Idol's Repayment

When the call came in, Yang Qin was watching the workers put together the bed boards.Zhang Yige's ears were sharp, and he heard a rustling voice on the phone and asked casually, and was taken aback when he learned that he was supervising furniture installation at someone else's house.

A while ago, Yang Qin went to other places, and I heard that it was a private job introduced by others, to do interior decoration for a couple who have been together for 20 years.Whether their classmates or small studios, they have been in the circles related to illustration, graphic design, and paper media all the time. After thinking about it, they know that it is probably that big star who connects him again.Zhang Yige always feels that what Yang Qin is doing and the friends he is making have gradually drifted away from him.He couldn't help but feel a sense of crisis, and when Yang Qin sent a message saying that he wanted to ask him for a favor, it turned into a call back immediately.

When the words came to his lips, Yang Qin felt a little embarrassed to say them.He thought it was a matter between himself and Zheng Tongmu, and it was not appropriate to ask Zhang Yige again and again, and he also felt vaguely hostile towards Tongmu.Yang Qin said he had something to do but kept silent, his awkward attitude reminded Zhang Yige of that morning, he was inside the door, Zheng Tongmu was outside, Yang Qin was also awkward and didn't know whether to open the door or not.

"You want to ask about that big star again?"

"No," Yang Qin retorted subconsciously. He put his hand in his pocket and picked at the groove on the key blade: "I just wanted to ask if you have a graduation photo of the third class of the same grade in junior high school. The one with the name kind."

Isn't it? ? ... Zhang Yige exhaled, and snorted two handfuls of hair: "No, I only have my own class."

"What about the grade group photo?"

There is really a group photo of the grades. He dug it out before he took Yang Qin to their grade reunion last time. He just wanted to see it. This may have passed by countless times on campus. Now he wants to take Yang Qin Who is Qin who snatched away?It's a pity he didn't find it.

"There is no one named Zheng Tongmu in our grade."

"I know." Yang Qin was not surprised, he said, "That's his stage name, so I want to know about him..."

Zhang Yige suddenly raised his voice: "Then you can ask him yourself!"

"..."

After three seconds of silence, both of them said at the same time: "I'm sorry I sent you the group photo of the grade."

They all fell silent again.

After a while, it was Yang Qin who said cautiously first: "Are you under a lot of pressure recently? I heard them mention it when I went back to the studio that day. Come out and have a meal together. I have made a lot of extra money recently. I treat you."

For four years as classmates, Zhang Yige and Yang Qin have always been bunk beds.When the bed was allocated, Yang Qin was originally the upper bunk, but Zhang Yige was obsessed with cleanliness. Just imagining that his bed would suffer the treatment of lying on the lower berth of the train sleeper, he would vomit, so he tried in every possible way. I made a discussion with Yang Qin.He didn't expect anything at all, but Yang Qin agreed.

Yang Qin didn't care too much at first, and he believed that as long as the bed sheets were washed diligently enough, bacteria and viruses would not be able to catch up with him.But because of this great kindness, Zhang Yige has become an old hen who protects her cubs. Yang Qin's bed is a well-known forbidden place in their dormitory. , received Zhang Yige's death stare, and Foshan Wuyingjiao was ready to go.

Because of this, rumors of the two of them being gay spread throughout the courtyard, and even the squad leader next door looked at Yang Qin differently.

When the other two people in their dormitory learned that the class monitor next door really got Yang Qin, they looked at Zhang Yige's head as if they were looking at the green grassland.Zhang Yige himself didn't feel any difference, he was still laughing and laughing with Yang Qin every day, good buddies, good brothers, what kind of thing is avoiding suspicion, it doesn't exist.

Until Yang Qin broke up.It was only when he realized that buddies and brothers were just masks for him to lie to himself, but he still believed it.

Zhang Yige squeezed the popping beads in the cigarette holder expressionlessly, and took a deep breath.He smelled a familiar smell from that narrow encounter with Zheng Tongmu, maybe this is his repeating the same mistakes again.Since breaking up in university, Yang Qin has never been in a relationship again. After graduation, Zhang Yige left with him in a few words. The two opened a studio together. Although they are half dead and do not make much money, they are still two The crystallization of hard work.He used to think that life would go on like this; he would always be Yang Qin's closest person, even if he couldn't be his partner.

Although Yang Qin came out of the closet with his family, he was so crooked that his parents kicked him out of the house, but he always treated Zhang Yige like a buddy, brother, without any ambiguity.For so many years, Zhang Yige felt that he couldn't take that step, because in Yang Qin's pair of dark eyes looking at him, he couldn't find a trace of affection above Friendship, even though he had put all his courage into it. All the self-indulgent sentimentality is thrown into it.

The way he looked at Zheng Tongmu was not like this. He put all his passion into it, full of it, overflowing from the smiling face and approaching movements, like an inexhaustible spring.

Looking in from the outside window of the restaurant, Zhang Yige saw Yang Qin at a glance. He walked in quickly and smiled apologetically: "Sorry for being late."

Yang Qin shook his head, handed him the menu, and suddenly frowned: "Are you smoking?"

"Well, it's a lot of pressure. By the way, I received your money."

Two days ago, Yang Qin went back to the studio and went around, and heard that there was something wrong with the funds. For a few days, Zhang Yige repeated the cycle of calling-jumping and swearing-calling-jumping and swearing, and he didn’t let his colleagues follow him. Yang Qin said, insisting that he had a solution.Knowing that he sometimes has a temper, Yang Qin counted some of the money he had and remitted it to Zhang Yige without saying a word.

"not enough?"

"Enough! Why not enough."

"I'll ask Jinjin to borrow some more."

"It's really enough! I'm not bothering about this!"

"Are we still good friends?"

Zhang Yige mouthed "Ah?", and didn't understand why Yang Qin suddenly asked a question.

Good friend, heh, if possible, who wants to be good friends with you.

Yang Qin went on to say: "I remember that you basically don't smoke. If anyone dared to smoke in college and shook the ashes on my bed, you would have rushed over and pinned his head like a wild horse. Now you would rather smoke alone Don't you tell me what kind of difficulties you encountered?"

It was you who insisted on asking, Yang Qin, it was you who insisted on asking.Zhang Yige looked at him, and a bitter smile slowly crept up on the corner of his mouth: "...it's about feelings, I met a, um... a love liar."

Seeing Yang Qin's astonished expression, Zhang Yige's heart was both sad and bitter.He didn't know anything, only himself was full of torment.

"Yang Qin, have you really not noticed it since college?"

With a blank expression on Yang Qin's face, he stretched out his hand as if he didn't understand, and instinctively wanted to stop Zhang Yige's next words.

"Yang Qin, I like you."

Yang Qin remembered when he was in college.Just after the summer vacation that year, they were promoted to junior year. Yang Qin felt that after 20 years of black face and 20 years of accumulation of character, God finally rewarded him and made him lucky.To give a few examples, as we all know, the chicken thighs in the second cafeteria are very difficult to grab, and it is also very difficult to grab the front row seat of Mr. Daniel, who has already killed a lot of people by taking courses.However, when he went to eat in the dormitory next door, there was always too much chicken thigh that was hard to get in line and he had to give it to him. If the classmates went to occupy a seat, they could always occupy an extra front row seat with a good view for him.

I don't remember how I knew it, maybe it was an unintentional tell, or maybe it was because he was too slow and deliberately leaked the hints. He discovered that these little lucks were all given to him by the monitor of the next class who lived in the dormitory next door. Gift.The monitor of the neighboring class colluded with his roommates and classmates, and spread bait in his daily life. From probing to approaching, from showing favor to confessing, he heated up the warm water little by little, slowly cooking the pure and ignorant Yang Qin.

Yang Qin is not very happy to recall his first relationship.It's not because the partner is inconsiderate and getting along with each other is not sweet.On the contrary, the monitor of the next class is a model boyfriend. He brings him meals when he is hungry, reminds him to dress when he is cold, never forgets his holiday gifts, and even politely asks his opinion before making out with him. Hot, informed and interesting.

It's a pity, it would be great if this knowledge of heat, coldness, and interest is only for him alone.

In fact, Yang Qin almost thought that he had really forgotten those things.But he didn't, he clearly remembered that it was one night just after the midterm exam, he stayed alone in the dormitory watching a movie, and suddenly the campus mailbox reminded him that he had received several emails that looked exactly the same.He thought it was a virus or a prank, but the words in the email title made him feel as if he had fallen into an abyss and was speechless. "Your boyfriend's cheating record", is this... is it...?

He shook his hand and clicked on an attachment, and in front of him was a screenshot of a packaged chat record.He saw the familiar id speaking familiar love words, but the person he was chatting with was not himself, but someone he didn't know—more than one.There are also some photos - Yang Qin no longer remembers the content, he only remembers the feeling of seeing the photos, and he only remembers that each one is like a sharp knife, cutting blood from the tip of his heart.Because there were too many evidences of chatting, the sender—he claimed to be a freshman—only broke up several emails and sent them to him one by one patiently.The junior said that he almost believed these sweet words, if he hadn't accidentally discovered the existence of Yang Qin, a genuine boyfriend...

At that time, Yang Qin still had one last fantasy in his heart.He took these emails and wanted to ask for an explanation in person, hoping that his boyfriend would tell him with a smile that these were all lies.But the boyfriend's face changed the moment he clicked on the picture.

His first love was smashed to pieces.

In fact, he didn't know who this junior was until the end. The only clue he knew was that a group of first-grade sports students took His ex-boyfriend got stuck in the toilet and beat him up.

After hearing about this incident, his first reaction was: Is the junior a sports student?Hey, a certain person is so courageous, didn't he think that he would be beaten when the sperm went to his head to hook up?

People's feelings are really strange. Sometimes one second they are still in love, and the next second all love recedes like a tide, disappearing completely, as if it never appeared before.

At that moment, he immediately realized that he no longer loved his ex-boyfriend at all.Yang Qin once thought that his name would be engraved on the top of Mount Tai in his heart to live the same life as the sun and the moon, but he didn't expect that they were just graffiti on the beach, and a wave could take them all away.

When he figured this out, he even laughed out loud in front of the room, but Zhang Yige nervously pulled him over, fearing that he would go crazy because of the breakup.

Zhang Yige...