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Shan Yufei took two tickets and left without a sound, leaving behind the science park, the people kissing outside the park, and faded memories, walked to the bus stop, looked at the passing vehicles, and suddenly felt tinnitus.

A car stopped, and he didn't see which line it was. Seeing that it was empty, he walked up and sat by the window.

There were countless things piled up in his mind, but he didn't dare to think about any of them, because each of them was like a knife with a barb, and if he thought about it for a while, it would cause sharp pain.

Halfway through the drive, he realized that this was the shuttle bus to Nanxing Villa Area, so there were so few passengers.

He covered his forehead and clenched his back molars, feeling that there was really nothing he could do.

Get into a car at random, thinking that as long as you can leave the science and technology park immediately, it doesn't matter where you drive.

But just got into the car and drove to Nanxing villa area.

After leaving the city center, the trees on both sides of the road are lush and full of summer style.

He asked the driver which station to get off in front to transfer back to the city.The driver said that none of the stations is convenient. There is only this bus on this line, and it leaves every two hours. If you want to go back, you have to wait at the terminal.

The terminal was outside the villa area, the driver turned off the air conditioner, opened the door and got off.

The summer bus, without air conditioning, is like a large steamer. He sat for a while and had to get off.

Looking from the side of the car, the top of the mountain is green, the apricot blossoms have long since withered, and the branches are waiting for the coming spring in the scorching heat.

He sighed.The apricot blossoms will still bloom, but he can no longer accompany Luo Tanshen.

Several private cars passed by and drove towards the villa area. He looked at it and looked away.

Luo Tanshen will not come back at this time, even if he stays here by accident, he will not wait to see Luo Tanshen.

The departure time was approaching, and he was walking towards the shuttle bus, when he suddenly heard the sound of brakes on the road behind him.Turning back instinctively, I saw a strange sports car.

But the person who came out of the co-pilot was a familiar person.

His pupils constricted, and he looked at the person standing across the road without blinking, as if that person would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Luo Tanshen's eyes were full of surprise, as if he didn't expect him to appear here.

He smiled wryly, don't say that Luo Tanshen couldn't think of it, and he didn't think of it himself.

The door on the driver's side also opened, He Yuelin came out and said something softly, Luo Tanshen remained motionless, as if in a daze.

"Go." He Yuelin said: "Since he's here, he has something to tell you. Don't hide all the time, make it clear, it's good for both of you."

Shan Yufei saw Luo Tanshen walking towards him, so he couldn't help but take a few steps forward.

The two looked at each other's pupils with a distance of two steps.

Luo Tanshen found that Shan Yufei's eyes were still so deep that they almost sucked his entire figure in.

"Today is your birthday." Luo Tanshen said with difficulty, trying not to make his voice tremble, "I should accompany you, but... I'm sorry."

Shan Yufei's back trembled uncontrollably, but his eyes remained calm, "Yes."

Luo Tanshen didn't dare to stare at that piece of peace, because he knew how much helplessness and forbearance were hidden in the peace.

For a moment, he looked away and took a long breath, "We..."

Shan Yufei looked tolerant, waiting for him to say "Let's break up".

Luo Tan turned sideways, pointed to He Yuelin beside the sports car, "He and I are getting engaged."

Shan Yufei didn't look at He Yuelin, his gaze was still fixed on Luo Tanshen's eyes, as if he could never see enough, and he was unwilling to share a minute and a second with others.

"Ah."

Luo Tanshen's eyes suddenly became sore, and his voice gradually lowered, "So we..."

Time seems to be elongated, and the sunlight passing through the shade of the trees becomes curved.

It seemed like a long time before Luo Tanshen finished speaking, "Let's stop here."

Shan Yufei raised his face slightly, not letting the tears that finally welled up fall down, but those dots of sunlight fell into his eyes, making his eyeballs sting extremely.

"Ah."

The three consecutive "hmm" almost broke Luo Tanshen's defense.

This seemingly indifferent monosyllabic is Shan Yufei's unique tenderness - he has long known it.

It was the same in the past, when he made unreasonable demands, Shan Yufei accepted them all, and responded indulgently with an "um".

But he didn't expect that even after breaking up, Shan Yufei would still give him "um".

He didn't question, didn't hold back, and didn't even give him a painful look.

Let him leave without any psychological burden.

He couldn't take it anymore, turned around and ran across the road.

The sports car roared and drove out of Shan Yufei's field of vision.

"Departure, departure!" The driver of the shuttle honked his horn, "Young man, are you going back to the city? If you miss this one, you will have to wait another two hours."

Shan Yufei covered his scorching eyelids, then took one last look at the gate of the villa area, and walked towards the shuttle bus in a slump.

The driver plays outdated songs.It was getting late, and the lights were projected on the car window. The tears he had been holding back fell silently and were quickly wiped away.

I used to think that the heart was just cut out with a bloody hole, but now I know that a rusty blade is buried in the hole. Every breath of his heart, every beat of the heart stimulates the blade to cut a knife in the heart. , suffocating pain.

She used to think that the pain of losing Luo Tanshen was a buffer against other shocks, barely blocking the pain about her life experience.But now, the buffer wall collapsed, every boulder, every handful of sand poured on him, buried him, and made him lose all the strength to struggle.

When he returned to the motorcycle manufacturer's area, it was already dark. He opened the door of the house, and under the lights, there was no one.

"Grandpa?" He was still in a trance, and his movements were a little slow. After searching the two bedrooms, the kitchen, the balcony, and the bathroom, his consciousness suddenly froze.

Shan Shanhai is gone!

"Grandpa!" He yelled, and cold sweat broke out almost instantly.

After Shan Cixin passed away, Shan Shanhai occasionally showed world-weary emotions, always saying "Xiao Fei, it's grandpa who dragged you down", he comforted him patiently, knowing that in the long run, Shan Shanhai would always commit suicide one day, so he could only pay more attention.

Unexpectedly, Shan Shanhai would leave today.

He really couldn't take chances at this moment.

In order not to make him worry, Shan Shanhai never went out at night, and now there is no reason not to be at home.

What's more, he saw that the house was very clean, as if the people who lived there were about to go out for a long time.

He eagerly knocked on the doors of several old people, and looked for them one by one, but the old people said that since this afternoon, they have not seen the old single.

He has already thought of the worst possibility.

The motorcycle factory was like a big family, and soon, workers who did not have to work the night shift were mobilized.After receiving the report, the police from the street police station came to understand the situation as soon as possible.But until late at night, no one found Shan Shanhai.

"Xiao Dan, don't worry." Gou Ming was already sweating profusely, "The old man has trouble walking, so he won't be able to walk far."

Shan Yufei shook his head, guilt weighed heavily on his shoulders.

Shan Shanhai did something unusual today—hid the third fried egg in his birthday noodles, watched him wash the dishes by the kitchen door, and said "Xiao Fei, happy birthday" to him a second time.

But these abnormalities were all ignored by him.

Because he was rushing to the appointment, he expected Luo Tanshen to say "Happy Birthday" to him.

The third fried egg is hidden, not because he has grown up and can't hold on eating one more, but because grandpa won't have a chance to cook birthday noodles for him in the future, so put one more.Three is not strange, more will not work.

He stood by the door to watch him wash the dishes because he couldn't bear it. Grandpa wanted to take another look at him and spend a little more time with him before leaving.

Saying "Happy Birthday, Xiao Fei" for the second time is definitely not because I have become too confused, but because my grandfather will not be able to say the same blessing today next year.

His injured eyes hurt unbearably, he gritted his teeth, his face was pale, and his legs could barely support his body.

"Xiao Dan, why don't you go take a rest?" Gou Ming knew that his eyes were very fragile, so he worriedly said: "We have enough people here, your eyes... your eyes are very red, go back and get some medicine, maybe after a while Did the old man come back by himself?"

He waved his hands, his voice hoarse, "I'm fine."

"How can you call it okay?" Gou Ming said: "Listen to me, go back and get the medicine, if your eyes are broken, everything will be over."

He felt that his eyes were burning, guilt and pain rushed like a sea tide, his vision was dim, and enthusiastic people were running around, as if everyone was very confident in finding grandpa.

But he vaguely knew that his grandfather might be gone.

Grandpa wanted to unload the burden that weighed on him.

Four years ago, he was admitted to Yuancheng University. At that time, Shan Cixin had very little time to be sober, but when he got the admission letter, he was as happy as a child, crying and laughing: "Our little Fei Promising, after studying, there will be a way out in the future."

However, the appearance of those people blocked the so-called "exit".

Back then, he didn't know that those people who suddenly killed and took away the three of them were ordered by his mother.

Since he was a child, he has lived under the shadow of violence. It is useless to call the police. The high and powerful can trample to death the humble ants who are trying to survive.

The more the ants struggle and resist, the more ugly their death will be.

As early as a boy, he understood how dark the world was.

But he still holds a hope - to be admitted to a well-known university, maybe there is still a chance to change his destiny in the future.

With his grades, he could actually be admitted to a better prestigious school, but after weighing it up, he applied for the Yuancheng University, where Luo Tanshen was, with a bit of selfishness.

Harajo University is also a famous school.

But because of this notice, his father was almost beaten to death in front of him, his eyes were also injured, and he was almost blind.

In the blood, those people forced him to give up school and give up his future with the orders of Shan Cixin and Shan Shanhai.

He has no other choice.

From Ming Jingchen's mouth, he finally understood that Ming Shusheng did this to kill his future.

His father's tragic death gave him fear, and his grandfather's life kept him locked in place.

A worker who is struggling to make ends meet, misses the elderly at home, is anxious, and mentally weak is obviously easier to control than an elite who has graduated from college.Ming Shusheng wanted him to be a qualified, non-thinking donor.

"Grandpa..." He murmured dully, "Grandpa, come back."

"No one will torture us anymore."

"Grandpa, don't leave me."

In the middle of the night, the bad news came——

The police salvaged a body in the pond outside the motorcycle factory. It was Shan Shanhai.

He knelt beside the old man who had passed away, and there was a lot of voices around him, but he was the only one who was quiet and still.

Grief is not all heartbreaking, sometimes grief is like a pool of stagnant water without ripples, a dead leaf that falls alone.

They are not alive.

On the day of his 21st birthday, everything he cared about was gone from him.

The calm in his eyes rippled slightly in the night wind, turning into a hollow silence.