Soft spines

soft spines 9

He terminated the contract with the company, and he changed and changed his return ticket.

There were no friends at all, and at that moment they were even more sparse.

He withdrew in a fit of anger, questioning and scolding overwhelmingly.

Being entangled in lawsuits and alone, no one dared to provoke him openly at this time.

Chen Qian contacted him at that time.

"Going back to China? Let's get together."

With such a simple sentence, the simple reunion of a few people, something so commonplace, inexplicably made Li Jiaheng feel at ease.

They asked him if he had figured out what to do.

Li Jiaheng smirked and said, I don't know, at worst, I'll do it all over again.

I don't know who started it and yelled, fuck him, it's a big deal to start all over again!

At worst, come back again!

Li Jiaheng was a little moved when he toasted and drank together.

He felt that the pretended indifference and numbness were all stripped away, and the long-suppressed love and joy in the warm heart were rekindled.

Just like a resurrected extinct volcano.

The affection at that moment gave him the courage and motivation to face it.

Back at the hotel, I heard from my cousin that the lawsuit has entrusted a team of lawyers who have won similar cases. Although the situation is not optimistic, it is not as bad as imagined.

After that, he said a lot of comforting words before going to rest.

Li Jiaheng nestled into the sofa, watching the screen of the mobile phone on the table not far away turn on and off, turn off and turn on again.

After a long time, he walked over and picked up the phone to unlock it.

It turned out that someone shared a video taken with a mobile phone in junior high school in the group.

Messy smiles and scenes, familiar uniforms and old stadiums.

Strangely, some memories that he thought he would no longer remember suddenly became clear in his mind.

Although it was only a flash, he still saw her in school uniform at a glance. She stood there with a smile on her face.

The picture quality was long ago, and in the shadows, he still recognized the outlines that could not be distinguished without looking carefully.

He knew she was laughing.

The way she smiles is very pretty.

Someone in the group said, how stupid we were then...

Others say, black history, black history.

He smirked back at the bottom.

When the phone screen went dark, he read her name into the air, helpless and desperate.

Ji Sui.Ji Sui.

After floating clouds, the water flowed for ten years.

Forgive me for never forgetting you.

That night, Li Jiaheng had a dream.

No sound.

Not very rich in color.

He watched her wake up.

Then he said, like you.

At the age of 15, Xia Tian came again, she was still that thin and handsome girl, and she was still that slightly autistic boy.

He didn't bow his head, and she didn't leave without saying goodbye.

Later, he took a screenshot of that scene, asked Chen Qian to find someone to repair it, washed it out, and put it in the middle of the wallet.

Chen Qian asked him why he didn't post a nice group photo.

He sat there and carefully put the photo into the mezzanine, "You don't know, I didn't have a photo with her, the only one I remember was a practice work when I first learned PS, the technique is very rough, the original film is gone, I have never been willing to delete it. I saw the graduation album you sent me that day, and realized that she looked like that when she was standing next to others. I just thought that when we meet again next time, I must take a group photo. Isn't it a bit silly?"

He smiled and asked Chen Qian, but the hand holding the photo was shaking.

After so many years, Ji Sui seemed to have grown into a soft thorn in Li Jiaheng's heart, which pricked him sorely and unbearably from time to time, and he was reluctant to get rid of it, unable to get rid of it.

soft spines 10

At the end of December, Guangzhou.

Chen Qian came to see him and brought a letter.

He laughed at when Chen Qian became so tactful.

He took the envelope and opened it. A thin piece of letter paper was folded in two, with a small piece of yellowed paper in the middle.

His gentle eyes fell on the paper, and the smile disappeared from his lips.

[I went to decipher the signature myself. It is a signature. You are right, it will bless me, and I hope it can bless you too. 】

He touched the old yellowed but flat signing paper and remained silent.

Chen Qian patted him on the shoulder, "The letter was sent to No. [-] Middle School, but was stopped by the guard. Teacher Zhou deliberately stayed and went to see her a few days ago before it came to me... At that time, the letter was sent to the school Yes, it's her."

Printed on the yellowed paper: right and wrong, right and wrong, right and wrong.

He knew it was Ji Sui.

Even if it is ordinary paper, even if it is unfamiliar handwriting, even if there is no signature, even if there is no evidence that the person who wrote this letter is her, but Li Jiaheng knows that it is her, and there will be no one else.

No one will talk to him about this autograph again, it was the autograph that he asked for in person, and put it in the amulet with his own hands and brought it to her.

is her!It's Ji Sui!

At that moment, no one could understand his mood.

Chen Qian had never seen Li Jiaheng cry.

Not even when he said he was giving up basketball.

But that day, he folded his arms and squatted on the ground, crying like a child.

Seeing him like that, Chen Qian had only one thought.

He felt that the sky that Li Jiaheng had been holding on to through gritted teeth had collapsed.

After so many years, Ji Sui is still his weakness, an old scar that cannot heal.

Soft thorn【END】

2015 Guangzhou New Year's Eve Concert.

Tianhe Sports Center.

Li Jiaheng stood here again, with another identity.

This time he was alone.

Forever and ever, the only one who can always be with you is yourself.

He suddenly remembered the sentence written by Ji Sui in his Chinese notebook.

Yes, the road ahead is full of wind and snow, and he will be alone from now on.

Not without emotion.

Later Chen Qian asked Li Jiaheng what wish he was going to make in front of the starlight in the audience, Li Jiaheng smiled and said, nothing.

We have longed for stability, but never have it.

We used to desire to be ordinary, but we lived under the eyes of all the people by accident.

We used to long to love and be loved, but we always grew up in constant loss.

People say we are lucky, but we know that we have lost, been broken, and given up... Even if we have not been favored in the past, those are all in the past.

[If you can, please bless us. 】

He seldom cried, maybe it was the feeling of returning to his hometown for a long time, maybe the starlight that illuminated the road ahead gradually became brighter, maybe it was the fulfillment of his childhood wish, or maybe he just felt that there was finally someone who saw himself through the crowd possible.

For the first time, my eyes were red in the mountains and tsunami.

"You once said not to be separated, but to be together forever.

Now I want to ask you, is it just childish nonsense.

I can't bear to be bullied in the innocent years, and I will not let you down in the absurdity of youth.

Daxue, please don't erase the traces of us being together.

The heavy snow can't erase the mark we gave each other. "