Why ignore Yang Chen

Liking Gu Chen is the thing I have persisted in for the longest time in my life. It has been so long that I almost forgot when I started liking him...

When I was in high school, a large group of pigeons were raised on the roof of my neighbor’s house. Every morning when the sun just rose, they would be released to fly and let them fly and circle in the sky.

When I met Gu Chen, it was also in such a morning, the sun was so good that the reflection of the glass hurt my eyes, I rubbed my eyes and then raised my head, Gu Chen just appeared in my field of vision...

This is love... From then on, I knew clearly that I liked him and that I was gay.

I was in the same class as him, but I didn't dare to get too close to him until Gu Ming appeared...

Gu Ming and his childhood sweetheart, his appearance filled me with a sense of crisis, Gu Ming's gentleness, kindness...he is so perfect.

My depression was finally discovered by Hu Xia, probably because my sadness was too obvious, or my hostility towards Gu Ming was already full.

When Hu Xia went home together after school, he suddenly asked me:

"Do you like Gu Chen?"

I was stunned, looking into his eyes, my breathing stopped suddenly, and I didn't speak for a long time.

"how do you know"

I'm so scared, afraid that he will hate me, afraid that he will treat me as an outlier, afraid that my best friend will... leave me...

He patted me on the shoulder.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier! Really! Are you a fool! You asked me to help you take him down earlier!"

I want to cry, I want to cry when I am happy, I don't know how to express my mood at the moment, so I can only repeat one sentence over and over again.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you, Hu Xia, thank you..."

I still remember the autumn sports meeting in the second year of high school, I was by Gu Chen's side, watching him do warm-up exercises before running, while comforting him not to be nervous, but I was so nervous that I broke out in a cold sweat.

Before he was about to start running, he took off his coat, put it on me, and said:

"Hold it for me, you can put it on."

His sudden approach surprised me, and I quickly refused.

"No, no, I'm not cold at all."

He smiled softly and pointed to my finger.

"But you've been trembling."

I hastily held down my trembling fingers, my face must have turned red to my ears with shame.

Gu Chen watched me put on my coat, turned around and stood on the runway.

I stood by the track and cheered him on.

"Gu Chen! Come on!"

He turned his head to look at me, smiled and gave me a thumbs up, then turned his head to look at the runway again, raising his head high.

There is a special smell on Gu Chen's coat, which is indescribable but extremely warm. If he must be described, this smell is probably like sunshine.

Looking at his back, my heart was full, I squeezed his coat tightly, my heart beating extremely fast.

When the race was approaching, I prepared water for Gu Chen, and ran to the finish line to wait for him to pass the water to him as soon as possible. By the way, I congratulated him for winning the first place.

Gu Chen's footsteps gradually approached the finish line, I followed him all the way running, suddenly Gu Chen accelerated rapidly, I think he should be the last sprint near the finish line.

Looking up, Gu Ming was holding water at the finish line and waving his arms towards Gu Chen. His smile hurt my eyes, and Gu Chen ran towards him.

I could only walk over slowly, walked up to them, and handed the coat to Gu Chen.

"Congratulations, you won the first place."

Since he won't fall in love with me, it's not bad to be friends...