Violence against violence

The number of the elevator in the residential building kept changing, and the door didn't open once on the way down, and it was always empty with only two people.

Li Liu covered his face, shook his shoulders, and made a sobbing sound. It sounded like he was crying, but he was actually laughing very happily.He designed the purpose of today's farce in a roundabout way: to get his parents to drive him out, to deepen the family's grievances and conflicts, and to expose the problem of mental abnormality to Cheng Qingshu. These three points were perfectly realized according to the plan.How could he not laugh?The joy could hardly be restrained, he wished he could look up to the sky and laugh.

And Cheng Qingshu has been holding him, and now he must be very distressed, and he is really moved by him, thinking of these Liliu can't help laughing.

"Living is a cruel thing. I once wanted to commit suicide, but if I hadn't lived till now, I wouldn't have met you and liked you." Cheng Qingshu thought that Li Liu was really crying, and comforted him gently, "Don't be so sad, okay, I will feel bad."

Putting away her insidious smile, Liliu raised her head with tears in her eyes. "Everyone doesn't care about me, even my mother."

"She has her own happiness to grasp."

"I only have myself..."

"You still have me, I am with you, and will always be with you."

Wiping away Li Liu's hypocritical tears, Cheng Qingshu coaxes Li Liu, who is usually calm and mature but now extremely fragile, like a child.Nodding her head, pursing her trembling lips, Li Liu buried herself in Cheng Qingshu's arms and cried loudly.

In late autumn, when the sun was about to fade, they hugged each other in the airtight elevator.The strength of the hug is very heavy, carrying all the pain that I have endured since I was a child, but the strength of the hug is also very shallow, and I will let go without hesitation when the door opens.

After getting out of the elevator, Li Liu didn't cry anymore, but put on an expression of being deeply troubled, he had to be depressed for three or four days to do a full set of acting.Then the two returned to the place where he lived alone before, closed the door, and Cheng Qingshu kissed Liliu's forehead through the mask reassuringly. They were lovers, hugging and kissing, no matter what they did, it was a matter of course.

But Li Liu felt a little nauseous from the bottom of his heart. He used to think that he could accept making out with someone he didn't like, but it seemed that he couldn't. Of course he didn't show it, but just pushed Cheng Qingshu away tactfully.

"Sorry, I'm not in the mood right now."

"I understand how you feel." Cheng Qingshu let go of Li Liu, then kicked off the sneakers on his feet loudly, "Are you hungry?"

"Fortunately."

"Let me make fried rice for you."

"can you cook?"

"Hey, it's okay, but I can only cook fried rice."

"Well, thank you."

Li Liu nodded in tacit agreement. He was worried that Cheng Qingshu would question him about coming out rashly to his family. He had been thinking about how to explain it.Liliu realized that Cheng Qingshu really felt sorry for him, so he didn't ask anything, so he waited in the living room and wiped away his tears, adjusted his state and went in to help like a normal person, and kissed back while Cheng Qingshu was cracking eggs Cheng Qingshu.

Cheng Qingshu was quite surprised to be treated in the face of six relatives suddenly.

"Well, are you feeling better?"

"Will you really stay with me all the time?"

Li Liu confirmed to Cheng Qingshu.He needs to deepen his relationship with Cheng Qingshu so that he can continue to develop the next plan. Cheng Qingshu was stunned for a while, his eyebrows and eyes were curved when he smiled, and the brilliance in his pupils was trance-like, "I will always be with you."

"I will always like you." Li Liu smiled happily after being assured that he would let Cheng Qingshu stay with him forever, forever and ever.

"Me too." Cheng Qingshu kissed Liliu again through the mask, this time not on the forehead, but on the lips, with a thin layer on both sides of the soft and hot first love feelings, which will disappear in the rain for an instant eternity.

In the face of strict opposition from the family, the heart is connected, and the sweetness is even more wonderful. Liliu and Cheng Qingshu's real feelings are mixed with falsehoods, and they are tired of making out. It took two hours to cook the rice.

After feeding each other and eating, Cheng Qingshu went to take a bath, and Li Liu silently tidied up the room opposite to his own room as Cheng Qingshu's bedroom.

He doesn't want to have unplanned things happen with Cheng Qingshu, and he guesses that Cheng Qingshu doesn't want to, even if Cheng Qingshu may have a little real affection for him, what if when they share the same bed and act with each other, they actually act with real guns? ?It's embarrassing not to get off the stage, it's better to be prepared to avoid it.

Cheng Qingshu has no opinion on Li Liu's arrangement, his task from beginning to end is to monitor Li Liu, not to sleep with Li Liu.

After living together as a couple, Li Liu and Cheng Qingshu never skipped classes.

The two went to and from school on time every day, and went on dates in various places on rest days and during school breaks. Their relationship heated up rapidly. Because Cheng Qingshu didn't wear a headgear anymore, Li Liuneng was kissed through a mask through a mask, and they were passionately in love. Just short of home run.Liliu originally thought that such a life would be peaceful for a while, but Lier suddenly found the school more than ten days later, complained violently to the dean that the teacher was not good at teaching, taught his good son to be gay, ran away from home, and had a puppy love with his classmates live together.

He and Cheng Qingshu were covering their textbooks and kissing at that time, but Li Er accused them of stalking and using violence in front of the whole class, and they couldn't stop them.Knowing that Cheng Qingshu is the principal's grandson Li Er, he calmed down and went directly to the principal's office. Soon, the whole school knew about Li Liu and Cheng Qingshu.

Their peers are basically more open-minded, and the two are the top two students in the whole grade, so the students only gossip about their relationship.

Adults have a completely different attitude.

The always kind principal Cheng ordered the two to break up, and blamed himself and Cheng Qingshu for the fault, and issued a written punishment to expel Cheng Qingshu from school.Cheng Qingshu was naturally unwilling to leave Li Liu's side, and finally Cheng Qingjue came forward to take Cheng Qingshu away from school, including his schoolbag and textbooks.

Before leaving, Cheng Qingjue took a meaningful look at Li Liu. On the surface, Li Liu put on an aggrieved appearance that he could only endure although he was very reluctant, but he was sketching the way to become a righteous lunatic in his heart.Breaking up with his biological parents, being forced to break up with homosexuals, breaking up with He Misheng on Friday, jumping off a building after despairing of life, being rescued, sent to the hospital, and diagnosed with mental disorders, the plan went in this direction without any problems.

He secretly told Cheng Qingjue that he will win, and he will become a lunatic who is completely outside the law and will use violence to control violence.

But at the end of November, the plan had an accident.

During the days when he pretended to be in a relationship and was sluggish, Wu Yue went to class to self-mutilate because he was worried that he would cause a depression attack, and He Misheng also came back from the south because he heard that he was gay. On the afternoon of the 31st, I asked the teacher for leave, sent Wuyue to the hospital, informed Wuyue's family, and after finishing everything at hand, Liliu went to see He Misheng who had just come back and looked for him.

He asked He Misheng to wait for him at the intersection outside the community where he lived.

"How are you doing now?" He Misheng saw Li Liu from a distance at the street corner, and He Misheng went up to meet him. When He Misheng came to him, Li Liu shook his head, his eyes couldn't see the light, like a dead person, "I just came back from the hospital .”

"you are sick?"

"It's not me, it's May."

"May?" The sudden bad news made He Misheng worried, and kept asking, "Is she sick? What kind of illness? Is it serious?"

"Some mental problems, self-harm, depression, need psychological counseling."

"Obviously it was fine before, why did you suddenly become depressed..."

"Because I'm worried about me." Li Liu sighed, "You also know that my boyfriend and I were forcibly separated by the school. Now I don't know where he is and I can't contact him. I feel depressed every day without seeing him, probably for a long time. Look at me depressed, May was affected to become like this."

After finishing his speech, he stared at He Misheng calmly. He Misheng was more mature than a few months ago, with a taller figure and a deeper outline.He has always believed that He Misheng is a good person who is worth relying on. If he goes nowhere, then he has to completely entrust Wuyue to He Misheng. Originally, the three of them are an inseparable whole, but some things can only be done together. Do it personally.

"Yayoi, will you be with May in the future?"

He Misheng hesitated, "I..."

"I remember you said to me when you were four years old that you liked her and wanted to marry her. You wanted to take care of her for the rest of your life and never leave her." Every time Li Liu uttered a word, he moved closer to He Misheng. Yayoi was forced to turn her head away by Riroku's pressure, "That's what I said when I was ignorant."

Seeing that He Misheng was unwilling to face the promise he made when he was a child, Li Liu understood that this was a good opportunity to break up, so he asked sharply, "You despise her?"

"I do not have!"

"There is no reason to go back on previous promises."

"I'm not repenting," He Misheng grasped Li Liu's shoulders, explaining while organizing his words, "Li Liu, I have grown up, and I understand what I really want, and marrying her because of guilt may not be worthy of her... "

"What do you really want? Don't make excuses for empathy, you just dislike her being raped by others, I know." Li Liu shook off He Misheng's shackles, his face full of contempt.Provoking He Misheng to ask back angrily, "...you can marry her, why do you have to marry her?"

"I like boys."

"Ah, yes, I came back to talk to you about this." He Misheng suddenly remembered that the purpose of going home was to deal with Liu's love affair with gays, "When did you find out that you like boys?"

Li Liu thought about it seriously, "When I was young."

"But I remember, you didn't have any close same-sex friends when you were young..." No matter how you look for He Misheng, you can't find Liliu's memories of liking boys. From childhood to Daliliu, he was the only same-sex friend, and He Misheng suddenly realized.

"you like me."

"..."

Li Liu neither denies nor admits this. He likes both Wu Yue and He Misheng. Although he thinks it is the love of his relatives, it can also be explained by love and friendship. The reason is that his feelings are stronger than that. And deep, you can give your life and stay together with marriage.

Seeing Li Liu's acquiescence, He Misheng didn't even think about it, he picked up Li Liu's skinny face and kissed it deeply regardless of the passers-by around him.

Cars whizzed by on the road, the sky was too dark to see the buildings in the distance, the street lights were on, and He Misheng's kiss was strange and hot.

Li Liu was quite surprised.

He didn't expect He Misheng to like him too.

He subconsciously pushed He Misheng, but stopped when he caught sight of the familiar figure at the corner of the road from the corner of his eye——

What a coincidence that Cheng Qingshu appeared.