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Since going to country G, Luo Tanshen has almost given up all entertainment.

At first, I didn't even have enough sleep time, so I didn't have the energy to think about entertainment.Later, my career gradually got on the right track, and I became a little more relaxed, but I was not young, and I completely lost interest in the activities I was passionate about in my early twenties.

In the past few years, he has never been able to pass the hurdle in his heart, thinking about Shan Yufei, and has never found anyone else. The only "entertainment" is to think about Shan Yufei when he is particularly sad.

Shan Yufei helped him do the same thing many times.In Jianshu's top-floor suite, in the cold old house in the motorcycle factory's area, in the backlit corner of the abandoned workshop...

To this day, he still remembers the feeling of Shan Yufei's callused hands touching him, and whenever he thinks about it, he involuntarily separates his legs.

Today was so special, it was the first time in seven years that he met Shan Yufei's eyes, and after drinking a lot of wine, he really couldn't control himself, and gently held himself in the room without the lights on.

Scenes from the age of 23 to 24 reappeared in my mind. At that time, he was so proud of being favored and did whatever he wanted. Shan Yufei always spoiled him, carried him to the bathroom, and carried him back to the bed, satisfying all his arrogant, Outrageous, unreasonable demands.

At that time, Shan Yufei was smiling, kissing his forehead and letting him lean on her chest.

Memories and reality overlapped, and the gentle and gentle people in the past have regarded him as a stranger.He turned over impatiently, prostrated himself on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, tears that he had held back for a long time poured out of his eyes.

He cried and let go, and the warm "hello" echoed in his ears.

Several floors upstairs, a fair figure lay under Shan Yufei.

When Xiao Shengning came, Qin Xuanwen had already left, and everything needed for a love affair was prepared in the bedroom of the suite.

"Mr. Shan." Xiao Shengning had just come out of the gym, wearing camouflage sportswear, with a ruddy complexion, and his whole body exuded heat. He didn't restrain himself when he saw Shan Yufei, and stepped forward to wrap his arms around his neck, "I miss you."

Shan Yufei smiled and asked him to take a bath first.

Then, there was a love affair that didn't involve much emotion, but was mutually satisfying.

Xiao Shengning went to the bathroom, Shan Yufei was resting on the bedside, and there were used condoms in the trash can beside him.

The intensity of the incense is just right, dispelling the sensuality pervading the room without attracting attention.

Shan Yufei lit a cigarette.

There was an out of tune humming from the bathroom, it seemed that Xiao Shengning was in a good mood.

Xiao Shengning was in a good mood every time he finished.

Shan Yufei felt that this was a rather rare physique.

Xiao Shengning is a university teacher who teaches applied mathematics at the original university.

The lecturers and professors of applied mathematics are almost all rigid, unkempt, and deal with numbers all day long. People can't wait to do a modeling analysis first.Xiao Shengning is a different kind. During the day, he manages himself to be radiant, and he teaches according to his duties. He is the first-class "male god" in the whole college. At night, he shows his true nature and begs for love.

The Xiao family is not considered a wealthy family in Yuancheng, and it is incomparable with the previous Luo family and He family, but they are also running a large-scale business, so they can be considered wealthy.

Xiao Shengning never cared about his family business, knew nothing about intrigues in the business world, and was obsessed with mathematics. After returning from studying abroad, he entered the original university based on his academic performance and worked hard. Almost no one in the college knew that he was actually a rich man.

In his words, going to a university to teach is purely to fulfill a life ideal, and it doesn't matter whether you are paid or not.

The two met two years ago, and tacitly became a "companion" who only seeks pleasure but does not talk about love.

Over the years, countless people wanted to climb into Mr. Shan's bed.

There are those who harbor evil intentions, those who simply admire, and those who have illusions of marrying into a rich family and taking off...

Only Xiao Shengning succeeded.

Shan Yufei takes feelings very lightly, almost indifferently, no matter how beautiful people are in his eyes, his heart is as calm as stagnant water all year round, and no teasing can stir up any ripples.

However, those who flattered him not only missed his bed, but also wanted to capture his heart, but they couldn't get any of them.

His mind is not on love, but it does not mean that he is pure-hearted and ascetic, and he is keen to live a life like a monk.He also has the physiological needs that an adult should have, but it is easy to find someone who is too dirty, and it is easy to get stained and cannot be torn off.

Xiao Shengning's appearance perfectly met his needs.

Xiao Shengning was not short of money, and knew nothing about business, so he didn't try to seek power or fame from him, and had the same view of feelings as he did—that is, no feelings.

He puts the focus of his life on his career, and so does Xiao Shengning.

In fact, Xiao Shengning valued reputation more than him. He was afraid of damaging his lofty image in the eyes of the students. He was wild in his heart, but he didn't dare to play too wildly. He only dared to comfort each other quietly, and he didn't dare to touch other risks.

Between them, no one cares about the other, and no one needs to feel sorry for the other. They just get together when they need it, and use each other's body. There is no intersection at all.

Mature, low-key, free and easy.

Xiao Shengning has a relaxed job, and occasionally takes a plane to take the high-speed rail to find Shan Yufei. After he is satisfied, he doesn't miss it, and even returns to the university that day to continue to be a humorous teacher.

Love affairs always make Xiao Shengning happy, and he hums when he is happy.Shan Yufei also felt relaxed, but he couldn't sing along with him.

For Xiao Shengning, love affairs are an incomparable enjoyment, but for him, it's just to relieve his physical needs.

That's it.

Xiao Shengning said before: "You can't feel happy doing it with me, why are you still willing to do it with me?"

"Do you have to feel happy?" he asked.

Xiao Shengning thought for a long time, "Why do you not be happy?"

"It's just a normal need," he said, "just like eating and sleeping."

Xiao Shengning didn't understand, "Then maybe when you meet someone you like, you will feel happy doing it."

He asked back: "Do you feel happy because you like me and do it with me?"

Xiao Shengning smiled: "Although you are very good, many people like you, but what I like is 'doing' itself. For me, I have no resistance to desire, I like teaching, and I also like 'doing'. You happen to be the most suitable, gentle , the technology is good. Most importantly, it is impossible to leak our relationship.”

He also laughed, "Each to each other."

"When you meet someone you like, let me know." Xiao Shengning said, "I'll find the next suitable person."

He frowned slightly, and almost said to himself: "The person I like..."

"Our requirements are different. 'Doing' itself is enough to make me happy, and whoever I do it with is less important." Xiao Shengning said, "But you, maybe you will be happy only if you do it with someone you like. I Is that right, brother?"

His face sank, "Don't call me those two words."

Xiao Shengning shrugged, with a face full of indifference, still very satisfied and happy.

He watched and thought about Xiao Shengning's words just now.

—Maybe you will be happy only if you do it with the person you like.

Glad this emotion was quite unfamiliar to him.

It seemed like nothing at all could really cheer him up.

The first income from overseas investment back then, later replaced Ming Jingchen as the master of the Ming family, and now leads the giant ship of the Ming family to ride the wind and waves...

Everything seemed ecstatic enough, but there was nothing in him that should have been.

He had never experienced Xiao Shengning's simple happiness.

Luo Tanshen hadn't been in such a mess for a long time. Standing under the shower under the cold water, the heat on his body faded away, but the temperature in his eyes couldn't drop for a long time.

In the middle of the night, his whole body felt hot, as if he had a fever.

There was no medicine in the room, he didn't want to bother Chen Qiongyu, and he didn't want to call the hotel service, so he got up and poured a cup of hot water, stared at the ceiling, and stayed until dawn.

When I was still the young master of the Luo family, let alone a fever, the family doctor would come in time for even the slightest ailment.Later, in country G, when you get sick, you buy medicine yourself, and you never go to the hospital unless it is absolutely necessary.

It's not that I lack money for medical treatment, but that I can't afford to waste time.

In the worst case, he was guarding a key R&D project in the laboratory. He was dizzy, his legs and feet were so weak that he could hardly stand up. It was not until his head hit the ground that everyone knew that he had a fever.

The impact caused a mild concussion and left a barely noticeable scar on his forehead near his hairline.He likes to comb his hair back, but since then he no longer combs his hair neatly, and always leaves some shadows to cover his scars.

At dawn, he thought, he wondered if Shan Yufei saw the scar, would he find it ugly.

But when I think about it deeper, I feel that I am really ridiculous.

Shan Yufei didn't even care about him anymore, how could he care about the scar on his forehead.

In the early morning, the symptoms were not alleviated by the hot water poured down. After vomiting several times, the strength seemed to be taken away. Everywhere was sour and painful.

One of the best hospitals in Yuancheng, City No. [-] Hospital is about three kilometers away from Xulan Hotel, and is the nearest hospital.

He washed hastily, changed his clothes and stood in front of the vanity mirror, startled by his appearance.

——There was no blood on the face, but the eyes were full of blood, and the expression was haggard, as if he was terminally ill.

It is very difficult to arrange a number for the first hospital in the city. He used to be able to make an appointment with the best doctor casually. Although he has connections now, he cannot be as casual as before.

He called Chen Qiongyu and told him to get the number first.

Chen Qiongyu saw him working hard and disregarding his health, and blamed him: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

After he said a few perfunctory words, Chen Qiongyu said that he would come to pick him up again. He reluctantly said: "I can go by myself. Don't read the scriptures if it's all right. You might not be able to get in the queue any later."

When closing the door of the room, he gasped for breath while holding the handle, his back was covered with cold sweat, his knees and ankles were sore and numb, and he felt faintly out of breath.

From the room to the elevator, he had to go through a long corridor. The waiter sent him there. He didn't like physical contact, so he leaned against the wall of the elevator car, breathing uncomfortably.

It seems that I can't drive the car for a while, so I have to ask someone to help drive the car to the hospital.

The hotel lobby was empty. He handed over the key to the waiter and sat in the lounge area to wait.

He didn't feel as bad in the room just now, probably because he walked a long way, he felt his hands and feet getting colder and colder, he was sweating non-stop, and his head felt like it was about to explode.

The cold shower at night was just a trigger, and fatigue and decreased resistance were the main reasons for the sudden fever.

The Yuancheng government has a science and technology park project. He has the technology in his hands and is eager to participate in the intelligent upgrading and transformation of the park. If it goes well, Rockwell will be able to take the first step in the reconstruction.

In recent months, for this matter, he has hardly rested, and he has been tense all the time.Yesterday, Shan Yufei's side seemed to have stabbed him in the heart, and the aura he had put up with was gone, and when he was extremely depressed, he ran to take a shower again, but he fell ill like a mountain.

His vision was not very clear, and he vaguely saw a familiar figure.

After realizing who it was, he didn't care to think about whether his brain was burned out, so that an illusion appeared in front of him, and he subconsciously wanted to avoid it.

But in the gorgeous hall, he couldn't find a place to hide at all.