fourteen

All right, let's go!Master will take you to eat delicious and spicy food!

Jinyang City is the largest city in the central region, connecting Beijiang City in the north and Sinan City in the south.Because of the large size of the city and the many roads, caravan escorts traveling from north to south will choose to pass through Jinyang City, which also makes Jinyang City have special delicacies from all over the world.

Xiaoyu followed Wang Mingyuan through the streets and listened to him talk about the characteristics of the different bodyguard bureaus in the north, south, and central regions. Most of the bodyguard bureaus in the north would undertake the work of gold, silver and jewelry, and most of the caravans sold fur and wild animals.The south side is rich in pottery and ceramics, and the Escort Bureau also takes over these jobs. The caravans sell all kinds of tea and exquisite snacks.The central part is a little bit of everything, which can be regarded as a fusion of the characteristics of the north and the south.

Wang Mingyuan was only 22 years old, and when he was 16 years old, he traveled all over the country with the Dragon and Tiger Escorts. Xiaoyu was terrified when he told what he saw and heard.This afternoon, he took Xiaoyu to the teahouse to listen to people's storytelling, and went to the theater to watch a play. When it was dark, he rushed to the restaurant and went straight to the reserved wing.

Xiaoyu was dazzled by the delicious food during the dinner, but Wang Mingyuan even told her a secret.However, in the southwest area, some cities have open folk customs, and men and men can also be together, which is what is often said in the scriptures.Xiaoyu blushed when she heard that, can two men be together?Why didn't she write these in the script she read.

This shocked her so much that she didn't even pay attention to the new dishes that were served later.I kept thinking in my mind, men and men called Duanxiu together, what about women and women?For some reason, when she thought that women and women could be together, she almost subconsciously thought, can Fourteen and I be together?

The terrible thought was cut off by her at once, and she didn't dare to think about it again, but once she started to think about it, she became more and more confused. What is her feeling for Shisi?The third sister's marriage made her know what it's like to be separated from life, and she also understands that sooner or later these senior sisters and sisters who are close to her will have their own destinations, so what about the fourteenth?Will Fourteen want to get married? Will one day leave Nanming Mountain and live another life?

Knowing that Fourteen should be chosen, she should support her no matter what Fourteen chooses, why does she still want to occupy Fourteen so much, she doesn't even want to sit with Fourteen to have tea and read a book.That's right, Ba Zhan, after all, she just wanted to make Fourteen her own, her own.

She is so selfish.Knowing that the thoughts in my heart are dangerous, even contrary to common sense, I am still obsessed with it, and I am getting deeper and deeper in some faint and more terrifying possibility.

11.

When she returned to the palace, it was completely dark. After saying goodbye to Wang Mingyuan at the door, she walked to the Qiongzhi courtyard alone. As soon as she entered the courtyard, she was caught by the second senior sister: "Xiaoyu, where did you go? Why did you come back so late? Fourteen is crazy looking for you!"

"Well, Seventh Young Master took me out for a walk, I told Third Sister in advance."

"Your third sister went out of the city with the second young master on business today. Where did you go to talk to her? You don't know how anxious you are when you don't come back."

"Ah? I didn't know that the third sister was not in the mansion, and the seventh son asked the young man to pass on the words. I'm sorry, second senior sister, for making you worry. I won't do it next time."

"As long as you're fine, next time you go out, you must tell us that you really scared Shishi... Shishi is back? Xiaoyu is back, it's okay."

Xiaoyu turned her head and was taken aback by the appearance of Fourteen. The latter seemed to have lost all strength, leaning against the door, but staring at Xiaoyu with both eyes. Before Xiaoyu could react, he twitched at the corner of his mouth Entering the courtyard, he passed Xiaoyu directly and walked towards the small courtyard of the two of them.

Seeing her like this, the second senior sister also knew that Shisi was angry, so she only persuaded Xiaoyu to admit her mistake and went back to her room to rest.Xiaoyu was scared when she thought of Shisi's disappointed eyes, but she still chased after Shishi and held her hand before she entered the door.

"Fourteen, I'm sorry, I didn't know that the boy who sent the message didn't see the third sister, I should leave a note for you and the senior sister. I will never do this again in the future, don't be angry with me, okay?"

"Since you want to get rid of me so much, I will tell Miss Fourth that I agree to stay tomorrow. Xiaoyu, are you satisfied with this?" Fourteen withdrew his hand and said without emotion.

The other hand that has not been pulled by Xiaoyu has already clenched into a fist, and the pain of nails sinking into the flesh reminds Fourteen, don't be mean and then hold the hand of the person behind you, even if you are worried about whether her hand will cold.

"That's it, rest early."

Fourteen's words fixed Xiaoyu in place. For a long time, she didn't think about anything, but felt very uncomfortable in her heart, which was more intense than the pain when she was sick.Master said that the most hurtful thing in the world is bad words, and the hardest thing to mend is sincerity. She seems to understand a little bit.It was she who screwed it all up.

As soon as the lights in the fourteenth room were turned off, the surroundings were completely dark, and the small courtyard was very quiet, except for the soft whimpering of the autumn wind, the only sound was the sound of water dripping on the ground, which was very soft.Xiaoyu stood for a while, then walked back with stiff steps, without lighting the lamp, went straight to the edge of the bed and lay down with her clothes on.You can remember just now when you close your eyes, Fourteen said to her indifferently and almost coldly, are you satisfied?

My heart began to hurt again, as if it was being tightly grasped by something.If she listens to what the master says in the future, will she and Shisi reconcile as before?When the familiar physical pain began to spread to the limbs and bones, and the pain was so painful that people couldn't breathe, Xiaoyu realized later that she was suffering from the disease again.

12.

The next day, Fourth Miss sat in Qiongzhi Courtyard early in the morning, and the Seventh Young Master Wang Mingyuan who was picked up early in the morning came with her.The purpose is to apologize to the second senior sister and the fourteenth, who blamed their unworthy younger brother, who abducted Xiaoyu out of the house without knowing it, and made them worry.

"As long as Xiaoyu is fine, brother Ling also means well."

Fourteen was noncommittal after hearing this, and just stared at the teacup in front of him.

"Yes, fortunately Xiaoyu is fine. I heard that Xiaoyu likes to read some scripts. My younger brother does everything carelessly, but he is better at eating, drinking and having fun. These are the latest scripts he collected. If you want to give them to Xiaoyu, you should give them to Xiaoyu." I apologize."

These words diverted Fourteen's attention, and he began to stare at the pile of scriptures.Knowing that Wang Mingyuan bought it for Xiaoyu, all the things he saw yesterday came back before his eyes, and he didn't even pay attention when the senior sister got up and said to give Xiaoyu the script.

Yesterday evening when she went back to the yard, she heard from her senior sister that the third senior sister and the second young master were out on errands, Xiaoyu didn't go back to eat in the courtyard, and she wasn't in the third sister's yard either.

At first she thought that Xiaoyu was hiding from her on purpose, and went to her room to see that everything was there, she didn't look like she packed up her things and left in a fit of anger, so she went to the place Xiaoyu often stayed to look for her, and she didn't find anything before she panicked. god.

Hastily asked the Fourth Miss to help find a servant in the mansion and asked if anyone had seen Xiaoyu, and learned that Xiaoyu and the seventh young master of the Wang family had gone out to visit Jinyang City in the afternoon. It's more urgent.

She also felt very stupid, she was so worried and regretful here, but that person didn't know how happy she was with others.What's even more stupid is that even so, she still couldn't feel relieved, and asked the little servant Wang Mingyuan where he often went, and went out to look for them one by one.

It was only when it was completely dark that I saw a familiar figure coming out of the restaurant, walking with another person who looked so annoying.She didn't dare to go forward and say something, what could she say?And with what qualifications?After confirming that Xiaoyu was fine, she felt even more disturbed.

Falling far behind the two of them, watching the two figures, one tall and the other low, walking forward, imagining how the person who made me think about it for several days was being teased by other men, Fourteen finally confirmed that she had a crush on Xiaoyu. Their feelings have already surpassed the camaraderie of the same family.

She wanted to see Xiaoyu in her wedding dress, but not to marry Wang Mingyuan, but to marry herself.She wanted to wake up with Xiaoyu every day, wanted to be able to hug her at any time, and wanted to hold those thin wrists all the time.

She knew it was impossible, so she had to tell herself that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and that it is better to leave her early than to be hated by Xiaoyu after knowing her dirty thoughts.

No matter where she leaves Xiaoyu, it is the same for her. She is willing to stay in the Dragon and Tiger Escort just because the third senior sister who is close to Xiaoyu is here, and she may know a few words related to Xiaoyu during the correspondence.A few words are enough.

In the future, I won't be the one who buys her storybooks, I won't be the one who secretly brings snacks to her, I won't be the one who picks flowers for her on the branches, and I won't be the one who takes care of the rabbits and cats for her. It will be me, the person who tells jokes to make her happy will not be me, the person who holds her hair and wears the hairpin will not be me, and the person holding soup and medicine to coax her to drink will not be me... I can see from a distance like now I no longer have the chance to watch her, I really envy the person who can do this.

Rubbing her face on the sleeves, she stood up and was about to go out to explain her decision to Miss Fourth, but she was almost unable to stand up when she was shouted by Second Senior Sister.

"Fourteen! Xiaoyu has fallen ill again and has passed out. Come and see!"

Chapter 13-18

13.

"Fourteen, go eat something, I'll watch over it, you haven't eaten for three days, don't wake up Xiaoyu, you fell down again."

As soon as Fifth Senior Sister came to Jinyang, she learned that Xiaoyu had fallen ill again. Unlike before, this time it was very serious. She didn't get better after taking medicine, and she was still in a coma.

Shisi stayed by the bed all the time, never moved anywhere and ignored people, and occasionally the only thing he chanted was that sentence: "It's my fault, you can beat me and scold me if you don't like it, don't wake up , okay? Please."

She regretted it, regretted saying such hurtful things that day, regretted that Xiaoyu's hands were more than flat