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Thinking about it, if such a posture is a man and a woman, it would be a bit ambiguous, or it would make people think that the two must be a good couple, but there is no other possibility for her and Shishi to do it. It's just better.

When she thought that Shisi might leave Nanmingshan in the near future and marry in a place where it would take several days to get married, and there would be another man on her lap like herself, she subconsciously resisted, resisting this possibility.But... is it possible for her and Fourteen to be together like the third sister and the third brother-in-law?

She suddenly realized that it turned out that such a secret feeling that was not accepted by the world was her biggest regret.If she can't be with Shisi all the time, she will feel regretful no matter how many years she lives.

After thoroughly figuring it out, Xiaoyu put aside that dream and began to think about how to make Shishi stay with her all the time. It would be even better if she could let Shishi think what she wanted.Before she could figure it out, she really fell asleep.

Fourteen didn't know what Xiaoyu was thinking after lying down, so he just helped her remove her hair and hoped that she would be more comfortable. After a while, Xiaoyu really fell asleep, and her breathing became more and more stable.She had nothing else to do, and she didn't dare to move, so she just looked down at the person on her lap.Only the mouth is pale pink on the porcelain white face, and the complexion has not fully recovered from the serious illness, and the edges of the lips are still a little white, more like peach blossoms in early spring.

There was no wind in the carriage, and the butterflies stopped flying, and only landed on the girl's face obediently.But Shisi still felt the breeze of early spring, just like that day, there was a faint fragrance of flowers floating in the air, maybe it came from Xiaoyu's loose hair, or maybe it was the distant memory blowing a gust of wind here.Carefully not to disturb the butterfly, she slowly bent down, did what she hadn't done that day under the peach blossom tree, and put a light kiss on the girl's lips.

It turned out to be this feeling.

16.

After waking up, Xiaoyu began to think about what to do. Looking at Shishi who was lucky and rejuvenated, she couldn't help complaining about Shishi. She didn't know what terrible plan she was planning now, and she would be shocked when she found out. Maybe he regretted meeting himself five years ago.

That's right, Fourteen regards her as her best friend and pours out her heart and soul to herself, but here she is thinking about how to lure her into crooked ways to do things with him that are contrary to common sense.The more she thought about it, the more pitiful she felt, even the way she looked at him was full of sympathy and pity.But this little sympathy did not affect Xiaoyu's calculations that were rattling in her heart. She had already decided that the "heavy work" was done in order not to leave any regrets.

Before Xiaoyu could figure out a way, she had already returned to Nanming Mountain.After seeing the master, Fourteen asked Xiaoyu to go back first, because she wanted to talk to the master alone.Xiaoyu couldn't ask for it, she was worried that she couldn't avoid Fourteen and found a way from the scriptures, so she flirted with Master for a while and then hurried back to her yard.

After everyone in the study room had left, Shisi knelt down straight, kowtowed three more times, and said, "I have done something wrong, and I am still obsessed with it. Please punish me, Master."

Seeing that Li Qing didn't expect this to happen, she hurriedly asked Fourteen: "Are you blaming yourself for Xiaoyu's illness again? She should be taught a lesson for sneaking out without leaving a message, and her illness has been so dangerous since she was a child." , has nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself, get up quickly."

Shisi knelt and moved aside to avoid Li Qingjian's hand, and continued: "It's not just that, I failed Master's teachings and made an unspeakable mistake. I... My best friend, Xiaoyu, has thoughts that I shouldn't have, and I am ashamed of Master's kindness and kindness in bringing me up the mountain five years ago."

After finishing speaking, he knocked three more times, "I know this is against Chang Lun, but I don't want to give up. I only want to fulfill my own selfish ideas, and I don't care about the reputation of Qingling Sect and Master, and I don't care about Xiaoyu's reputation. The disciple does not ask the master for forgiveness, but only asks the master to let the disciple stay by Xiaoyu's side all the time, watching her and guarding her all the time. If Xiaoyu is going to get married eventually, I also ask the master to agree that the disciple can marry Xiaoyu as a dowry maid. Together."

After listening, Li Qing saw that his heart and soul seemed to have been taken away by someone, only Shishi kowtowed fiercely in the study.

It took her a long time to react, and she lifted Shishi up with all her strength, stopping her stance of continuing to kowtow, "Get up, let's talk about it."

"When did you understand your own mind?"

"The day before Xiaoyu became ill this time."

"What do you feel?"

Fourteen was taken aback for a moment before realizing what Li Qingjian was asking, "I feel dirty and I don't deserve to stay with Xiaoyu any longer. But after Xiaoyu got sick, he stayed by her bedside and waited for her to figure it out when she woke up. Reluctant, not only reluctant to leave Xiaoyu, but also reluctant to hand her over to anyone. I don’t trust anyone. If I can, I want to guard her for the rest of my life. Master, you said that martial arts can also be to protect the people you want to protect. To leave no regrets. That's my no regrets."

"Then do you know that Xiaoyu doesn't plan to get married? The doctor asserted very early on that Xiaoyu's disease cannot be eradicated. How long she will live depends on luck. The luckiest person will not live until she is 25 years old. She is already nineteen. If I agree You have been by her side all the time, less than six years, are you still willing?"

A long time after Shisi left, Li Qingjian realized that her face was icy cold. She got up and opened the cabinet next to the table. There was only one painting hanging in the cabinet as tall as one person. Falling unknown petals.

"Shu Ling, have you ever regretted, have you ever regretted that you didn't fight hard without leaving any regrets?"

It's a pity that the person in the painting has long been unable to answer her, and only looked at her with a slight smile.

17.

After Shisi left the study, she was in a mixed mood, sad and happy. The happy thing was that Master did not object to her staying with Xiaoyu, and even acquiesced in her bad thoughts. The sad thing was that she couldn't accompany Xiaoyu to live a long life.Six years is too fast.Unknowingly, she walked to Xiaoyu's favorite grove, and sat at the stone table until dark.

Should she thank God or resent God?

She thanked, thanked God for sending Xiaoyu to her side, thanked God for letting her understand her own thoughts, and she did not regret falling in love with Xiaoyu at all.She also hated, hated the mischief of God, let her get the treasure and set a time limit for possession, hated that she could not prolong Xiaoyu's life with all her martial arts.

"Fourteen, Fourteen, are you here?" The familiar voice came from far to near, "So you are here, Fourteen, haven't you eaten yet? Come back with me, I'll starve to death waiting for you."

Xiaoyu wanted to pull Fourteen up but didn't pull it up, and tried a little more, but was pulled back by Fourteen and sat on her lap and was wrapped in her arms, "Xiaoyu, is there anything you want to do but haven't done? Or, do you have any regrets? Can you, can you tell me, I want to help you achieve it."

Fourteen suddenly felt that her regrets were not important, what was important was what the person in her arms wanted, as long as she could do it and get it, she would hold her in front of Xiaoyu, as long as Xiaoyu was happy, she could do whatever she wanted.

Xiaoyu was taken aback by the question, thinking that Fourteen had discovered something, but then thinking about it, she felt that Fourteen was still blaming herself for the last time she got sick.

"Why do you ask that? Master blamed you? I'll intercede with her for you, and she will definitely not say anything more." As she spoke, she wanted to get up, and Shisi hugged her even tighter.

"Master didn't blame me, I just... just want to help you realize your wish. So, do you have any special wishes that you want to realize?"

"Is everything okay? Whatever I say, you will agree to it and won't want to run away from me?"

Perhaps Fourteen's tone was too gentle, and her embrace was too warm. This posture made her want to realize what she had thought about in the carriage.She even had a strange belief that even if she suddenly leaned up to kiss Shifour now, Shiba would not push her away.

"Anything is fine, I promise you everything, I will never leave you, I will always belong to you."

Xiaoyu put her arms around Shiteen's neck, found the place where she was willing to fall down after saying the magic spell, and stuck to it.

So be it, so be it.After all, her life is so limited, but the matter of loving someone is extremely beautiful.Even if you will go to the deepest purgatory after death, you must not leave any regrets when you are alive.

The wind in the forest is like a whisper between lovers, and the two lingering necks at the stone table make the moon blush and hide in the thick clouds.At this moment, no one objected to their love, and all the sounds of nature were singing for lovers.

Even if the punishment for making mistakes will come tomorrow, let there be no regrets tonight.

18.

The doors and windows were tightly closed, and through the thick curtains of the bed, the sound of birds outside could be vaguely heard. The black hair was scattered on the pillow and tangled, and it was impossible to tell which strand belonged to Fourteen and which strand belonged to Xiaoyu.

After Xiaoyu woke up, she saw that Shisi had woken up early, and her posture seemed to be staring at herself for a long time. All the wild things of last night came back to her mind, and the heat ran from her neck to the tips of her ears. Before Shishi could speak, she turned over and put His face was buried firmly in the pillow, it was already too hot to breathe.

Knowing that Xiaoyu was shy, Shisi held back her smile and patted her on the back, "It's not good to be bored like this, I just don't look at you." But she heard a dull sentence: "I regret it!"

Fourteen's face was tense, he didn't know whether to withdraw the hand on Xiaoyu's back, and his voice was a little tense: "What do you regret?"

"I regret that I kissed you first, and you are not reserved at all." Xiaoyu said while turning her back to the inner wall. The quilt was loosened, revealing her white neck and back. All that remains is a light pink lace.

Fourteen's voice became tighter: "Well, I should take the initiative." She planned to hide the kiss stolen from the carriage, only this time, "Put on your clothes, don't catch a cold.