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Zhezhe was taken aback by Qin Heng's words. He instinctively wanted to refute, but he didn't know how to explain it. He hesitated for a long time and didn't say a complete sentence.

Qin Heng looked at Zhe Zhe, making him want to laugh at his childlike reaction, and said softly, "Don't be nervous, I don't want to gossip, and I won't tell you what I just saw. I just think that you don't seem to Very willing."

"I..." Zhezhe still didn't know how to talk about his relationship with Zheng Ronglin like an outsider. He didn't dare to say that we were married, because he knew that under the cover of this marriage, it was actually an unspeakable nurturing relationship. The money Zhe Zhe earned over the past year is not enough to buy half of the clothes in his closet, let alone what Zheng Ronglin spent on himself when he was a child.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he was also Zheng Ronglin's canary in the cage. When he was happy, he took it out to play.

In fact, he still hated Zheng Ronglin for putting him in bed, otherwise he could call him uncle with peace of mind, leave the Zheng family when the time came, and at worst he would come back to honor him later.He also hated Zheng Ronglin for falling in love with him. He obviously lived his life as a dependent, did nothing, even didn't wear any revealing clothes in front of Zheng Ronglin, yet he was charged with seduction.

Although Zheng Ronglin's mother didn't say anything, Zhe Zhe knew that the way she looked at him meant that she was saying, you are a coquettish thing.

Zhao Yan received a call from Zheng Ronglin, and rushed to the place where Qin Heng and the others had dinner, but when they arrived, they only saw Qin Heng's manager and the band members from his studio, but Zhe Zhe was not there. She asked anxiously, "" Where are Zhe Zhe and Qin Heng?"

The manager of the other party said unhurriedly: "Let's find a resonance between musicians and musicians. I don't know where they have gone." He didn't lie, Qin Heng has always been such an unruly temper. Just talked about the celebration banquet together, and the next second the two protagonists didn't know where they went.

"I don't know where to go?" Zhao Yan didn't bother to understand the casualness and looseness of these musicians. Now she only cares about where Qin Heng took Zhe Zhe, and the two of them slipped away together after a good celebration banquet. Where did she go, so her boss knew it was okay?What kind of musician is Zhe Zhe looking for resonance between musicians?

"I really don't know, why don't you call and ask yourself?" The other party was very interested and obviously didn't want to be disturbed too much. Qin Heng's sudden disappearance was nothing more than a normal thing. He was just another small artist. Watch him watch closely.

Zhao Yan dialed Zhezhe's cell phone, and when he was about to hang up, the other party connected, as if he was outside, with the sound of wind in his ears, mixed with Zhezhe's sweet voice, "I knew you would call, I'll be right back , just wait for me."

Before Zhao Yan could speak, Zhe Zhe hung up. Zhao Yan sighed, declined the invitation from other people to invite her to have a barbecue, and sat on the sofa beside him to reply a message to Zheng Ronglin. When he arrived, he would take him back in a while.

The other party replied almost in seconds, okay.

Added after a while, don't make him drink too much.

Zhe Zhe and Qin Heng were sitting on the roof of the barbecue restaurant. Qin Heng knew the owner of the barbecue restaurant very well. He saw that Zhe Zhe didn't like to be lively, so he led people up to the roof after staying below for a while.

The barbecue house on the second floor is actually not high, but I don’t know why it seems to be able to reach the stars.Zhe Zhe sat quietly, feeling the summer night wind pouring into his body along his fat hem and trouser legs, feeling an indescribable comfort that he had never experienced before.

Qin Heng was sitting with Zhe Zhe, smoking a cigarette, and then turned to look at him. The wind blew Zhe Zhe's bangs, revealing his smooth and full forehead, and his long eyelashes fluttered with the night wind.Qin Heng took out his mobile phone from his pocket and took a picture of Zhe Zhe's profile.

"I know why Zheng Ronglin likes you now."

Zhe Zhe turned his head to look at Qin Heng in some puzzlement, Qin Heng suddenly felt that Zhe Zhe's eyes were brighter than the stars in the sky.

"I like to find a quiet and open place on a quiet night, such as the seaside, the roof, or even the open space behind the house. Only then do I feel that I am free, and it is also when inspiration comes to me." Qin Heng Instead of following what he just said, he changed the subject, "I think I understand what it feels like to live in the shadow of someone, like Zheng Ronglin to you, and like Song Siyan to me."

In the eyes of outsiders, Song Siyan has always been Qin Heng's best partner and a confidant in music, but Zhezhe didn't know until today that Song Siyan was Qin Heng's shadow.

"I have been creating since my debut, but I haven't had a decent song for ten years. Without Song Siyan, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. I am grateful, but I am also jealous and inferior. I probably really don't have much talent. " Qin Heng began to sigh as he spoke, "It seems that he just wrote a song for you casually, isn't it popular? This man is really talented."

During the time Zhe Zhe spent with Qin Heng, he always felt that he was arrogant and conceited, but he didn't know that he, like himself, had an inferiority complex that was suppressed deep in his heart that was difficult to resolve. Chatting with others completely openly like this, It was the first time.Zhe Zhe likes this feeling very much.

Halfway through his cigarette, Qin Heng noticed that Zhe Zhe had been staring at him, so he turned around and asked him, "Do you want to try the feeling of freedom?"

Zhe Zhe didn't understand, so he didn't quite understand the meaning of Qin Heng's words, but he still nodded.

Qin Heng took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, then took out one and handed it to Zhe Zhe, "Try?"

Zhe Zhe has never smoked, even though he is 21 years old, even Zheng Ronglin often smokes in front of him, but he has never had the idea of ​​trying, he does not like the smell of cigarettes.

But for some reason, Qin Heng suddenly handed over the cigarette, and he took it without hesitation, put it in his mouth, and lit the fire with Qin Heng's hand.

Choking, very choking, even though he was prepared, Zhe Zhe was still coughed by choking, a feeling of suffocation and nausea, and he remembered the feeling of being choked by the smell of blood that night when he was seven years old, But this time was different from that time. After the discomfort, I felt a little buoyant.

Zhao Yan called again, and Zhe Zhe pinched out his half-smoked cigarette, and then told Qin Heng that he wanted to leave.Qin Heng nodded, and handed Zhe Zhe a piece of chewing gum before he left. He seemed to be very experienced, "Chew a piece of this, you can't smell it."

Zhe Zhe was stunned for a moment, and then understood what Qin Heng meant.

Zhao Yan was getting impatient with waiting, the time was getting later and later, and Zheng Ronglin's urging was getting more and more urgent. Zhao Yan made these two people feel a little bit overwhelmed, and felt that her manager was about to catch up with an old lady. .

So when she saw Zhe Zhe and Qin Heng coming down from the top floor, she almost knelt down and called him ancestor.

It was already very late when we got home, and after Zhao Yan delivered Zhe Zhe, he left without taking a sip of water.Zheng Ronglin naturally didn't sleep. He was holding his laptop in the living room on the first floor, waiting for some company matters.He didn't appear to be as anxious as he was in his heart, he sat on the sofa calmly and stared at the computer screen frowning, only responded to Zhao Yan, and then didn't say a word.

Zhe Zhe was glad that Zheng Ronglin didn't question himself, nor was he hysterical. After all, he came back an hour later than the promised time. Zheng Ronglin didn't find fault, and Zhe Zhe was happy not to explain. So instead of saying hello to Zheng Ronglin, he changed his shoes and went upstairs.

"Stop." Zheng Ronglin spoke only now, and then ordered, "Come here."

Zhe Zhe hated Zheng Ronglin talking to him like this, and he didn't listen to him, and went upstairs without even turning his head.

Zheng Ronglin has smelled a strong smell of smoke since Zhezhe entered the door. After Zhao Yan left, the smell not only lingered but became stronger, so it could only be Zhezhe's body. Did he smoke?Where does he smoke?Zheng Ronglin got a headache from the smell of smoke, but Zhe Zhe started to fight against him again.

He had already tried his best to suppress his temper, so as not to slap the table and shout out this sentence, he suppressed his voice, "If you want to stay up all night, go upstairs now."

This kind of deterrence still worked, Zhe Zhe clenched his fists tightly, gritted his teeth angrily, but turned around and turned back from the halfway up the stairs.Zheng Ronglin had already stood up from the sofa and waited for him. Zhe Zhe stood still in front of Zheng Ronglin. Although he had grown in size over the past few years, he was still half a head shorter than Zheng Ronglin. Cut, not to mention his angry appearance now, in Zheng Ronglin's view, he is already so cute that people can't get angry.

But you still have to take care of it. Zheng Ronglin asked him, "Why do you smell so smoky? Do you smoke?"

In fact, Zhao Yan sent Zhezhe back just now, and she had already vaccinated him in the car. She said, you smell too much of cigarettes, and Mr. Zheng knew that he must ask. If you think about how to speak, I can't help you.

Zhe Zhe didn't take it seriously, women's minds and senses are always more delicate than men's, and he opened the car window to blow out the smell. How could Zheng Ronglin notice it when he got home?

But he still noticed it, and Zhe Zhe lied boldly, "I didn't." Zheng Ronglin lowered his head to smell his body, and then opened his mouth to smell it. Zhe Zhe's mouth smelled faintly of mint.

Don't do bad things, don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door, Zhezhe usually doesn't have the habit of sugar after meals, isn't he trying to hide something now?He just let him out for half a night, and then this little thing started to act presumptuously, and I really couldn't control it.

"You don't? You don't have any mints? Don't you like mints? Don't tell me to keep your breath fresh. If you come back and give me a good night kiss, I still believe your words, but you Will you? You have been by my side for 5 years, do you think I will not be able to see that you are lying? Your wings are stiff, aren’t you?” Zheng Ronglin became more and more angry as he spoke, and he unconsciously squeezed Zhezhe’s chin harder.

Zhe Zhe was so wronged, he really felt that he had no freedom at all, he just went out to dinner with his friends and smoked half a cigarette out of curiosity, why would he be reprimanded like this when he came back, Zheng Ronglin was like A stubborn parent, Zhe Zhe felt that even if his father was still there, he would not control him like Zheng Ronglin.

"My wings are hard? I have wings? You broke them before they grew out! Don't say anything, you are good to me, don't use your hypocritical rhetoric, how clean is your mind? You and Zheng Rongwei Why did you want me to come here? Didn’t you raise me up and wait to be fucked by you!” Zhe Zhe slapped Zheng Ronglin’s hand away violently, and the more he spoke, the more excited he became, his voice began to tremble with excitement, “If you say this is my life I also admit it, who let my parents die, I should be grateful to you and Zheng Rongwei for raising me, but why did you let me repay my kindness in this way, Zheng Ronglin, why are you so cruel..."