ADDICTIVE+DREAM

Awake

When Yu Jing was discovered, it was already daylight.

Police, ambulances, and isolation belts add a little redness and warmth of human flesh and blood to an impoverished morning in Shanghai.

Local newspapers reported this event in a piece of tofu-sized space: The body of an unknown woman was found in front of a building in Pudong, Shanghai, and she was suspected of jumping to her death late at night. The specific cause of death and the identity of the deceased are still under investigation.

At 25 o'clock on the same day, the police station issued a statement, saying that the forensic doctor had strictly determined the cause of death and committed suicide by jumping off a building.The deceased had taken an overdose of hallucinogens.Family members of the deceased are requested to claim as soon as possible.The deceased had the following characteristics: female, aged between 27 and 1 years old, 65 meters tall, thin build, with a tattoo on the left wrist, which was a red "wish" character in Xiaozhuan script.There is a black ring on the index finger of the left hand and a cross-shaped earring on the left ear.

Another little thing happened that day.

In the severe punishment cell of Xiaoshan Women's Prison, a criminal committed suicide by cutting his wrist with glass shards.

Yu Jing had a scar on his left wrist that looked like a reptile.Yu Jing said that it was scratched with a blade when she was a child.

The arteries were not cut, so there was no death.

That day Lu Yuan suggested, "You can get a tattoo."

"What tattoo?" Yu Jing asked.

Lu Yuan thought for a while, but didn't come up with a particularly good pattern, so he said, "I can tattoo the word 'Jing'."

In the end they chose a cinnabar red Xiaozhuan script, which was as long as a seal.The tattoo artist said: "If you want to use the other person's name, you must love each other forever. Because washing off the name is much more painful than tattooing it on." Every couple who come to get tattooed, he has such kind advice.

The tattoo artist never saw the same-sex couple again, he thought, maybe they were very happy.

Lu Yuan asked Yu Jing if it hurt when rowing.

Yu Jing said it was okay, he didn't feel too much.

The corners of the glass sheet are very irregular.Lu Yuan scratched his wrist until it was bloody.

Obviously it hurts like hell.

Until the blood gushed out like a small spring, she finally died as she wished.The temperature passed through her veins quickly.

She thought of Yu Jing's way of saying "everything will be fine", of their wanderings in late autumn, of the psychedelic happiness after sharing drugs...

The final scene was fixed at Yu Jing holding up a raccoon cat, the sun shining brightly on two pairs of brown eyes.

Lu Yuan's consciousness dissipated forever.

When we wake up from the dream, where should we go with all the visions we imagined, longed for, and prayed for.

Note: Cherish life and stay away from drugs.

My eyes stay closed, Idecompose.

I could not run, so Ifle was away.

Ifeelmylifeslipaway.

Icasta shadow was Ileadastray.

Ifeelapin, beneath myskin.

Ifeelmysorrowflyaway.

——"sorrow"