft yellow light.

"If he didn't exist, if he didn't go through so many ups and downs, he wouldn't know that the most common teddy bear would always be by his side, even if it wasn't the protagonist, there wasn't even a name on the subtitle."

"Don't Teddy need to sleep?" Yan Yu still didn't understand why he was so energetic.

"There are still ten and nine minutes..."

Um?Yan Yu poked his head out of his arms, his eyelids were so sleepy.

There are still 9, [-] minutes and [-]:[-], February [-]th is Valentine's Day, does he want to surprise himself?If so, wouldn't it be good to fall asleep first?

"We two big men, don't we need to be so particular?" Yan Yu said guiltily, "I didn't prepare a gift, will you be a little disappointed?"

"You're ready, you're definitely ready!" Yi Chengfeng said expectantly.

"I really didn't..."

"I say there is!"

Yan Yu made a bitter face, "If you have to have it...then I can only give myself to you. Just wait for me, I'll go out and find a colorful rope to tie a bow..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, his whole body was hugged tightly by Yi Chengfeng, his warm breath was blowing in his ears, and his gushing desire was wrapped up through his tense muscles.

"Shouldn't you take it apart and have a look right away? To show your importance." Yan Yu teased him.

Yi Chengfeng was like a person counting down the seconds, his voice was full of restraint, "No! I'm going to wait until zero before dismantling it!"

So, the two of them hugged each other like that, all the cells in their bodies were clamoring desperately, and they didn't know what they were struggling with, until they counted down silently to 1000, and the three pointers met at the apex...

***

When Yi Chengfeng helped him put on his pajamas again, the incense on the head of the bed had been burning for 5 minutes, the faint scent of fruit and wood mixed with lavender enveloped the surroundings, and Yan Yu was already fast asleep.

Yi Chengfeng turned over lightly and got out of bed, took out a small gold leather box from the inner pocket of the down jacket, opened the lid, and inside were a pair of platinum rings, simple plain men's rings, embedded side by side.

He picked up the smaller one, and the shiny inner ring was engraved with a curvy Y&Y.

Yi Chengfeng knelt beside the bed, gently lifted Yan Yu's left hand hanging by his side, and slowly pushed the ring onto his ring finger.Xiaoyan, I love you, I have always loved you——

He stared at his eyelashes covered like crow feathers, and his beautiful sleeping face, for a long time.

Yan Yu didn't know what he had dreamed of, and he hooked his lips into a shallow smile, and his slender white hand wearing a ring was always held in Yi Chengfeng's big hand.

Yi Chengfeng looked back and forth like that for a long while, as if he had scanned his whole body, then raised his hand and gently helped him take off the ring, fastened it with a thin chain, and hung it on Yan Yu's door. neck.

The ring slid into his collar with Yi Chengfeng's body temperature, and he pressed a light kiss on his lips.

Yi Chengfeng put his own ring around his neck as well, and then turned onto the bed, and fell asleep with his Xiaoyan in his arms.

***

When Yan Yu woke up the next day, he first saw the ring slipping out of Yi Chengfeng's neckline. He was surprised to hold the shiny platinum ring and looked carefully for a while, and saw the initials of two people's surnames engraved inside. .

He immediately came to his senses and stretched out his hand towards his neck, and sure enough there was exactly the same one.

Yan Yu propped up his upper body, embraced the sleeping Yi Chengfeng and kissed him vigorously, at the same time pinched the other's nose with one hand, directly waking him up.

"What is this? A marriage proposal?" Yan Yu hooked the ring and asked him, "Tie me up while I'm asleep?"

Yi Chengfeng gasped, "Dream wedding, are you going to murder your husband?"

He turned on the phone with his backhand, and the small projector raised his face, and Clayderman's "MARIAGED'AMOUR" sounded floatingly, and large green forests and grasslands were projected on the ceiling, snow-white flowers bloomed in the wind, and flocks of birds flew over the top of the mountain ...

"Why don't you put it on for me?"

Yi Chengfeng tucked the ring on his chest into his collar, "You are the vice president of such a big company, and the little girls in your company stare at every strand of your hair every day, it's not good for people to know. Besides, I can't wear it even when I repair the car every day. If you wear it later and I don't wear it, you will definitely strangle me..."

"If you agree to marry me, I can find a way to become a foreign citizen and marry you according to the local laws. It's also very easy."

Yi Chengfeng sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, revealing his muscular upper body, wrapped Yan Yu in a quilt and pressed him in his arms, "What are you trying so hard for? If you don't marry me, I will also wash and cook for you."

"Brother Feng, there are laws in some states in the United States that allow surrogacy. In Taiwan, it may not be easy due to the current situation. If you want a child of your own—"

Yan Yu lowered his eyelashes and bit his lower lip, his brows tightened slightly, trying his best to conceal the sadness leaking from his eyes.

"A child with your genes doesn't need to meet each other, I have a way to do it... Do you like pure Asian blood, or mixed East and West?

In terms of appearance, with your original copy, it shouldn’t be too ugly. Forget about a little black child, it might scare Aunt Su. Dolls shouldn’t matter...

Do you like boys or girls? You should be able to choose if you have a test-tube baby...Aunt Su probably wants a grandson..."

Yi Chengfeng looked down at the top of his head leaning on his chest, the fluffy soft hair with slightly permed texture stretched obediently along the direction of the hair rotation.

"If you want to raise a child, why don't you give birth to one and use half of your genes to be a surrogate. If you give birth to a little Yan Yu, it's best to be exactly like you. Call me Dad, I will love him very much, just like Watching you grow up again—”

"No!" Yan Yu's body could feel the tension through the thick quilt, "Brother Feng, I won't have children, so stop talking... There won't be another little Yan Yu in this world , absolutely not!"

"Then why does there have to be a little Yi Chengfeng in this world? Don't you think I'm getting old and plan to practice a trumpet again?" Yi Chengfeng teased his hair, "My genes don't work that well Oh, maybe it will make you so angry all day long, go all over the street to buy feather dusters."

"Little Yan Yu is still cuter. He knows how to study hard, never fights, and does everything well..."

Yan Yu buried his face on his flat abdominal muscles, while Yi Chengfeng was talking nonsense, and suddenly felt a little wet and cold on his belly.

"Xiao Yan?" He unwrapped the quilt and brought him out, "Did my mother say those things that made you worry too much?"

Yan Yu wiped away some tear stains on the quilt long ago, as if nothing happened, "Aunt Su is right, it's easy when you're young, it's okay when you're two... But what if I die first in the future? , what do you do? With my body, this is a high probability event—"

"You die first, die first, die at ease, what else can I do?"

Yi Chengfeng rubbed his back, trying to get him out of some unpleasant fantasy.

"I will continue to open my car repair shop, smoke cigarettes and play cards with them every day in the shop, and if one day the repair can't be done, I will hand over the shop to young people...

I am not like you, I can cook and wash clothes, and I can also take care of myself, go out for a walk every morning when I am full, or raise a dog or a bird, walk together, and buy vegetables by the way...

In the afternoon, get a wicker chair to bask in the sun on the terrace, make a pot of tea, and take a nap when you're tired...

In the evening, in the evening, let’s get a robot to play a movie at night. There are two more movies in one movie. After I finish watching the century-old Hollywood classics, Hong Kong and Taiwan, and the Golden Rooster and Hundred Flowers Awards, it’s about time I went to find you...

Are you still worried about me seeing other old men?Don't worry, if I put a photo of you at home and look at it every day, others won't be able to see it. "

"Brother Feng, I'm hungry, I'll take you somewhere to eat something—"

Yi Chengfeng got up to prepare breakfast, and simply warmed up a few snacks brought by Aunt Su with two bowls of hot soup. After eating, his whole body warmed up.

"I'll go back to the store tomorrow to have a look. Kaizi and the others will go back to Liancheng tonight, and then they will buy a few whips and put them on for business. Can you rest at home for two more days?"

"I'm not going to stop, I'm going to the company tomorrow." Yan Yu turned into the kitchen and looked around, "Bring a little snack and fruit, a little is enough."

"Where are we going? Afraid we'll be hungry on the way?"

"No, I want to show you to my dad. It doesn't seem good to be empty-handed for the first time."

!!!

Yi Chengfeng took off the coat he had put on again, and put on Shui Bingyue's small apron, "You can't be sloppy when you meet father-in-law, let me prepare well..."

Yan Yu followed him until Yi Chengfeng brought out four small plates of decent offerings from the kitchen, and carefully packed them into a storage box covered with plastic wrap.

"Would you like some wine?"

"No need, there may be someone else going today, and he won't be able to finish eating if you make too much."

The two went out with all their things, and bought a bouquet of perfumed lilies at the flower shop at the entrance of the cemetery as usual.

On the way up the mountain, Yi Chengfeng didn't say much.

Yan Yu: "Are you nervous? My dad won't come out and scold you."

Yi Chengfeng: "Will you meet your mother?"

Yan Yu: "Are you afraid of my mother?"

Yi Chengfeng: "I'm not as good at making Aunt Su happy as you are, your mother probably wants to eat me raw—"

Yan Yu: "She is just the one who gave birth to me, you don't have to take it too seriously, she doesn't care about my affairs."

It's not like the words of Yan Yu, who is so emotional, what is it that he was born, and why can't he care about it?Is Zhuang Meichan so easy to deal with?

Yi Chengfeng's nervousness reached its apex when he saw the bouquet of fiery red Corolla roses in front of the tombstone, and subconsciously looked to both sides of the road to make sure that there was no sign of Zhuang Meichan.

Yan Yu said in his heart, Mr. Kang really came, but luckily he didn't meet him.

"Brother Feng, this is my father, Yan Xiao." Yan Yu stared at the pure black granite tombstone, "Father, this is Yi Chengfeng, my love."

Yi Chengfeng bowed deeply to the tombstone three times, stepped forward, placed the offerings on the stone steps under the tombstone, and placed flowers.

"Uncle Yan, you've been there for a long time. You must be well-informed and broad-minded. You can understand me and Xiaoyan. Don't worry, I will take good care of him and accompany him, so that he can be happy every day. -"

"Brother Feng," Yan Yu pushed himself to his side and took Yi Chengfeng's hand, "12 years ago, I also learned something in front of my father...he never loved my mother. nor……"

Yan Yu maintained this hand-holding posture, calmly recounting everything he knew in late autumn 12 years ago.

The sky is clear, the thin clouds are flowing, the gentle wind passes through the forest to dispel the haze of time, and the sun shines down through the sparse branches, like the holy light caring for the world.

Eternal love will touch lovers regardless of time and space, gently comfort and wait for them.

Halfway through Yan Yu's speech, Yi Chengfeng hugged him into his arms. This time, he didn't cry, and he didn't even feel a dull pain in his chest. He could clearly see the ups and downs of the mountains far away. , I could hear the beating heartbeat from Yi Chengfeng's chest.

"So, Brother Feng, that time I coughed up blood and was rushed to Mr. Lu's ICU, it wasn't because of you...but because I dreamed about you, a dream of you that I never existed. World, you can't hear me when I call you, and you ignore me when I talk to you... At that time, I was so anxious, I thought how I could leave no trace in your heart, I am so unwilling..."

"It was the day when I woke up in a dream that I fully woke up... Thank you, Brother Feng, thank you for bringing me back again and again... I am very glad that I did not leave..."

Yi Chengfeng pressed Yan Yu's head tightly into his shoulder socket, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, his throat was filled with astonishing truth, and he couldn't utter a single word.

What terrible things did Yan Yu go through 12 years ago? He lost the friend he was most attached to overnight. A child blessed by parents, a person who should not exist at all.

At that time, he was only 16 years old, far from the indifferent and calm Xiao Yan in front of him, he was just an ignorant and persistent child, full of expectations for his relatives, and wanted to hold the only little love in his hand.

Yi Chengfeng didn't dare to think about how many thorns and whips and blood and tears transformed this tough yet elegant, domineering and calm person in front of him now.

Fortunately, he had a funny discussion with Yan Yu this morning about giving birth to a little Yan Yu. He crawled out of such a dark and muddy Shura field full of scars, how could he put his own flesh and blood in it with his own hands?For him, there is still some kindness and warmth in this world in his frozen memory, perhaps only the short-lived self when he was studying.

I have dreamed countless times that I went back to school, and that was the happiest time in my life... Yan Yu said this to him on the playground of the Experimental Middle School, but it was too short.

His happiest time was actually when he was seriously injured and unable to walk, just because of a little care and a little companionship.

Yi Chengfeng felt that he was so distressed that he could not speak. He could see his imperfect life, but he had never imagined the truth that was so skinny and bone-destroying.

How cautious he should be when facing his parents these days. He probably thought he would never come back that night in the hotel when he fell into a coma with a high fever.

Yan Yu raised his face and stretched out his hand to wipe the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, but he showed a misty smile himself.

"You said that we will have more and better days in the future, and I believe you."

"To be honest, I'm a little disillusioned with the glorious image of my father-in-law." Yi Chengfeng helped him back into the wheelchair and knelt down in front of him, "It's very contradictory. If he doesn't marry your mother to continue the incense of the Yan family, it will There will be no more of my Xiaoyan in this world..."

"Also," Yi Chengfeng pushed Yan Yu down the hill slowly, "That lawyer Kang Jing, thanks to his help back then, otherwise I might have to come back a few years later. After coming to Liancheng, I still want to find someone Thank you very much for the opportunity to find him. He disappeared after the trial that year, and no one can find out his whereabouts."

"Who are you talking about? Lawyer Kang?"

"Well, Kang Jing, he has a lawyer's license. I saw it during the meeting."

Yan Yu took out his mobile phone, logged on to the website of the Liancheng Lawyers Association, and entered Kang Jing's name in the query field.

After a few seconds of waiting, a passport photo of Kang Jing popped up on the webpage. He is a practicing lawyer. Since 1988, he has a Bachelor of Laws from Liancheng University Law School and a Master of Laws from Trinity College Dublin.

"If he drives a Cayenne to your place to have his car repaired, you might consider giving him a [-]% discount."

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The lines involved in this article come from the movie "AI" (artificial intelligence) in 2001, a very good movie, I think everyone has seen it——