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An Yuzhi was woken up by Zheng Ronglin's phone call in his sleep. He heard the other party talking anxiously and incoherently on the phone, hung up the phone and hurried out the door.

It was almost dawn when he came back, An Yuzhi opened the door, and saw Fu Yanzhang in his pajamas sitting on the sofa in the living room smoking a cigarette.An Yuzhi changed his shoes, walked up to Fu Yanzhang, snatched the cigarette from him, put it out in the ashtray on the coffee table, and whispered, "Smoking less, your throat is so bad."

Smoking is a habit I developed when I was young. After so many years, I can't quit. Even when An Yu knew that he was pregnant, Fu Yanzhang couldn't suppress his addiction to smoking. He couldn't smoke in the house, so he went to the stairs outside to smoke. When he came back after it was over, he smelled of cigarettes all over his body. An Yuzhi hated him very much, but he never blamed him.

An Yuzhi has such a personality. He is very gentle and good-tempered. He follows Fu Yanzhang in everything. He takes good care of others and cooks well. No wonder his mother likes An Yuzhi so much. If I can't marry him back, I also recognize this son, Yuzhi, is much more sensible than you.

The cigarette was taken away after only two puffs. Fu Yanzhang didn't have enough addiction but didn't say anything. He reached out and hugged An Yuzhi next to him by the waist, let him sit on his lap, buried his face in the other's collar to smell his smell , still familiar with the smell of hospital disinfectant, a bit choking, like quitting smoking.

"Are you all right?" He asked hoarsely.

Just after he was sleeping soundly, Zheng Ronglin called suddenly, the guy's voice was loud enough that Fu Yanzhang beside him could hear him clearly, he seemed to be mocking him, "How can you make love and send your wife to the hospital? That bastard doesn't know how to pity Xiangxiyu so much, why do you all like him? What's so good about him? Huh?"

He raised his head from the side of An Yuzhi's neck while talking, and stared into An Yuzhi's eyes in the dimly lit living room.

"Us?" An Yuzhi said, "I don't like him."

"You don't like him being so nervous every time? You don't like him calling you in the middle of the night. How often are you not on call? What are you pretending for me?" Fu Yanzhang said while gritting his teeth, holding An Yu Zhi's waist also tightened more and more.

"I never pretend. I've said it many times. Zheng Ronglin is my friend and confidant. We get along very frankly. Don't always think dirty about me. I'm not the kind of person who sleeps with someone else once before. I'm not as casual as you when others come to take revenge." An Yuzhi didn't resist in Fu Yanzhang's arms, he looked back into Fu Yanzhang's eyes, frankly.

It was this again, it was endless, Fu Yanzhang made An Yuzhi flustered, he tried his best to restrain himself so that he didn't lose his temper with the person in his arms, he was a little helpless, "I only slept with someone once, I admit it is I'm sorry for you, but it's been so long, do you need to hold on to it?"

An Yuzhi felt that Fu Yanzhang's words were like farting. He smiled lightly and asked, "It's just? That's all? I won't let it go?"

He had never talked to himself in such a weird way before. Fu Yanzhang somewhat missed the docile and well-behaved An Yuzhi before, but he also knew that he was the one who turned him into what he is now.

"Yuzhi, I was wrong, okay? I really know I was wrong, so can you forgive me? Can't you stop being mad at me? You know that I don't like you dating Zheng Ronglin, so you can stay away from him, okay?" ?” Fu Yanzhang started coaxing again, he knew that An Yuzhi was the best way to deal with soft things rather than hard things.

"Why can you cheat, but I can't make friends, Fu Yanzhang, are you reasonable?" An Yuzhi became a little anxious, and his voice became louder.He was really aggrieved, and after shouting, he muttered in a low voice, "I said a long time ago that I don't like him."

Fu Yanzhang made him feel distressed, so he put his arms around someone to tease again, "Then who do you like? Like me, don't you?"

An Yuzhi felt that Fu Yanzhang was really bad, but hated himself for not being ruthless. Although it had been a long time since that incident, Fu Yanzhang always said let it go, but it was already a thorn in An Yuzhi's heart. Every time he touched it, It hurts too much.

Fu Yanzhang's face got closer and closer, An Yuzhi avoided him slightly, and said with a choked voice, "You call Zheng Ronglin a bastard, but you don't know that you are a thousand times worse than him. You have done such an outrageous thing. I should leave you, if not, if not..." He paused for a long time before continuing.

"If you didn't love me, would you?" But Fu Yanzhang knew what An Yuzhi was going to say. He loved himself. He knew it from the time they fell in love when they were students. Although it is difficult to hear such words from An Yuzhi's mouth now, Fu Yanzhang It is certain that he has always loved himself.

Fu Yanzhang was heartbroken when he heard this, and regardless of the person's struggle, he leaned forward and sucked the person's lips. An Yu knew that he had been bullied so badly that he started to cry because of his grievance.Fu Yanzhang quickly stopped talking, holding the person's face to coax him, "Why are you crying so easily? I'm crying again before I'm done? I don't dare to fuck hard when I'm on the bed."

An Yuzhi's temper is too soft. When he was young, he would blush when he was teased, and cry when he was teased. He is gentle and gentle than girls and can take care of others. This is what Fu Yanzhang likes about him. He is five years older than An Yuzhi, but he has Sometimes I was taken care of by the other party so that I looked like the younger one.

An Yu knew that people were also good-looking, so Fu Yanzhang held his face to coax him at the moment, and saw that the small face was as delicate as a star on TV, with big eyes, but couldn't hold back tears.Although he will be 30 years old after his birthday, if An Yuzhi doesn't show his ID card in front of your eyes, you won't believe it.

With such a lovely person, Fu Yanzhang sometimes really felt that he was out of his mind to do things that were sorry for An Yuzhi, but he really couldn't imagine that with An Yuzhi's personality, how could he change as soon as he knew that he had betrayed him? ?To cut themselves off completely, and knocked out their children without blinking an eye.

When he was pregnant with his first child, he was still young, less than 24 years old, but he died before he was born. No matter how much he struggled since then, An Yuzhi's stomach never moved.

The first child was a surprise for Fu Yanzhang. He likes children, but after being with An Yuzhi, he still made plans for the future, but he didn't expect his lover to have this ability. He still remembers when he learned that the other party was pregnant. , holding An Yuzhi in circles in the bedroom, and then excitedly kissed his flat stomach at the time.

He hasn't seen this child yet, why is it gone?

An Yuzhi was still struggling at first, but now being hugged and coaxed by Fu Yanzhang like this, he instantly felt discouraged.Sometimes he also hates himself for being soft-hearted. If he had been a little harder at the beginning, even if his heart was a little harder now, maybe he would not be so entangled with this man again.

It was still early before dawn, Fu Yanzhang held him tenderly for a while, and then went to the bedroom to sleep with his arms in his arms.Today is a rare day to rest together. It was originally agreed that we would go home for dinner at noon, but we didn't sleep half the night last night, and I'm afraid we didn't wake up until noon.

Fu Yanzhang didn't feel sleepy for a long time. He waited for An Yuzhi to fall asleep and then went to the living room. He wanted to call his mother to say that he would go there in the evening and that he didn't need to prepare meals at noon, but before the call was made, there was a An unfamiliar number called.

Fu Yanzhang picked it up hesitantly, but seeing no response from the other side, he was a little impatient, "Who is it? If you don't say anything, I'll hang up."

The other party was still silent, and a clear boy's voice came over after a few seconds, "Brother Fu is me, I am Qingqing."

Hearing Zhuo Qingwen's voice, Fu Yanzhang made his hands stiff with fright. He turned his head and glanced at the half-hidden bedroom door, then turned and went into the study next to him. He paced around the room and reprimanded, "You How did you know my phone number? What do you want me to do again? Didn't I tell you that we have nothing to do with each other?"

Zhuo Qingwen was still very excited when he heard Fu Yanzhang's voice, but he suddenly became unhappy when he said a few words with obvious reproach, "Why are you nervous? I just graduated and came to City D. I'm here I found a good job, can I share the joy with you? Why are you training me? I didn’t say I want to sleep with you again. With your vicious boyfriend around, do I still dare to seduce you? "

It was a coincidence that they met back then, but later they rolled on the bed together for no apparent reason. Fu Yanzhang still had to blame him for not being self-restraining. He liked young and beautiful boys. At that time, he had been with An Yuzhi for many years. With a quiet temperament, he doesn't know how to be coquettish, and there are few tricks to please, so Fu Yanzhang feels that he is a little pale as water.

And the sudden appearance of Zhuo Qingwen seems to have sparked a fire at the right time in Fu Yanzhang's self-consciously dull emotional life, causing him to lose all reason and conscience at the same time.

At that time, An Yuzhi told him that he had a child, but he didn't dare to let him touch him for two months, and Fu Yanzhang cheated on him.But the retribution came soon, that day An Yuzhi returned home with a pale face, and told Fu Yanzhang calmly and decisively that the child is gone, if you still want it, let Zhuo Qingwen give birth to you.

Fu Yanzhang was going crazy. He smashed the things in the house and yelled at An Yuzhi like crazy, but the other party just sat on the sofa, without saying a word or expression.A person who is usually so easy to cry, didn't shed a single tear that day.

But he still can't do without An Yuzhi, Zhuo Qingwen is passion, An Yuzhi is a habit that has penetrated into his bones, his tastes, hobbies, and some habits, An Yuzhi knows better than his mother.It's not that he doesn't love anymore, Fu Yanzhang knows his feelings for An Yuzhi, even if he cheated on himself, it doesn't prevent An Yuzhi from being hysterical to him when he meets Zheng Ronglin.

Fu Yanzhang is so unreasonable, but he is already changing, working hard to change.

After hanging up the phone in a hurry, Fu Yanzhang blocked Zhuo Qingwen without hesitation, then walked out of the study and gently pushed away the text in the bedroom. An Yuzhi was still asleep, and his whole body sank into the soft mattress, revealing only a small With a small head, the morning sun shone through the gaps in the curtains and sprinkled on An Yuzhi's body, so tender that Fu Yanzhang's whole heart would melt.

He got on the bed carefully, got into the quilt and hugged him from behind, kissed the back of his plump head, An Yuzhi's hair was soft, and the hair scratched Fu Yanzhang's eyes, making him want to cry.

An Yuzhi was in a daze, and called Fu Yanzhang in his sleep. He said, senior, come to my house for dinner on weekends.

Fu Yanzhang hugged An Yuzhi tightly, and responded in a low voice, "Okay, when you wake up, let's go to my house first, and then to yours next week, okay?"

The author has something to say: the vice cp's attack is really scumbag, this is the first time I write a scumbag attack, I don't know how fast I can grasp it.

If you feel uncomfortable, just discard it.

In addition, there will be no update tomorrow, everyone, don’t wait, update the day after tomorrow, have fun on the weekend~