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Even if he doesn't want to admit it, even in the name of love, Zheng Ronglin has to admit that what he has done to Zhe Zhe these years has indeed brought him indelible harm.

Zheng Ronglin has always felt that if Zhe Zhe's background and character were not by his side, he would be hurt more outside.He was young before, and it was only natural for Zheng Ronglin to protect him, but now that Zhezhe has grown up, he is unwilling to live under Zheng Ronglin's protection for the rest of his life.

He is still reluctant to let go, Zheng Ronglin knows he is an asshole, but he is an asshole, after so many years, if he could let go, he would have let it go, Zheng Ronglin is really worried about handing Zhezhe to others, no one will do.

Zhe Zhe was still trembling, he stared at Zheng Ronglin who was on him with hatred, he pulled out his hand and slapped his mouth vigorously, before the other party could react, he stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his neck.

"You're a bastard." Zhe Zhe hugged Zheng Ronglin tightly, and after scolding, he suddenly cried loudly under the person, "Why did I become like this?" He sobbed and felt wronged, "I obviously hate you so much, but you made me It has become like this, but why can't I hate you..." Zhe Zhe suddenly realized his situation, he obviously wanted to escape from Zheng Ronglin, but he found that he couldn't, he couldn't make friends, he couldn't Knowing how to act, he didn't even dare to spend the night in the crew, why, now he can only fall asleep if he is hugged by Zheng Ronglin... Why did he become like this...

Zheng Ronglin has never seen Zhezhe cry like this before. He pressed the other party in his arms, and his heart almost broke him from crying, but after the heartache, he was happy again. Zheng Ronglin hugged Zhezhe even tighter, and was dumb in his ears He coaxed, "I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard. I realized my mistake a long time ago. I thought about letting you go, but I felt that it would be better to kill me." The more excited he said, because Zhe Zhe's little arm hugged him more and more tightly, "What do you tell me to do, I just like you so much, tell me to let you go, and then watch you and others, okay?" ?Then you might as well kill me. But it’s okay, after all, I’m going to see the moonlight, right, you can’t leave me now, can you, Xiaozhe?”

Zheng Ronglin bullied people really well, even Zhezhe cried and showed him his heart, but he was still not satisfied and forced people to say some embarrassing love words.

Zhe Zhe was crying dumbfounded, and Zheng Ronglin was overwhelmed. He didn't know that this was Zheng Ronglin's domineering possession, and he didn't think he was forcing himself. With red and swollen eyes like two apricot pits, he choked and said, " I...I can't leave, I can't leave you...Zheng Ronglin..."

Zheng Ronglin is still shrewd, he doesn't force Zhe Zhe to say he likes him, he doesn't force Zhe Zhe to say he loves him, he only asks him to admit the feelings he has already realized, and he is not in a hurry, as long as Zhe Zhe doesn't leave, Zheng Ronglin is afraid that he won't be able to fall in love Can't do it by yourself?It will be long in the future.

The later filming of the film went smoothly, and Zhe Zhe didn’t have many scenes. In order not to slow down the progress of the crew, he memorized the lines in advance every time, and asked Zheng Ronglin to help with the scene a few times at night. I got the feeling and the shooting was relatively smooth.

He never spends the night on the set, even if the filming is late, he will ask the driver to pick him up. Without Zheng Ronglin by his side, Zhe Zhe can't sleep well.

The ending of the bamboo horse in the movie is not happy, their story is always fixed in the small room on that summer afternoon, Lin Zheng has insight into Song Wei's heart, but he doesn't even have the courage to kiss him.

Obviously forcing people to say that they like it first, but they dare not face this feeling directly, and the summer vacation they fled in a hurry became the last farewell between the two.

Lin Zheng still couldn't stand the eyes of the world. After graduation, he found a gentle woman to marry. The year he took his wife home to visit relatives, Song Wei went to see him in the ice and snow with his grandmother's newly made dumplings, but unfortunately died in the Under the wheels of the car that could not be stopped because of the slippery road.

Lin Zheng finally got divorced, his wife left, and he sent her money every month, but he never expected to forgive.Lin Zheng never felt that he deserved to be forgiven. He was sorry for his wife and Song Wei.

Lin Zheng returned to the town where he grew up, and silently fulfilled Song Wei's childhood dream. He went to the town to be a high school teacher, and whenever he saw those high-spirited boys and girls, Lin Zheng would always think of him and Song Wei. The days of my youth.

The second half of the film has been talking about Lin Zheng's struggle and self-salvation. He was lonely and living in guilt for half his life, but he met another boy when he was 40 years old. There is a mole, and he always greets him with a crooked smile.

For some reason, Lin Zheng's dead heart began to beat crazily again, and the dawn seemed to appear in his dead life.That year was the year that same-sex marriage was legalized.

After Zhe Zhe finished filming, he once asked the director that same-sex marriage has been legal for so many years, why is he still making such a heavy movie?

Gao Chuanbo looked into the distance with a cigarette in his mouth. It took him a long time to turn his head and said leisurely, "It's just to tell a story about an old friend."

Zhe Zhe seemed to understand something, and he asked again, "Did Lin Zheng end up with that boy?"

Gao Chuanbo slowly puffed out smoke rings again, this time the silence was longer, he threw away the cigarette butt and shook his head and sighed, "I'm alone..."

During the filming period, the small music program that Zhe Zhe and Qin Heng recorded together was broadcast. At the time of recording, Zhe Zhe didn't pay attention to it. When watching it on the Internet, Zhe Zhe discovered that the way Qin Heng looked at him, even Words are full of ambiguity.

Zheng Ronglin was also beside him at the time, and accompanied Zhezhe to watch the whole episode with a dark face, then turned over and pressed him on the bed without saying a word, and tossed him hard for half a night before giving up.

Zheng Ronglin's taste was probably disgusted by Qin Heng's deliberate speculation with Zhe Zhe for CP, but Zhe Zhe knew that Qin Heng might really regard himself as Cheng Jia's stand-in.

He wanted to find an opportunity to completely cut off contact with Qin Heng.

Qin Heng's birthday is coming soon, and Zhe Zhe posted Qin Heng on Weibo out of politeness and wished him a happy birthday.Qin Heng did not respond, but suddenly sent a message to Zhe Zhe the next afternoon, asking Zhe Zhe to attend his birthday party at his home.

Qin Heng said, there are only three or four friends, and you have met them all.

Zhe Zhe said, good.

It was already evening when we arrived, and autumn got dark early, and Zhe Zhe was fully armed, so it was certain that no one would recognize him.

The door only knocked twice before it was opened from the inside. Qin Heng stood at the door with a cigarette dangling from his mouth. Seeing Zhe Zhe, he dragged him directly into the door.

There were indeed only three or four people inside, bald, Yu Yu, and a man whom he had never seen before. Seeing Zhe Zhe, everyone in the room was stunned.

It was Yuyu who was the first to react. She rushed down from the sofa in the living room and tidied up the things on the coffee table in a panic.

Zhe Zhe didn't understand, so he glanced at the coffee table behind Qin Heng, and then froze in shock. On it, which Yu Yu hadn't had time to put away, were a few small bags of white flour...

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became subtle. Yuyu spoke first, and she yelled at Qin Heng, "Are you crazy? What are you doing by involving him?"

Qin Heng ignored Yu Yu, just looked at Zhe Zhe and smiled, he was buoyed with excitement, "Don't you want to feel free? What is smoking, how about I teach you to smoke something else?"

Zhe Zhe had never seen Qin Heng like this before, he felt that he was strange and scary, his first reaction was to leave, and Qin Heng blocked the door as soon as he turned around.

The strange man behind whistled and coaxed: "If you like it, just say it, why are you whining?"

Qin Heng seemed to be inspired, and leaned forward again. He looked into Zhe Zhe's eyes and said to him, "Don't you feel that life is very devoid of dignity and freedom? Then let's redeem each other, shall we? I will help you Run away from Zheng Ronglin, help me forget Cheng Jia."

Zhe Zhe felt that Qin Heng was crazy, so he took another step back instinctively, and said to Qin Heng, "I don't know what you're talking about, I probably shouldn't be here, if there's nothing else, I'll go first."

How could Qin Heng let Zhe Zhe go, he pulled his arm and pulled him in, next to the bedroom with the open door, Qin Heng dragged him in at once.

Yuyu ran down barefoot to stop her, and let the bald head hug her back, he calmly advised, "Nothing will happen, what are you in a hurry for?"

There was a "bang" in the door, as if someone was smashing something, and then Zhe Zhe yelled sadly, "Zheng Ronglin!"

"Didn't you say you don't like him? You lied to me too!" This was Qin Heng's voice, and he seemed even more hysterical, "He lied to me, and you lied to me too!"

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and the three people who stayed in the living room became alert at the same time.There was still a clashing sound resembling a struggle in the bedroom with the tightly closed door next to it. Yu Yu stared at the door with red eyes, stunned for a while and suddenly broke free from the shackles of her bald head, rushed to the door of the living room, and opened the door .

Two policemen stood outside the door.

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