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"It's called Su Liang, isn't it? I heard that he is a completely different person from me. He is very annoying! Especially when he laughs, no matter how he looks at it, he feels disgusted." Xu Wen smiled lightly. explain.

Gu Hanze held the phone tightly with his hand, and lowered his head, the shadow completely covered the expression on his face.

"You are not qualified to compare with him."

The voice is cold and has no temperature.

Xu Wen on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, and quickly sneered and said, "I'm not qualified? Heh, you like him now, and I'm not as good as him in whatever you do. Teacher Gu, I can stop bothering you. But there is one condition, and I promise you, this is the last condition."

Gu Hanze hesitated for a moment, but still said, "What do you want?"

"Ms. Gu, I'm going home tomorrow. After returning to China, I haven't seen you. You refused to agree to ask you out, and you hung up on me many times. I want to see you and let me stay with you." Shall we stay overnight?" Xu Wen said.

"Is this necessary?" Gu Hanze asked coldly.

"Yes, Mr. Gu, you are so cold and heartless, how do you know that I have been thinking about you like crazy these few years?" Xu Wen said sadly.

Gu Hanze frowned slightly, and sneered: "You would think of someone who is not helpful or useful to you? It's really strange."

"Mr. Gu, I admit that I have used you, but I really like you." Xu Wen said seriously, "Mr. Gu, after today, we may never have any intersection again, so just promise me this." Once? I want to see you."

Gu Hanze clenched his fists, but still let go: "After today, don't call me again, otherwise, I will really call the police."

"Teacher Gu is still the same as before, hard-spoken and soft-hearted. Where is your home? I'll come here now!" Xu Wen said happily.

"I only promised to provide you with a place to stay overnight, right? I will send you a message in the evening." After Gu Hanze finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

At the moment when I hung up the phone, I finally couldn't hold on anymore.

He lay on the sofa with his head up, closed his eyes gently, and tightly squeezed the hand of the pillow beside him, revealing his current mood.

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Because of premature graduation, he was only 23 years old when he first coached, and his communication skills other than academics were basically poor.

But in the face of a group of teenagers who are similar to his own age, there is no way to completely close his heart, right?

So he gradually became gregarious and became a teacher who was closer to a friend in the students' minds.

But he still couldn't handle the relationship properly.

Thus, the first trouble arose.

Because he started to be gregarious, he found that he seemed to have a better affection for boys. This affection can be raised to the kind of affection that he likes.However, one of his students discovered this earlier than he did.

This student is Xu Wen.

He is a very good young man, not only excellent, but also very good at dealing with people. It can be said that he is a very smooth young man who surprised him.

And this boy, after discovering this, began to deliberately approach him.He could clearly feel that this approach was purposeful and deliberate.

But the boy's purpose was not fully revealed, and he wanted to meet his peers, and appreciated the advantages of this boy. At that time, he mistook this appreciation for goodwill.

So, even though he knew that he was purposeful, and noticed the cleverness he occasionally showed off, Gu Hanze did not resist this person's contact.

Failure to resist brings trouble.

Xu Wen began to show that he liked him intentionally or unintentionally. Gu Hanze gradually developed that he did not resist some of his ambiguous behaviors, and because of this, he found that he seemed to have special feelings for him.

But this feeling was not very clear, and Xu Wen didn't seem to have a strong intention to express it, so he let this unclear attitude continue.

The shift, happened not long after that.

Originally they were about the same age, but because Gu Hanze wanted to blend into the world of his peers, he hardly acted like a teacher outside of the classroom, and with the blessing of his looks, he also possessed a high degree of education at a young age. , It is inevitable that it has aroused some favor among the students.

It is just a very simple thing to upgrade from favor to like.

"Teacher Gu received another gift?" Xu Wen, who came to the office to find Gu Hanze, looked at the box on the table and joked with a smile.

"I don't know who put it outside the office door. It's not good to leave it all the time, so I took it back." Gu Hanze said with a smile.

"Very popular." Xu Wen still smiled, but his tone was slightly sour, "But it's no wonder, after all, even I like Teacher Gu very much."

Hearing this, Gu Hanze's expression froze for a moment, and he looked back at Xu Wen. There was an unscrupulous smile on his face, as if he was joking.

Gu Hanze responded with a slight smile: "It's an honor for me to be liked by you, it proves that I still have some value."

Xu Wen didn't answer any more, and after a few more polite words, he left.

But after that, no girl ever sneaked a small gift to Gu Hanze again, and the atmosphere when getting along with him seemed to become inexplicable.

Gu Hanze didn't care, but returned to the original way of life.And knowing the reason, it was almost half a month later.

After that, he had just returned to the office after class, and there was a girl standing outside the office door, looking a little timid, holding a letter tightly in her hand.

Gu Hanze recognized it as one of his students, Zhang Yuran.

Gu Hanze walked over and asked with a smile, "Student Zhang, are you here to look for me?"

Seeing him, Zhang Yuran was a little agitated, with small worries and fears written all over his face, but he still mustered up the courage to walk up to Gu Hanze and handed out the letter in his hand.

"Teacher Gu...I...I like you."

Gu Hanze was stunned for a moment with the hand that was stretched out to receive the letter, but he didn't take it back, but turned around, raised his hand and gently rubbed it on her head, and said with a gentle smile like an elder: "Thank you, classmate Zhang, you can I am also very happy to be liked by you. Besides, you are about the same age as me, and to me, you are all very important younger brothers and sisters. As an older brother, I also like you very much."

"Teacher Gu..."

Gu Hanze withdrew his hand, still did not accept the letter, and said to her seriously: "As a teacher, I also like classmate Zhang very much, but the liking I said is not in the same meaning as what you think. I like it, I'm sorry, I can't accept this letter, I believe you just mistook other feelings for me as liking, right?"

Zhang Yuran pinched the envelope in frustration, lowered her head and was so sad that she was about to cry: "Mr. Gu...I'm sorry..."

Gu Hanze was stunned, and comforted her with a smile: "It's okay, I'm about the same age as you, and I can understand your feelings very well. The teacher can't accept this letter, but I can keep it for you for a while. One day, you will understand yourself. Sincerely, I am relieved, and the teacher will return the letter to you together with my sincere blessings, how about it?"

Zhang Yuran's hands trembled a little, but she still handed the letter to Gu Hanze, lowered her head and said dejectedly: "Mr. Gu... Are you really like the other students who say that you don't like the opposite sex, but the same sex? ?”

Gu Hanze's hand that took the letter froze in the air. He forced himself to calm down, and asked with a light smile, "Who did you listen to, Mr. Zhang?"

"A lot of students are talking about this matter, and...this matter was told by Mr. Gu, your best friend Xu Wen...so...everyone believed it." Zhang Yuran hesitated, and told the truth out.

As if there was something stuffy in his chest, and his chest hurt, Gu Hanze still smiled lightly, and reluctantly replied with a calm emotion, "Maybe."

Zhang Yuran was a little flustered after saying that: "Ms. Gu... I... Did I say something wrong?"

"No, it's not a big deal. There's nothing shameful, right? Student Zhang, if you have nothing else to do, you can go back first." Gu Hanze said.

"Hmm..." Zhang Yuran lowered her head, walked away slowly a few steps, hesitated, and then turned her head and shouted at Gu Hanze: "Mr. Gu! I...I still like you very much! Even if you reject me, even if Knowing that you like boys, I... will always like you!"

After speaking, without waiting for Gu Hanze to respond, Zhang Yuran quickly fled.

Looking at her back, Gu Hanze smiled helplessly. The little girl really couldn't help it, but he had clearly rejected it. After knowing that there was no possibility, she should give up soon, right?

It's just that Xu Wen...

Later, Xu Wen would still come to him often, but Gu Hanze never mentioned that matter.

It's not a big deal, so don't worry too much about it.

But after that, his attitude towards Xu Wen became even more indifferent.

Although I knew his heart from the very beginning, I still can't forgive him, but I don't want to be too fussy. Indifference is the best way to deal with it, right?

Gu Hanze thought so.

However, things began to happen unexpectedly.

A few days later, during the class, Gu Hanze noticed that Zhang Yuran seemed to be a little abnormal. The same thing became more certain after he talked with the teacher who taught psychological counseling courses for students of the same level.

The psychological counselor told him clearly that Zhang Yuran was probably suffering from mental disorders.

Gu Hanze contacted Zhang Yuran's counselor, and using other excuses, hired more professional psychological counselors to confirm and verify their results.

They tried to persuade Zhang Yuran to realize his abnormality and see a doctor, but they failed.

Gu Hanze also contacted Zhang Yuran's family. Even after explaining it many times, he would still be scolded in the end, saying that he was insane and cursing his daughter or something.

Just when Gu Hanze was discussing with the counselor whether he should have a clear attitude to persuade Zhang Yuran to receive treatment, the accident happened.

On the day of the accident, after class, Gu Hanze decided to persuade her again, making her realize the seriousness of her current situation.

However, because of Gu Hanze's repeated interviews and patient persuasion, in Zhang Yuran's view, these are things that are enough to make her happy.

Teacher Gu cares about her very much, and cares about her very much. Is she a different existence in Teacher Gu's mind?

Because of this, she didn't care about Gu Hanze's persuasion at all.

The persuasion failed again, Gu Hanze sighed, and once again expressed his attitude towards her with words that tried not to irritate her, Gu Hanze left the office first, and did not continue the conversation.

Zhang Yuran actually didn't care about the latter words. Even if Teacher Gu didn't like her sexually, it was true that Teacher Gu cared about her.

Besides, Teacher Gu will always care about her so much, right?

After Gu Hanze left, he felt a faint uneasiness in his heart.

Zhang Yuran's mood is getting worse and worse. If she can't be persuaded to seek medical treatment as soon as possible, there is no guarantee that there will be no accidents.

Uneasy, Gu Hanze stood downstairs in the office and hesitated for a long time before calling Zhang Yuran's counselor again.

At this time, the sky has begun to snow slowly, and the climate has become a bit bad. The heavy snow in the weather forecast has already begun to fall.After discussing, the two decided that when the snow became lighter the next day, they must persuade her clearly again and take her to see a doctor.

After making the phone call, Gu Hanze was about to leave when Xu Wen came down from the upstairs where the office was located.

The author has something to say:

Before the accident, Xiao Gu and other teachers had discovered hidden dangers, and tried their best to enlighten her to understand her situation and receive treatment without hurting her heart, even if she was distrusted by her family, etc. Wait, Xiao Gu didn't give up, but after the last conversation, when it was decided that she had to be forced to take her to receive regular treatment, an accident happened...