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Li Pei returned home alone, instead of shutting himself in the room in a hurry, he walked around the house instead.

The master bedroom belongs to Li Yan and his wife. The second bedroom next to it was empty before, but now a nail is wedged on the door, and a newly made Christmas wreath is hung. There is a small woolen sock in the middle, which is unevenly woven. The bottom is tightly packed together, but the top has beautiful textures, and some variegated wool is thoughtfully mixed to make it look softer and warmer.

It was clearly woven by two people.

The eldest brother always wants to make some gadgets by himself, but he is really not good at it.Li Pei remembers being mischievous when he was a child. He often dismantled the toys his mother bought within two or three days.

He couldn't stand the slightest bit of grievance, so he got an old toy that was beyond recognition, and cried a few times. Even if it was thunderous and rainy, his brother would come over in a panic, touch his face, hug him, and coax him.

Later, I learned from Li Yuan how to weave a small dragonfly with grass, and finally I was able to coax people. The dragonfly flew over Li Pei, circled, and landed on Ji Changqing's heart.

Its habitat is the heart. When the heart is gone, the dragonfly also disappears in the wind.

Now they can quietly weave a Christmas stocking together for Li Cong. Li Pei seems to see the clumsy man being driven away by his wife's wave of hands and snatching the needle and thread. Start with the ugly toe, and then weave.

Li Pei's hand holding the doorknob suddenly withdrew again, he thought, the room behind the door must also be full of love, there is no need for him to confirm the prying.

Li Congneng was embraced by his father and went to the riverside with him. The spring was beautiful and the kite flew high.

He had a happy and colorful childhood.

This house is not young, and the people who live in it cherish it, so it can shelter more wind and rain.Li Pei wanted to confirm whether he was a long-term resident or a short-term resident, so he went into his cloakroom, opened the outermost wardrobe, and checked the clothes he wore most often.

He came from a distant world and has no memories belonging to this space. It is hard not to think about whether he occupied another Li Pei's body, where those memories were brought, and whether his every move It will distort the original track and disturb the peaceful and beautiful life of everyone in this world.

Although he misses and does not give up, he is always a guest in a foreign land.

The guests always have to leave.

In the past, Li Yan abandoned his family and son, until he was 31 years old, his side was empty, but now Zhu Feng is always with him.He accidentally learned about Zhu Fengjin's thoughts, and also suspected that he was not wishful thinking, so Li Pei had a new hurdle in his heart. The relationship between the two brothers was not as close as when they were young.After graduating from university, he studied abroad and still lived with his eldest brother after returning.

In fact, he was terrified of being alone and lonely.

Otherwise, it would not be so easy to trust her after the death of her eldest brother.

There are only a few new seasonal clothes in the closet. The clothes on the left are more youthful and casual, mostly light-colored, and there is even a fluffy down jacket. At 24, trying to look dull and not let youth be the focus.

It seems that he no longer lives with his brother and sister-in-law, which is exactly what Li Pei hopes now.

Keep a certain distance, and there will be fewer flaws. He knows nothing about this world, so he can only hide and explore slowly.

What's more, if the eldest brother knows that the person in front of him is not the younger brother he has always loved, it is not a kind of loss, he will be sad too.

Li Pei closed the closet door, went downstairs, and sat on the sofa in the living room. On the small table were a few pieces of Li Cong's favorite chocolate and a basket of plump oranges. Li Pei glanced at the time and pressed the button habitually. Pressing the No. 1 button on the remote control, the channel on the TV broadcast the 2003 New Year's Peking Opera Gala. He listened patiently for a while, and then began to keep looking at his watch, keeping an eye on the time.

In the end, he simply took off the watch, held it in his hand, and his heart ran lap after lap following the pointer on it.

He is waiting for his elder brother and his family to come back safely.

Li Yan and Zhu Fengjin were killed around this time.They were in a car accident that night first, the eldest brother was sitting in the driver's seat, and in order to protect Zhu Fengjin, he was seriously injured. The murderer followed closely and shot Li Yan in the heart, who had no ability to resist.The guests drank endlessly. After the elder brothers left, he felt that the wine was tasteless, so he escaped and let the wind blow by his mother's former flower garden to sober up. When he was about to go back to his room, he suddenly received a call from Li Yuan. The other party hesitated and told him News of Li Yan's death.

Li Pei thought he was drunk, he poohed twice, and even laughed: "My brother was still there just now, don't talk nonsense."

However, Li Yuan did not remain silent. The resolute man suppressed his sadness, squeezed out a few fragmented words, and said to him, Xiao Pei, my condolences.

He forgot that his home was far away from the hospital, and ran out after dropping the phone. When he arrived, he was short of breath and felt pain in his chest.

The pain seemed to be just for a moment, his blood froze, and he was cut off from feeling suddenly, leaving only numbness and dazedness.

The eldest brother has been wiped off all the blood. His face has always been upright and healthy. He always hides the rainy day and keeps it sunny. Li Pei has never seen such a dilapidated color. The penetrating power of this color is so strong that Everything around was covered in a layer of gray.

His lungs started to rebel, he kept retching and coughing, his throat seemed to be cut by a knife, and finally he shouted hoarsely: "Brother."

Li Pei lowered his head and bit his trembling lips.

He was waiting for Li Yan to sit up from the bed, pat his head meanly, high-five Li Yuan, and tell him, Big brother is here to lie to you.

He waited all night, and the eldest brother finally failed to get up.

Not long after, Li Yuan took a man as reliable as a mountain and said to him: "Xiao Pei, this is your new bodyguard, Cun He."

He looked at the stranger coldly, not letting go of the small cuts on his hands, but he forgot to look at those eyes——

As cold as a lone wolf, when he was looking at him, his face was extraordinarily calm.

But he slowly fell into those eyes, he never imagined that Cun He was the murderer who killed his elder brother, who put him as a pillow beside him, indulged in it, sought pleasure, and finally was defeated and died cowardly.

Li Pei regretted all the time, why he didn't follow them that night, and went to the gate of hell to see those eyes, it was better than being deceived and played with without dignity.

Thinking of the past, Li Pei was a little dazed. He picked up the oranges in the basket, peeled off the skin little by little, and picked off the top of the oranges, and put them on the table. The orange peels spread out like a flower. Sunflowers.

His movements were very slow, and there were three members of the eldest brother's family, so he repeated this three times.

The third orange was peeled and placed on the small table by him, as neatly and carefully as a child completing manual work.The anxiety in Li Pei's heart could no longer be contained, he grabbed the key and strode out the door.

The moment his hand touched the doorknob, Li Pei's ears caught the sound of the lock being turned open, and the wind outside the door passed by the corners of his eyes, making his eyes red for a moment.

Li Yan stood outside the door, with three shadows of different heights under his feet.

Li Cong poked his head out from behind his father, and his mother still held his hand: "Uncle must have heard our footsteps."

For the first time, Li Pei felt that opening the door for others was an action with such a sense of belonging.

Outside the door is not only wind, pain and loss, but also what he is most attached to, people and home.