Idol's Repayment

The two of them snuggled together quietly, with the paulownia wood head leaning on Yang Qin's shoulder, and the thumb gently rubbing the tender skin on the inside of his wrist, the soft atmosphere lingered in the small space of the sofa.After a long time, Yang Qin asked him again as if he suddenly remembered something: "Then the ticket for your birthday party was also arranged by you?"

"No, that's really not it." Tongmu laughed, shook his head, and his hair rubbed back and forth on Yang Qin's shoulders, "I was about to create an opportunity, and the opportunity came... My sister is so lucky, she is so popular. You Look, even God is helping me."

Yang Qin nodded: "Yeah, I just heard you talk about the illness, and I was so scared that I broke out in cold sweat. It's so dangerous that you came here. It's your life. I have the honor to witness it."

"Fate is hard because I met you."

Dodging his embraced arm, Yang Qin suppressed a smile and knocked him on the head: "Wow, can you stop being so feudal and superstitious, this is obviously the credit of modern medicine!"

Aggrieved and persevering, Zheng Tongmu leaned over until Yang Qin was forced to the corner of the sofa with nowhere to escape. Finally, he embraced him fully and sighed contentedly: "You think it's the same with or without you, and I tell you it's Not the same. I wouldn’t have walked this path without you, because I wanted to really be that boy in the sun you wrote about, and I wanted to find you.”

"I draw girls."

"...Then...is it too late for me to make an appointment to go to Thailand for sex reassignment surgery?"

Yang Qin laughed in relief.

He wiped the tears from laughing, hugged Zheng Tongmu back, buried his face in his neck, and asked him in a low voice: "What about your stage name, doesn't it have something to do with me?"

"Yes," Zheng Tongmu stroked his hair, "The tree outside the hospital window, the tree I was looking at in your painting, is paulownia wood." When he was confused, he had returned to Under that tree, looking up at the broken sky under the shade of the tree, looking up at the half-opened window of the small ward in the inpatient department.

"That's why I took this name to participate in the draft. The agent always felt that it was too dirty, but he couldn't help it hahahahaha."

Yang Qin felt sorry for his manager for three seconds.This person was photographed kissing the same sex at the door of his house, and he said don't deal with it and just let it go. It is estimated that his manager would beat him up if he didn't see him as an artist.Now even if the artist is driven home, I have to work overtime to help him wipe his ass.Yang Qin himself has never been a social animal, but he has also heard of the hardships of social animals. At the housewarming party that day, the glasses on the bridge of the manager's nose could not cover the dark circles under his eyes.

It's not over yet.

Hey.

"Why are you sighing?" Tong Mu changed his posture, and he turned around and almost got into Yang Qin's arms.

Yang Qin was thrown back by him, half lying on the sofa, holding Zheng Tongmu with both hands, and sighed again: "I'm thinking about... going to study abroad."

Under his palm, Zheng Tongmu's back froze suddenly.But he didn't speak.

"Actually, I talked to Director Wang about it on the day of the party. He also said that he could help. He has a friend who teaches at a well-known art school in California. That school is the alma mater of one of my seniors. She You have graduated and stayed there to work, and you said you could help me. You went to California for a tour a while ago, right? How is it? I...I want to go and see."

The words sent back by the boss echoed in Zheng Tongmu's ears: Either he leaves or you leave.Yang Qin lowered his head, planted a kiss on his forehead, and repeated: "Tongmu... Xiaoyi, I want to go and see. I hate you, but..."

Wanting to further enrich his desire, his idol and the immediate crisis of his boyfriend, and the help provided by kind friends; for the first time, he was so close to an opportunity to change his future.Yang Qin thought, the only obstacle is to convince Zheng Tongmu, after all, it means two years to be separated from his idol boyfriend...

Zheng Tongmu was lying in Yang Qin's arms, holding him loosely with his arms, and suddenly hugged him tightly, raised his head and bit Yang Qin's collarbone, held it with his teeth, and sucked it with his lips.Yang Qin hissed, and suddenly remembered living in the hospital when he was a child——

That was the second week after surgery.Early in the morning rounds, the attending doctor didn't find anyone in his ward, so he went upstairs to find Guan Yi's ward familiarly, and sure enough, he caught two monkeys playing together here.

"It's almost there." After checking Yang Qin's recovery, the attending doctor issued a slip and handed it to the nurse behind him, saying, "Recheck tomorrow, and if there is no problem, you can be discharged from the hospital. God, you still have to hang this arm, and you have to come back in three months for a reexamination."

Little Yang Qin reluctantly said "Ah", and asked: "Then can I leave the hospital, can I go after I'm fully recovered?"

The nurse lady laughed at him: "What's the matter, Qin Qin, do you not want to go back to school? Or are you reluctant to part with your playmates?"

Yang Qin looked at Guan Guan, his face was a little red.

The next afternoon, after the examination, the attending doctor told his mother that he could be discharged.Yang's mother was about to call the baby's father immediately, to go through the formalities to pack up and pick him up and go home together, when she took out her mobile phone and pressed half of the number, Yang Qin grabbed the bag from behind.After entering adolescence, little Yang Qin also became like thousands of ordinary boys and became ignorant of his mother, deliberately alienating him to show that he has grown up to be a man.But at this time, Yang Qin pulled his mother, lowered his head and begged in a low voice: "Mom, can you leave the hospital tomorrow... don't disturb Dad's work today, Friday, you are tired from running back and forth, go home early and rest..."

It's been a long time since Yang Qin's mother has seen her son who is soft and coquettish. The mother's love is overwhelming. Naturally, she agrees to this small request. Anyway, it doesn't matter if he is discharged from the hospital sooner or later.She kissed her son's small forehead and said that he would pick you up tomorrow, and left reluctantly.

Yang Qin sent his mother away and returned to Guan Guan's ward.

The thin child raised his head, followed the direction of the sound with his gauze-covered eyes, and asked at the first sentence, "Are you leaving? Are you here to say goodbye?"

Well.Suddenly feeling playful, Yang Qin was wickedly silent for a moment.

He saw Guan Guan, who hadn't waited for the answer, bit his lips hard, his white teeth loosened, and there was a bright red mark on the tip of his bloodless lips.Yang Qin was frightened for a moment, he hurriedly said: "I won't leave today, I won't leave." As he stepped forward, he wanted to grab Guan Guan's hand.

Sorry, stop biting yourself, okay?If you have to bite... then bite me.When the frail body in front of him fumbled to hug him and bit his neck, Yang Qin thought sweetly.

"You really... have been a dog since you were a child..."

"Yes, I've identified you. No matter how many years have passed, I can always find you by smelling you."

Every morning when Yang Jin opened his eyes, the first thing he did was to scan his webpage.It used to be flattering, but now it's flustered.

There is no brother Tongmu on today's hot search, but there is her big wall, An Pingping.

"An Pingping left the starry sky <Explosion>"...

Ah? ?

Discussions have already started in the group, and a girl who secretly poked at the two rps was slapped in the face by the boss a few days ago, and now she has been deprived of the brain space for her personal relationship with the company.

Also a fan of An Pingping, Yang Jin also looked confused. The news on wb was handed over by N marketing accounts, and the first person who broke it out is nowhere to be found.And An Pingping's studio just posted a new photo 10 minutes ago, and the accompanying copy was vague and pointed, basically acquiescing.

Anyone who pays attention to celebrity gossip knows that this matter is over on the surface, and there is something hidden behind leaving Shangjia. The so-called truth in it will probably never surface.Yang Qin listened in shock to Yang Jin's series of voices like pouring beans, while Zheng Tongmu beside him was chattering in his ear simultaneously.

"His assistant's younger brother's roommate said that An Pingping wanted to leave on his own, and he had already talked to the company." Yang Jin broke the news to him with a small mouth.

"The empress knew that he was determined to leave, and said that he had to wait for the contract to expire or pay liquidated damages. Now it seems that he is still buying freedom with money." Zheng Tongmu watched the gossip from his assistant broadcast simultaneously.

"..."

Thinking that it would be difficult to live in Anpingping's position, Zheng Tongmu put himself in his shoes and thought about it.There is a senior in the same company who has always pushed me above me, and the route created by avoiding direct competition is not very suitable for me.In an ordinary company, I feel unhappy because I can’t give full play to my strengths in the assigned work, and my colleagues also take away all the resources for promotion and salary increase, and it’s not my turn.Leaving is also a normal choice.

Who knows if there is another hidden story, Zheng Tongmu's eyes darkened when he thought of some rumors that seemed to mean something these days.It's hard to say if An Pingping asked someone to follow her... After all...

Tongmu turned his head to look at Yang Qin who was nestled beside him.He seemed to be still comforting his sister, and while typing, he murmured, "Jinjin is quite sad." The fans were genuinely worried when Wallhead went to a new company and his star career was turbulent.However, "I told her that this may not be a bad thing, I guess everyone will see a brand new An Pingping soon."

Yes, Zheng Tongmu agreed.Not only An Pingping, but also many people have voluntarily or forcedly walked to the crossroads this spring, and are about to usher in a brand new self.

On the day he received the interview notice, Yang Qin called his mother for the first time in the past few years.

He changed his number after graduation and did not specifically tell his parents.But the mother picked it up immediately and called out Yang Qin's name before he could speak.Ah... He thought, Yang Jin should have told her.Jinjin said that her mother actually misses him very much. Every time she saw her, her mother would quietly pull her to ask her brother how he was doing.

On the phone, after his mother called his name, he stopped talking.Yang Qin called "Mom", and only after a while did he faintly hear a few sobbing sounds from the receiver.After typing all night, he didn't know how to speak when the words came to his lips.

The mother and son were silent through the radio waves.The reassuring sound of breathing rose and fell in his ears, and Yang Qin's chaotic heartbeat finally calmed down slowly.In the end, it was my mother who spoke first, asking him how he was doing recently, but before he could answer, he hurriedly changed the question, saying that Jinjin talked about recently accepting a big order from a big company, and asked him how his studio was doing. Do you have a lot of work, whether you are working hard, whether you are short of money, how is your health, have you been sick recently, do you live comfortably...

Yang Qin's eyes were sore and astringent when his mother asked a series of questions without panting.I don't know how many times she has read it in her heart, so that when she received her call, her care and thoughts overflowed the embankment.

"Mom, I, I'm fine. Jinjin has already told you."

"Yes, yes, I asked her every time, she said you take her to eat, drink, play games. I asked her if you have enough money to spend, and she didn't know what to do, she just chased after her star went."

"Mom, don't worry, the job is very good. Not long ago, I just accepted a project from a big company and made a lot of money." Yang Qin comforted his mother.His mood relaxed, and what he wanted to say came out naturally: "But the path of development is a bit narrow now...I want to study abroad."

The mother was taken aback: "Why do you want to continue studying all of a sudden, or go abroad?" But she didn't question her son's plan at all, and immediately became worried in the next second: "Then do you have enough savings? Do you need it?" Need our help? Oops, when are you going to go abroad, and I don’t know if it’s too late for me to raise money, Oops.”

"Mother!"

It took a long time for Yang Qin to convince his worried mother: his savings can cover the expenses of studying abroad, he has the language skills to live abroad, and he has even received an interview invitation from the school he intends to attend.

What Yang Qin wanted to do went smoothly.Mother Yang clearly felt that her son was no longer the reckless child in her impression who would never grow up.She sighed deeply.Time kept washing away everything. Back then when the son confessed that he liked men and caused the family to turn upside down, it didn't seem so important now.

Who he lives with is his own business, as long as he feels happy and happy, what else does it matter.

Originally, he planned to only tell his mother about his decision to study abroad, and not to mention anything else, but when he was about to say goodbye and hung up the phone, Yang Qin suddenly became overwhelmed, called to his mother, and blurted out: "I have one more thing to tell you!"

"I made a boyfriend."