go the same way

"will not."

You won't die and wander off again with nowhere to land.

You are not going anywhere.

"Is it."

At the end of Li Pei's words, it was like a feather was tied, and flew out of the window lightly.

He looked at Nie Xunqiu seriously, the sunburn on his face has improved a lot, he is willing to trim his cheeks every day, he doesn't have a thin beard like before, he always thought it was irritating, he would squeeze foam every now and then , take a razor to scrape it off, and then rub it with the tip of your nose. It's not soft to the touch, but he just likes it.

They didn't kiss very often, and when they did, he still felt close.

After not looking at Nie Xunqiu carefully for a long time, he silently stacked the shadow in his heart with the person in front of him, and compared it slowly, he found that it was still the same mold as in his memory, with fine carving and no mistakes.

Narrow forehead, high browbones, deep eye sockets, facial features like a knife, can not find a little bit of softness, because the previous sun and rain, with a bit rough.Erase the seriousness in his eyes, in any aesthetic, he is handsome.

He didn't know if he could see this person again, so he took the courage to take a good look at every hair and every inch of Nie Xunqiu's skin, so that when he couldn't see it, he could copy it from memory.

No matter how favored fate is to him, it probably won't give him a third chance.

Nie Xunqiu noticed that gaze was gentle and calm, and his heart trembled: "Your heart has some congenital defects. Dr. Jiang will perform the surgery for you. It won't be too difficult, Xiaopei."

Li Pei nodded, and he smiled: "I've never had such a disease before, just think about it."

He remembered Nie Xunqiu's appearance, and looked out of the window, as if the end was the destination of his helpless soul.

"The reason why I came here is probably because Li Pei here died suddenly that day."

When the heart is severely incarcerated, it can lead to death, which is what Jiang Weiping told him.

When Li Pei woke up, he was submerged in the water. Half of the tank was icy cold and choked into his respiratory tract, causing him to cough violently. His fingers were wrinkled and his body temperature dropped. He thought it was most likely a dream. , but did not stop to consider another possibility.

It was at that time that Li Pei's original heartbeat had already stopped, and it was another soul that floated into this world, and the desire to open his eyes was too strong, which made the damaged heart beat again, bringing the dead back to life.

Li Pei is more willing to comfort himself, he is not an occupier, but his own regrets are too compatible with Li Pei's dying wish, so he can take over his body and have the opportunity to continue to be with his family.

He has been taken away a lot, and now he is given back to a more complete family. Because of the unequal value and fate's careful calculations, he refuses to give a little bit of favor, so he is asked to trade his health.

In exchange for Li Cong's colorful childhood, and the evergreen love between brothers and sisters-in-law that doesn't need to be hidden, I wish Fengjin's bright moonlight, Cunhe learned right and wrong, good and evil, and embarked on the right path.

does it worth?

Too valuable.

Thinking of Li Yan, Li Pei was stunned, and lowered his voice: "It's just a guess, don't tell brother. He knew that he would be very sad to see his older brother died since he was a child."

Li Pei didn't worry about his own situation, but felt that his elder brother would be sad.

Nie Xunqiu didn't want to agree. He felt that Li Yan was not mentally prepared for this. After the conversation before, Li Yan clearly treated Li Pei as his own brother, no matter which time and space the person he cared for belonged to.

He sat down, fumbled in his pocket, found a few toffee wrapped in paper, thought about it, and handed it to Li Pei.

"Fasting is required twelve hours before the operation, and it's not yet time."

"What are you giving me candies?" Li Pei suddenly had a lot of stuff in his palm. Those toffees had been warmed by the body temperature, and they were already soft, and a small pit appeared when they were lightly touched. "It's not a child."

But I don't know how to coax you and make you happy.

Most of what Nie Xunqiu did in Medellin were not emergency surgeries. They hung banners outside the temporary hospital to let the local people know that MSF was coming. Many children who were sick but did not receive treatment would be killed by their doctors. Parents hugged them, and doctors assisted them free of charge.

Although the conditions there are simple, they are still much better than those in the war zone. Most of the surgeries are booked in at the beginning. He will insist on going through the process to evaluate the physical and psychological conditions of the children. His dormitory is just a small room. In the corner stood a piece of luggage with a whole side pocket containing candy bought from a store at the departure point.

He grabs a handful every day, enough to fill the gap between his fingers and palms. His hands are big, so a handful is enough to distribute to all the children who come.

Because of poverty and disease, those children do not have many opportunities to receive gifts in their short lives. Even if they are not allowed to eat the candy from the doctor because of the urgency of time, they can drive away anxiety and have a good taste for postoperative recovery. There is a little expectation of the sweetness that arrives.

After returning to China, he also maintained this habit, thinking that maybe it was effective, so he gave it all to Li Pei.

Li Pei held the candies, and the wrappers of the candies collided with each other, making a rattling sound. He put them on the floor cabinet next to the bed and asked, "Is there anything else you want to know? Most of the situation is the same as before. The medical history and I don’t know the history of anesthesia, so I’ll ask my brother.”

Before Nie Xunqiu had time to ask, Li Pei answered everything with "So it turns out".

As before, Li Pei has no plastic surgery, his teeth are neat and tidy, and he has never had a single tooth decay. There will be no fillings and loosening of the dentures, and no special protection for the face is needed.Other than that... this Li Pei doesn't drink too much, doesn't take sleeping pills for a long time, and it won't affect the amount of anesthesia.

These differences were all caused by him in the past. Nie Xunqiu stood up again: "The specific basic data will be measured by a nurse for you. If you have any needs, please feel free to tell me."

Li Pei hummed vaguely, he turned slightly sideways, and continued to look out of the window, a small piece of light fell from his chest to his shoulders.

Nie Xunqiu just gave a few pieces of candy.

But I feel that my pockets and my heart are drifting, as if my courage has been emptied.

Nie Xunqiu found a pen and paper in Jiang Weiping's office, and after asking the family members in detail, he transcribed the situation on the form.

It's already dinner time, Jiang Weiping bought two boxed lunches, one meat and two vegetables, which was a bit awkward, but this was her first meal of the day, and she was used to heating it until it was slightly hot in the mouth before eating, so that she wouldn't gobble it up , prolong the time of eating.

"No matter how busy you are after eating," Jiang Weiping saw that Nie Xunqiu's copy hadn't been touched since he opened it, "You're hungry and faint, who will be on the operating table tomorrow morning?"

Nie Xunqiu turned a deaf ear to it: "Doctor Jiang, is there any dantrolene in the hospital?"

"There are two boxes." Jiang Weiping knew that Nie Xunqiu was considering first-aid measures after anesthesia allergies, "Xiao Pei doesn't have muscular dystrophy and those congenital defects, and common anesthetics should be fine."

She divided the dishes with chopsticks and took a bite: "This drug has not been approved by the Food and Drug Administration. It costs [-] yuan per box and has a short shelf life. There are only a few cases of malignant hyperthermia in a year, so the top three in the city are not prepared." , if Li Yan hadn’t been rich, our hospital probably wouldn’t have one.”

Nie Xunqiu felt lucky for sending Li Pei to Jiang Weiping.It wasn't that there was level of doubt from the beginning, he believed in Jiang Weiping.However, the hospital where he works now also has giants in the industry, but even so, the hospital still does not have the rescue conditions for malignant hyperthermia. Once the disease occurs, the body temperature rises rapidly. Without specific drugs, there is almost only a dead end.

He knows that such allergies are very rare in the crowd, with a probability of only about one in [-], but he still wants to be fully prepared and pray in his heart that Li Pei will not become that [-]%.

It's already past ten o'clock after the meeting with the assistant who will be involved in the operation tomorrow, Jiang Weiping is quite tired, so he changed his coat and yawned to persuade him to go back to rest: "When I was young, I was able to endure like you, and the emergency room at two or three o'clock There is no need for me to rush from home to the hospital. Go back, I have to get up early to work tomorrow."

The nurse sent Li Pei's physical data again, and he accepted it and took a look.

"Well, I'll pack up and go back."

The dean's office is very large, adding a chair can spare part of it for Nie Xunqiu's temporary office space. At a glance, there are only a few reports, the anesthesia method determined just now, and the countermeasures for possible problems during and after the operation.

There's nothing to tidy up either.

Jiang Weiping muttered in his heart.

She only thought that Nie Xunqiu was too serious and responsible, loved his work, and he was still a young man, so she turned off the light on her seat and said goodbye to him.

Nie Xunqiu put the materials into the file bag and locked the door. He simply washed his face, turned around, and turned to the inpatient department. Walked to the door of Li Pei's ward in a familiar way.

Because of the scale, it will not accept many patients at the same time. The wards in Dr. Jiang's hospital are all single rooms, but there is also an extra small bed, which is convenient for nurses or family members to accompany them overnight.

Li Yan didn't want his younger brother to wait alone, and Li Pei didn't want his elder brother to guard him either. Both of them were stubborn, and when they couldn't make it, they each took a step back. Li Yan still stayed in the hospital, but slept in the next ward. He set off the vibrating alarm clock and got up every four hours to check on Li Pei's condition.

So now Li Pei is alone.

Li Pei's ward has no lights.He was not allowed to eat after eight o'clock in the evening, and he was not even allowed to drink water for four hours before the operation.He was a little sleepy, groggy, tucked in the quilt, and waited for the arrival of tomorrow.

The curtains were not fully drawn, the moonlight was mixed with a faint blue, quietly spreading out a blurred edge, Nie Xunqiu opened the door, he seemed to be walking on glass, he did not dare to apply force, fearing that it would break if he stepped on it. sound.He walked to Li Pei's bedside, the dark shadow cut off the beam of moonlight, and carefully looked at Li Pei's sleeping face.

Just like Li Pei looked at him during the day.

He didn't dare to rest his eyes on Li Pei for too long, his eyes seemed warm, for fear of waking him up.He looked to the side of the bed, there was a water bottle, some fresh fruit on the floor cabinet, and there was a toffee in the corner.

Five were given out.

Was it eaten?

Li Pei was probably also nervous and scared.

He doesn't care so much about life and death, he is most reluctant to lose and regain his close family.

But said nothing.

Nie Xunqiu leaned down slowly, afraid of the sudden movement of his joints, he stretched out his hand and stroked Li Pei's hair softly.He thought of picking the flower far away by the water, there was nothing there, but he still felt like the flower was in full bloom, because he felt in his heart that he had met Li Pei.

He finally touched him again, even if it was so quietly, afraid of being known.

Nie Xunqiu approached the sleeping Li Pei.

Finally, a light and tender kiss was left on the corner of his mouth.