Depth can be seen

The ride is smooth and lulls me to sleep.

Shan Yufei was a little sleepy, closed his eyes for a while, and gradually fell into a light sleep.

Probably before I fell asleep, I thought about the past. In the dream, many people appeared intermittently, alive, gone, awake, crazy...

"Brother." An Yuxin is only 20 years old, but her vitality has been exhausted, her skin is so pale that it is almost transparent, and her eyelashes are fluttering like him, "Brother, I have to go."

He lightly held An Yuxin's hand and comforted him gently, "You will get better. Go to sleep when you are tired, I will accompany you."

An Yuxin shook her head with a smile, her chest and hands were trembling, but she stubbornly kept her tears from falling, "Brother, I know it all, you don't need to coax me anymore. I'm mentally prepared."

He looked at An Yuxin, his eyes were sore.

More than a year ago, the eye disease recurred. Although after treatment, the condition has basically stabilized, but occasionally I still can't see clearly, and I feel tired and uncomfortable after using my eyes too much.

The doctor said that it is best for him to keep his emotions in a stable state. If it continues to deteriorate, he must have a corneal transplant.

After burying his grandfather, he seemed to have lost all his sorrows and joys. Not to mention being so excited that he shed tears, even the slight ups and downs in his emotions seldom appeared.But there are exceptions to everything.

He has no feelings for the Ming family, only when facing An Yuxin, he will give appropriate tenderness.

Probably because An Yuxin was so pitiful and innocent.

No one should have the heart to hurt An Yuxin.

Not long ago, An Yuxin underwent a transplant operation.Unfortunately, the postoperative recovery was not ideal, and until now, it has been impossible to recover.

"Brother." An Yuxin's voice was very soft, her eyes flickering, "You look very sad."

"Really?" he said.

"Are you feeling sorry for me?" An Yuxin actually smiled, "Brother, don't be sad. I've told you many times, but I want to say it again, don't think I'm annoying. "

He hooked the corner of his lips, "Speak, I'll listen."

"I suddenly found out that I have a brother, I am really happy." An Yuxin said slowly: "During this time, I often think, if only I could be as healthy as you, you run so fast, I am Your younger brother shouldn't be much worse... I'm not jealous, I'm very proud."

He sighed softly, his gaze deepening.

"But you also have unhealthy parts." An Yu paused, "But it's okay, brother, the healthiest part of my body is the eyes."

He raised his eyebrows suddenly, already understanding what An Yuxin wanted to say.

An Yuxin didn't have much strength, and took a lot of effort to grasp his fingers, but it only caused a painless touch.

"After I leave, I will give you my eyes. We are brothers, and my cornea is more suitable for you than everyone else's cornea." An Yuxin smiled, "Brother, I have nothing to give you, Only these eyes. In the future, you will use my eyes to see the world, okay?"

There was a long-lost soreness in his chest.

"Actually, I'm very self-willed. I always think——if someone can remember me after I die." An Yuxin lowered her eyelashes, "I used to do ridiculous things because of this idea. Brother , after you put on my cornea, will you never forget me?"

Half a minute later, An Yuxin replied by herself: "You will never forget me."

He replied: "I will always remember that I once had a flesh and blood brother."

An Yuxin finally burst into tears, and blamed herself in a low voice: "You can't cry, it hurts your eyes..."

"Is there anything else you want to tell me?" He helped An Yuxin wipe away tears.

An Yuxin pursed her lips, and it took a long time before she said, "Brother, I apologize to you on behalf of my mother."

He shook his head, "You've already apologized. As I said at the time, it wasn't your fault."

"But I should still apologize." An Yuxin's eyes were serious, "Brother, don't get me wrong, I'm not begging for your forgiveness on behalf of my mother, I'm just apologizing. You don't have to force yourself to accept it, but I hope you can live a happier life."

The bedside device showed that An Yuxin was emotionally unstable, so he comforted him, "I understand."

An Yu calmed down for a while, and then said: "One more thing. I left an item with Lawyer Ou. If you encounter particularly sad things in the future, or you can't get over the hurdle, you can go to Lawyer Ou. "

"What is it?" he asked.

An Yuxin shook her head, "Don't take it unless you have to. Brother, promise me."

He was silent, and then replied: "Okay."

An Yuxin left very calmly, and he accepted the cornea very calmly.

But Ming Shusheng seemed to be completely crazy, wishing to eat his flesh and drink his blood.

During contact again and again, he completely understood why Ming Shusheng hated him and the Shan family so much.

The truth made him feel helpless and ridiculous.

Ming Shusheng was extremely rebellious in his early years. He knew that he would sacrifice happiness for the benefit of his family in the future, so he squandered his life when he was still a teenager.

Spend your own and squander others'.

As early as the age of 16, Ming Shusheng was burdened with a lot of "love debts", and his private life was extremely chaotic.

At the age of 17, Ming Shusheng fell in love with the handsome Shan Cixin, dated him as a female college student, and soon became pregnant.

Before that, she had had an abortion once, and she still chose to have an abortion this time.

But Shan Cixin was unwilling, "Xiaosheng, let's go get the certificate right now. I will work hard, and I will definitely let you and the baby live a stable life!"

Ming Shusheng laughed, "A stable life?"

At this time, Shan Cixin realized that the girlfriend she was serious about was not some poor college student, but one of the most wealthy daughters in Yuancheng.

"It's impossible for me to marry you." Ming Shusheng said, "I was just playing with you, are you serious?"

"But you have a life in your belly!"

"Then you take it?"

"I raised him!"

Maybe it was the doctor's suggestion not to have an abortion, or maybe it was a sudden onset of motherhood. Under Shan Cixin's guarantee, Ming Shusheng went to other places with him to raise the baby behind the Ming family's back.

But in the seventh and eighth month of pregnancy, Ming Shusheng began to regret it because of the increasingly serious pregnancy reaction.

But at this time, the right time for abortion has been missed.

Eventually, the child was born.

Ming Shusheng made Shan Cixin swear that he would never tell anyone who the child's mother was.

The joy of becoming a father overshadowed everything else, so Shan Cixin agreed and even asked Ming Shusheng to name the child.

Ming Shusheng was pampered and spoiled, and had never experienced the pain of giving birth. This time, in order to avoid people's eyes and ears, she chose a hospital with very ordinary conditions. The birth of the child did not bring her the slightest joy of being a mother. When she saw the child, she felt Even feel disgusting.

"Let's call it Shan Yufei." She said impatiently.

"Is it 'Yu Fei' from 'Phoenix Yu Fei'?" Shan Cixin asked.

Ming Shusheng sneered, and wrote the word "Yu Fei" on the paper.

"This..." Shan Cixin hesitated, "Use these two words to name the child?"

"Didn't you say that I have the right to choose the name?" Ming Shusheng said, "I want these two words."

When Shan Yufei was full moon, Ming Shusheng and Shan Cixin officially parted ways.

Shan Yufei was stunted because he hardly drank breast milk, but Shan Cixin and Shan Shanhai did their best to take care of him, so that he grew up safely until he was nearly three years old.

After the age of three, disaster struck suddenly.

Ming Shusheng accepted the marriage and married An's family. Her husband, An Jianghe, was cowardly and vicious, and his status was far inferior to hers.

After marriage, she had a miscarriage.The doctor said that her last delivery was affected by the environment and her body was irreparably traumatized.

She didn't allow the doctor to reveal what she had given birth to. Although An Jianghe knew about it, he didn't dare to say anything.

She began to resent Shan Yufei and Shan Cixin.

But after that, she finally got pregnant and gave birth to An Yuxin.

However, An Yuxin was born weak and sickly, and she could no longer have children.

She blamed all of this on Shan Cixin.

If it wasn't for Shan Compassionate persuading her to give birth, she would not have suffered from the root cause of her illness, and the child she finally gave birth to would not be a sick child!

At this time, the dark power of the Ming family has been handed over to her, and she is eager to use and command these powers.

She found that she could easily manipulate the Shan family in the palm of her hand.

And An Jianghe suggested to her in an indirect way - you hate the Shan family so much, and our child is so weak, we may need some surgery in the future, why not... just use that child who shouldn't be born as Yuxin's donor.

Under Ming Shusheng's instruction, Shan Cixin was tortured into a lunatic.

Because Ming Shusheng believed that only lunatics would not reveal secrets.

No one would believe the "babbling" of a madman.

The Shan family seemed to be entangled in a nightmare, inexplicable debts fell from the sky, and violence suddenly killed many peaceful nights.

The cries and struggles of the weak are not worth mentioning in front of the powerful.

No one can help them.

Shan Yufei still remembered the last time Shan Cixin woke up before his death, his eyes were full of despair, and he said tremblingly, "I'm sorry."

To this day, he still doesn't know whether this "sorry" is "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you be born and made you suffer", or "I'm sorry, Dad didn't protect you well".

Shan Cixin is by no means a good father, but she has tried her best to keep him alive.

"You forced Yu Xin!" After the corneal transplant, Ming Shusheng went hysterical, "Without you, he wouldn't be born unhealthy! You took away his health and his cornea! You are not human !"

At that time, he was not as powerful as he is now, and Ming Shusheng was not sent to a mental hospital by him.Ming Jingchen stood up, reprimanded Ming Shusheng, and asked, "How is your recovery?"

He replied like a routine, "It's okay."

"I have already said hello to the school. You need to raise your eyes, and you must not let your studies go. Do you understand?"

"Ah."

After entering the urban area of ​​Yuancheng, the car stopped while driving, and Shan Yufei woke up, frowning and looking out the window.

"Sir, we're almost there." Qin Xuanwen turned around and said.

In front is a villa area, where Ming Jingchen lived after his "retirement".

The ruler of the Ming family who used to call the wind and rain is much older. Although there is no need to worry about food and clothing, and there are people waiting everywhere, but such a big villa is actually a luxurious prison.

The "wolf" he invited into the house sent his biological mother to a mental hospital, put him, his biological uncle, under house arrest, and took everything from the Ming family into his pocket.

"You forced your mother to go to that kind of place again!" Ming Jingchen concealed his fear with anger, and almost dropped the teacup in his hand.

Shan Yufei didn't get angry, and said flatly: "People should bear the consequences for what they have done."

Ming Jingchen is old, his temples are gray, the turmoil of the Ming family these years has worn away his past dignity and demeanor, "Wolf-hearted! Don't forget, you are from the Ming family!"

He looked at Ming Jingchen, and said peacefully, "But my surname is Shan."