I heard we are both straight?

After lying on the bed for a long time, Li Shu didn't fall asleep.

After coming to Gu's house, he spent most of the time sleeping in Gu Lin's house with a stern face, but now that he suddenly came back to his own bed, he chose a fucking seat.

There was a commotion in his head, for a while it was Gu Lin's sudden touch of him during the day, for a while it was the expression of Gu Lin rubbing his ankle at night, turning back and forth like a movie, but the most clear thing in his mind was Gu Lin That sentence—do you want my brother to go to the bathroom after class to help you speak out?

"Fuck." Li Shu cursed secretly, isn't spring still far away!Then why can he be in heat twice in one day!

Obviously already reacted, Li Shu took the time to breathe a sigh of relief in his heart, fortunately he didn't sleep with Gu Linna, otherwise the master would be by his side, he might have done something.

The eyes almost stared through the ceiling, and the fire did not die down.

Swallowing his saliva, he couldn't help but reach for the source of all evils. As soon as he touched it, his whole body shivered. The violent desire seemed to have finally found an outlet, and bursts of pleasure rushed straight to the brain, breathing Gradually hurried, Li Shu couldn't help but continue.

"Well... Gu, Gu Lin..."

Li Shu swore to the moon that he didn't think about Gu Lin on purpose, but when the desire reached its peak, his mind was full of Gu Lin, and he even fantasized that it was Gu Lin's hand touching him, Gu Lin comforting him ...

"Hold..."

Li Shu was panting heavily, looking at the bedside with blank eyes.

He's not an innocent student, he's just at the age of fledgling, he'll deal with it on his own when his desire comes up, but he's never had such an exciting feeling before, he used to think about girls with big breasts, now, now he Gu Lin is so full of thoughts, Gu Lin!

fuck fuck fuck! ! !

When did he start going astray, but he didn't notice at all. He always thought that all his dependence on Gu Lin, all his feelings were because Gu Lin was his best brother since he was a child. Naive.

He actually fell in love with Gu Lin?

Is he crazy or is the world crazy?

But if he doesn't like it, can he just get hard on a same-sex, can he think of a same-sex ejaculation...

Li Shu couldn't help but four words appeared in Li Shu's mind - love for a long time.

Or maybe, he was originally a man and woman, but because he spent the longest time with Gu Lin, and the other party was someone with such excellent conditions, he was tempted.

He remembered that he and Gu Lin used to secretly search for small movies on the computer, and accidentally clicked on a website, which was full of men and men.

Gu Lin was extremely sick at the time, but he still remembers how he felt at that time——

no feelings.

Yes, he didn't feel it, he didn't feel sick, he didn't feel abnormal, he didn't feel anything.

If he doesn't feel it, it means he can accept it. He can only sum up such an equation in his scumbag mind. If the object is not Gu Lin, he may still ask Gu Xueba to analyze the equation for him.

He eats all men and women, and Li Shu accepted this fact calmly.

He didn't like women or men before, which caused him to realize this now.

However, the person he likes is Gu Lin, he can't accept it, no matter what Gu Lin thinks, he can't accept it himself.

Li Shu doesn't mind being gay, because he has never been the kind of person who cares about the so-called worldly vision, and he basically has no family obstacles. he buried.

But he minds that the person is Gu Lin. He can't be the reason for Aunt Gu's disappointment. These two people are like real parents to him. He can't destroy Aunt Gu's trust and expectations with his own hands. , let alone ruin this happy home with his own hands.

Thinking of this, Li Shu couldn't help laughing at himself, as if he could accept Gu Lin if he could accept it.

He didn't know how straight Gu Lin was. If he found out, Li Shu didn't dare to think what kind of eyes Gu Lin would look at him.

But one thing he can be sure of is that the relationship between them will never go back.

He couldn't personally bury the brotherhood between him and Gu Lin for more than ten years. This was in exchange for being a little licking dog when he didn't beat or scold him back then.

Li Shu got up, forced himself to calm down, took out a new pair of underwear from the closet, gently opened the door and went to the bathroom to tidy himself up.

After tidying it up twice in one day, he suddenly remembered what Gu Lin said when he lectured on the questions, "If you are not familiar with any question, do it more times", which is almost equivalent to ejaculating more times if he is not used to it. ..

But now when he thinks of Gu Lin, he can't help but feel uncomfortable. His first love has been strangled in the cradle, and there is no hope of getting ahead.

For the first time, Li Shu knew that for a man, it is so simple to realize that he likes someone of the same sex, you just need to think about him in your mind, and see if you can get hard and ejaculate.

Just like writing a multiple-choice question with a pen, in order to reduce the error rate, Li Shu also tried to think about the celebrity pictures searched on his mobile phone for a while, but after staring at them for a long time, his eyes hurt and he still had no idea.

Li Shu used his simple mind to confirm the fact that he liked Gu Lin.

This fact makes him weak.

Lying back on the bed again, Li Shu's mind became inexplicably clear. Xu Shi shot out all the distracting thoughts, and now his whole body is enlightened.

I think he and Gu Lin met romantically in kindergarten when they were five years old, and it has been more than ten years now, and he knows better than anyone how they got here for more than ten years.

Without Gu Lin, he wondered if he would have fallen so completely like other children from troubled families.

In his previous home, the couple next door were as good as his, but their efficiency was much faster than that of his parents. They divorced when the child was fourteen.

Li Shu remembers clearly that he and that boy were in the same class. After his parents divorced, that boy went crazy and got into trouble, and finally stabbed a little girl in the class with a knife because of a small quarrel. Said that the kidney was pierced and a lot of blood flowed out.

Seeing that big pool of blood made Li Shu terrified. He didn't faint from blood, but he was still terrified, because from that boy, he seemed to see himself in the future.

Gu Lin saw that he was wrong, and took him back to Gu's house after school. He lay in Gu Lin's arms and cried for a long time, asking "Brother Lin, will I become like him too?"Gu Lin hugged him, comforted him, and said over and over again, "You can't, you have me."

Gu Lin is like the direction of his life. With Gu Lin around, he knows where to go, what he can do and what he can't do.

Because he knows that there are still people who care about his every move, and there are still people who don't want him to be different.

But now, he fell in love with Gu Lin unconsciously. After being overwhelmed, Li Shu has calmed down now.

He must not let Gu Lin know that he could endure looking at Gu Lin's back all the time, even watching him with others, but he couldn't bear Gu Lin's disgusting eyes, and couldn't bear being completely kicked out of Gu Lin's world.

Li Shu thought: Anyway, he is still young, he has just grown up, the feelings of this age come and go faster, maybe after a while he will fall in love with a girl with big breasts or a sweet little milk dog again.

With a click, Li Shu gave up on the sweet and soft little milk dog. If there were no special circumstances, Li Shu didn't want Gu Lin to know his sexual orientation.

That's it, he sighed softly, anyway, Gu Lin is still the closest to him now, and no one can catch up with him, so he can secretly think that Gu Lin likes him the most in his heart now.

You are very clever, Mr. Li.

Early the next morning, Li Shu packed up and went to the bank before Gu Lin woke up.

He still needs to calm down for about a morning. After all, he had figured out so many things last night, and his not-so-developed brain couldn't digest them for a while.

The only thing he needs to pay attention to is to hide his thoughts and not let Gu Lin find out, or even make him have a little doubt.

He knew how sensitive Gu Lin was, which made him a little worried about his poor acting skills.

Should he put "transferring love" on the agenda as soon as possible?

"Please sign here." The bank staff signaled Li Shu, who was stunned, to sign.

With a sound of "ah", Li Shu signed his name in a fluttering manner. When setting up the password, he and Gu Lin's birthdays were made without even thinking about it. Of course, he messed up the order.

Gu Lin's month and his day plus his month and Gu Lin's day.

Gu Lin's birthday is November 11nd, and Li Shu's birthday is May 2nd. Although he hurt one thousand enemies and eight hundred, Li Shu always laughed at Gu Lin for being against two.

They are really good enough, Li Shu sighed in his heart.

"Sir, please take your card."

"Okay, thank you."

Li Shu took the card in his hand, looked at it, turned around and sat on the seat in the bank lobby.

He took a photo of the bank card number with his mobile phone, chose his father and his mother in the group post, and appended the words "The card has been changed, please transfer money to this card."

After sending the text message, he just stared at the front in a daze, not thinking about anything, just staying like this, it was quite a relaxing thing, but now he feels tired and panicked, and his heart is tired.

After staying for more than half an hour, I didn't receive any reply from anyone. The usual indifference made Li Shu feel irritable at this time.

"I'm not afraid of being a fucking liar!" Li Shu cursed, got up and left the bank.

The South Street on Saturday is still very bustling, there are fruit stalls everywhere, and the mobile stalls are selling in illegal places and fighting against the time and urban management. Those who are not strong can only pay the money honestly Rent a fixed place and sell it.

He used to always tell Gu Lin that if he didn't pass the college entrance examination and set up a stall, he would definitely not be able to catch up with the city management.

Li Shu's footsteps paused. This place is full of memories of him and Gu Lin being together. No matter where he looks, there are shadows of the two of them, and he is rarely even seen alone.He had never thought about this before, but now he only needs a random scene to recall countless memories about Gu Lin.

Shaking his head, Li Shu tried to get rid of these, or throw them into the corner of his empty brain to collect ashes.

Taking a deep breath, Li Shu stopped thinking about it and continued walking aimlessly.

Although it is still early, you can already see grandpas and aunts holding a stack of leaflets everywhere on the street. When they see you, they hold hands like seeing relatives and put one in their hands.

Generally, Li Shu would take the initiative to ask for this kind of leaflet distribution. After all, it is not easy to earn money outside at a very old age.

Today was no exception, he stepped forward and took the initiative to take one from his aunt, who was wrinkled all over her face with a smile, and praised him as a good boy, and would definitely be able to go to a good university and become a high-ranking official in the future.

Li Shu smiled, good boy?A nice kid who likes his buddies?

How about that joke?

I treat you as a brother, but you want to fuck me?

Damn, Li Shu couldn't hold back his joy. If he was serious, he would definitely not be able to suppress Gu Lin. He wouldn't be suppressed by Gu Lin, right? It's too tragic, really.

So that sentence should be changed to "I treat you as a brother, but you want me to fuck?".

Li Shu couldn't hold back the fun again, and the old man selling fruit next to him gave him a weird look. Li Shu knew that he was mistaken by the old man for a mental illness who ran away from someone else, but he just couldn't help it and wanted to laugh. , especially the kind that can't be controlled.

It's normal to laugh and cry, Li Shu wiped his eyes, they were wet.

He laughed and cried, everyone can see now, he laughed and cried, it has nothing to do with Gu Lin.

After laughing and crying for a long time, Li Shu finally stopped. When he took a deep breath, his nerves reacted naturally, causing him to twitch.

Looking up, I saw that the old man had already started to pack his things and was about to move the booth. It was obvious that the old man was a cultural person, and he knew that it was not illegal for a madman to kill someone.

Li Shu straightened his expression, walked to the old man's stall in a serious manner, and asked the old man friendly: "How do you sell this watermelon, old man?"

The uncle looked defensive, he didn't know where he was singing, but he replied honestly: "One piece."

"Now watermelons are cheap again, sir." Li Shu said, knocking on each one lightly. In fact, he couldn't knock out anything, but this may be a must-have skill for every buyer. Sellers, let them believe that they are knowledgeable and dare not sell their own bad fruits.

The uncle saw that he was speaking quite normally, and he took out his wallet to buy something, so he chattered a few words along the way: "Yeah, it will be cheap in two days, there are too many melons, and the price is not good."

Li Shu knocked for a long time in a daze and finally chose a melon that looked neither too big nor too small and was pleasing to the eye: "Master, weigh this one for me, I want this melon."

"Okay." The uncle picked up the watermelon and began to weigh it.

"Eight yuan." The uncle handed the packed watermelon to Li Shu, "Young man, take it."

Li Shu reached out and took it: "Hey, thank you, sir."

The uncle waved his hand: "Thank you, this man will live for decades, and everything will pass. You still have to think about it."

Li Shu was stunned for a moment before he realized that the uncle was trying to persuade him, probably because he was crying and laughing just now and thought he had something to worry about.My heart is warmed by the kindness of the stranger, it really is a kind word that warms the winter.

Li Shu smiled at the uncle, and said again: "Thank you, uncle."

Because of the uncle's words, Li Shu felt a lot brighter, and the big watermelon he was carrying felt less heavy. Looking at the time, it was not yet ten o'clock.

What are you going to do?

Don't want to go back, at least not for the time being.

He hasn't figured out how to hide his feelings without anyone noticing, let alone how to face Gu Lin correctly after he understands his feelings for Gu Lin.

His stomach growled twice at the right time, and Li Shu remembered that he was in a hurry to go out in the morning, and he hadn't eaten yet.

The lamb chops that Gu Lin invited him to eat last time were delicious, and the waitress was also pretty good-looking. At that time, she rejected his flirtatious winks. She is a temperamental chick, so he has to like it.

Without hesitation, Li Shu hailed a taxi and went straight to the lamb chop shop. When he got there, he was in a good mood and gave the driver an extra five yuan, and then went in with a big watermelon in his arms.

After seeing the menu with his own eyes, Li Shu really understood what Gu Lin said, "It's within the tolerance of me to treat you to dinner once a year." of.

But today is different, his fragile heart urgently needs to be rescued by food, to give him nutrition and strength to go back to face Gu Lin.