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But everything didn't go so smoothly. Yu Hong was furious and fired Xu Ling directly. Xu Ling had already made preparations for this and didn't have any objection. Much, he's been here for a year, but that's all.

Lu Gao, who had just gone to pour water in the tea room, just came back, and when he saw him leaving, his pupils suddenly dilated, ignoring the hot water in his hand, he put it down and ran over, "Brother Xu, you, what are you doing?" !"

"I'm sorry," Xu Ling lowered his eyes, "I... can't stay here anymore."

"Didn't you say you'll be fine!" Lu Gao suddenly turned up his volume. After all, he's still a big boy, he values ​​friendship and can't stand separation, "Brother Xu, go talk to Yu Hong again. It's not a rare thing, it's okay!"

"I'm really sorry," Xu Ling looked at him and said quietly, "You know, Lu Gao, maybe I'm not suitable for Yuji, and I'm too obsessed with protecting the so-called bottom line, which will affect many things. In many cases, they are even called moral saints.”

"However, this is the bottom line that I cannot break through."

Xu Ling smiled at him softly: "I hope you can understand me."

Lu Gao couldn't understand why someone would give up their future career because of this kind of thing.What's more, Xu Ling is an omega. When he applied for "Youth Entertainment", he could escape the second gender test by chance, but how can he guarantee that he can avoid it next time? What should he do if he is found out?

"Brother Xu!" Lu Gao's chest heaved angrily, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Here, 'Youth Entertainment', is there nothing you can miss?"

Xu Ling: "..."

"Lu Gao..." Xu Ling wanted to rub his hair and comfort him as before, but Lu Gao avoided him, knowing his answer, and remained silent.

"Then I'll go." Lu Gao turned and left. Xu Ling stared blankly at his back, with a sore nose, and said softly, "Then take good care of yourself."

Lu Gao's back froze, but he still left.

It was a sunny day, Xu Ling looked at the glaring white light, and felt complicated. He couldn't tell if he was relieved or sad. He suddenly felt selfish - just left Lu Gao behind, what would Lu Gao do?

Xu Ling's house was allocated by the company, and if he was fired at this time, the house would naturally be unlivable. Someone would come to take back the right of residence in a few days. When Xu Ling returned home, when he opened the door, he saw the living room on the coffee table. gypsophila.

Gypsophila lay quietly in the sun.

Xu Ling put down the cardboard box, his brow was covered with sweat, he felt a little more relaxed without work, put the baby's breath into an empty vase, and then read the book in the study all afternoon.

Did you really look into it?

not at all.

He was just in a daze, not engraving every line of words in his mind, until it was dark outside and the feeling of hunger came from his stomach, and Xu Ling realized that a long time had passed.

He picked up the phone subconsciously - the phone was too quiet, different from before, which made him a little uncomfortable.

Xu Ling saw five missed calls.

They were all Xia Qingqi's private calls. Seeing that he had set Do Not Disturb at some point, Xu Ling didn't see any of the calls, so he hurriedly called back.

There were two "beeps" over there, and the answer was quickly picked up.

"Brother," Xia Qingqi said, "why don't you answer my phone?"

"I'm sorry," Xu Ling said sincerely, "I set the volume to mute, but I didn't hear it——do you have anything to do with me?"

"I'll pick you up at your house later," Xia Qingqi said excitedly, "Let's go out tonight, go to the movies, go to KTV."

Xu Ling didn't know why he suddenly wanted to go to the movies, and asked, "Aren't you afraid of being discovered?"

"It won't be discovered by anyone," Xia Qingqi smiled in a low voice, "I've booked a place in the movie theater, just you and me."

"..."

Xu Ling hung up the phone and sighed.

He still can't define his relationship with Xia Qingqi, he said it was a partner, not like, he said he was a friend - but no friend would commit suicide, Xu Ling simply stopped thinking about it, and if he could take a step, it was a step.

About half an hour later, there was a knock on the door, Xu Ling opened the door, and a warm hug greeted him, Xia Qingqi hugged him, "Brother, good evening!"

Xu Ling's bad mood all afternoon suddenly dissipated, as if being scalded by fire, he laughed and said, "You too, good evening."

The two drove, and Xia Qingqi kept talking about the crew all the way, and Xu Ling didn't need to talk too much, just humming occasionally to let Xia Qingqi know that she was listening, that's all.

"After next week, we can continue filming the show." While waiting for the traffic light, Xia Qingqi grabbed Xu Ling's hand, and the yellow streetlight hit his face brightly and secretly, which was very beautiful. Xia Qingqi bent her eyes: "At that time, I will be able to see my brother."

Xia Qingqi didn't know that he had been fired, Xu Ling didn't break away from his hand, and let him hold it quietly without making a sound.

When they arrived at the place, Xu Ling followed him through the side door, walked all the way, and finally arrived at the No. [-] hall, there was no one there, Xu Ling was a little tongue-tied: "Is it very expensive?"

"It's okay." Xia Qingqi pushed him on the chair, went out to get popcorn and Coke, and smiled: "Do you like caramel?"

Xu Ling: "I can do it."

Xia Qingqi sat beside him, and when it was dark, Xu Ling asked, "What movie?"

"You can tell just by looking at it," Xia Qingqi smiled happily, and took a piece of popcorn and threw it into her mouth.

The movie begins.

First there was a shrill scream, and then the blood-red liquid slowly slid down, condensing into the name of the movie.

—— "No. [-] Hospital"

Xu Ling: "..."

Xia Qingqi took a piece of popcorn and touched the corner of Xu Ling's lips. Xu Ling hesitated and bit it. Xia Qingqi smiled and whispered in his ear: "Brother, if you get scared later, you can tell me."

Xu Ling glanced at Xia Qingqi silently.

Xia Qingqi took his previous skills of picking up girls on him, watched horror movies, and tucked into his arms when scared, stealing a scent and making Omega more dependent on Alpha at the same time.

Halfway through the movie, Xia Qingqi couldn't help but glance at Xu Ling, but Xu Ling had been quiet the whole time, not to mention shivering in his arms, not even screaming.

"Brother, are you not afraid?" Xia Qingqi whispered.

At this moment, the movie suddenly screamed again, Xia Qingqi was taken aback suddenly, Xu Ling reached out and rubbed his hair: "Don't be afraid, brother is here."

Xia Qingqi: "..."

Xia Qingqi suddenly remembered something from a long time ago.

It probably happened when Xu Ling first entered the orphanage. Xu Ling's parents had a car accident, and he had something more than those children in the orphanage—name.Xu Ling doesn't like to talk very much, and is often alone in a daze.

At that time, Xia Qingqi was a little curious, and once climbed a tree, wanting to pick a fruit for Xu Ling who had just arrived, but she couldn't get down.

Finally, on the tree, crying pitifully, Xu Ling passed by, Yaoyao raised his head, "What are you doing?"

"I can't go down!" Xia Qingqi's eyes were clouded with tears.

The tree is not tall, but maybe when I was young at that time, I always felt that standing on a cliff, falling would mean that my body would be smashed to pieces.

"You jump down, I'll follow you," Xu Ling was only about six years old at the time, but he still opened his arms and shouted loudly, "Jump."

Where did the courage come from?He was not very familiar with Xu Ling, but Xia Qingqi still held the green fruit, gritted her teeth, closed her eyes, and jumped down.

Xu Ling failed to catch him, Xia Qingqi overwhelmed him and fell so painfully.

Xia Qingqi cried in fright, but Xu Ling patted him in pain and said softly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

In the movie theater, Xu Ling finished rubbing Xia Qingqi's hair with a smile, but suddenly didn't hear Xia Qingqi's response, looked into his eyes, a little strange: "What's wrong?"

Xia Qingqi reached out and squeezed Xu Ling's chin, Xu Ling's eyes widened slightly.

A caramel kiss.

Unbelievably gentle, Xu Ling passively opened his teeth, allowing Xia Qingqi to play wild in it, the pheromone of plum blossom fragrance permeated his nose, the whole dark movie theater, the light on the movie screen occasionally illuminated them, bright and dark.

Wet kisses.

Xu Ling was out of breath, and the corners of his eyes were red, as if the blush on his cheeks had invaded his nerves, he was a little embarrassed, and coughed: "...Watching a movie."

Xia Qingqi suddenly grabbed his hand and stood up abruptly, "Let's go!"

"Huh?" Xu Ling stood up, Xia Qingqi pulled him, walked out of the cinema, and walked towards the stairs, "Where are you going?"

Xia Qingqi didn't answer, but just took his hand. The two of them walked through countless flights of stairs, shaking out a piece of popcorn during the journey. Xu Ling was an Omega after all, and his physical strength was a little weak, so Xia Qingqi simply picked him up.

Holding Xu Ling's thigh with both hands, Xu Ling gasped and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Go to the top floor."

Xia Qingqi was in good physical strength. When he reached the top floor, he put down Xu Ling, pushed open the door, and the wind swept in. In the night sky, Xu Ling squinted his eyes, raised his hair, and his face cooled down.

"Come on," Xia Qingqi turned her head and pulled him, "I used to come here often, and there were almost no one there. When I'm in a bad mood, blow some air, and everything goes away."

There was only half a meter of wall on the roof, Xia Qingqi jumped up with a push, Xu Ling was startled: "Slow down!"

"Brother, you come up too," Xia Qingqi smiled at him, and stretched out her hand. Xu Ling hesitated for a moment, and followed suit.

It is very high, at the height of [-] floors, from here you can overlook the night view of the entire urban area, neon lights, traffic flow, distant sounds, thousands of lights and hustle and bustle, and the wind is kissing.

Xu Ling carefully sat beside him and said, "It's so high."

"It's high," Xia Qingqi said, "so sometimes, when I come here, I feel that my little sadness is nothing compared to the vast mountains and rivers, so I just look away."

"Huh?" Xu Ling looked at him.

"In this life, most of the time, you are fucked, making choices and climbing," Xia Qingqi said very easily, as if those words were quickly swept away by the violent wind on the roof, Xu Ling listened carefully He said, "I'm tired of climbing, so I just come here, it's good."

Xu Ling lowered his head and smiled.

"Let me sing you a song." Xia Qingqi wrapped his arms around his waist, and the two of them were very close together. It was very cold on the roof, and only the gap between them could not get in the wind and was warm.

Xu Ling nodded without resisting his touch.

"I watched the wind blow seventy to eighty thousand miles / roll over everything / only miss me

I look at the wilderness covered with snow / dazzling white / pure without color

All faces are blurred / Only a scene of drama remains

In fact, I don’t have the courage/to trek to find

The world gave me a wound/as well as deep love and no regrets"

The world gave me a wound.

And deep love and no regrets.

They kiss in the wind and noise.