Depth can be seen
Chapter 52
The singer in a white shirt began to sing slowly on the stage. The deep and magnetic singing accompanied by the sound of the acoustic guitar was like the river blown by the cold wind outside the window.
Luo Tanshen stopped, picked up the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, then closed his eyes lightly, as if he was drowning in the memory, or trying to get away from the memory.
"You're not crazy." Shan Yufei, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said calmly.
Luo Tanshen immediately opened his eyes, thinking that he had heard wrongly, "You just said..."
"You are not crazy." Shan Yufei repeated, his tone was still indifferent, but there was undisguised determination and seriousness in it.
The song gradually reached its climax, and the singer's singing was beautiful and moving, but Luo Tanshen felt that at this moment, the most beautiful voice was Shan Yufei's voice.
The candlelight cast a golden circle of light on Shan Yufei's dark eyes. Luo Tan looked at these eyes in a daze, and smiled after a while, "I'm not crazy, so no matter how good a doctor is, I can't cure it." 'Sickness'. I stayed abroad for a while, and I'm doing pretty well, anyway."
Luo Yuncheng sent him abroad to let him go to school while receiving psychotherapy, but what he learned was to indulge in pleasure and indulgence.
Of course, he didn't need to tell Shan Yufei these things, let alone tell a dark and cold secret that had been buried in his heart for many years.
The entire upper class circle in Yuancheng knows that Young Master Luo doesn't love noble sons, fresh meat from the show business circle, or high-altitude flowers, and only loves men from humble births.
At first, some people thought that Luo Shao was just looking for novelty, and he was not interested in playing a few games. It was not until recent years that everyone realized that Luo Shao really only seemed to be interested in these men from ordinary families.However, Young Master Luo is very interested in his interests, but not in people. The lovers around him change quickly, often within two months of getting it, they change to a new one.
Regarding this, he had his own set of fallacies. Xu Muchu was not persuaded, but in the end he believed it.
But the real reason is only clear to him.
——He is taking revenge, taking revenge on people like Zhou Jinchuan.
Zhou Jinchuan was born in a poor family and grew up in a poor family. He deceived Luo Xiaoyu's feelings, and made Luo Xiaoyu obsessed with it and even committed suicide.He wanted to see what abilities those people like Zhou Jinchuan had.
Over the years, he has confused many people, played with the feelings of these people with ease, showed mercy from above, and watched these people go forward for him.
Ping Zheng is the epitome of them.
Luo Xiaoyu said in his suicide note that he hoped that he would not be trapped in feelings like himself, and hoped that he could live as he wanted. He did it, and it was done beautifully.
During many sleepless nights, he said in his heart, brother, did you see it?I'm doing fine now, and I shouldn't have let you down.
But this talk without a listener often ends in silent tears—he always curls up between the quilts, trembling all over, and murmurs to himself: Brother, why can't you treat Zhou Jinchuan like me?Why would you let him destroy you?Why would you leave me for him?
Someone is setting off fireworks by the river, and the fleeting fire is reflected in the river water, shining brightly like a dream.
Shan Yufei curled up his index finger and tapped it lightly on the table, his brows furrowed slightly.
Luo Tan came back to his senses quickly, and the moment he met Shan Yufei's eyes, his heart suddenly tightened, as if he had done something invisible.
He was a little stunned—this feeling was too unusual.
Shan Yufei said, "You are in a daze."
Luo Tanshen couldn't help turning his eyes away, as if once he met Shan Yufei's eyes, the secret that no one knew would be discovered.
This is very fresh.
Although he always wears a gentle coat, he is never worried about being seen through by his "prey".
Only this time, he noticed a trace of concern.
"What are you thinking?" Shan Yufei was no longer as cold as before.
He squeezed the hand under the table heavily, and when he raised his eyes again, he had returned to normal, and said with a smile: "What? Just ignore you for a while, and you can't take it anymore?"
Shan Yufei didn't speak, but his eyes deepened.
Luo Tan lit a cigarette deeply, the fire light illuminated half of his face, while the other half fell into deeper darkness.
The white mist spewed out seemed to build a wall between the two, and for a while, no one spoke again.
At the end of the song, a singer in a white shirt walked off the stage, and a singer in a leather jacket came up to adjust the height of the microphone.
The leather singer's style is completely different from the previous one, and his mouth is a vulgar popular Internet celebrity tune.
Luo Tan frowned deeply, and put out the cigarette butt.
Shan Yufei asked, "Go back?"
"Well, it's too noisy."
Leaving the bar, Luo Tan took a deep look at Shan Yufei's arm and said, "Until the injury heals, you can't go to work in the restaurant, right?"
Shan Yufei was silent for two seconds, "Yes."
"You are acting bravely. I'll go and say hello to your manager." Luo Tanshen said.
Shan Yufei looked at him, the corners of his lips pressed down indistinctly.
Luo Tan approached deeply, "Thank you today, you saved me from a knife, and you listened to my conversation all night."
The light in Shan Yufei's eyes flickered.
"I'm relieved after I finished speaking." Luo Tanshen raised his hand, and rubbed his palm on Shan Yufei's cheek, "Why didn't I realize before that you are such a good listener?"
"Bang——" the fireworks gradually rose into the sky, enveloping the people by the river in splendor.
Luo Tanshen said again: "Why do you always laugh today?"
"Do I have it?" Shan Yufei asked.
Luo Tan squinted his eyes deeply, and raised his brows, "Blocking a knife for me made you so happy?"
"Be careful in the future." Shan Yufei didn't answer his criticism, maybe it was because of the late night, her voice sounded very gentle.
"Brother, I'm going to see Zhou Jinchuan for the last time today." Luo Tan sat deeply under the ginkgo tree in the yard, all the leaves had fallen, and he was desolate and desolate.
"You actually left him a sum of money, why are you so stupid?" Luo Tan smiled bitterly, "I really want you to see what he looks like now. What kind of witty conversation, what kind of chic and unrestrained, are just appearances, he is A cowardly and useless man. For money, he can kneel to me..."
"Forget it, don't talk about that."
"Brother, I will soon be 24 years old. I will finally... be the same age as you. In the future, I will be one year older than you every year. Only you will always be 24 years old."
"When I was abroad, I always thought, I have to grow up to be 24 years old, then maybe I can understand your feelings. But until now, I don't understand why you committed suicide for Zhou Jinchuan."
"Is it really so crazy to like someone? Apart from him, you don't care about anything, you don't want anything?"
"I won't, man, I won't be like you. 'Prey' will always be 'prey.'"
There was a wind blowing in the yard, and the dead branches swayed from side to side.
"Do you still disagree?" Luo Tan shook his head deeply, stood up, thought of Shan Yufei's injured hand for no reason, and the smile on his lips when he looked at him, something in his heart suddenly faltered.
Seeing Shan Yufei's arm, Shan Shanhai's eyes were full of fear, "They...those people are here again?"
"No, I was not careful." Shan Yufei reassured: "Grandpa, don't worry."
Shan Shanhai was skeptical, hesitated for a long time before saying, "Xiao Fei, can Xiao Luo help us?"
Shan Yufei was removing the gauze, when he heard this, he paused.
"He has been to our house several times, is he a good friend of yours?" Shan Shanhai said, "He looks like someone who can help us."
"Grandpa." Shan Yufei interrupted, "Stop talking."
Shan Shanhai looked worried, "You are friends, tell him, what if he is willing to help us?"
"We are not friends." Shan Yufei looked at the removed gauze, "Even if it is, our family affairs have nothing to do with him."
Shan Shanhai stood blankly at the door of the bedroom for a moment, finally sighed, turned and left.
The air was filled with the pungent smell of medicine, Shan Yufei applied the medicine, wrapped his arm again with clean adhesive tape, and sat expressionlessly by the desk for a while before opening the drawer and taking out the book inside .
After bringing Luo Tanshen back for the first time, he stuffed the book at the bottom of the closet, and only recently put it back in the drawer.
Before turning the pages of the book, he hesitated and pressed his fingers on the pages. After a few minutes, he finally couldn't help it.
The pages of the book rustled and stopped at the page with the photo.
He looked at the man in the photo, the corners of his lips were raised similar to the day he blocked the knife.
"Master." Lin Xiuhan said helplessly, "Master An is waiting for you downstairs, and said that no matter what, he will see you."
"Whatever?" Luo Tan smiled deeply, "You didn't tell him that his crazy mother wouldn't let me see him?"
"How can I tell him that."
"Then you call Ming Shusheng, file a complaint politely, and ask Ming Shusheng to take him back."
"This……"
Luo Tan took a deep look at the time, "Okay, let's do this. Shan Yufei is going to the hospital today, and I have to accompany him."
After all, Lin Xiuhan didn't call Ming Shusheng, and was trying to lure An Yuxin away, when Luo Tanshen had already come down from upstairs.
"Young Master Luo!" An Yuxin hurriedly ran over, her hands almost grabbing Luo Tanshen's clothes.
Luo Tanshen gave way slightly, and smiled calmly: "I still have something to do, so I won't accompany you."
"Young Master Luo, I know I was wrong." An Yuxin followed closely, "Can you forgive me this time?"
"Forgive?" Luo Tanshen stopped, "Didn't I forgive you a long time ago?"
"But you..." An Yu said incoherently, "but you don't want to see me."
"You don't want forgiveness, do you?" Luo Tan looked at him deeply, "You want me to be your boyfriend, don't you?"
An Yuxin's cheeks immediately turned red, and her eyes were clouded with mist, "Master Luo, I, I really like you."
"I think I've made it clear to you last time." Luo Tan said deeply, "If you haven't understood yet, then I'll make it clearer—I'm not interested in you."
An Yuxin could hardly stand up.
"I will never be interested in people born like you." Luo Tanshen straightened his coat after finishing speaking, "Don't come to me again, lest your mother come to trouble me again."
An Yu was startled and said, "She came to look for you?"
Luo Tanshen didn't answer anymore, because out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Shan Yufei standing by the door of the hall.
Luo Tanshen stopped, picked up the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, then closed his eyes lightly, as if he was drowning in the memory, or trying to get away from the memory.
"You're not crazy." Shan Yufei, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said calmly.
Luo Tanshen immediately opened his eyes, thinking that he had heard wrongly, "You just said..."
"You are not crazy." Shan Yufei repeated, his tone was still indifferent, but there was undisguised determination and seriousness in it.
The song gradually reached its climax, and the singer's singing was beautiful and moving, but Luo Tanshen felt that at this moment, the most beautiful voice was Shan Yufei's voice.
The candlelight cast a golden circle of light on Shan Yufei's dark eyes. Luo Tan looked at these eyes in a daze, and smiled after a while, "I'm not crazy, so no matter how good a doctor is, I can't cure it." 'Sickness'. I stayed abroad for a while, and I'm doing pretty well, anyway."
Luo Yuncheng sent him abroad to let him go to school while receiving psychotherapy, but what he learned was to indulge in pleasure and indulgence.
Of course, he didn't need to tell Shan Yufei these things, let alone tell a dark and cold secret that had been buried in his heart for many years.
The entire upper class circle in Yuancheng knows that Young Master Luo doesn't love noble sons, fresh meat from the show business circle, or high-altitude flowers, and only loves men from humble births.
At first, some people thought that Luo Shao was just looking for novelty, and he was not interested in playing a few games. It was not until recent years that everyone realized that Luo Shao really only seemed to be interested in these men from ordinary families.However, Young Master Luo is very interested in his interests, but not in people. The lovers around him change quickly, often within two months of getting it, they change to a new one.
Regarding this, he had his own set of fallacies. Xu Muchu was not persuaded, but in the end he believed it.
But the real reason is only clear to him.
——He is taking revenge, taking revenge on people like Zhou Jinchuan.
Zhou Jinchuan was born in a poor family and grew up in a poor family. He deceived Luo Xiaoyu's feelings, and made Luo Xiaoyu obsessed with it and even committed suicide.He wanted to see what abilities those people like Zhou Jinchuan had.
Over the years, he has confused many people, played with the feelings of these people with ease, showed mercy from above, and watched these people go forward for him.
Ping Zheng is the epitome of them.
Luo Xiaoyu said in his suicide note that he hoped that he would not be trapped in feelings like himself, and hoped that he could live as he wanted. He did it, and it was done beautifully.
During many sleepless nights, he said in his heart, brother, did you see it?I'm doing fine now, and I shouldn't have let you down.
But this talk without a listener often ends in silent tears—he always curls up between the quilts, trembling all over, and murmurs to himself: Brother, why can't you treat Zhou Jinchuan like me?Why would you let him destroy you?Why would you leave me for him?
Someone is setting off fireworks by the river, and the fleeting fire is reflected in the river water, shining brightly like a dream.
Shan Yufei curled up his index finger and tapped it lightly on the table, his brows furrowed slightly.
Luo Tan came back to his senses quickly, and the moment he met Shan Yufei's eyes, his heart suddenly tightened, as if he had done something invisible.
He was a little stunned—this feeling was too unusual.
Shan Yufei said, "You are in a daze."
Luo Tanshen couldn't help turning his eyes away, as if once he met Shan Yufei's eyes, the secret that no one knew would be discovered.
This is very fresh.
Although he always wears a gentle coat, he is never worried about being seen through by his "prey".
Only this time, he noticed a trace of concern.
"What are you thinking?" Shan Yufei was no longer as cold as before.
He squeezed the hand under the table heavily, and when he raised his eyes again, he had returned to normal, and said with a smile: "What? Just ignore you for a while, and you can't take it anymore?"
Shan Yufei didn't speak, but his eyes deepened.
Luo Tan lit a cigarette deeply, the fire light illuminated half of his face, while the other half fell into deeper darkness.
The white mist spewed out seemed to build a wall between the two, and for a while, no one spoke again.
At the end of the song, a singer in a white shirt walked off the stage, and a singer in a leather jacket came up to adjust the height of the microphone.
The leather singer's style is completely different from the previous one, and his mouth is a vulgar popular Internet celebrity tune.
Luo Tan frowned deeply, and put out the cigarette butt.
Shan Yufei asked, "Go back?"
"Well, it's too noisy."
Leaving the bar, Luo Tan took a deep look at Shan Yufei's arm and said, "Until the injury heals, you can't go to work in the restaurant, right?"
Shan Yufei was silent for two seconds, "Yes."
"You are acting bravely. I'll go and say hello to your manager." Luo Tanshen said.
Shan Yufei looked at him, the corners of his lips pressed down indistinctly.
Luo Tan approached deeply, "Thank you today, you saved me from a knife, and you listened to my conversation all night."
The light in Shan Yufei's eyes flickered.
"I'm relieved after I finished speaking." Luo Tanshen raised his hand, and rubbed his palm on Shan Yufei's cheek, "Why didn't I realize before that you are such a good listener?"
"Bang——" the fireworks gradually rose into the sky, enveloping the people by the river in splendor.
Luo Tanshen said again: "Why do you always laugh today?"
"Do I have it?" Shan Yufei asked.
Luo Tan squinted his eyes deeply, and raised his brows, "Blocking a knife for me made you so happy?"
"Be careful in the future." Shan Yufei didn't answer his criticism, maybe it was because of the late night, her voice sounded very gentle.
"Brother, I'm going to see Zhou Jinchuan for the last time today." Luo Tan sat deeply under the ginkgo tree in the yard, all the leaves had fallen, and he was desolate and desolate.
"You actually left him a sum of money, why are you so stupid?" Luo Tan smiled bitterly, "I really want you to see what he looks like now. What kind of witty conversation, what kind of chic and unrestrained, are just appearances, he is A cowardly and useless man. For money, he can kneel to me..."
"Forget it, don't talk about that."
"Brother, I will soon be 24 years old. I will finally... be the same age as you. In the future, I will be one year older than you every year. Only you will always be 24 years old."
"When I was abroad, I always thought, I have to grow up to be 24 years old, then maybe I can understand your feelings. But until now, I don't understand why you committed suicide for Zhou Jinchuan."
"Is it really so crazy to like someone? Apart from him, you don't care about anything, you don't want anything?"
"I won't, man, I won't be like you. 'Prey' will always be 'prey.'"
There was a wind blowing in the yard, and the dead branches swayed from side to side.
"Do you still disagree?" Luo Tan shook his head deeply, stood up, thought of Shan Yufei's injured hand for no reason, and the smile on his lips when he looked at him, something in his heart suddenly faltered.
Seeing Shan Yufei's arm, Shan Shanhai's eyes were full of fear, "They...those people are here again?"
"No, I was not careful." Shan Yufei reassured: "Grandpa, don't worry."
Shan Shanhai was skeptical, hesitated for a long time before saying, "Xiao Fei, can Xiao Luo help us?"
Shan Yufei was removing the gauze, when he heard this, he paused.
"He has been to our house several times, is he a good friend of yours?" Shan Shanhai said, "He looks like someone who can help us."
"Grandpa." Shan Yufei interrupted, "Stop talking."
Shan Shanhai looked worried, "You are friends, tell him, what if he is willing to help us?"
"We are not friends." Shan Yufei looked at the removed gauze, "Even if it is, our family affairs have nothing to do with him."
Shan Shanhai stood blankly at the door of the bedroom for a moment, finally sighed, turned and left.
The air was filled with the pungent smell of medicine, Shan Yufei applied the medicine, wrapped his arm again with clean adhesive tape, and sat expressionlessly by the desk for a while before opening the drawer and taking out the book inside .
After bringing Luo Tanshen back for the first time, he stuffed the book at the bottom of the closet, and only recently put it back in the drawer.
Before turning the pages of the book, he hesitated and pressed his fingers on the pages. After a few minutes, he finally couldn't help it.
The pages of the book rustled and stopped at the page with the photo.
He looked at the man in the photo, the corners of his lips were raised similar to the day he blocked the knife.
"Master." Lin Xiuhan said helplessly, "Master An is waiting for you downstairs, and said that no matter what, he will see you."
"Whatever?" Luo Tan smiled deeply, "You didn't tell him that his crazy mother wouldn't let me see him?"
"How can I tell him that."
"Then you call Ming Shusheng, file a complaint politely, and ask Ming Shusheng to take him back."
"This……"
Luo Tan took a deep look at the time, "Okay, let's do this. Shan Yufei is going to the hospital today, and I have to accompany him."
After all, Lin Xiuhan didn't call Ming Shusheng, and was trying to lure An Yuxin away, when Luo Tanshen had already come down from upstairs.
"Young Master Luo!" An Yuxin hurriedly ran over, her hands almost grabbing Luo Tanshen's clothes.
Luo Tanshen gave way slightly, and smiled calmly: "I still have something to do, so I won't accompany you."
"Young Master Luo, I know I was wrong." An Yuxin followed closely, "Can you forgive me this time?"
"Forgive?" Luo Tanshen stopped, "Didn't I forgive you a long time ago?"
"But you..." An Yu said incoherently, "but you don't want to see me."
"You don't want forgiveness, do you?" Luo Tan looked at him deeply, "You want me to be your boyfriend, don't you?"
An Yuxin's cheeks immediately turned red, and her eyes were clouded with mist, "Master Luo, I, I really like you."
"I think I've made it clear to you last time." Luo Tan said deeply, "If you haven't understood yet, then I'll make it clearer—I'm not interested in you."
An Yuxin could hardly stand up.
"I will never be interested in people born like you." Luo Tanshen straightened his coat after finishing speaking, "Don't come to me again, lest your mother come to trouble me again."
An Yu was startled and said, "She came to look for you?"
Luo Tanshen didn't answer anymore, because out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Shan Yufei standing by the door of the hall.
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