[Competition] The bamboo horse airborne to my heart

Ji Ran sat back where he was just now, and quietly watched Zhou Tian's face change, giving him enough time to think.

Zhou Tian's lips began to tremble unconsciously, and he kept thinking about the past in his mind, shaking his head from time to time, not daring to accept what was in his mind.

Are they trying to train him?Didn't they mean to humiliate him?

And instead of taking advantage of this opportunity to perform well, he disappointed them even more.

Zhou Tian was thinking, tears flowed down unconsciously, looking at the competition certificate on the table, weeping.

He clutched the corner of his clothes, looked up at Ji Ran, his words were the last straw for him, as long as Ji Ran said that they were not for his own good, he would feel better.

Ji Ran knew exactly what Zhou Tian wanted, he nodded slightly, and continued, "No one has ever looked down upon you, and no one has ever tried to squeeze you out. You appeared in the last two games just because you believed you could do it."

Ji Ran deliberately emphasized the word "last". When he heard the manager's arrangement, he had already thought of it. At that time, he felt that this was indeed a good idea.

This practice match, for the LG team that has played countless regular matches, is actually not worth mentioning at all. It is ranked in the last two matches, which can put pressure on Zhou Tian, ​​and there is no need to worry about such pressure being too great.

But it would become like this. He felt that there was probably something wrong with one of the links, so he proposed to come in and have a talk with Zhou Tian to find out.

Zhou Tian stared blankly at the competition certificate on the table, and unconsciously let go of his clenched fists. He sighed involuntarily, "I... I'm sorry..."

Ji Ran smiled and reminded, "You don't need to tell me this sentence, I don't think Lin Mu would like to hear it, go out this door, and take a good rest after you go back."

He said, stood up and stroked the creases on his body, and walked towards the door.

Zhou Tian bit his lower lip and looked very hesitant. Looking at Ji Ran who was determined to leave, he couldn't help asking, "Why don't you ask me..."

"Swearing?" Ji Ran turned his back to Zhou Tian, ​​his face turned slightly behind him.

Zhou Tian nodded, since the newcomer came to the club, no matter whether he was threatened to leave by the captain or the game just now, he was very calm, a little abnormally calm.

Ji Ran turned around slowly, and said bluntly, "If you want to speak, I will listen. If you don't speak, I will not force you."

Zhou Tian looked at him in surprise, he didn't expect him to say that.When Ji Ran came in just now, he was wondering if he would ask for the captain and the others, but he didn't ask.

"Can I really talk to you?" Zhou Tian asked timidly, those words had been accumulated in his heart for a long time, if possible, he also wanted to confide in others.

Ji Ran nodded, and sat back to his original seat, his expression was as usual, without the slightest excitement or embarrassment of inquiring about other people's private affairs.

It was precisely because of his normal behavior that Zhou Tian calmed down and said slowly, "You know, when I was seven years old, my parents went out and left me with my grandparents." .My grandfather’s family is very poor. In order to pay for my schooling, he went out to collect waste, chop firewood, and help people tow cars..."

When Grandpa was mentioned, Zhou Tian's tears flowed down uncontrollably and he choked up and couldn't speak. Ji Ran silently put the tissue in front of him, and didn't say anything to comfort him.

After Zhou Tian calmed down, he continued, his eyes filled with brilliance and anticipation that he hadn't seen for a long time, "Although grandparents are poor, they will give me what other children have, and they will always read it to me." I went to junior high school. But I still have no parents... Grandpa said they went out to work, but the neighbors in the neighborhood said they were divorced. I was an unwanted child, so I knew it was time for me to grow up."

Zhou Tian took a deep breath and tried his best to calm down his overwhelmed mood. He really worked hard.But his body was still trembling uncontrollably.

"I dropped out of school to work and wanted to share my grandfather's hard work. Once I saw the captain win the championship on the stage on TV in the street. I also wanted to be like him." Zhou Tian remembers very clearly that day. The captains are cheering, it is an award that the country has not seen for a long time.

He found out that he could earn a lot of money playing such a game, so he worked hard to save money to enroll in LG's youth training camp.

He knew very well how hard e-sports training was during that time.

When he first joined the club, he was a rookie who had just learned how to play the game.

It is the captain who has been taking care of him knowing that his family is not good, and it is also the captain's reason. It's just that his monthly salary as a member of the second team is much higher than others. Although the captain never said it, he knows it all.

Along the way, the captain is not only the captain, he is like a big brother who says he doesn't care about him, but has always silently supported him, encouraged him, and created many opportunities for him.

But now he... has ruined it all.

Zhou Tian didn't have time to get the tissue on the table, tears kept streaming down, the boy's self-esteem drove him not to be too embarrassing in front of Ji Ran, so he quickly wiped the tears off his face with his sleeve, he said a little excitedly, "My grandpa last month There was a car accident, that's why I left! I really didn't mean to touch the red line, I really didn't mean to!"

Hearing this news, even the calm Ji Ran was shocked, and said in a low voice, "The dead are gone, rest in peace."

Suddenly, Zhou Tian suddenly thought of something clearly, grabbed Ji Ran, and asked expectantly, "Aren't you familiar with the captain? Can you help me talk to him, I don't want to leave! I like to fight." Game! I love staying at lg! I don't want to leave!"

Ji Ran frowned and opened Zhou Tian's hand, and said coldly, "If you want to admit your mistake, go out by yourself, you are still young, but you are a man."

Besides, considering the relationship with Lin Mu, he might not be as good as last week.

Zhou Tian let go of his hand timidly, and kept shaking his head to express that he didn't dare to go out, "I became a deserter, LG won't want me anymore!"

Everyone joked that the LG Club, which is "the most unprofessional and unrestraining members", has an iron rule, that is, you cannot be a deserter.

No matter how bad the game is, you can't quit halfway, and you can't underestimate the life in the game.

And he fouled and left during the game, which has violated this rule, can he turn back?

Zhou Tian's words got Ji Ran's silence, and he knew that even Ji Ran wasn't sure if the club would want him.

That's right, even if the captain will help, the manager will intercede for him, good friends and Lu Jin won't mind, other people will gossip, his cowardice and rush during the game have already disappointed many people, what confidence does he have to go back .

"How do you know if you don't try?" Ji Ran looked down at Zhou Tian, ​​he was sure that Lin Mu would make a move to make Zhou Tian stay.

But I just don't know if Zhou Tian can survive the next public opinion in his current state.