Why hasn't he confessed

When Liu Yingran was rescued from the bar by Yang Haoye, her face was already blushing, her legs were weak, and her breathing was slightly short-tempered.

He tried to stay awake, "Where's my friend?"

Yang Haoye raised his hand to check the temperature of his forehead, frowned unconsciously, and said softly: "He's fine, he's with my brother. Should you worry about yourself first, go to the hospital, or go to the hotel?"

Liu Yingran felt her face getting hotter, and said firmly, "...the hotel."

After speaking, I saw Yang Haoye's frowning brows and eyes slightly relaxed, and a smile rippling from the corner of his mouth.

Liu Yingran immediately lowered her head in embarrassment, and felt her legs become weaker.

He leaned on Yang Haoye trustingly, allowing the other party to hold his waist and take him to the opposite hotel.

As soon as he entered the room, Liu Yingran pressed against Yang Haoye's chest bonelessly, and kissed the corner of his lips lightly.

The cup of added wine made Liu Yingran feel hot all over. Seeing that he had reached a safe place, he immediately lost his restraint and could only follow his instinct to get close to the person in front of him.

Liu Yingran is not short at 1 meters, but Yang Haoye is 78 centimeters taller than him, so he has no choice but to stand on tiptoe and climb up to the opponent's neck.

At this moment, he is like a soft little animal, his movements are gentle, every move seems to be flattering, tugging at the heartstrings of his master.He didn't know that his eyes were moist, his eyes were blurred, and he looked completely alluring.

Yang Haoye, who was still leisurely leaning against the wall, couldn't bear it any longer. The hand holding Liu Yingran's waist exerted some strength, and the other hand stroked his cheek, and suddenly lifted his chin, and kissed him.

Liu Yingran met Yang Haoye for the first time three months ago.

It was his birthday that day, and he was dragged to a bar by two friends to celebrate his birthday.And Yang Haoye is the owner and bartender of that bar.

At first, Liu Yingran, who had never been to a bar before, was not really used to the atmosphere there, but soon, he fell in love with the freedom and casualness there.

He was born in a teacher's family, and has always been a "child from other people's family" among others.

In front of his parents, he is extremely well-behaved.In Qingmei Yanshu's words, that is "counseling".

The pair of childhood sweethearts who were strictly required since childhood were equally cowardly in front of their uncompromising parents, probably because they were afraid of being beaten.Once you get used to it, you will lose the sense of resistance.

But in private, only they know how rebellious and rebellious they are.

Liu Yingran doesn't like to be restrained, as long as he is out of the sight of his parents, he always likes to follow his heart.

Back then when he discovered that he didn't like girls, but was impulsive towards boys, he accepted this sexual orientation that was different from ordinary people with almost no struggle.

Despite the inevitable feelings of inferiority, he is willing to be true to himself.

Of course, this is still thanks to Qingmei Yanshu, if there is no her, maybe now, he would not be living like himself.After all, the reasons that made him realize his sexuality back then were not pretty.

It's been a long time, and his memory is fuzzy, Liu Yingran doesn't know whether he is considered to be bent by his straight male deskmate.Anyway, it was this junior high school deskmate who had long forgotten his face and name that made him realize that he liked boys.

The only thing I clearly remember is that after he was teased by his deskmate for a while, he was asked quite directly, "Are you gay?" by the other party.

He thought he was at the same table, so he nodded unsuspectingly in response.

He thought that his deskmate teased him out of liking, but he didn't expect it to be a prank.

In short, the other party laughed out loud after hearing his answer.It's not a smile of joy, but a smile of pride and ridicule.

So in the days that followed, Liu Yingran was flooded with rumors and rumors, and everyone avoided him like a snake.

At that time, he felt uncomfortable, but Liu Yingran had always been able to bear it in front of outsiders. Fortunately, he had Yan Shu, who was as close as a brother and sister, by his side to support his progress.

I don't know where Yan Shu got the news. During a class break, she rushed to his class angrily, and slapped the desk at the same table loudly.

She folded her arms, her eyes were full of disdain, and she looked down at her tablemate who was already in a daze: "You bullied my boyfriend, right? It doesn't really matter to us whether you are yourself, as long as you have a normal personality People don't care whether others like men or women. But you are wrong to slander your classmates and spread rumors! Tell me, how do you apologize?"

Liu Yingran, who was at the scene, looked at his Qingmei in astonishment and rolled up his sleeves as he spoke, as if the other party was not sincere and wanted to fight this brat immediately.

Oh, outside the door of the classroom, there were a lot of melon-eating people who were keen to watch the theater.Among them were Yan Shu's suitors, and some girls who had confessed to him.

Yes, Qingmei, who was as cowardly as a quail in front of her parents, was so stubborn in private. She liked to fight with boys since she was a child, and there were a bunch of fans behind her.

They are not so much brothers and sisters as brothers.

Liu Yingran wiped her face, and silently pulled Yan Shu away.Intimidation should be done in moderation, and if things get serious, both of them will have their butts bloom when they go home.

The rattan at home is not much kinder than the malicious slander outside.

Fortunately, the matter was resolved very smoothly. From then on, the deskmate took a detour when he saw him, and the rumors disappeared.

The only side effect is that their childhood sweethearts have become "model couples" in the hearts of the students.And this "love" talked about the age of 22. During this period, everyone has never met the right man.

Liu Yingran felt that her heart was locked in a glass room, and she could never meet a handsome guy who could break the glass cover.

He has always thought so, what he needs is a very patient partner.And the only way to be together is that the other party persists in breaking the glass cover of his heart.

But I never expected that after meeting Yang Haoye, cracks appeared inexplicably on the originally thick glass...

This is really gratifying.

In short, on his birthday, Liu Yingran deeply realized that he was a Yan dog, and he was only fascinated by Yang Haoye's face.

The reason for the heartbeat is so simple and pure.

How can love make sense?It is not necessary to experience some classic events or historical moments together to fall in love with each other.

Anyway, for him who is superficial, one pair of eyes is enough.

Then, let's go as we please...

Liu Yingran squatted in Yang Haoye's bar for two months, but he still couldn't be sure whether the other party was the same type of person.

After all, Gaydar's magical brainwaves made a mistake once in his youth, so he really didn't dare to confirm it.

Confidence is what he lacks the most.

Wanting to pursue the other party, wanting to catch his eye, but too cowardly to strike up a conversation, Liu Yingran had no choice but to choose the most stupid and idiotic way - to stay.

Every Monday night, he went to the bar to sit for one night and persisted for two months.

Why choose Monday?Because Tuesday is his regular day off, so if you get drunk, you don't have to worry about feeling bad the next day and affecting your work.

If you're lucky, you won't be afraid of not being able to get up the next day if you get picked up by your boss and go home to do whatever you want.

After two months of familiarity, Liu Yingran found that the other party didn't show any flaws, and was still so perfect that people couldn't see his sexuality.

Helpless, he shamelessly used the excuse that he wanted to learn cocktails, and as long as he had a rest on Tuesday, he would go to the bar to work part-time.

He originally thought that there was a fee to be paid for apprenticeship, but he had already prepared the tuition fee, and planned to invest the only two months of living expenses into it, trying to win the man back.

Unexpectedly, the other party not only did not charge, but also paid him part-time wages.Unexpectedly, it is still the way of closing the day.

If it was love at first sight because of Yan, then the gradual fall was probably because of Hao.

Don't say he is superficial, Liu Yingran thinks he is so superficial that it makes sense.

Being generous and not stingy is a person's personality charm.Personality charm is as important as appearance.

If you have both, just wait to get stuck...

Of course, if it's just pure love and secret love, it's really enough to have good looks and charisma.

But after this impure night, Liu Yingran, who was served comfortably, secretly added a new point.

This seems to be... more important than appearance and charisma.

Liu Yingran, who woke up, gently touched the hand on his waist, then pushed it away, and was about to get out of bed.But Yang Haoye, who was behind him, took a step faster than him, and with a little effort, he pulled him back.

A deep and magnetic voice rang in my ears, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Liu Yingran shook her head obediently, and continued to touch Yang Haoye's hand.

He felt particularly safe being embraced like this.Or... just sleep a little longer.

Yang Haoye began to settle accounts after autumn, "Why did you go to the bar?" After a pause, he probably felt that it was too strange for a bar owner to ask such a question, so he added: "Hey, why did you go to that gay? That place is so messy, What would you do if you hadn't met me?"

Before waiting for a long while for a reply, Yang Haoye leaned over to look at Liu Yingran strangely, and immediately smiled angrily.

The slender and slender eyelashes are trembling, and the acting skills of pretending to sleep are too bad.

Yang Haoye pinched his nose with a smile, and bit the small and round earlobe, "If you don't answer, let's continue."

"..."

Liu Yingran cleared her throat, and responded in a hoarse voice: "I went with my friends, this is the first time I go, and I will never dare again."

The attitude of admitting his mistakes was very sincere, and he also expressed his position very wittily, although he still didn't know whether his status had been promoted after one night.

As for the real reason, I am really ashamed to say it.

Liu Yingran suffers from lack of experience and slow progress with Yang Haoye, so she asks her friend Ruan Xi for advice.

Ruan Xi was his college classmate. After checking his eyes and knowing that he was also in the circle, he took the initiative to approach him, spread common sense to him, and offered a lot of learning materials from the circle.

For Liu Yingran, Ruan Xi is probably a beginner, leading him to run farther and farther on Xiaoling's Kangzhuang Avenue...

He also went last night because he heard what Ruan Xi said that he came to the gay bar to gain knowledge, practice gaydar, and learn how to seduce men from various temptations through observation. That's why he went there.

Liu Yingran, who only knew how to hang out and get closer by working part-time, did some self-reflection, and felt that she really needed to improve her flirting skills and gain insights.

It's just that he didn't expect that the bar that Ruan Xi said he "has been to many times" would be so dangerous. The two of them were tricked by the bartender and fell into the hands of a few dudes.

Fortunately, Yang Haoye and his brother showed up in time, dealt with those people in a few clicks, and took them out of the back alley of the bar without any injuries.

Touching Yang Haoye's eight-pack abs, and remembering his fighting spirit, Liu Yingran suddenly had the feeling that it would not be his opponent's pride to fight another playboy.

Liu Yingran licked her lips in satisfaction, thinking that she had learned a lot last night.Although there were some twists and turns in the process, the result was good.

Yang Haoye's eyes became deep, staring at his lips, grasping those restless hands, "Want to continue? Seduce me deliberately?"

Liu Yingran was stunned, and looked at him innocently, "I just..."

thirsty.

Yang Haoye kissed him fiercely, and kept the rest of his words in his mouth.

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