Goddess routine

Whether she wanted it or not, An Peiyao just drove her to a remote mountain village.

A place that is even more remote than her home, and even more useless.

When she was in high school, she knew that An Peiyao's family was in a bad situation, but she didn't know how bad her family was until she brought her into her home.

In the small village surrounded by Huanghua rocks, although there are only a dozen families, others are still authentic cement houses.

And An Peiyao's house was built with hemp straw and yellow mud.The door is a piece of yellowish plastic cloth, several pieces of which have been rotten. Grass grows up to the knees in front of and behind the door. A nylon plastic bag is used to surround the door with a small livestock cage. The chickens lowered their heads and pecked at the loess on the ground for food, cooing and flying around.

There was water all over the yellow mud floor, and there was a lot of chicken manure, and there were a lot of mineral water bottles and small pieces of iron and copper piled up at the door.As soon as I walked to the door, a strong smell hit my face, which made people feel very bad.

Seeing the mess in front of him, Mo Xiaobei held his breath, while An Peiyao next to him turned a blind eye, opened the curtain, and smiled, "Mom, I'm back."

Mo Xiaobei stood outside for a long time, but he didn't see the mother she was talking about happily coming out to greet her. After a while, he saw her pushing a woman with white hair and messy clothes to come out.

She pointed at Mo Xiaobei, lowered her head and talked to the woman, "Mom, this is my friend."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo." The middle-aged woman in the wheelchair clapped her hands with a smile, a lot of saliva came out of her mouth, and her eyes were more white than black, making Mo Xiaobei feel uncomfortable all over her body.

But upholding the politeness, she still stepped forward to say hello, "Hello, Auntie."

"Woo la." The woman just clapped her hands and laughed, and she knew that it was abnormal at a glance.

"My mother is a lunatic. It is said that on a snowy day, she fainted at the gate of the village and was picked up by my father. My father was a bachelor. He was already in his 50s at that time. He rarely saw a woman, so he took her with him. Come back and live together. But his legs and feet are not good, our family can only live on tens of dollars from five-guarantee households at the beginning, and then my dad’s five-guarantee quota was replaced by other people, my dad can only live Going out to move bricks, one yuan and three cents, I followed him to pick up the leftover bottles from other people's drinking, and saved them up and sold them to waste collectors. When you saw me in high school, my tuition was delayed again and again, and in the end it was my dad Go to the county hospital to sell blood in exchange for money. I went to school for three years, and he sold blood six times.”

An Peiyao was blunt, took out a tissue and wiped the saliva from the woman's mouth while talking to her lightly.

Mo Xiaobei was in a bad mood, she didn't bother to listen to what she had to say, and she wasn't interested in her family affairs at all, but since she said this, she couldn't justify it if she didn't express it, she could only force out a smile Comfort her, "You...don't be sad."

"Look at what you said. I've been doing this for more than 20 years, can I still be sad? Besides, those things are in the past."

Mo Xiaobei couldn't find anything to talk to her about, and An Peiyao didn't care, and said to herself, "I'm usually too busy with work, so I don't have time to come back to take care of them. I originally wanted to bring them back to the city, but I was afraid that I would neglect them because I was busy with work, and I was worried about hiring a nurse, and my dad said he was used to living here and didn’t want to leave, so I never took them away.”

"En." Mo Xiaobei could only nod stiffly, not knowing why she was talking to her.

Seeing that she was not interested, An Peiyao rolled her eyes and changed the subject, "Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Mo Xiaobei shook her head, she just wanted to go back to sleep now, and it would be best to sleep till the end of time.

"Then help me look after my mother, and I'll clean it up."

"Oh." Mo Xiaobei nodded, supporting the back of the wheelchair for her.

An Peiyao took a broom from behind the dilapidated house and left with confidence.Mo Xiaobei pushed her mother into the sunny courtyard, watching a few skinny chickens walking back and forth in the dilapidated small courtyard covered with moss looking for food, their eyes slowly filled with tears.

Su Ziqing, Su Ziqing, Su Ziqing.

She called this unforgettable name several hundred times in her heart.Every time I call it, my heart hurts once.

She knew her when she was 16, now she is 28, 12 years have passed.How many 12 years are there in this world?

"I kept you waiting." When she was immersed in sadness, An Peiyao had cleaned the front and back, wrapped her yellow hair completely with a scarf, and smiled at her, "Let's cook, my dad I guess I'll be back tonight."

"Yeah." Mo Xiaobei nodded lazily, pushed her mother into the room for her, and the two of them washed rice and vegetables together.

An Peiyao's family grows rice by themselves and uses a clay stove. The food is fresh fragrant leaves picked by the two of them from the Chinese toon tree in front of her house. The meat is shrimp caught by the small river together.

The process of preparing meals was very interesting, and it made her forget for a while that the person she kept in her heart was about to get married soon.

After having dinner with her happily, she arranged for her mother at noon, and lay down together on her wooden bed for a mid-morning rest.

It's sunny outside, but cool and shaded inside.Mo Xiaobei put her hands behind her head and concentrated on watching the chickens and ducks flying around in the yard. The noisy scene of clucking made her feel rare and relaxed.

"When I was in junior high school, I told you that you are not the same people at all."

She squinted her eyes, and when she was about to fall asleep, An Peiyao, who was lying next to her, turned to her and said, "Believe it now, you insisted on messing with her back then. Do you regret it now?"

This is her business, whether she regrets it or not is her own choice, so what does it matter to her?

Mo Xiaobei closed his eyes and didn't look back at her, but she took the opportunity to lean over, supported her head with one hand and looked at her, "Mo Xiaobei, I know you're not asleep."

"What do you want to do?" Mo Xiaobei opened his eyes and turned to look at her when he was exposed, so there was no need to pretend.

An Peiyao's black eyes were fixed on her, "I first met you when I was 16 years old. At that time, you were not so difficult to get close to, and you would help strangers and complain for others. But since you and Su Ziqing When they got mixed up, I just watched her as the only one left in your eyes, getting more and more unhappy, getting colder and colder, I never understood, what are you trying to do?"

Mo Xiaobei countered, "Can't you just have fun?"

"Oh, then she is getting married now, are you happy?"

Mo Xiaobei's face suddenly turned cold, and he turned to ignore her.

"Aren't you happy that I got it right?" An Peiyao didn't feel any guilt at being ridiculed by others, and said with a smile, "I knew it would be fruitless, but you still got involved with him, Mo Xiaobei Are you stupid?"

"Yes, I'm stupid." Mo Xiaobei didn't refute, and after finishing speaking coldly, he turned his back to her.

Seeing that she looked bad, An Peiyao smiled, "Don't be angry, I'm just joking with you."

Joking to such an extent, there is no one in the world.

Mo Xiaobei didn't bother to talk to her, but she wasn't annoyed, she stood up, poked the back of her hand and said, "Then what will you do in the future?"

"What should I do? Can I still live?"

An Peiyao stared at her seriously for a few minutes, and slowly put her hand on her arm, "I mean, you have been separated from her for a while, haven't you thought about starting over? I heard people Said, the best way to forget a relationship is to start all over again."

Hearing this, Mo Xiaobei finally knew why she abducted her here for no reason, and told her a lot of tragic family history.

Co-authoring, she thought that she was so soft-hearted that any ghosts and snakes would tell her that her family was miserable, so miserable, that she would be tempted by that person, right?

Not to mention that her soft-hearted temperament has changed a lot, even if she said today that she is worse than the homeless Sanmao, she will never speak kindly to her.

Is this treating her like a persimmon?She turned around amusedly, "What do you mean? Want to have sex with me?"

"What time is it, and your words are still so old-fashioned."

She was so straightforward, An Peiyao, who was always fearless, blushed, and then looked up at her, "Why, can't I? I didn't feel dizzy for a while, but after work, I slowly Slowly understand some things. For so many years, you are the only one who has treated me sincerely, and I can tell the difference."

"It's not a question of whether you can do it or not. It's about An Peiyao, are you crazy?"

Mo Xiaobei looked at her calmly, "You need to understand first, I am not a man."

"Of course I know you're not a man." An Peiyao smiled, "I'm not blind. You are a woman, and a good-looking woman."

"Then what's the point of you telling me this today?"

"What do you mean, aren't you and Su Ziqing two women?"

"It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"It's different everywhere." Mo Xiaobei raised her hand to cover her eyes, and now her mother's excited look when she was in high school seemed to be playing back in front of her eyes. "I only like Su Ziqing."

Moreover, An Peiyao was too defensive.Originally, she was tired enough to open one person's heart, but now she is asked to spend her mind and energy to open another person's heart, and she will not say whether she is happy or not. The key is that she is exhausted now, and she has no such thoughts at all.

She would rather be alone all her life.

"It's okay, I can wait." An Peiyao didn't take it seriously, and raised her eyebrows with a look of planning, "I believe you will figure it out sooner or later."

"Then you just wait." Mo Xiaobei closed his eyes, and said in a cold tone, "But I advise you to give up your mind."

"Tsk tsk, I don't believe I will lose." An Peiyao said to her like a contestant preparing for an important match, "Just wait."

Mo Xiaobei ignored her, put one hand on his forehead, and was just about to close his eyes to rest when the phone in his pocket vibrated.

She took it out and saw that there was only a simple message on the fluorescent white phone screen, but it broke her heart.

The location is in the garden in the center of the lake, and the time is the third day of next month. Sister Bei, do you want to come?