Messenger of Bliss

It was not difficult to stun the tired guards in the middle of the night, and the two sneaked into the dungeon as smoothly as if they had entered the land of no one.Shen Ruogu didn't suffer any physical pain, he was so overwhelmed by alcohol that he was still sound asleep.Bai Yan leaned against Heitu, and was not polite to him. He put all his strength on the arm tightly around his waist, looked at the man inside the iron window who couldn't support the wall with mud, and snorted coldly, "Tu Tu, there's no harm in making this kid suffer, is there?"

"Ah."

Bai sneered, yawned, and rubbed against his chest, "No, Shen Xiangnan's body is too fluffy, so sleepy."

Heitu nodded, picked him up and sat down slowly, with Bai Yan leaning on his leg, couldn't help asking the words that had been in his heart for a long time: "Tutu, why are you so kind to me?"

Heitu put his palms on his eyelids, and prevaricated with his usual succinct words, "Go to sleep."

White ridicule and smile, it has always been like this, all the confusion, don't expect him to answer.

Eyelashes brushed against his palm, and Heitu stared at his tingling left hand, feeling a little itchy.

Perhaps it was because Shen Xiangnan's memory was confused, Bai Yan did not sleep soundly, his brows were tightly frowned, as if he was competing with himself in his dream, when Heitu saw him like this, he touched him carefully, and said softly : "Fan Yu."

"do not want!"

Bai Yan trembled with horror, and woke up suddenly, he took a few breaths, his eyes fell on the big hand that was clenched blue by himself, and his restless heart finally calmed down gradually.

"Have you ever had a nightmare?" Bai Yan asked, turning his head to look at Heitu.

"No."

"Me neither, what's going on?"

"Shen Xiangnan's dream."

Bai Yan shook his head, "I have possessed countless people, many of whom are more miserable than him, and every time I can rest easy." He smiled wryly, "Maybe... I really did something wrong."

Heitu was speechless, and Bai Yan stretched out his hand to pick his chin, "I know you want to help me, but there are some things that I have to figure out for myself, otherwise would I be ashamed of the heart you gave me?"

Heitu raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and Bai Yan seemed to have seen some unrivaled spectacle, pointing at his face and shouting: "You're smiling! Jue Mingzong, haha, don't play tricks, you're just laughing, right?"

"I...um."

Bai Yan hugged his arm and twisted it, "Hey, good wood, why don't you make me laugh again!"

Heitu pulled him up and turned his head, "He...he's awake."

"Who..." Bai Yan blinked, and then remembered that there was another person here, he looked towards the cell, and said with a smile: "Brother Shen, you are safe here."

Shen Ruogu stared at him dully, tears welling from the corners of his eyes, his voice was so hoarse that he almost lost his voice: "Xiangnan, you and I have never laughed so happily before."

"Mr. Shen, Xiangnan just drinks with you to relieve boredom and sing songs. There's no need to be happy."

"Really..." He was silent for a moment, and quickly wiped away the tears on his face, "Why are you here?"

"Oh, this benefactor of mine is a relative of the imperial power, and he accommodated the jailer, allowing us..."

"I'm asking you why! Are you kidding me?"

The conversation was interrupted, and Bai Yan pretended to be angry and said: "You don't want to be a wolf! People think you are pitiful and have no one to see you off. Considering our friendship for many years, I specially asked for forgiveness!"

"Amnesty? Ha...haha..." He looked at Heitu, and said with a sneer, "How many times have you sold your ass to get this pardon? I can't move anymore! Shen Xiangnan, are you sick or not? You're not cheap or not!"

Snapped!

Shen Ruogu was completely unaware of when and how that hot and vicious slap came, Heitu stood there motionless, still hugging Shen Xiangan in his arms, his eyes were terribly cold, except for him, It will not be someone else.

"Don't talk about him."

"Not angry, not angry..." Bai Yan hammered Heitu's chest, and gave a thumbs up, "Jade Mingzong, I can't tell, you are very righteous."

"I'm not for him."

"Is that so..." Bai Yan knew it well, pursed his lips and smiled, and stopped teasing him.

Shen Ruogu fell to his knees with a thump, his teeth seemed to be loose, his mouth was full of sour, he covered his mouth and cried.

"Why! Why...why..." He suddenly held the iron railing in resentment, his face was stained with blood, he laughed loudly and roared, "Shen Xiangan, don't you love me? What is love? I ask you, what is love!"

"So you've been pretending to be stupid." Bai Yan gritted his teeth, "Mr. Shen, what is Xiangnan to you? Have you ever loved me?"

"I…"

"I never thought about it?" Bai Yan sneered, "You call yourself a scholar, and you yearn for the story of a talented man, a beautiful woman, a confidante, and a confidante. Listen, how interesting! The only fly in the ointment is that I am a man. But it doesn't matter, who in the family doesn't have many favors? What's more, you treat me with respect, and you are more pure than those people. Huan repays your kindness. You ask yourself, what you want is nothing more than to be admired, to be appreciated, to be promoted, to put aside the neglect and grievance at home for the time being, and to use me to change the reputation of being unrestrained. Right?" He paused For a moment, "Young Master Shen, it's not Xiangnan who got into the show, but you."

Shen Ruogu was stunned for a long time, his white sneering eyes burning so guilty that he couldn't say any rebuttal, he sat down on the ground, covered his face and wept, "I...I don't know..."

"I haven't read a lot of books, and I don't have half a literati, but I have learned how to fight! What right do you have to criticize me?"

"Shonan...no, that's not it...I am...I'm not..."

"That's all." Bai Yan shook his sleeves and sighed: "It's useless to talk too much, and now is not the time to break up the love between children."

"Shonan..."

"Where's your sword?"

Shen Ruogu was stunned for a moment, "It was taken away by..."

"This sword has been passed down from generation to generation, and the heroic spirits of your Shen family ancestors will be ruined in your hands. Don't you feel ashamed at all?"

Shen Ruogu pursed his lips and buried his head in his arms, "Is it necessary?"

"It's such a pity to lose this sword." Bai Yan said with a serious look, and his piercing and clear voice came to Shen Ruogu's ears, and there was nowhere to escape. "Thrown into a pit of fire and melted into molten iron, although you are not worthy, you still have to accompany it and die for this country."

"Why..." Shen Ruogu raised his eyes, his bloodshot pupils overflowed with unwillingness and grief, "It destroyed me! It bound me! It imprisoned me! From the moment I carried it on my back, I was doomed..."

"Tutu, give him two more slaps!"

Heitu followed suit, his movements were as fast as lightning, and he was able to catch Bai Qian every time when he was about to fall down, Bai Qian smiled at him, "Jade Mingzong, I have practiced for 500 years with your feet. But it’s still not enough.”

"I teach you."

"So generous?" Bai Yan stretched out his little finger, "You keep your word."

"I'm not lying to you." Heitu casually hooked his hand, and gently turned him towards his head, "Be more focused."

"Humph."

Bai Yan pouted, looked at the beaten Shen Ruogu, and said sharply: "The sword is originally a psychic, but it has become more and more dim after being controlled by the successive heads of the Shen family. If you are really upright and upright, you can be an upright man , no matter whether you choose to gallop on the battlefield or indulge in pen and ink, it will guard you loyally. Why did it destroy you? Obviously you, a piece of trash, failed it!"

"Shonan...how do you..."

Shen Ruogu stared at him in surprise, his eyes were full of confusion, and he said sarcastically, "Why, do you think it's strange? How could Shen Xiangnan like a man like you who is strong on the outside but does nothing on the inside!"

"You... are you from Shonan?"

Bai Yan showed a mocking smile, "You can't even tell if I am Shen Xiangnan, so you have the nerve to say that you have wronged your true feelings?"

"Are you him or not!"

"What do you think?"

"No...you're not..." Shen Ruogu said in a panic, "Where is Xiangnan? Where is he? Who are you!"

"You're going to die anyway, do you need to know?"

"Please..." He desperately stretched his hand out of the iron window, grabbing the corner of Bai Yan's clothes, "Tell me...do you know Xiangnan? How is he?"

Bai sneered at Heitu, Heitu understood, and hugged him horizontally, with a sound of "呵啦", Shen Ruogu stared at the torn fabric in his hand stupidly, and burst into tears like rain.

"You don't understand your parents at all, and you also don't understand Shen Xiangnan at all."

Bai Yan threw Jiansui into the cell, and the two walked away.

The sky was already dawning, Bai Qian caught a sleepy night in Heitu's arms, and when he woke up, he saw the familiar cave again.

"It's really a tacit understanding." Bai Yan pinched Heitu's cheek and said with a smile, "How did you know I wanted to come here?"

"He's waiting for you."

Heitu put him down and let him sit leaning against him. Bai Yan caught a glimpse of the lonely ghost in the dark corner and waved to him, "Don't be afraid, come here, he won't bite."

Shen Xiangnan glanced at Heitu timidly, seeing that he closed his eyes and ignored him, so he got up and walked over cautiously.

"grown ups…"

"The sun is coming out, you have to hurry up."

"Yeah!" Shen Xiangnan's smile was still so innocent, he licked his chapped lips, and said embarrassingly: "Jian Sui..."

"Give it to him."

"Then... did he say anything?"

Bai Qian smiled faintly, "Yes."

Shen Xiangnan blinked expectantly, Bai Yan hesitated for a while, and gradually suppressed his smile.

"Xiangnan, do you really think that Shen Ruogu is someone worthy of entrustment?"

Shen Xiangnan was obviously taken aback, as if he didn't understand what he meant, "I... I'm already dead, so what are you talking about is it worth it..."

It's a good thing you're dead, Bai sneered.

"grown ups."

"Ok?"

Shen Xiangnan hugged his knees, as if comforting Bai Yan, and boldly moved closer to him, "You want to tell me that Brother Shen is weak, don't you?"

Bai Yan rarely felt ashamed in this life, but he was always frank, "Yes."

Shen Xiangnan smiled in relief, "He has no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, and he has never experienced any setbacks. Cowardice is inevitable, but his heart is kind. No matter what, he is the person who treats me best in this world. There is a bit of fakeness in the score, I really feel the warmth of being respected and pitied, that's enough, isn't it?" His expression was like the sleepy sky outside a cave, gentle and helpless. "Love this thing, let alone what is worth it, true love deserves to be blessed, true love is also worthy of forgiveness, as long as you are sincere. My lord, I think, Brother Shen treats me... must be sincere..."

In his eyes, the bitterness was reflected into sweetness. Although Bai Yan was a bystander, he suspected that he might see more clearly than him.

"Fool."

Shen Xiangnan nodded frankly, "My lord, I really don't know when God is willing to give me some small sweets, I don't want much, a little bit is enough for me to eat for a long time, until it is bitter, I am not willing to vomit Come out. I used to think that this life would be wasted like a walking corpse, but I never thought that I could still meet him and accompany him. My lord, have you never been stupid?"

"No."

"Really?" He smiled, "But I always feel that you will meet a fool."

For some reason, Bai Yan inexplicably looked at the hands lightly wrapped around his waist, and an indescribable joy suddenly surged in his heart.

The author has something to say:

Let me explain again

White ridicule is an offense (although it looks a bit rebellious now, but people want him to be an offense hehe)

Thanks for the support of the cuties, I love you~(づ￣3￣)づ