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The mountainous area in the south of country T.

In the vast mountains, there are three modern buildings full of artistic sense.

In the basement of the building, there is a failed "experiment" that is neither human nor ghost.

Shan Yufei changed his usual suit and leather shoes, wearing a short leather jacket, outdoor trousers, and a pair of black leather boots, looking solemnly at a person with a strange expression.

The man looked at him too.

The sticky gaze made him feel uncomfortable, and the brows frowned even tighter.

"His name is Hongzhou. Like you, he voluntarily signed an experimental agreement with us. After five treatments, he became what he is now." Professor Fujiwara is of medium height, in his fifties, with a bit of regret in his words.

Shan Yufei looked away and looked at Professor Fujiwara, the psychologist in An Yuxin's letter.

Half a month ago, he contacted Professor Fujiwara who was still in Country W to participate in international academic exchanges.To his surprise, Professor Fujiwara sighed after seeing him: "Mr. Shan, I have been waiting for you to come to me."

The truth slowly unfolded before his eyes——

His memory problem has nothing to do with Ming Jingchen.

Eight years ago, he took the initiative to participate in a secret human experiment called "Precision Transformation".

Professor Fujiwara is one of the leaders of this experiment and also his "attending physician".

The purpose of the experiment is to create a new method of psychotherapy, to "spot" clear memory for people in need, and gradually develop to "spot" copy memory.

This research seems to be able to benefit people who have suffered severe psychological trauma, but it involves a lot of moral and ethical issues.Once memory can be cleared and copied at will, then knowledge and talent can also be obtained through "treatment", and the existing social rules will be greatly challenged and destroyed.And the experiment must act on the human brain, and the risks are incalculable.Almost all developed countries have declined to support the research.

Only country T, the "transplant paradise", secretly accepted Professor Fujiwara's team.

Experiments started 15 years ago.

At first, the "volunteers" who participated in the experiment were all tempted by money-there are many such people in country T.

The vast majority of them died directly during the "treatment". Although only a few survived, the "treatment" caused serious damage to their nerves, and they were either stupid or paralyzed.

In short, no one is healthy.

It took seven years for the team to reduce the mortality rate of the experiment to 50.00%.

Today, that figure is 20.00%.

There are still [-]% who cannot survive, and almost no one who survives can live a completely healthy life.

Due to the extremely generous remuneration, there is never a shortage of "volunteers" in the experiment.

Shan Yufei is one of them.

He didn't need a reward, he just told Professor Fujiwara that he wanted to erase all memories related to Luo Tanshen.

The team was heartened by his presence, which meant that rich people wanted the technology. Since T country can become a "transplant paradise" for the rich and powerful, it can also become a "memory transformation paradise" in the future.As long as the death rate and disability rate can be reduced to one percent, there must be wealthy people willing to take risks.

However, Professor Fujiwara was very cautious and showed him all the details that he did not tell other "volunteers". He said bluntly: "The treatment process is very painful, and it is difficult to complete overnight. You may need multiple treatments to completely discard the memories you want to forget. .For each treatment, the probability of your being safe is 50.00%. Note that the 'safe' I said means surviving, and the sequelae vary from person to person, so I cannot guarantee you."

He was very calm, and only asked: "If one day, I want to retrieve these memories, can you help me do it?"

Professor Fujiwara said, "Yes."

He closed his eyes, "That's fine."

According to the experimental archives, eight years ago, he underwent four treatments and was one of the twelve surviving "volunteers" that year.

Only one of these 12 people is the so-called "perfect reformer", and the remaining 11 people, including him, have mild or severe sequelae.

His sequelae didn't seem serious, and were even very beneficial to him—he lost the ability to empathize, and almost no longer possessed the emotions that humans should have. For him, the moment he forgot about Luo Tanshen, no longer exists.

The experiment was carried out in secret, and Professor Fujiwara sealed up his file.

There is no doubt that the effect of the treatment on him is extremely attractive. If it is known to the military or terrorist organizations of some countries, it may catalyze a new war machine.

For the last treatment, An Yuxin came with him.

"Mr. Shan, you are the first 'volunteer' to ask for memory retrieval." Professor Fujiwara said, "Actually, since you came to me eight years ago, I knew that you would come back one day. Like before Similarly, I still have to tell you that retrieving memories is also risky, but the fatality and disability rates are around [-]%, if you accept it, please sign this agreement."

He didn't answer immediately, but thought about it for half a month.

Originally, he was just curious about what the lost memory was and who interfered with his memory, but now he wants to know why he risked his life and participated in that kind of crazy illegal experiment.

Is it so important to forget Luo Tanshen?

Is it harder to bear not to forget than to die?

The fact in front of him is that back then, he was indeed determined to die, and endured the great pain caused by the treatment, just to erase Luo Tanshen's existence.

And when Luo Tanshen reappeared, he, who had already lost his normal emotions, gave birth to vivid emotions that he shouldn't have.

He decided to undergo rehabilitation therapy.

"I can't guarantee your safety." Professor Fujiwara said, "But I promise, I will do my best."

He smiled coldly, looked at Hongzhou again, and walked towards the treatment room.

The harsh light made him squint his eyes, and his naked body was connected to a silently running instrument.He took a deep breath, trying to stay calm.

Gradually, the pain appeared, spread and aggravated.

His consciousness was always awake, and the pain was as sharp as a sharp knife cutting his head.

He couldn't move at all, and he couldn't speak, he could only bear it like a puppet, tearing apart.

And once the treatment starts, it cannot be stopped halfway.If it is stopped, the person receiving the treatment will undoubtedly die.

He seemed to be blind, the darkness covering his eyelids like a cloth.Fragmented memories returned with unbearable pain, one by one, piercing into his mind like sharp broken glass.

At first, a golden phoenix was formed.

The phoenix turned into a sugar figure and was held by a boy like a little prince.

He was crying, and the long-term torture made him unable to hold on any longer. Looking at the vehicles passing by on the road, he planned to stand up after crying, rush into the traffic, and end the pain with death.

The boy gave him the phoenix sugar figurine and called him "brother" with a smile.

More and more pieces fit together.

Under the sun, he copied the phoenix sugar figurine he got when he was a child, and handed it to Luo Tanshen.

Luo Tanshen looked at Sugar Man facing the sun, while he smiled at Luo Tanshen, with indescribable tenderness in his eyes.

Suddenly, the pain became more severe, and he was almost suffocated.

On his 21st birthday, he rushed back from country T to celebrate his first and last birthday with Luo Tanshen.

He knew that he could not accompany Luo Tanshen for the rest of his life, and this "stolen" six months was already a gift from heaven to him.

But on this day, he saw Luo Tanshen and He Yuelin kissing at the place where they first met when they were young.

Luo Tanshen told "We are over" outside Nanxing Villa.

Back home, Grandpa left him and left forever.

It's not that he didn't notice the abnormality of his grandfather, but he left his grandfather at home because he was going to the last birthday appointment, and in order to hear Luo Tanshen say "Happy Birthday".

He couldn't forget the appearance of his grandfather being salvaged.The already thin old man was soaked in sewage, lonely and desperate.

Grandpa didn't harm anyone, but he was tortured for half his life.In the future, he could finally stop being bullied, but in order to give him a future that would not be hindered, he chose to commit suicide.

What was Grandpa doing when he resolutely ended his life?

He was waiting for Luo Tanshen's "Happy Birthday".

Just for the phrase "Happy Birthday", he left his grandfather behind.

He couldn't forgive himself for abandoning his grandfather for Luo Tanshen.

It is also difficult to face this relationship directly, and even dare not let myself think of Luo Tanshen.

After the funeral, he left Yuancheng and became Ming Jingchen's "puppet".

He longs for power, and plans to replace it step by step.

But Luo Tanshen's existence caused him unbearable pain.

The guilt towards grandpa gradually distorted into hatred, hating herself and Luo Tanshen.

He knew it was unreasonable, but extreme emotions were unreasonable in the first place.While blaming himself, he found hopelessly that he couldn't let go of his deep feelings for Luo Tan.

He loves Luo Tan deeply.

I don't want to hurt, I don't want to hate Luo Tanshen.

Luo Tanshen was his only weakness and weakness.

"The risk of treatment is extremely high. You may not be able to wake up again. Even if you wake up, you may suffer from sequelae." Professor Fujiwara said: "Are you sure you want to become a 'volunteer'?"

"Sure." His eyes were dark without a trace of light.

The pain of the four treatments doubled, and he felt that he was about to die.

An Yuxin was the only insider besides him and the experimental team, and looked at him worriedly: "Brother, do you have to do this?"

He has no choice.

He had to cut off his weakness, and he didn't want to hate Luo Tanshen even more.

Would rather forget, would rather die than hate the person who failed him.

"Maybe after a long time, I will be able to face, examine, and accept this relationship again." He said to An Yuxin, "At that time, I hope you will do me a favor, bring me here, and tell me—— In the world, there are my concerns and hopes.”

An Yuxin smiled sadly, "Brother, I hope I can live until then safely."

The pain became more and more severe, and he almost gritted his teeth.

The floodgates of memory closed, and he finally passed out.

It had been a week since he woke up, and the bright light in the ward made him a little bit dizzy.

He stared at the empty point in front of him for a long time, and then put his hands on his forehead.

Everything in this year and the past eight years ago are finally connected in my mind.

His shoulders were trembling slightly.

That person whom he was unwilling to hate and couldn't bear, was actually hurt by him to the point where he is now.