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Lin Xing thought about it, tore a piece of homework paper, folded a small bow, and stuck it on a chocolate bar with tape. After class, she pretended to go out of the classroom to play, and when she passed by Feng Yu's seat, she quietly put The chocolate bar was put into Feng Yu's drawer.

Lin Xing wrote a sentence on the bow-knotted paper, "Hi, I'm Lin Xing, and I hope to become good friends with you."

Lin Xing had no other intentions, she just felt that Feng Yu looked very lonely, just like she was in that class before.Lin Xing can feel the feeling of being isolated, so she is willing to be Feng Yu's friend.

Unexpectedly, when Lin Xing came back, Feng Yu threw chocolates on Lin Xing in front of the whole class, "I don't want your charity! If you have money, it would be great to invite the whole class to eat candies! Put your stinky Take the sugar back! Who cares!"

Lin Xing was in a daze, picking up the chocolate that had fallen on the floor, not understanding the situation in front of him.

But the other students in the class had already gathered and helped Lin Xing to accuse Feng Yu, "Feng Yu, why are you doing this? Lin Xing kindly offered you sweets. If you don't want to forget it, why throw her away?"

"Exactly! Do you think it's great to be the class monitor? You know how to scare people all day long!"

"Lin Xing, please ignore her! With the support of her teacher, she is amazing! She will kill others!"

Lin Xing saw Feng Yu standing upright, his eyes were red, and he pursed his lips without saying a word.

Lin Xing felt that he had done something wrong.

After school in the afternoon, Xu Xiwan parked the car at the school gate to pick up Lin Xing. She looked out of the car window. Lin Xing got along very well with his classmates. He walked out of the school talking and laughing with several classmates, and saw Xu Xi After the late car, I smiled and waved goodbye to my classmates, and then jumped into the car with my schoolbag on my back.

"Are you still used to going to school on the first day?" Xu Xiwan took off the schoolbag on her back and asked with a smile.

"Well! I met Lin Dazhuang, Zhou Xiaohui, and many other children today! Wanwan, do you know that Lin Dazhuang lives in the same community as us, and he invited me to play at his house on Saturday! Wanwan, can I go? "

"Of course, you can also invite him to our house to play."

"That's great!"

On the way home, Lin Xing talked happily the whole time, introducing her new teacher, her deskmate, and her classes at school.

"Today we learned pinyin and arithmetic. I know everything the teacher said. I answered five questions correctly and won two little red flowers!"

The pretended excitement is obviously different from the real excitement. Xu Xiwan has never seen Lin Xing in such a state. It can be seen that she really likes going to school.

"Does Xiaoxing still think school is scary now?" Xu Xiwan asked.

Lin Xing shook her head, "The school isn't scary at all, the students are all very nice, but..." She stopped suddenly as she spoke, hesitant to speak.

"But what?"

"But there is a classmate in our class. She is the class monitor. I seem to have hurt her today."

"How did you hurt her? Can Xiaoxing tell me?" Xu Xiwan thought, just like Lin Xing, after watching a fairy tale play, he was afraid that the big cock would be pitiful if he didn't retreat, so he didn't even want to eat chicken legs. Such a child will hurt others?Xu Xiwan didn't believe it even if he was beaten to death.

Lin Xing told Xu Xiwan about the conflicts with Feng Yu at school, and paused when talking about Feng Yu's grievances when he was accused by everyone. She was afraid that she might not express clearly, so she especially mentioned Feng Yu's red eyes , and tears secretly wiped away with his sleeves.

Lin Xing had never let others be wronged, so she always kept Feng Yu's incident of wiping her eyes quietly while everyone was not paying attention after class. Xiwan asked for confirmation: "Wanwan, did I do something wrong?"

After listening to Lin Xing's words, Xu Xiwan could already guess a little bit. Probably the little squad leader named Feng Yu's family background is not very good, so he is too sensitive and has too much self-esteem. She regards others' kindness to her as pity. alms.

From Lin Xing's words, Xu Xiwan could tell that Feng Yu didn't have a good relationship with the rest of the class, otherwise she wouldn't even have someone to speak for her.

"Xiao Xing didn't do anything wrong, that's how people are, you release goodwill, some people accept it, some people don't accept it, this is someone else's choice, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to take all the faults on yourself .”

From Xu Xiwan's point of view, Lin Xing was not at fault. Because of her inner inferiority and cowardice, Feng Yu disguised her appearance as a hedgehog, stabbing people everywhere regardless of good or bad. This is Feng Yu's malice towards everyone. Lin Xing has nothing to do.

"Is that so?" Lin Xing was not sure.

"Don't Xiaoxing believe me?" Xu Xiwan asked back.

Of course Lin Xing believed in Xu Xiwan, but Xu Xiwan's words did not make Lin Xing feel any better. She still felt very uneasy in her heart, and Feng Yu's aggrieved expression echoed in front of her eyes from time to time.

"Okay, don't think about it, did the teacher assign any homework today?" Seeing that Lin Xing was still in a daze, Xu Xi interrupted with a smile and changed the subject.

"Well, yes, the Chinese homework is to write each of the new words learned today ten times, and there is math..." The child's attention is limited, Lin Xing followed Xu Xiwan's words, and sure enough, he didn't think about Feng Yu anymore thing.

In the days that followed, Lin Xing got along well with her classmates. She was a little shy and didn't dare to strike up a conversation with other classmates, but she would not refuse when other classmates approached her. She quickly got acquainted with her classmates, and she also had a few friends who had a good time. She also established her own small social circle in the small group of the second class of the first year.

However, the relationship between Lin Xing and Feng Yu has never been very good, because Lin Xing offended Feng Yu on the first day he entered the school. , For example, Lin Xing is always the last one to send and receive homework, or when he is on duty, Lin Xing is always the one who does the most.Lin Xing's friends complained for Lin Xing several times. Fortunately, Lin Xing himself didn't mind these small losses. Besides, Lin Xing did feel guilty towards Feng Yu.

Ever since Feng Yu was inadvertently embarrassed by distributing candies on the first day of school, Lin Xing had been looking for an opportunity to apologize to Feng Yu, but firstly, she didn't know what was wrong with her, and secondly, Feng Yu didn't believe that she was sincerely apologizing, and even offered to apologize to Feng Yu. She satirized Lin Xing a few times, saying that she pretended to be a good person and hit a wall a few times. Lin Xing was also very depressed and didn't dare to provoke this hot-tempered monitor anymore.

Lin Xing asked Xu Xiwan: "I want to apologize to Feng Yu, but why doesn't she accept it?"

Xu Xiwan said: "That's how people are. Apologizing is your attitude, but it's other people's right to accept it or not. You can't force others to accept it, right?"

Lin Xing frowned sadly, "Hey, people are really strange things!"

In general, Lin Xing was very happy in her campus life when she started from the second class of the first year. She had several teachers taking turns to make up lessons in the first half of the year, and her basic knowledge was more solid than other students. She was No. 1. The number of little red flowers obtained is far ahead, leaving behind No.2 Feng Yu by a large margin.

Now Feng Yu regarded Lin Xing as an enemy even more, even when he met Lin Xing on the way to the toilet, he would snort at her coldly with his nose turned upside down.

Lin Xing was very popular in the second class of the first year, and everyone became more and more sympathetic to Lin Xing, and became more and more dissatisfied with Feng Yu.

First-grade children have two physical education classes a week, one on Wednesday afternoon and one on Friday morning. Except after school and weekends, what children look forward to most is physical education. After the physical education teacher takes them to do warm-up exercises, they will Find a few boys to go to the equipment room with him, take out sports equipment such as badminton and skipping rope, and let them move freely.

Boys like to play basketball and table tennis, and girls like to get together in small groups to play rubber band jumping.There will be such a small group of girls in every class. They are the core of class activities, and there is a lot of response among the girls in the class. Most girls want to join them and envy those who have become a member of them.

In the second class of the first year, this small group was headed by Zhou Xiaohui, who had not yet had all her front teeth. Zhou Xiaohui had a good relationship with Lin Xing, so Lin Xing naturally became a member of this small group. Zhou Xiaohui taught her and took her to play during recess, so in the second physical education class, Lin Xing had already done a good job of jumping rubber bands.

Xu Xi was absent in his late childhood and never participated in group activities with little girls. He listened to Lin Xing and reported her life in school to him every day after school. Have fun.

In the second week, physical education class was held again. During free activities, the boys went to the basketball court and table tennis court as usual, while the girls still hid in the shade of the trees and danced rubber bands. This time Lin Xing was in a group with Zhou Xiaohui. Xing "died" several times, but was "saved" by her. Lin Xing was weak, and after a few rounds of dancing, he was exhausted. He asked them to continue playing, and turned around to go back to the classroom to drink water.

In physical education class, all the children were crazy outside. Lin Xing thought that there was no one in the classroom, but after entering, he found that Feng Yu didn't go out to play, but sat in his seat and did his Chinese homework seriously.

As soon as Lin Xing entered the classroom, Feng Yu noticed it. He raised his head and stared at her, which made Lin Xing startled, "Well...you didn't go to physical education class?"

"The teacher said free activities, so I came back. Whoever is like you, with a simple mind and well-developed limbs, knows how to play around." Feng Yu was the same age as Lin Xing, and she was very talkative at a young age. After saying this, she lowered her head and continued to do her homework, mumbling Said: "Childish."

Lin Xing couldn't agree with the monitor, so he quietly went back to his seat and sat down, taking out his own water bottle from the drawer to drink.

Her water bottle was brought back from Hong Kong by Xue Qushuang during his last business trip. It is a new model from Disney, and it is more beautiful than all the children’s water bottles in the class. When I took it out on the first day, everyone was so envious. Everyone hugged Lin Xing’s water bottle and took turns looking at it. Lin Xing didn't expect a kettle to cause such a big commotion, so he was embarrassed, let them look at it, and didn't get angry. At that time, Feng Yu was the only one who watched coldly.

This time Lin Xing took the kettle to drink water in front of Feng Yu again, which was simply provocative in Feng Yu's eyes, she dropped the pencil, patted the table and stood up, asking loudly: "Lin Xing, don't you have a break?" A kettle? What are you showing off? You really think you’re great, don’t you?”

"Cough, cough, cough..." Lin Xing choked on Feng Yu's sudden arrival, covered his mouth and coughed, and then raised his head after coughing, with a dazed expression, "Huh?"

Feng Yu couldn't understand how Lin Xing pretended to be pitiful, so she turned around and was about to go out. Lin Xing put on the water bottle and hurriedly said, "I... I'm thirsty, I'm coming back to drink some water, did I bother you to study? I'm sorry, I... I Get out right away, you don't have to go, just keep studying, I'm really sorry..."

"..." Feng Yu has never seen such a person. You scolded her, and she apologized to you, and she was not angry at all, which made Feng Yu feel ashamed to be angry. She turned her head stiffly, and said awkwardly: "You...you don't need to go out, I just go to the toilet."

"Ah? Oh, oh..." Lin Xing didn't react to Feng Yu's sudden friendly attitude for a while, "Then you go...do you want me to accompany you?" Zhou Xiaohui always asked Lin Xing to accompany her when she went to the toilet Son.

"No need!" After Feng Yu finished speaking, she stomped her feet, turned her head and left.

Why are you angry again?Lin Xing didn't understand.

Not long after Feng Yu went out, Lin Xing also finished drinking the water, put away the water bottle and put it back in the drawer, and went to Zhou Xiaohui and the others to continue playing rope skipping.

Lin Xing's class is on the second floor. When she was going downstairs, she happened to meet the math teacher who was going downstairs together. She quickly stood up straight and said hello to the teacher: "Hello, Teacher Zhou!"

"It's Lin Xing." Teacher Zhou said with a smile, "It's a coincidence that you came here. Can you do me a favor? The teacher left the math book on the podium in your class last class. Can Lin Xing help the teacher to take it and send it to the teacher?" The teacher's office?"

"Yes, teacher, which floor is your office on?"

"It's on the third floor of the office building opposite, thank you, Lin Xing is such a good boy."

"You're welcome, Mr. Zhou, I'll send it to you later."

"Alright, the teacher has something else to do, see you later, Lin Xing."

"Goodbye, Mr. Zhou."

After Lin Xing said goodbye to Teacher Zhou, he had no choice but to go back to the classroom to help her get the math books.

When passing by the classroom window, Lin Xing took a look into the classroom, Feng Yu hadn't come back yet, but there was a stranger in the class, he was quite tall, wearing the school uniform of Experimental Primary School, he should be a boy from a senior grade, and that boy was sneaking around Sui Di went through the schoolbags of Lin Xing and his classmates one by one, they didn't look like good people.

Lin Xing was afraid, and stood at the door, not daring to go in, and hesitantly called, "You... what are you doing?"

Hearing this, the boy turned his head abruptly, his face was full of panic, and after seeing that the person who came was a little boy, he obviously relaxed, put something in his hand into his pocket, walked up to Lin Xing, and threatened viciously, "This matter Don't tell anyone, do you hear me? Otherwise, I want you to look good!"

Lin Xing was timid. He didn't expect there to be such a vicious boy in the school, and the boy's expression was terrifying. Lin Xing shrank his neck and swallowed, "I know... I know."

The boy looked out again and found no one around, so he sneaked away immediately.

Lin Xing didn't dare to stay longer, fearing that the boy would come back, tremblingly took the math book that Teacher Zhou had left behind on the podium, and ran out quickly, just in time to run into Feng Yu who was returning to the classroom after using the toilet, Because of her bad attitude towards Lin Xing, Feng Yu reflected on whether she had gone too far. She was about to ease the relationship with Lin Xing and say hello to Lin Xing. Unexpectedly, Lin Xing didn't even look at her. He ran away with the book in his arms and disappeared, leaving only a gust of wind in Feng Yu's ears.

"Tch, what, it's really rude." Seeing Lin Xing like this, Feng Yu also gave up the idea of ​​reconciling with her.

This incident became a thorn in Lin Xing's heart and disturbed Lin Xing's mood for the next day. She couldn't even listen to the class carefully. But then he remembered what the boy threatened her, afraid of offending him, he really didn't let himself go, so he didn't dare to say it, he kept this secret in his heart, no one dared to tell it, he was depressed, and he was a little depressed until after school.

"Lin Xing, what's wrong with you? Why are you unhappy?" Zhou Xiaohui asked.

"I don't. I'm in physical education class today. I'm so tired and sleepy." Lin Xing panicked when someone saw it, and covered his mouth and yawned.

"Then you go back and rest early, my mother came to borrow me, I won't tell you, see you tomorrow!" Zhou Xiaohui ran towards her mother bouncing around.

Lin Xing also replied, See you tomorrow, and walks listlessly to the side where Xu Xiwan parked his car.

Xu Xi saw Lin Xing from a long distance at night, wilting like an eggplant beaten by Shuang, thinking that Lin Xing was being bullied again, and asked her, but she just shook her head and refused to say anything.

Xu Xiwan felt faintly disappointed.

Look, it's only been a few days since school?I have my own little secret, and I refuse to tell it no matter how much I ask, if it takes longer, will it be repaid when I reach puberty?How do you say that?It's really a girl who can't help herself...

Although Xu Xiwan was not Lin Xing's mother, she also had such emotions.

Because he kept a little secret in his heart, at dinner, Lin Xing didn't even find the sweet and sour pork ribs made by the nanny any more delicious. After eating only half a bowl, he put down his chopsticks and said he was full, and went into the room to do homework alone.

Xu Xiwan was very worried, but if Lin Xing didn't say anything, she couldn't help it.

Lying in the bed at night, Lin Xing couldn't sleep, she tossed and turned many times, closing her eyes was the scene of the boy flipping through the schoolbags of all the classmates in the daytime, she was very scared, so she pushed Xu Xiwan into Xu Xiwan's arms, Xu Xiwan took advantage of the situation to circle her into her arms, but she still couldn't sleep.

"Wanwan, are you asleep?" Lin Xing looked up at Xu Xiwan and asked in a low voice, as if afraid of waking her up.

Xu Xiwan smiled softly, "You are turning left and right in my arms like spreading eggs, how can I sleep?"

"Sorry……"

"Did Xiaoxing encounter any problems in school? Would you like to tell me, and I will help you solve it?"

"I don't know..." Lin Xing leaned on Xu Xiwan's shoulder and thought for a while before asking, "Wanwan, tell me, if I see someone doing something bad, should I speak up bravely?"

"Hmm..." Xu Xiwan thought for a while, "Will it hurt you if you say it?"

Lin Xing recalled the boy's threats to him, and nodded, "It's possible."

Xu Xiwan didn't hesitate, "Then don't say it."

Lin Xing's eyes widened, "But if I don't say anything, more people will be victimized!"

"Xiao Xing remember." Xu Xiwan picked Lin Xing out of his arms, raised her chin, and stared at her, "I don't want you to be a brave person. At any time, your own safety is the most important thing." The important thing is, your first task is to protect yourself first no matter what the situation is, understand?"

"What if someone else is injured?"

"You're so weak, it's not your turn to help, naturally someone stronger than you will help."

This made the young head teacher in Lin Xing's class, who preached helping others and selfless devotion every day, cry when he heard this, but it was the truest thought in Xu Xiwan's heart.

For Xu Xiwan, the life and death of others has nothing to do with her, and there is only Lin Xing left in the world who is worthy of her concern.

Even if the life and death of all the people in the world are at stake, when it comes to Xu Xiwan's place, it is not as important as Lin Xing.

But Xu Xiwan's words this time did not comfort Lin Xing in the slightest. Her little conscience endured a huge self-condemnation, and she couldn't sleep peacefully all night, and she didn't sleep until the early morning.

In the morning, Xu Xiwan couldn't bear to wake Lin Xing up, so she called Lin Xing's class teacher and asked Lin Xing to take a whole morning's leave so that Lin Xing could sleep for a while.

Lin Xing woke up by herself. She was in a drowsy sleep. She squinted her eyes and looked at the small alarm clock on the bedside table. She almost jumped out of bed, shouted "I'm late, I'm late", and ran barefoot to the bathroom to wash my face brush teeth.

"Don't worry." Xu Xiwan ate breakfast leisurely, and said to Lin Xing, "I asked for leave for you. You can go to school in the afternoon without any problem."

Lin Xing had toothpaste foam in his mouth, slurring his words, "No way! This morning our team is in charge of cleaning the cleaning area! If I'm late, no one will clean it!"

Xu Xiwan didn't care, "You asked for leave, of course the head teacher will arrange someone else."

"That can't be done." Lin Xing took a sip of water, rinsed away the smell of toothpaste in his mouth, and said seriously: "I should be on duty today, so I should do it. I can't let other students do it for nothing just because I'm lazy. Do it for me once a day."

With such a strong sense of justice, Xu Xiwan looked at the child washing his face in a daze, as if seeing her mother Lin Ling.

As expected of a mother and daughter, their personalities are exactly the same.

It's a pity that people with too much sense of justice end up with no good end.

Xu Xiwan didn't want Lin Xing to follow the same path as her mother.

"Hurry up late! It's too late!" Lin Xing changed his clothes, put on his schoolbag, and urged Xu Xiwan.

"Don't worry, eat something before you go." Compared to Lin Xing's anxiety, Xu Xiwan was the complete opposite. He poured milk for Lin Xing slowly, pouting his mouth, motioning her to sit down and have breakfast.

The nanny also echoed: "That's right, Xiao Xing, you are growing up, how can you not eat breakfast? You will starve your stomach, anyway, it is late now, be obedient, eat breakfast first .”

Lin Xing had no choice but to compromise. He settled the sandwiches on the table in two bites, and drained the milk in one gulp, "Can we go now? Hurry up! Hurry up tonight!"

She was in such a hurry that when she arrived at school, she had even finished her morning reading, and naturally she had already finished her duty.

Lin Xing was very depressed. When she entered the classroom, she blamed herself with her head downcast. If she hadn't snooze and got up earlier, such a problem wouldn't have happened. I'm really sorry for the students who were in the same group as her on duty.