Sorry to do the way
Chapter 1 (1)
Dai Yi came to the study room for self-study, and the keyboard was crackling. Suddenly someone patted him on the back and handed him a note: "Brother, your keyboard is too loud."
He looked up and found that someone was staring at him, but after he looked up, no one dared to look at him.
Dai Yi was a little angry, everyone came to self-study, he didn't chat, smoke, or eat today, and he received a fucking note in the end, but on second thought, he was about to hand in his thesis and needed to save up Character, you should not be angry, so you took out your pen and wrote it upright: "Hello, I have to hand in my thesis tomorrow, and I'm in a hurry today, please forgive me."
After finishing writing, he re-read it again, affirming that this moment was the most gentle and considerate time in the past three months. Dai turned his head, with a smile as gentle as possible on his face, and handed back the note, only to see a Hunks about twice their body weight with bulging muscles.Dai Yi immediately rolled up the note in his hand and pressed it back on his desk, then went to the next classroom with his computer.
Dai Yi continued to crackle next door, not noticing a handsome guy, followed him in.The handsome guy walked up to him and put the note in his hand on the table.He read it word by word, isn't this the fucking note he pressed on the table just now!
In fact, he still had a week to hand in his thesis. Dai Yi felt that it would not be too late to save his character after today, so he grabbed the boy by his collar and dragged him into the corridor.
Dai Yi: "What do you mean?"
The boy was held by his collar, but he didn't lose the wind at all. The whole person relaxed and pressed his back against the wall, and threw the paper ball in his hand: "You litter."
Dai Yi was stunned for a moment: "You are finding fault and fighting."
"Actually, I have been paying attention to you for a long time. Every time you leave the study room, you will leave some small garbage balls."
"... "
"I chose behavioral psychology this semester, and the title of the thesis to be handed in is "On the Relationship between Leaving Paper Balls in the Study Room and Learning Attitude."
He let go of the hand holding his collar, and turned to go back: "...Thank you, I won't take this class next semester."
The boy stretched out his hand to block the way: "You are my observation object, can I interview you?"
Dai Yi packed his schoolbag by mistake, followed the boy, and the two of them entered the milk tea shop in the school's sixth cafeteria one after the other.
It happened that a senior from the same club happened to work part-time here. He said hello and found a place to sit. The boy stood in front of the counter and asked himself, "What do you want to drink?" Dai Yi looked up at the name of the shop, "Steel Milk Tea", Without hesitation, he said: "Pearl milk tea does not add pearls."
Without the slightest doubt, the boy repeated directly to the clerk: "Pearls are not required for pearl milk tea."
Dai Yi bit the straw and said vaguely, "Ask."
"Name?"
"Dai Yi."
"age?"
"20."
"gender?"
Dai Yi looked at him holding the questionnaire and filling it out diligently, and held back the swear words: "Male."
The boy took the initiative to explain: "I just want to confirm your gender identity."
"Identify gender?" Dai Yi put down his upturned left leg and replaced it with his right leg: "Do you still want to ask me about my sexual orientation?"
The boy was surprised, and quickly returned to normal: "Is it convenient to disclose?"
Dai Yi cursed something in a low voice, then bit the milk tea straw.
The boy whistled and relaxed a lot: "I didn't expect you to be so cooperative, don't worry, I won't talk nonsense."
The two chatted until the milk tea shop closed. They talked a lot about the beginning, development, and severity of this habit.
When he walked out of the door, the boy stretched out his hand: "My name is Pei Dan, and my surname is Shan. I'm clinical. Don't take this elective course in the future."
Boys at this age rarely use handshakes to make friends. Dai Yi was a little surprised, but his body reacted directly. He went up to shake with his right hand, and patted his shoulder with his left hand dishonestly: "Tell me if you have achieved results. See how many points I'm worth."
As soon as Dai returned to the dormitory, his mother started calling: "Is the baby busy? Are you coming back this weekend?"
"I'm due to hand in my thesis next week, so I won't be going back this weekend."
"Can't write papers when you come back? Come back, mom misses you."
"I...I miss you too."
"Mom booked a ticket for you, come back."
Dai Yi hummed, hung up the phone, and sighed.His family lives in the next-door city, which is neither crowded nor small, and the transportation is very convenient. It takes only three to ten minutes by high-speed rail.
He sat in front of the table with his hands on the keyboard, but there seemed to be a voice in his heart: he didn't want to move, he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to come back when he went back, he was like a puddle of mud, he couldn't move wherever he piled up...
Half an hour later, the roommate in the next bed hugged the keyboard and scolded his teammate for being an idiot.Dai Yi mechanically pressed Ctrl+S, and then he observed his roommates a little bit to make sure that they didn't notice his gaffe, and he was relieved.Afraid that he wouldn't be able to write anything tonight, he went to the closet and found the bath towel, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.While rinsing the hair lotion, the roommate who was playing the game just now came in to turn on the water: "Xiao Dai, you take a shower quite frequently."
Dai Yi was blinded by the water, and carried his body on his back without any trace, and a "huh" was enough.The roommate went out after filling the water, wearing a handful of hair on his forehead and brushing it back, staring at the roommate's back, the door was closed tightly with a "click", and he started to use the bath liquid.
After taking a shower, I lay on the bed, turned on my mobile phone, and saw a friend request on WeChat. The profile picture was a killer whale jumping out of the sea, with a wave from its tail. The ID was Pei Dan.
Dai Yi accepted the application, and then clicked on the circle of friends. Pei Dan posted English words every day, and he quickly scrolled down, January 1, Sweden, Aurora.He paused for a moment, then scrolled down. On July 25th, there was a short video of gray whales that Pei Dan took while watching whales.
Not at all different from himself, Dai Yi put down his phone and shrank into the bed, the tidal rhythm in the darkness was his own breathing.He felt sour, it turned out that there are really people in the world who live such a romantic life.
The breathing light of the mobile phone flickers, faint green, faintly dazzling in the dark.
After unlocking the screen lock, it was a message from Pei Dan: Are you free on Friday? Please have a meal.
When a handsome guy invites you to dinner, Dai Yiben should be overjoyed. He helped him, and Yu Li should accept it, but Pei Dan was too dazzling, like a tree on the grassland, so he refused decisively: No need, Don't take it to heart.
On Friday, after class, Dai Yi rushed to the station in a hurry.The station on Friday was crazy. He didn't carry a suitcase, and he walked on the platform on the stairs, but was still surrounded by people, and he couldn't move much faster. In the end, he could only accept his fate and follow the crowd.
The scenery outside the window is gradually darkening, and the headset happens to be SmilingDownOnMe
You're watching from the sky you're watching from the sky
Justlikeasatellite is like a satellite
IseeyouflyingbyI see you flying by
reminding me you're out there reminding me you're out there
The wechat notification sounded, and it was from Pei Dan: Let's go to you on Monday night.
Dai Yi pressed the pause button, and directly dialed a voice call, and the other party answered quickly: "Don't talk, let me find a headset." The signal on the high-speed rail was not very good, and Pei Dan's voice was a little distorted. After a while , he said: "Okay."
Dai Yi actually didn't know why he called. He was obviously jealous of him and wanted to stay away from him, so he could only bite the bullet and say, "I'm in the car."
"No wonder I don't have time to ask you out on Friday."
"Monday...I might not be available either."
"By the way, you have to hand in your paper next week." Pei Dan chuckled, "What day do you hand in your paper on a week?"
"Thursday."
"Then Thursday night."
"...Okay." Dai Yi was a little annoyed, but he still agreed: "The signal is not good, hang up, bye."
"See you."
As soon as the voice call ends, the music starts automatically:
Ifeelyouwithmenow I feel you with me
Iwannamakeyouproud i want to make you proud
……
Dai Yi quickly turned off the music, thinking that this is the case.
Pei Dan is good-looking, and very different from the boys around the same age, he is attracted by him.
Even though they are so different, they will still be attracted.
He felt like a grass carp in a ditch, washed into the sea by the flood, and before he died, he saw a killer whale jumping high.As he thought about it, he was amused by himself. How could the grass carp fall in love with the killer whale? He was just envious of his glamor.
Unlocking the lock, he opened the door, looked at the familiar home, and sighed.Their house is small, a single room, with a bed in the living room, which belonged to Dai Yi, but after entering university, it was usually occupied by his father.
Ten years ago, Dai Yi's parents also planned to change to a new house, but it happened that the house price soared, and the two of them planned to wait for the house price to drop before moving.Until now, the housing price has already risen, and the deposit is still only 2 yuan.
Dad didn't come out from the kitchen: "Which baby is back?"
"It's Xiaobao."
Dad was washing vegetables, the water was running loudly, and he couldn't hear who it was, so he raised his voice: "Who?"
Dai Yi shouted in frustration: "Me!"
He seemed very happy, and then yelled to each other like a folk song: "Your mother is off work, and she will be back soon! Have hot pot tonight!"
Dai Yi didn't want to yell, so he went directly to the kitchen and leaned against the door frame: "Okay."
"I bought chrysanthemum chrysanthemum, your favorite."
"Ah."
Dad frowned and looked over: "Why aren't you happy?"
"No, I'm just a little tired."
"You go to bed and lie down for a while, we will have dinner when your mother comes back."
"Ah."
Dai Yi was lying on the bed in the living room, looking at the lights on the ceiling. The lights flickered on and off, and then went off with a "click". He got up expressionlessly, turned off the switch, and then went to the kitchen. On the door frame: "Dad, the light in the hall is broken."
"Ah, the one in the living room is also broken? The lights in the house were just replaced two days ago."
Mom came back, pressed the switch, but the light didn't turn on: "The light is broken again, Bao'er is back, Mom misses you."
The hot pot was gurgling, and my mother complained about how poor the customers are today. I tried a short mink several times but didn’t buy it. Recently, the fur shop had an off-season promotion. There are all kinds of people who come to try it. I’m tired of greeting people. .
My mother was a tally clerk in a fur shop. Because of her good looks, she was not fired even after she passed the required age.
She suddenly changed the topic: "We have a new tally clerk in our store. He is a young guy. I heard that he is gay. This kind of person will definitely not work for long, and he will have to resign in two days."
Dai Yi felt uncomfortable: "Why?"
Mother stopped her chopsticks and said sharply, "Why? People say that! People like this are very bad, you should stay away, you know?"
"Uh-huh."
Mom put on a kind smile again: "Mom is for your own good, you know."
Dai Yi suddenly felt cold, this was the first time he heard the word "gay" at home, and as expected, his parents had this attitude.He felt like an elderly critically ill patient with a medical certificate, which was expected, but sad and relaxed.
The steam from the hot pot seemed cold.
Today's scene, Dai Yi will never forget it in his life, it is like a poisonous thorn, which will pop up from time to time.
Thursday came in a blink of an eye, and Pei Dan invited him to a barbecue restaurant near the school.
Two people ordered four plates of meat, one plate of mushrooms, one durian pizza, one passion fruit cannon, and no drinks.
Dai saw that he was putting the meat on the baking tray, spread it flat, and turned it over. He didn't think much about it, so he picked up the cooked meat and ate it.
Pei Dan continued to bake while chatting: "Which professional are you?"
"English."
"English?" Pei Dan looked around: "How do you say passion fruit cannon in English?"
"..."
"Just kidding. I heard that your major hates questions like 'I'll test you' the most."
"Passion fruit juice."
Pei Dan continued to barbecue: "You are amazing."
Dai Yi continued to eat meat: "To be honest, every time I come to this store, I will encounter this problem, so I checked it out."
Pei Dan laughed, showing some white teeth.
"What are you laughing at?" Dai Yi blushed a little: "Otherwise I would be OK"
"I laughed at you like a big lady, you only know how to eat meat in a bowl, but don't know how to put it on a baking tray."
Dai Yi's eyes widened in shock, and he didn't really believe that he would say such a thing. In the end, he didn't know which string was wrong, and retorted: "Miss can also barbecue, you are discriminating against sex."
Pei Dan put the roasted meat on the side of the baking tray: "Well, I just think you look like a young lady, not someone else's young lady."
Dai Yi couldn't figure out what he was going to do, so he simply drank his saliva and didn't speak.
Unexpectedly, Pei Dan handed over the tong directly: "Miss is full? It's your turn to bake for me."
Dai Yi took it in a daze, and then quickly realized: "Are you a bully young master who molested good women?"
This time it was Pei Dan's turn to be speechless: "Miss, whatever you want."
After eating, the two walked along the road to school.
Pei Dan asked him what he was going to do in a while, and Dai Yi said that he hadn't finished running in the World Sports Campus, so he would go for a three-kilometer run in a while.
World Sports Campus is a campus running app that widely exists on university campuses. It is used as a standard for sports assessment. Each semester is 120 kilometers, accounting for 20.00% of the total sports score.Moreover, the school randomly refreshes four positioning points, all of which must be run, and must not exceed three kilometers per day, but only one kilometer or more can be recorded, and the pace also has a certain range.
All in all, it is a software that is hated by the majority of students.
Pei Dan turned on his phone and said that he hadn't finished running, so the two went to the playground to run around together.After running two laps, I couldn't run anymore, and gradually slowed down.Pei Dan suddenly said: "You see, people run together in pairs."
Dai Yi didn't say anything, thinking that I really wronged you, and ran with a little gay guy.
He went on to say: "This is a fool, maybe someone thinks we are a couple." Dai said expressionlessly, "Hello, husband." Pei Dan stretched out his hand and patted his butt.Dai Yi was a little shy now: "What are you doing?"
Pei Danli said bluntly: "You call me husband, what's wrong if I slap your ass?"
When he returned to the dormitory, Dai Yi was still a little dizzy.He turned on his phone and saw a message from Faxiao who was far away in the sky. He was too lazy to type, so he sent a video directly.
Gao Xi's super loud voice reached Tianling Gai through the earphones: "Honey!! I miss you so much! I heard that there is a handsome guy in your school!"
"Big handsome guy? Why don't I know, who did you hear from?"
"You didn't say you missed me, of course it was Xiao Yang who said it. She posted the screenshot of your school forum to Moments."
Xiao Yang and them are high school classmates, and now they are also studying in Dai Yi's university.
Dai Yi was shocked: "My school actually has a forum?"
Fa Xiao is simply unconvincing: "Go and see it, I guarantee that you like that one, I'm sorry that I'm far away and worry about your marriage."
While chatting with him, Dai turned on the computer and entered the URL: "It didn't come out, our school's website..." He looked at Pei Dan's post in the forum in shock. In the photo, he seemed to be glowing, playing in a band Yes, there are those who are studying quietly in the library, and they are so shining in the candid shots from various angles, as if there is no shadow.
"See it? How is it?" Fa Xiao was still commenting over there: "It's good enough for you, if you can get it out."
Dai Yi wanted to tell him that the two of them went out to eat and run together today, but he couldn't say it out loud.
I don't seem to be good enough for him.
Due to differences in money, power, living environment and social status, people will gradually develop gaps, just like a ladder. People on the same ladder have almost the same knowledge and hobbies, and it is easy to get along without differences.But the two people who are no longer on the same level need to hold hands tightly and never let go. Once they let go, it will be an abyss.
Dai Yi felt that whether it was barbecue or running, those pictures seemed far away from him, and he had never been so clear-headed: "It's not my money, don't worry about me."
Fa Xiao: "All right, all right, the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry."
"You worry about yourself." Dai Yi was amused by him: "Eunuch Gao."
There was no contact between the two after that meal.
There is no other reason, and the end of the term is coming in two weeks, and those who usually do not study have begun to light lamps and boil oil.
Xiao Yang asked Dai Yi to go to the library for self-study together. The two of them arrived at seven o'clock in the morning, but there were very few empty tables. Xiao Yang saw two empty seats with sharp eyes: "Over there!"
Dai Yi made a "shush" gesture, she was silent for a moment, and the two of them quickly and softly passed by, laid down the belongings, and began to review.
Open the grammar notes, and start the Nuwa mending the sky review method. You don’t need to check for gaps and make up for the omissions. You can directly burn the pot to refine the sky-repairing stone.
At this time, the classmate across the table came back after buying coffee. He was an old acquaintance.
Pei Dan handed over the coffee, went to buy another cup himself, and threw over a note, which said one of the three serious problems of college students: what to eat for lunch?Go out and call me.
After studying earnestly all morning, Dai Yi felt a little uncomfortable, his head was heavy, and he looked up to the opposite side. Why are there so many clinical review materials stacked in the middle, so that no one can be seen? When he continued to read the handwriting on it, Pei Shan suddenly withdrew the information, and the two caught off guard and looked at each other.
Finally Pei Dan smiled and mouthed: Hungry?
When Dai Yi followed out with his remaining rationality, he dragged Xiao Yang out as well, and did not forget to warn her in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense with Gao Xi when you go back."
Perhaps it was because of Xiao Yang's presence that Pei Dan didn't make any golden remarks during the meal, and finished the meal in a proper manner.
But at night, Gao Xi still called: "What's the matter with you, Dai Yi? It's not your dish, you also cheated, right?"
"What did Xiao Yang tell you?"
"And what about Xiao Yang? Didn't you post it on your forum?"
"On the forum?" Dai Yi turned on the computer, looked at the page and read out the most popular post: "Warm male student bully male god x cool long-legged beauty, [-] Pei Dan's little-known little wife?"
The roommates stopped playing games, and they all gathered around: "When did you two get on well?"
Dai Yi opened the post openly: "To be honest, I don't know either."
Landlord【Picture】【Picture】【Picture】
I was doing self-study in the library today, and I saw a male god, and it turned out that good things come in pairs.
I saw a clear and cold long-legged beauty opposite him.
Fong kicked you guys
Who is the long-legged beauty on the second floor? I haven’t noticed it before. I can do this eyelashes, this nose, and this mouth.
The 3rd floor is indeed suitable, the beauty's eyes are very aura
The coffee that the beauty of the landlord drinks is made by the god himself
On the 5th floor, look at this beauty's face, is it because Pei didn't take his Japanese clothes?
Dangerous statement upstairs on the 6th floor
Upstairs on the 7th floor +1
The beauty on the 8th floor is really good-looking, Pei can't let me go, I'm 18cm
I am 9cm on the 20th floor
Landlord stop, stop, yellow card warning.jpg
.........
...
Dai Yi turned off the monitor, feeling a little dazed.
The head of the dormitory was heartbroken: "The mob! The Internet mob! Dai Yi was scared out of his wits!"
The roommate in the next bed shook wildly: "I'm Pei Dan's scandalous brother-in-law hahahaha!"
"Pei Dan! The school grass has relatives with me hahahaha!"
Dai Yi was still dumbfounded, but couldn't help jumping for joy in his heart. It turned out that someone thought I could match him.
After the final exam, it was summer vacation, and Dai Yi returned home.
Mom got up in the morning to put on makeup, stood in the bathroom and asked, "How did you do on the final exam?"
Dai Yi was not fully awake yet, buried his face in the pillow and said in a muffled voice, "It's all over."
"Okay, the family doesn't ask you anything, but I still hope that you will work harder, we have to work hard to be the top!" After the mother shouted, there was no sound: "Did you hear that?"
"Yeah." Dai Yi suddenly thought of when he was young, once he failed to memorize the words left by the teacher, and took the paper with low scores home for his parents to sign.
Little Dai Yi sobbed, and defended in a low voice: "I memorized it, but I forgot it during the exam."
My mother screamed hysterically: "Memorize it? Dai Yi, I don't look at the process, I only look at your result! Your result! Where is it!" She threw the notebook on the table: "Mom, it's all for your own good! You'll understand when you grow up!"
He still doesn't understand why he only looks at the results when he does things. He was really uncomfortable during the exam that day, suddenly dizzy, and couldn't remember anything, but his mother didn't ask, she only saw the results.
When she got the first place in the exam even though she got a lot of wrong questions, she couldn't see the wrong questions. She would dress up and go to the parents' meeting, listen to the compliments from the teachers and parents, and say: "What's wrong with our family? Educational methods, if you don’t know what’s going on, you’ll pass the exam.”
He once thought that all parents were complacent about the high return they got for the low effort.
As for Dad, he has never been involved in the parenting topic.Every time my mother said: "You see your father never cared about you, when will I ignore you? Mom is reliable."
Xiao Dai nodded, and her mother would continue to say: "In the future, Dai Yi earns a lot of money and spends it on my mother."
"Ah."
He recalled every bit of it, and when he looked at these memories from a third party, he felt very disappointed, as if his mother had always wanted to raise an obedient pension machine. Most of them are orders, temptations and threats. No one has ever cared about what he really wants in his heart. No one has paid attention to the reasons why he laughs or cries. Hello.
In the evening, my father went to the night shift, and my mother took him to my aunt's house.
The aunt hugged him enthusiastically: "Dai Yi is so handsome, have you fallen in love? Did you catch a lot of little girls chasing you?"
My mother laughed beside me: "It's best to catch a rich girl back."
The uncle was puffing and puffing in the living room, winking at him: "Rich little girls are smart now, it's better to find a virtuous one."
Dai Yi smirked along, but felt a little sick in his heart.
He thought of the hot pot that day, that cold hot pot surrounded by cold people.
He was like a stranded fish on the tidal flat, his mouth opened and closed, but he couldn’t breathe in oxygen, suffocated, dizzy, the fish’s tail continued to flap, eager to return to the sea, he was calling for help.
Gao Xi called at night, Pei Dan hid in the house to answer: "Hello."
"I seem to be broken in love."
"Say."
"I was cheated, cheating money."
"Fight and call me."
"What kind of fight are you fighting?" Gao Xi sobbed, "Forget me stupid."
Dai Yi saw Gao Xi like this for the first time, and didn't know how to comfort him: "What should I do."
"What to do, I will tell you after I have figured out how to tell you." Gao Xi couldn't control it, and burst into tears: "I'm so stupid, really!"
Dai Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Are you Mrs. Xianglin?"
"Yes!" Gao Xi yelled like an opera, venting his emotions: "I'm so stupid! I shouldn't have left him looking at the money alone!"
"you are silly!"
"I am so silly!"
"You shouldn't!"
"I shouldn't!"
Mom suddenly opened the door: "Dai Yi, what are you doing? What are you calling for at night?"
Dai Yi withdrew his expression: "It's nothing, I'm going to sleep now."
The next morning, Pei Dan sent a message, it was a picture, it was the station on Dai's side.
Dai Yi was a little surprised, and sent a voice message: "Are you in City A?"
Pei Dan replied immediately: "Come climbing with friends from high school, are you coming?"
"Would you bring me some water?"
"Go back to the hotel at night and come find me."
"I found that you are very domineering." Dai Yi felt that these words were a bit strange, and forced himself not to think wrongly: "What's the name of the hotel, I'll look for you."
Dai Yi took him to the night market and ate a snack street, hot squid, potato tarts, octopus balls, hot and sour noodles, Changsha stinky tofu, Korean grilled cold noodles, and then I didn't know who got who. When it was time to eat, Pei Dan opened his mouth, and Dai Yi fed him the little potatoes.
Dai Yi had already eaten too much, and Pei Dan was clamoring for a colorful smoothie.
He opened his hands and stopped in front of him: "I... hiccup... I can't eat anymore."
Pei Dan embraced it naturally: "Then let's buy one together."
Colorful neon lights flashed to super loud music, everyone was eating, drinking and laughing excitedly, no one noticed them.
Dai Yi felt that the wind had calmed down, and the summer night was hot and tight. He wanted to break free from this embrace, but his whole body was limp, and finally both hands supported his chest.
A good time for a kiss, he thought.
Just like that, the two slowly approached each other.
Suddenly, the old man selling colorful smoothies shouted: "Buy it or not? If you don't buy it, don't block it!"
The two separated quickly, and Dai turned around and walked towards the main entrance. Pei Dan hurriedly finished shopping and chased after him, grabbing him by the collar just in front of the gate: "Aren't you inviting me to your house?"
These words were like the twelve o'clock bell, waking up Cinderella and Dai Yi.
There are only two beds at home, there are lights that are always broken, there is a shower head that was accidentally broken when taking a shower the day before yesterday, and there is a door with a lock that is not very sensitive, so it is difficult to turn the handle...
And can parents see something, in case they scold me in front of him, or scold him in front of me.
The colorful smoothie melted a little in Pei Dan's fiery palm, trickling down the crevices between his fingers.
Dai's eyes were not too red, and he said softly, "It's not suitable."
Pei Dan said nothing: "Then I'll take you home and downstairs."
no!Dai Yi yelled again in his heart, the old neighborhood, next to the vegetable market, on the road was a day’s accumulation of vegetables, waiting for the cleaners to clean up in the early morning, the fish and shrimp splashed out of the tank, forming a small stream of smelly water , quietly flowed to the side of the street, found the sewer, and then drilled in.
He lowered his head: "I'll see you off."
Pei Dan nodded: "OK."
The two walked along the bright main road to the hotel. The night view of city A is still very beautiful. The green belts on both sides of the road are dotted with small lights in warm colors. It's very beautiful. The high-rise households on both sides are lit with lights, reflecting different styles of carefully arranged curtains.Not far away is an overpass with a strong sense of art, which adds a brighter touch.
After Dai Yi saw him off, he walked along this road again, and walked to a road sign, turned around and entered the small road. His home was at the end of the small road.
He tiptoed in and went to sleep without waking up Mom and Dad.
After coming back, within two days, my mother excitedly announced at the dinner table: "Dad got a raise."
Dad pursed his lips proudly: "Dai Yi, go get the wine Dad made!"
He didn't say anything, turned around and left, the wine was on the floor next to the refrigerator.
Mom followed behind him, went to get something from the refrigerator, and said quietly: "It's not easy for your dad, you have to be considerate of him, don't you know?"
Dai nodded.
At the dinner table, my father said that his trousers were worn out, and since his salary had been raised, he should buy new ones.
"Don't you want to save money?" Dai Yi suddenly said, which startled the two of them.
"Isn't there still [-] in savings? What are you doing to save money?" Dad said displeased: "If you want to buy pants, you can also buy a pair. People live this life, and they should enjoy life to the fullest."
"No, you can buy it yourself."
"Dad has been like this all his life, just an ordinary worker, you have to rely on yourself for everything, you know?" Dad suddenly began to sigh with emotion: "Actually, Dad has too many opportunities in this life that he can't grasp, you can't Like Dad, you gotta take those chances."
Dai Yi said in his heart, it's too difficult, Dad.
Dad continued to say: "It would be great if Dad did business with your Uncle Li back then, but unfortunately we can't climb up to others now, and I remember the time in the [-]s..."
Mom was a little impatient: "Eat your meal, the meal can't block your mouth, can it?"
Dai Yi vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he didn't dare to think about it.
The days are still flowing, he repeats the fixed action mechanically, and the holiday is over.
Two days before the start of school, Dai Yi was already in a bad mood at home, performing model plays every day, which was more tiring than the final exam, so he packed up and went back to school
A new semester has begun.
This year's curriculum is still very rich - there are several public courses that have nothing to do with majors, and one of them is mental health education for college students. Dai Yi looked through the textbook curiously, but was disappointed to find that it was actually very boring.
So in the first class, he brought his Kindle to read a book to pass the time.
He arrived in the classroom early, occupied the seat in the back row, and read a book on his stomach.The boy next to him poked his head over: "What are you looking at?"
Dai Yi didn't like being disturbed while reading, but out of politeness, he answered him: ""White Night Journey"."
"Wow, this story is so good! Let me tell you that the murderer is..."
Dai Yi calmly covered his ears.
The boy leaned over and broke his hand: "I'm kidding you, how can I say who the murderer is."
With warm hands and some wet sweat, Dai turned his head and looked directly into his eyes: "Why are you nervous?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, the boy's face turned red suspiciously.
Dai Yi had to look at him carefully. He was well-dressed, even solemn, with thin glasses on the bridge of his delicate nose, blocking his shining eyes, making him look very...gentle.
The boy is still hesitant: "Actually, I, I..."
Dai Yi suddenly felt a string break in his brain: "Are you here to confess your love?"
The boy's face turned red suddenly: "I..."
Dai Yi sized him up a few times, and then said frankly, "I'm sorry, I don't like yours."
The boy buried his head in his shoulders, lay on the table, and did not move.
Just when Dai Yi was hesitating whether to pass the paper to him, the boy finally raised his head and his expression returned to normal: "Student, I actually want to say that I am the new heart teacher."
"..."
"I want to choose a classmate before class to understand the situation. I didn't expect the students in your school to be so hot."
"..."
"But I don't like yours either, it's choking."
Dai Yi continued to be in a mess in the wind, and then this 'new teacher' sneaked closer to his ear, and in a voice that only two people could hear, he spoke out the real culprit of "White Night Journey".
As soon as Dai stood up and walked out, he really didn't know how to face this person.
Later, he learned that his name was Rong Ping from his roommate, and he called the roll in the first class, and asked his roommate to tell him to go to his office, in the library.
After school, Dai Yi stood in front of the office door, forcing himself to lose his memory and forget what happened this morning, but the more he wanted to forget, the more vivid his memories became. on the door.
A beam of light came out, the door opened from the inside, his hand knocked on Rong Ping's chest, and the two of them stopped moving for a moment.
It was still Dai Yi who spoke first: "Why are you walking silently?"
"You didn't even knock on the door."
"I've been standing in the corridor for a long time, and I'm hesitant to knock on the door."
"I've been standing in front of the door for a long time, hesitating whether to leave or not, thinking you're not coming back." When Rong Ping said this, he acted like a blunt kid: "I didn't expect you to come here."
Dai pushed him in, closed the door, and leaned against the door frame: "Let's just say it first, I really don't like your type."
"I lied to you in the morning, I like your type." Rong Ping walked over to wrap him in his arms: "Don't try
He looked up and found that someone was staring at him, but after he looked up, no one dared to look at him.
Dai Yi was a little angry, everyone came to self-study, he didn't chat, smoke, or eat today, and he received a fucking note in the end, but on second thought, he was about to hand in his thesis and needed to save up Character, you should not be angry, so you took out your pen and wrote it upright: "Hello, I have to hand in my thesis tomorrow, and I'm in a hurry today, please forgive me."
After finishing writing, he re-read it again, affirming that this moment was the most gentle and considerate time in the past three months. Dai turned his head, with a smile as gentle as possible on his face, and handed back the note, only to see a Hunks about twice their body weight with bulging muscles.Dai Yi immediately rolled up the note in his hand and pressed it back on his desk, then went to the next classroom with his computer.
Dai Yi continued to crackle next door, not noticing a handsome guy, followed him in.The handsome guy walked up to him and put the note in his hand on the table.He read it word by word, isn't this the fucking note he pressed on the table just now!
In fact, he still had a week to hand in his thesis. Dai Yi felt that it would not be too late to save his character after today, so he grabbed the boy by his collar and dragged him into the corridor.
Dai Yi: "What do you mean?"
The boy was held by his collar, but he didn't lose the wind at all. The whole person relaxed and pressed his back against the wall, and threw the paper ball in his hand: "You litter."
Dai Yi was stunned for a moment: "You are finding fault and fighting."
"Actually, I have been paying attention to you for a long time. Every time you leave the study room, you will leave some small garbage balls."
"... "
"I chose behavioral psychology this semester, and the title of the thesis to be handed in is "On the Relationship between Leaving Paper Balls in the Study Room and Learning Attitude."
He let go of the hand holding his collar, and turned to go back: "...Thank you, I won't take this class next semester."
The boy stretched out his hand to block the way: "You are my observation object, can I interview you?"
Dai Yi packed his schoolbag by mistake, followed the boy, and the two of them entered the milk tea shop in the school's sixth cafeteria one after the other.
It happened that a senior from the same club happened to work part-time here. He said hello and found a place to sit. The boy stood in front of the counter and asked himself, "What do you want to drink?" Dai Yi looked up at the name of the shop, "Steel Milk Tea", Without hesitation, he said: "Pearl milk tea does not add pearls."
Without the slightest doubt, the boy repeated directly to the clerk: "Pearls are not required for pearl milk tea."
Dai Yi bit the straw and said vaguely, "Ask."
"Name?"
"Dai Yi."
"age?"
"20."
"gender?"
Dai Yi looked at him holding the questionnaire and filling it out diligently, and held back the swear words: "Male."
The boy took the initiative to explain: "I just want to confirm your gender identity."
"Identify gender?" Dai Yi put down his upturned left leg and replaced it with his right leg: "Do you still want to ask me about my sexual orientation?"
The boy was surprised, and quickly returned to normal: "Is it convenient to disclose?"
Dai Yi cursed something in a low voice, then bit the milk tea straw.
The boy whistled and relaxed a lot: "I didn't expect you to be so cooperative, don't worry, I won't talk nonsense."
The two chatted until the milk tea shop closed. They talked a lot about the beginning, development, and severity of this habit.
When he walked out of the door, the boy stretched out his hand: "My name is Pei Dan, and my surname is Shan. I'm clinical. Don't take this elective course in the future."
Boys at this age rarely use handshakes to make friends. Dai Yi was a little surprised, but his body reacted directly. He went up to shake with his right hand, and patted his shoulder with his left hand dishonestly: "Tell me if you have achieved results. See how many points I'm worth."
As soon as Dai returned to the dormitory, his mother started calling: "Is the baby busy? Are you coming back this weekend?"
"I'm due to hand in my thesis next week, so I won't be going back this weekend."
"Can't write papers when you come back? Come back, mom misses you."
"I...I miss you too."
"Mom booked a ticket for you, come back."
Dai Yi hummed, hung up the phone, and sighed.His family lives in the next-door city, which is neither crowded nor small, and the transportation is very convenient. It takes only three to ten minutes by high-speed rail.
He sat in front of the table with his hands on the keyboard, but there seemed to be a voice in his heart: he didn't want to move, he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to come back when he went back, he was like a puddle of mud, he couldn't move wherever he piled up...
Half an hour later, the roommate in the next bed hugged the keyboard and scolded his teammate for being an idiot.Dai Yi mechanically pressed Ctrl+S, and then he observed his roommates a little bit to make sure that they didn't notice his gaffe, and he was relieved.Afraid that he wouldn't be able to write anything tonight, he went to the closet and found the bath towel, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.While rinsing the hair lotion, the roommate who was playing the game just now came in to turn on the water: "Xiao Dai, you take a shower quite frequently."
Dai Yi was blinded by the water, and carried his body on his back without any trace, and a "huh" was enough.The roommate went out after filling the water, wearing a handful of hair on his forehead and brushing it back, staring at the roommate's back, the door was closed tightly with a "click", and he started to use the bath liquid.
After taking a shower, I lay on the bed, turned on my mobile phone, and saw a friend request on WeChat. The profile picture was a killer whale jumping out of the sea, with a wave from its tail. The ID was Pei Dan.
Dai Yi accepted the application, and then clicked on the circle of friends. Pei Dan posted English words every day, and he quickly scrolled down, January 1, Sweden, Aurora.He paused for a moment, then scrolled down. On July 25th, there was a short video of gray whales that Pei Dan took while watching whales.
Not at all different from himself, Dai Yi put down his phone and shrank into the bed, the tidal rhythm in the darkness was his own breathing.He felt sour, it turned out that there are really people in the world who live such a romantic life.
The breathing light of the mobile phone flickers, faint green, faintly dazzling in the dark.
After unlocking the screen lock, it was a message from Pei Dan: Are you free on Friday? Please have a meal.
When a handsome guy invites you to dinner, Dai Yiben should be overjoyed. He helped him, and Yu Li should accept it, but Pei Dan was too dazzling, like a tree on the grassland, so he refused decisively: No need, Don't take it to heart.
On Friday, after class, Dai Yi rushed to the station in a hurry.The station on Friday was crazy. He didn't carry a suitcase, and he walked on the platform on the stairs, but was still surrounded by people, and he couldn't move much faster. In the end, he could only accept his fate and follow the crowd.
The scenery outside the window is gradually darkening, and the headset happens to be SmilingDownOnMe
You're watching from the sky you're watching from the sky
Justlikeasatellite is like a satellite
IseeyouflyingbyI see you flying by
reminding me you're out there reminding me you're out there
The wechat notification sounded, and it was from Pei Dan: Let's go to you on Monday night.
Dai Yi pressed the pause button, and directly dialed a voice call, and the other party answered quickly: "Don't talk, let me find a headset." The signal on the high-speed rail was not very good, and Pei Dan's voice was a little distorted. After a while , he said: "Okay."
Dai Yi actually didn't know why he called. He was obviously jealous of him and wanted to stay away from him, so he could only bite the bullet and say, "I'm in the car."
"No wonder I don't have time to ask you out on Friday."
"Monday...I might not be available either."
"By the way, you have to hand in your paper next week." Pei Dan chuckled, "What day do you hand in your paper on a week?"
"Thursday."
"Then Thursday night."
"...Okay." Dai Yi was a little annoyed, but he still agreed: "The signal is not good, hang up, bye."
"See you."
As soon as the voice call ends, the music starts automatically:
Ifeelyouwithmenow I feel you with me
Iwannamakeyouproud i want to make you proud
……
Dai Yi quickly turned off the music, thinking that this is the case.
Pei Dan is good-looking, and very different from the boys around the same age, he is attracted by him.
Even though they are so different, they will still be attracted.
He felt like a grass carp in a ditch, washed into the sea by the flood, and before he died, he saw a killer whale jumping high.As he thought about it, he was amused by himself. How could the grass carp fall in love with the killer whale? He was just envious of his glamor.
Unlocking the lock, he opened the door, looked at the familiar home, and sighed.Their house is small, a single room, with a bed in the living room, which belonged to Dai Yi, but after entering university, it was usually occupied by his father.
Ten years ago, Dai Yi's parents also planned to change to a new house, but it happened that the house price soared, and the two of them planned to wait for the house price to drop before moving.Until now, the housing price has already risen, and the deposit is still only 2 yuan.
Dad didn't come out from the kitchen: "Which baby is back?"
"It's Xiaobao."
Dad was washing vegetables, the water was running loudly, and he couldn't hear who it was, so he raised his voice: "Who?"
Dai Yi shouted in frustration: "Me!"
He seemed very happy, and then yelled to each other like a folk song: "Your mother is off work, and she will be back soon! Have hot pot tonight!"
Dai Yi didn't want to yell, so he went directly to the kitchen and leaned against the door frame: "Okay."
"I bought chrysanthemum chrysanthemum, your favorite."
"Ah."
Dad frowned and looked over: "Why aren't you happy?"
"No, I'm just a little tired."
"You go to bed and lie down for a while, we will have dinner when your mother comes back."
"Ah."
Dai Yi was lying on the bed in the living room, looking at the lights on the ceiling. The lights flickered on and off, and then went off with a "click". He got up expressionlessly, turned off the switch, and then went to the kitchen. On the door frame: "Dad, the light in the hall is broken."
"Ah, the one in the living room is also broken? The lights in the house were just replaced two days ago."
Mom came back, pressed the switch, but the light didn't turn on: "The light is broken again, Bao'er is back, Mom misses you."
The hot pot was gurgling, and my mother complained about how poor the customers are today. I tried a short mink several times but didn’t buy it. Recently, the fur shop had an off-season promotion. There are all kinds of people who come to try it. I’m tired of greeting people. .
My mother was a tally clerk in a fur shop. Because of her good looks, she was not fired even after she passed the required age.
She suddenly changed the topic: "We have a new tally clerk in our store. He is a young guy. I heard that he is gay. This kind of person will definitely not work for long, and he will have to resign in two days."
Dai Yi felt uncomfortable: "Why?"
Mother stopped her chopsticks and said sharply, "Why? People say that! People like this are very bad, you should stay away, you know?"
"Uh-huh."
Mom put on a kind smile again: "Mom is for your own good, you know."
Dai Yi suddenly felt cold, this was the first time he heard the word "gay" at home, and as expected, his parents had this attitude.He felt like an elderly critically ill patient with a medical certificate, which was expected, but sad and relaxed.
The steam from the hot pot seemed cold.
Today's scene, Dai Yi will never forget it in his life, it is like a poisonous thorn, which will pop up from time to time.
Thursday came in a blink of an eye, and Pei Dan invited him to a barbecue restaurant near the school.
Two people ordered four plates of meat, one plate of mushrooms, one durian pizza, one passion fruit cannon, and no drinks.
Dai saw that he was putting the meat on the baking tray, spread it flat, and turned it over. He didn't think much about it, so he picked up the cooked meat and ate it.
Pei Dan continued to bake while chatting: "Which professional are you?"
"English."
"English?" Pei Dan looked around: "How do you say passion fruit cannon in English?"
"..."
"Just kidding. I heard that your major hates questions like 'I'll test you' the most."
"Passion fruit juice."
Pei Dan continued to barbecue: "You are amazing."
Dai Yi continued to eat meat: "To be honest, every time I come to this store, I will encounter this problem, so I checked it out."
Pei Dan laughed, showing some white teeth.
"What are you laughing at?" Dai Yi blushed a little: "Otherwise I would be OK"
"I laughed at you like a big lady, you only know how to eat meat in a bowl, but don't know how to put it on a baking tray."
Dai Yi's eyes widened in shock, and he didn't really believe that he would say such a thing. In the end, he didn't know which string was wrong, and retorted: "Miss can also barbecue, you are discriminating against sex."
Pei Dan put the roasted meat on the side of the baking tray: "Well, I just think you look like a young lady, not someone else's young lady."
Dai Yi couldn't figure out what he was going to do, so he simply drank his saliva and didn't speak.
Unexpectedly, Pei Dan handed over the tong directly: "Miss is full? It's your turn to bake for me."
Dai Yi took it in a daze, and then quickly realized: "Are you a bully young master who molested good women?"
This time it was Pei Dan's turn to be speechless: "Miss, whatever you want."
After eating, the two walked along the road to school.
Pei Dan asked him what he was going to do in a while, and Dai Yi said that he hadn't finished running in the World Sports Campus, so he would go for a three-kilometer run in a while.
World Sports Campus is a campus running app that widely exists on university campuses. It is used as a standard for sports assessment. Each semester is 120 kilometers, accounting for 20.00% of the total sports score.Moreover, the school randomly refreshes four positioning points, all of which must be run, and must not exceed three kilometers per day, but only one kilometer or more can be recorded, and the pace also has a certain range.
All in all, it is a software that is hated by the majority of students.
Pei Dan turned on his phone and said that he hadn't finished running, so the two went to the playground to run around together.After running two laps, I couldn't run anymore, and gradually slowed down.Pei Dan suddenly said: "You see, people run together in pairs."
Dai Yi didn't say anything, thinking that I really wronged you, and ran with a little gay guy.
He went on to say: "This is a fool, maybe someone thinks we are a couple." Dai said expressionlessly, "Hello, husband." Pei Dan stretched out his hand and patted his butt.Dai Yi was a little shy now: "What are you doing?"
Pei Danli said bluntly: "You call me husband, what's wrong if I slap your ass?"
When he returned to the dormitory, Dai Yi was still a little dizzy.He turned on his phone and saw a message from Faxiao who was far away in the sky. He was too lazy to type, so he sent a video directly.
Gao Xi's super loud voice reached Tianling Gai through the earphones: "Honey!! I miss you so much! I heard that there is a handsome guy in your school!"
"Big handsome guy? Why don't I know, who did you hear from?"
"You didn't say you missed me, of course it was Xiao Yang who said it. She posted the screenshot of your school forum to Moments."
Xiao Yang and them are high school classmates, and now they are also studying in Dai Yi's university.
Dai Yi was shocked: "My school actually has a forum?"
Fa Xiao is simply unconvincing: "Go and see it, I guarantee that you like that one, I'm sorry that I'm far away and worry about your marriage."
While chatting with him, Dai turned on the computer and entered the URL: "It didn't come out, our school's website..." He looked at Pei Dan's post in the forum in shock. In the photo, he seemed to be glowing, playing in a band Yes, there are those who are studying quietly in the library, and they are so shining in the candid shots from various angles, as if there is no shadow.
"See it? How is it?" Fa Xiao was still commenting over there: "It's good enough for you, if you can get it out."
Dai Yi wanted to tell him that the two of them went out to eat and run together today, but he couldn't say it out loud.
I don't seem to be good enough for him.
Due to differences in money, power, living environment and social status, people will gradually develop gaps, just like a ladder. People on the same ladder have almost the same knowledge and hobbies, and it is easy to get along without differences.But the two people who are no longer on the same level need to hold hands tightly and never let go. Once they let go, it will be an abyss.
Dai Yi felt that whether it was barbecue or running, those pictures seemed far away from him, and he had never been so clear-headed: "It's not my money, don't worry about me."
Fa Xiao: "All right, all right, the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry."
"You worry about yourself." Dai Yi was amused by him: "Eunuch Gao."
There was no contact between the two after that meal.
There is no other reason, and the end of the term is coming in two weeks, and those who usually do not study have begun to light lamps and boil oil.
Xiao Yang asked Dai Yi to go to the library for self-study together. The two of them arrived at seven o'clock in the morning, but there were very few empty tables. Xiao Yang saw two empty seats with sharp eyes: "Over there!"
Dai Yi made a "shush" gesture, she was silent for a moment, and the two of them quickly and softly passed by, laid down the belongings, and began to review.
Open the grammar notes, and start the Nuwa mending the sky review method. You don’t need to check for gaps and make up for the omissions. You can directly burn the pot to refine the sky-repairing stone.
At this time, the classmate across the table came back after buying coffee. He was an old acquaintance.
Pei Dan handed over the coffee, went to buy another cup himself, and threw over a note, which said one of the three serious problems of college students: what to eat for lunch?Go out and call me.
After studying earnestly all morning, Dai Yi felt a little uncomfortable, his head was heavy, and he looked up to the opposite side. Why are there so many clinical review materials stacked in the middle, so that no one can be seen? When he continued to read the handwriting on it, Pei Shan suddenly withdrew the information, and the two caught off guard and looked at each other.
Finally Pei Dan smiled and mouthed: Hungry?
When Dai Yi followed out with his remaining rationality, he dragged Xiao Yang out as well, and did not forget to warn her in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense with Gao Xi when you go back."
Perhaps it was because of Xiao Yang's presence that Pei Dan didn't make any golden remarks during the meal, and finished the meal in a proper manner.
But at night, Gao Xi still called: "What's the matter with you, Dai Yi? It's not your dish, you also cheated, right?"
"What did Xiao Yang tell you?"
"And what about Xiao Yang? Didn't you post it on your forum?"
"On the forum?" Dai Yi turned on the computer, looked at the page and read out the most popular post: "Warm male student bully male god x cool long-legged beauty, [-] Pei Dan's little-known little wife?"
The roommates stopped playing games, and they all gathered around: "When did you two get on well?"
Dai Yi opened the post openly: "To be honest, I don't know either."
Landlord【Picture】【Picture】【Picture】
I was doing self-study in the library today, and I saw a male god, and it turned out that good things come in pairs.
I saw a clear and cold long-legged beauty opposite him.
Fong kicked you guys
Who is the long-legged beauty on the second floor? I haven’t noticed it before. I can do this eyelashes, this nose, and this mouth.
The 3rd floor is indeed suitable, the beauty's eyes are very aura
The coffee that the beauty of the landlord drinks is made by the god himself
On the 5th floor, look at this beauty's face, is it because Pei didn't take his Japanese clothes?
Dangerous statement upstairs on the 6th floor
Upstairs on the 7th floor +1
The beauty on the 8th floor is really good-looking, Pei can't let me go, I'm 18cm
I am 9cm on the 20th floor
Landlord stop, stop, yellow card warning.jpg
.........
...
Dai Yi turned off the monitor, feeling a little dazed.
The head of the dormitory was heartbroken: "The mob! The Internet mob! Dai Yi was scared out of his wits!"
The roommate in the next bed shook wildly: "I'm Pei Dan's scandalous brother-in-law hahahaha!"
"Pei Dan! The school grass has relatives with me hahahaha!"
Dai Yi was still dumbfounded, but couldn't help jumping for joy in his heart. It turned out that someone thought I could match him.
After the final exam, it was summer vacation, and Dai Yi returned home.
Mom got up in the morning to put on makeup, stood in the bathroom and asked, "How did you do on the final exam?"
Dai Yi was not fully awake yet, buried his face in the pillow and said in a muffled voice, "It's all over."
"Okay, the family doesn't ask you anything, but I still hope that you will work harder, we have to work hard to be the top!" After the mother shouted, there was no sound: "Did you hear that?"
"Yeah." Dai Yi suddenly thought of when he was young, once he failed to memorize the words left by the teacher, and took the paper with low scores home for his parents to sign.
Little Dai Yi sobbed, and defended in a low voice: "I memorized it, but I forgot it during the exam."
My mother screamed hysterically: "Memorize it? Dai Yi, I don't look at the process, I only look at your result! Your result! Where is it!" She threw the notebook on the table: "Mom, it's all for your own good! You'll understand when you grow up!"
He still doesn't understand why he only looks at the results when he does things. He was really uncomfortable during the exam that day, suddenly dizzy, and couldn't remember anything, but his mother didn't ask, she only saw the results.
When she got the first place in the exam even though she got a lot of wrong questions, she couldn't see the wrong questions. She would dress up and go to the parents' meeting, listen to the compliments from the teachers and parents, and say: "What's wrong with our family? Educational methods, if you don’t know what’s going on, you’ll pass the exam.”
He once thought that all parents were complacent about the high return they got for the low effort.
As for Dad, he has never been involved in the parenting topic.Every time my mother said: "You see your father never cared about you, when will I ignore you? Mom is reliable."
Xiao Dai nodded, and her mother would continue to say: "In the future, Dai Yi earns a lot of money and spends it on my mother."
"Ah."
He recalled every bit of it, and when he looked at these memories from a third party, he felt very disappointed, as if his mother had always wanted to raise an obedient pension machine. Most of them are orders, temptations and threats. No one has ever cared about what he really wants in his heart. No one has paid attention to the reasons why he laughs or cries. Hello.
In the evening, my father went to the night shift, and my mother took him to my aunt's house.
The aunt hugged him enthusiastically: "Dai Yi is so handsome, have you fallen in love? Did you catch a lot of little girls chasing you?"
My mother laughed beside me: "It's best to catch a rich girl back."
The uncle was puffing and puffing in the living room, winking at him: "Rich little girls are smart now, it's better to find a virtuous one."
Dai Yi smirked along, but felt a little sick in his heart.
He thought of the hot pot that day, that cold hot pot surrounded by cold people.
He was like a stranded fish on the tidal flat, his mouth opened and closed, but he couldn’t breathe in oxygen, suffocated, dizzy, the fish’s tail continued to flap, eager to return to the sea, he was calling for help.
Gao Xi called at night, Pei Dan hid in the house to answer: "Hello."
"I seem to be broken in love."
"Say."
"I was cheated, cheating money."
"Fight and call me."
"What kind of fight are you fighting?" Gao Xi sobbed, "Forget me stupid."
Dai Yi saw Gao Xi like this for the first time, and didn't know how to comfort him: "What should I do."
"What to do, I will tell you after I have figured out how to tell you." Gao Xi couldn't control it, and burst into tears: "I'm so stupid, really!"
Dai Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Are you Mrs. Xianglin?"
"Yes!" Gao Xi yelled like an opera, venting his emotions: "I'm so stupid! I shouldn't have left him looking at the money alone!"
"you are silly!"
"I am so silly!"
"You shouldn't!"
"I shouldn't!"
Mom suddenly opened the door: "Dai Yi, what are you doing? What are you calling for at night?"
Dai Yi withdrew his expression: "It's nothing, I'm going to sleep now."
The next morning, Pei Dan sent a message, it was a picture, it was the station on Dai's side.
Dai Yi was a little surprised, and sent a voice message: "Are you in City A?"
Pei Dan replied immediately: "Come climbing with friends from high school, are you coming?"
"Would you bring me some water?"
"Go back to the hotel at night and come find me."
"I found that you are very domineering." Dai Yi felt that these words were a bit strange, and forced himself not to think wrongly: "What's the name of the hotel, I'll look for you."
Dai Yi took him to the night market and ate a snack street, hot squid, potato tarts, octopus balls, hot and sour noodles, Changsha stinky tofu, Korean grilled cold noodles, and then I didn't know who got who. When it was time to eat, Pei Dan opened his mouth, and Dai Yi fed him the little potatoes.
Dai Yi had already eaten too much, and Pei Dan was clamoring for a colorful smoothie.
He opened his hands and stopped in front of him: "I... hiccup... I can't eat anymore."
Pei Dan embraced it naturally: "Then let's buy one together."
Colorful neon lights flashed to super loud music, everyone was eating, drinking and laughing excitedly, no one noticed them.
Dai Yi felt that the wind had calmed down, and the summer night was hot and tight. He wanted to break free from this embrace, but his whole body was limp, and finally both hands supported his chest.
A good time for a kiss, he thought.
Just like that, the two slowly approached each other.
Suddenly, the old man selling colorful smoothies shouted: "Buy it or not? If you don't buy it, don't block it!"
The two separated quickly, and Dai turned around and walked towards the main entrance. Pei Dan hurriedly finished shopping and chased after him, grabbing him by the collar just in front of the gate: "Aren't you inviting me to your house?"
These words were like the twelve o'clock bell, waking up Cinderella and Dai Yi.
There are only two beds at home, there are lights that are always broken, there is a shower head that was accidentally broken when taking a shower the day before yesterday, and there is a door with a lock that is not very sensitive, so it is difficult to turn the handle...
And can parents see something, in case they scold me in front of him, or scold him in front of me.
The colorful smoothie melted a little in Pei Dan's fiery palm, trickling down the crevices between his fingers.
Dai's eyes were not too red, and he said softly, "It's not suitable."
Pei Dan said nothing: "Then I'll take you home and downstairs."
no!Dai Yi yelled again in his heart, the old neighborhood, next to the vegetable market, on the road was a day’s accumulation of vegetables, waiting for the cleaners to clean up in the early morning, the fish and shrimp splashed out of the tank, forming a small stream of smelly water , quietly flowed to the side of the street, found the sewer, and then drilled in.
He lowered his head: "I'll see you off."
Pei Dan nodded: "OK."
The two walked along the bright main road to the hotel. The night view of city A is still very beautiful. The green belts on both sides of the road are dotted with small lights in warm colors. It's very beautiful. The high-rise households on both sides are lit with lights, reflecting different styles of carefully arranged curtains.Not far away is an overpass with a strong sense of art, which adds a brighter touch.
After Dai Yi saw him off, he walked along this road again, and walked to a road sign, turned around and entered the small road. His home was at the end of the small road.
He tiptoed in and went to sleep without waking up Mom and Dad.
After coming back, within two days, my mother excitedly announced at the dinner table: "Dad got a raise."
Dad pursed his lips proudly: "Dai Yi, go get the wine Dad made!"
He didn't say anything, turned around and left, the wine was on the floor next to the refrigerator.
Mom followed behind him, went to get something from the refrigerator, and said quietly: "It's not easy for your dad, you have to be considerate of him, don't you know?"
Dai nodded.
At the dinner table, my father said that his trousers were worn out, and since his salary had been raised, he should buy new ones.
"Don't you want to save money?" Dai Yi suddenly said, which startled the two of them.
"Isn't there still [-] in savings? What are you doing to save money?" Dad said displeased: "If you want to buy pants, you can also buy a pair. People live this life, and they should enjoy life to the fullest."
"No, you can buy it yourself."
"Dad has been like this all his life, just an ordinary worker, you have to rely on yourself for everything, you know?" Dad suddenly began to sigh with emotion: "Actually, Dad has too many opportunities in this life that he can't grasp, you can't Like Dad, you gotta take those chances."
Dai Yi said in his heart, it's too difficult, Dad.
Dad continued to say: "It would be great if Dad did business with your Uncle Li back then, but unfortunately we can't climb up to others now, and I remember the time in the [-]s..."
Mom was a little impatient: "Eat your meal, the meal can't block your mouth, can it?"
Dai Yi vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he didn't dare to think about it.
The days are still flowing, he repeats the fixed action mechanically, and the holiday is over.
Two days before the start of school, Dai Yi was already in a bad mood at home, performing model plays every day, which was more tiring than the final exam, so he packed up and went back to school
A new semester has begun.
This year's curriculum is still very rich - there are several public courses that have nothing to do with majors, and one of them is mental health education for college students. Dai Yi looked through the textbook curiously, but was disappointed to find that it was actually very boring.
So in the first class, he brought his Kindle to read a book to pass the time.
He arrived in the classroom early, occupied the seat in the back row, and read a book on his stomach.The boy next to him poked his head over: "What are you looking at?"
Dai Yi didn't like being disturbed while reading, but out of politeness, he answered him: ""White Night Journey"."
"Wow, this story is so good! Let me tell you that the murderer is..."
Dai Yi calmly covered his ears.
The boy leaned over and broke his hand: "I'm kidding you, how can I say who the murderer is."
With warm hands and some wet sweat, Dai turned his head and looked directly into his eyes: "Why are you nervous?"
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, the boy's face turned red suspiciously.
Dai Yi had to look at him carefully. He was well-dressed, even solemn, with thin glasses on the bridge of his delicate nose, blocking his shining eyes, making him look very...gentle.
The boy is still hesitant: "Actually, I, I..."
Dai Yi suddenly felt a string break in his brain: "Are you here to confess your love?"
The boy's face turned red suddenly: "I..."
Dai Yi sized him up a few times, and then said frankly, "I'm sorry, I don't like yours."
The boy buried his head in his shoulders, lay on the table, and did not move.
Just when Dai Yi was hesitating whether to pass the paper to him, the boy finally raised his head and his expression returned to normal: "Student, I actually want to say that I am the new heart teacher."
"..."
"I want to choose a classmate before class to understand the situation. I didn't expect the students in your school to be so hot."
"..."
"But I don't like yours either, it's choking."
Dai Yi continued to be in a mess in the wind, and then this 'new teacher' sneaked closer to his ear, and in a voice that only two people could hear, he spoke out the real culprit of "White Night Journey".
As soon as Dai stood up and walked out, he really didn't know how to face this person.
Later, he learned that his name was Rong Ping from his roommate, and he called the roll in the first class, and asked his roommate to tell him to go to his office, in the library.
After school, Dai Yi stood in front of the office door, forcing himself to lose his memory and forget what happened this morning, but the more he wanted to forget, the more vivid his memories became. on the door.
A beam of light came out, the door opened from the inside, his hand knocked on Rong Ping's chest, and the two of them stopped moving for a moment.
It was still Dai Yi who spoke first: "Why are you walking silently?"
"You didn't even knock on the door."
"I've been standing in the corridor for a long time, and I'm hesitant to knock on the door."
"I've been standing in front of the door for a long time, hesitating whether to leave or not, thinking you're not coming back." When Rong Ping said this, he acted like a blunt kid: "I didn't expect you to come here."
Dai pushed him in, closed the door, and leaned against the door frame: "Let's just say it first, I really don't like your type."
"I lied to you in the morning, I like your type." Rong Ping walked over to wrap him in his arms: "Don't try
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