Things can always be paired successfully

Liao Ran originally wanted to take Lian Xiao to pick Sister Lan back to the inn.

It was rare for Lian Xiao not to stick with him, saying that he wanted to concentrate on washing clothes, so he didn't say much, and went to the bar by himself.

Liao Ran could see that Lian Xiao had something on his mind.

An incomplete family like him can still sit down and eat a bowl of glutinous rice balls, let alone Lian Xiao, who cannot return home.

I feel very sad...

Liao Ran guessed that Lian Xiao would have to call back, guessing that Lian Xiao was not sure what would happen on the phone, so he didn't dare to call by his side.

So Liao Ran simply gave Lian Xiao alone time and space.

Since Liao Ran's parents divorced, he has become more cautious in his life and doing things, avoiding as much as he can, and if he accidentally touches other people's pain points, he will apologize to them immediately, he is afraid that others will hate him soon, Then he would be even more lonely, more restless.

Even Lian Xiao, he can't selfishly occupy all the time and space of the other party.

Their worlds are overlapping, but not completely overlapping, and everyone still has their own little space.

He accepted this fact in his heart.

The atmosphere of the Lantern Festival in the bar is very lively.

There are not only tourists from all over the country, but also several foreign tourists.

Sister Lan's English songs are especially popular with foreigners, so Sister Lan got off work later than expected.

Liao Ran sat in a corner of the bar and waited. Wu Xiang gave him a few bottles of beer out of apology, and Liao Ran accepted it with a smile.

He really wanted to go back early, but seeing the satisfaction of Sister Lan singing on stage, he continued to wait without complaint.

Until Lian Xiao's phone call came.

After Lian Xiao made an appointment with Lao Li, he ran back to the room as if evading. He couldn't answer Lao Wang's question, how could he tell Liao Ran that he had no idea, couldn't figure it out, and he was a little afraid.

That would be a scene of mutual loss.

After returning to the room, he saw Doudou squatting in the room, he stepped forward to rub it, and then quickly packed his luggage.

He looked at the time, and it was still very early before the plane took off, but he still called Lao Li: "Lao Li, please take me there."

Lao Li glanced at the time: "Leave so early?"

"Ah."

Lao Li hesitated for a moment, but said, "Will you wait for Xiao Ran to come back?"

Lian Xiao paused, his nose started to sore: "He's back, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave..."

Lao Li is not a nosy person.

But the pair of little brothers in front of him had a good personal relationship with him. He leaned on the sofa, took a last puff of cigarette, straightened up and twisted the cigarette end into the ashtray, and said, "Xiao Xiao, even if you leave, you have to say something." clear."

Lian Xiao looked up at the dark night: "After I saw him, I didn't know what to say."

"Then make a phone call. I really can't go on talking. Can't you just hang up the phone?"

Lian Xiao felt as if he had been stabbed severely by a knife, implying that he could escape once more.

He rubbed his eyes with his hands, and said for a long time: "Okay, wait for me, I'll call you when I'm ready."

"Ah."

Lian Xiao put his backpack on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the phone wallpaper, he and Liao Ran kissing in front of Meili Snow Mountain, his eyes became more and more blurred.

He clicked on the address book and dialed Liao Ran's number.

Liao Ran held a bottle of wine in his left hand and a phone in his right hand. After picking it up, he walked out of the bar.

"What's the matter? I'm at the bar, waiting for Sister Lan to get off work, and there are some foreigners listening to her singing..."

Before Liao Ran finished speaking, Lian Xiao interrupted.

"I have to go."

Liao Ran froze: "What? Where are you going?"

"Go home, my dad is in the hospital."

"Uncle, how is he doing?"

"I don't know, my mother didn't elaborate."

Liao Ran immediately comforted: "It's okay, don't think too much, go back and have a look, it should be..."

"I think it's because of me." Lian Xiao said.

"Because I did something like that, he was so uncomfortable that he got sick."

"I don't know how serious the consequences are."

"I don't know what I should do to make him feel better."

"I really do not know……"

"Did I do something wrong..."

Lian Xiao said sentence by sentence, Liao Ran just listened quietly.

Lian Xiao's voice on the other end of the phone stopped before Liao Ran spoke.

"Xiao Er, things will always work out."

Lian Xiao sniffled fiercely: "There is no solution... I can wait, can my dad wait? Can you wait?"

The two stared blankly at the phone, no one spoke until the wind outside made Liao Ran shiver all over.

"Lian Xiao," Liao Ran asked calmly, "What do you want?"

Lian Xiao twisted the corners of his eyes, his voice trembling: "After I go back, I may not come again, I really don't know what to do next, Liao Ran, I'm sorry for you."

The wine bottle in Liao Ran's hand slipped from his fingertips, hit the ground with a bang, and exploded a flower, just like the fireworks that night, like a dream.

Liao Ran's throat was a little choked up. He originally wanted to say a lot, but at this moment his mind was very confused, and finally he could only squeeze out one word: "Okay."

Then he hung up the phone.

On the phone, Liao Ran's voice disappeared, only beeping.

Lian Xiao finally couldn't restrain himself, and his crying became louder and louder.

Doudou didn't know what happened, so she leaned over and wanted Lian Xiao to rub her.

Lian Xiao put the phone aside, picked up Doudou, plunged into its fluffy hair and cried loudly.

He cried until he found that Doudou's saliva was sticky all over his neck, so he let go of Doudou.

He remembered the scene when he saw Liao Ran that day.

Liao Ran raised his eyelashes slightly, with a faint smile on his face, matching the sunshine, even shining brighter than the sun.

At that time, he was also playing with Doudou, and Doudou was also drooling all over the place.

He thought that after kissing Liao Ran that night, it would be forever.

He thought that after the two made love, they would never be separated again.

He thought that when the two put on the tail ring, they appointed a lifetime.

He still felt that he was too ridiculous. He thought he was strong, but he was vulnerable at the most important moment.

Lian Xiao started laughing while crying, which is really ironic.

After they kissed each other that night, Liao Ran once told him that whatever happened was fine, don't go away by yourself, and face it together.

Just tonight, he tried to escape several times.

The phone on the bed rang and vibrated, making his eardrums almost tear.

Lao Li's call.

"Are you ready? It's time to start now." Lao Li on the other end of the phone said.

Lian Xiao's voice was so hoarse that there was no trace of life: "Okay, I'll wait for you at the door."

Lian Xiao picked up his backpack, turned off the light in the room, and Doudou followed him out, and then he closed the door again.

In Lijiang at night, there is no hot sun to make people have nowhere to hide, only the cold moonlight makes people feel flustered.

Lian Xiao's footsteps were heavy, and he felt that with every step he took, he would be farther and farther away from Liao Ran, and with every step he took, the sense of guilt he was escaping would deepen.

When passing by the graffiti wall, he saw the snow-capped mountains painted by Liao Ran, he saw the declaration of love left by Li Liren and Chen Mo, and he also saw the empty half of the wall. Save it for him.

If I really left, would I still have the courage to meet him in this life?

Will there still be a place for him in his life?

Lian Xiao looked at the blank wall, he felt that he should write something, and used his most stupid and stupid way to fill the gap between them.

Lian Xiao rolled up his sleeves, wiped his eyes hard, then ran to the front desk, and said to Xiao Mo who was on duty, "Where is the brush? It's the pen everyone used to write on the graffiti wall!"

"Ah, here." Xiao Mo was taken aback when he saw Lian Xiao whose eyes were red and swollen like a superman, then bent down and picked up a bag of paint brushes and handed it to him, "Are you... all right?"

"I'm fucking insane!" Lian Xiao took it over, "Thanks!"

He ran to the graffiti wall, threw his backpack on the ground, took out a paintbrush and palette from the bag, randomly picked up a piece of paint and squeezed it onto the plate, and wrote on the wall after the paintbrush was stained.

"Liao Ran:

I came to Lijiang just to find you, to want you, to sleep with you, I'm a fucking rascal, haha...

I'm just here to make you fall in love with me.

My heart beats when I see you, no matter if you laugh, cry, talk or sing, I lose myself, I feel like I don't matter anymore, I just want to circle around you and keep you looking at me , just look at me, always look at me.

I said that I have never recruited you, and I have never recruited you for the rest of my life.There is no way I can bear to lose you, to live without you.

What I said tonight, I'm a fucking idiot, I'm just too afraid to think about the consequences, too afraid to face the possibility of not being with you.

I'm wrong.

Let's find a way together and face it together. Without you, other results are meaningless to me.

I was really wrong, I was just a fool, you are right, I love you and I have become an out-and-out fool.

I don't care if you forgive me or not, I will rely on you not to leave!

Lian Xiao. "

He was crying and laughing while writing, the whole person is an idiot, crazy, his handwriting is ugly, but now he is crooked, his hands are still shaking, and the written words look like hieroglyphs.

"This... can you understand it?" Lao Wang stood behind Lian Xiao and clicked his tongue several times, "Okay, Lianzi, you are so fucking good tonight, you have changed from a grandson to a man. Enough man, Write a long confession on the wall of Li Shimin's inn, tsk tsk tsk."

"..."

Lian Xiao sniffled: "I, are my handwriting really ugly?"

Lao Wang looked at Lao Li who had been laughing all the time: "Look back and ask Liao Ran to pay for the writing on the wall and save it, and then fill it up. The writing is ugly like this. If other guests see it, don't mention how embarrassing it is!"

Lian Xiao said, "It's not a mural!"

All three of them laughed.

Lao Li put his arms around Lian Xiao's shoulders and patted him. Lao Wang picked up his backpack and put it on his back. Two old people accompanied him.

Lao Li: "Let's go, these words are enough, they are too lethal."

Old Wang: "Finally I made a big move all night, awesome."

Lian Xiao nodded, like a child who apologized for doing something wrong and was forgiven by everyone.

He looked back at his masterpiece: "Let's go."

After Liao Ran hung up the phone, he lost his soul and cried like a fool.

He curled up in the corner of the bar, ordered another pint of beer, and drank heartlessly by himself.

Sister Lan saw him like this a long time ago, but she didn't come to persuade him. She knew that it would be useless to persuade Liao Ran too much, and she had to let him think about it first.

The last time Liao Ran cried in front of her was when his father called him a pervert.

Sister Lan had almost sung, so she went to sit next to Liao Ran, opened a bottle of beer and took a sip to moisten her throat.

Liao Ran didn't look up, and said weakly: "Let's go, he's gone, that bastard Lian Xiao is gone..."

Sister Lan smiled lightly at the corner of her mouth, and patted his shoulder: "Let's go back first."

Liao Ran walked back to the inn with Sister Lan without saying a word.

The wind was so cold that it could tear away the remaining tears on his face together with his face, and the pain pierced his heart.

After sending Sister Lan back to the room, Liao Ran didn't know where to go, he didn't want to go back to his room, there was too much smell of Lian Xiao.

"came back?"

Lao Li and Lao Wang stood in the dark.

Liao Ran raised his head, looked for the sound, and saw Lao Li standing beside the graffiti wall with a cigarette lit, and Lao Wang squatting on the ground next to him playing with his mobile phone.

Liao Ran asked, "Did you send him to the airport?"

"Well," Lao Li nodded, "We didn't come back until we saw him take off safely."

Lao Li saw Liao Ran stunned in place, so he walked towards him, put his shoulders on his shoulders, and led him to the graffiti wall: "I'll show you something, Wang Rongyao! Come and help!"

Old Wang: "Oh."

Lao Li and Lao Wang turned on the lights of their mobile phones at the same time, illuminating the writing on the wall.

Old Li Gao, according to the above, Lao Wang short, sighed and squatted down to take the photo below.

Lian Xiao's calligraphy is golden, which happened to be the same color as Liao Ran's painting of the golden roof.

Lao Li and Lao Wang pointed their mobile phones at the wall, and the three of them looked like they were doing archaeology.

Old Li: "Look, what that guy wrote for you."

Liao Ran's heart was shocked, and he opened his eyes wide. He looked down from the first character, and it was a bit difficult to read, because the characters were really ugly...

"You're fucking insane to sleep with me!"

"Why the hell am I looking at you! Are you good-looking! Are you a good-looking fool!"

"You still know that you are wrong?!"

"That's right, you are an idiot, Lian Xiao, you are an idiot!"

"Leave me alone? Get out! I'll kick you to death!"

"Stupid!"

Liao Ran was crying and cursing, and at the same time confessed each word, tearing down, almost drying up her lacrimal glands.

He raised his hand to wake up his nose, and laughed and cursed: "Idiot! Did you eat shit when you fucking wrote or something? It's so ugly! Can you be worthy of the handsome me?!"

Old Wang said leisurely: "Brother, don't talk about it, tomorrow you pay for the master yourself, cut off the wall and save it yourself, and then paste the wall for us, I thank you two, what's wrong with the wall?" Wrong? Getting awkward and poison|harming it?”

Liao Ran said again: "Why didn't you stop when you saw it? These words are so ugly, I'm sick to keep them!"

Lao Li said: "If we stop you, you will have to pay to collect the bodies for us when you come back."

After speaking, Liao Ran was happy, with tears in his smile.